Your Highness , Selina (:

Friday 19 November 2004

Hey GuYs! i Juz ChAnGE mY bLoG.... http://snowy-sakura.blogspot.com so pls go n visit.... although i gt the new one, but this blog i will still be using..... hahaz..... veri troublesome rite? pls enjoy.....



Thursday 18 November 2004

Today gt sailing lahz..... hahaz.... but then i veri tired lohz..... cos yesterday cannot sleep well..... dunno y juz cry lohz..... think ish becos of the photo we take together..... hahaz...... nvm de..... to i m genki!!! hahaz..... still veri energetic.... then i meet Joey 1st then go meet Wen Xin they al.... we go eat at the mac at the interchange there lohz.... then take bus 31 go East Coast dere.... then after we alight, we tried to hail a taxi..... but then all hired de.... then luckily gt one taxi ish nortx..... then we take lohz.... actually cannot take 5 person de.... but then uncle say veri near so nvm lahz.... but then everyone pay 1 dollar lohz.... but then end up ish cheaper then the cost... then at there ish at 10:30am.... we play game.... punishment ish.... footwork..... hahahahaz.... then after tt we go seaside..... hahaz.... go there pick sea shell.... hahaz.... then today the theory veri boring sia..... then we doin the pratical lohz..... veri cham de..... Joey n i nearly drop into the water n nearly sail pass the breakwater...... then the boom hit our head..... damn pain.... then when we stuck there, we keep saying tt we hope our dears ish here..... think of the happy thing..... hahaz..... but i really miss him wad.... onli can see him in fencing camp.... haiz..... Joey ish beta.... then today gt many ppl capsize lohz.... veri funny..... hahaz.... then we go bak wash the boat then bath..... then i wear the taekwondo de..... then ppl keep looking at me..... i later gt taekwondo mah.... cannot blame..... hahaz.... then after tt Trivia n Wen Xin go to the hawker centre by Mr Neo's car then the rest of us, Rasyiqah, Joey,Jing Si n me sit Nicholas's mummy's car..... she fetch us to the Tampines Mall there..... so nice of her.... then today veri tired still gtg taekwondo.... hahaz.... but ok lahz.... juz body abit pain nia.... hahaz.... nw i chaoz le.....



Wednesday 17 November 2004

Today arhx..... mm.... today gt ABRSM..... i go to sch lohz.... long time nv go liao.... hahaz.... but then i finish many things lahz.... then after class i stay bak fer another 1 hr lohz.... to ask al the qns tt i dunno de lohz.... n i get all the yr 2000 paper..... hahaz..... den after i go home 1st.... then at abt 1+ i go meet pei jun lohz.... go Tampines mart lohz..... she eat then i do my work lahz.... then tok alot lohz..... hahaz..... she ish a veri nice person to tok to..... hahaz.... den after tt we decided to go Century square lohz.... hahaz.... go there of cos ish go arcade lahz.... but too bad Miao Chan nv come cos she gt choir..... hahaz.....go there i saw Jane n her frens n KS lohz..... he sux sia.... insult tt i play veri lousy..... hahaz..... but den nvm lahz..... thhen at nite i sort of quarrel wid Trivia..... since she wanna to be fair n square, then go wid her den..... end up she oso nth to say lahz..... hahaz.... i m veri gd at this de.... hahaz......



Tuesday 16 November 2004

Today everything ish fine except fer the bloody hawker centre nv open..... then the east coast de mac veri de far..... anyway today Crystal ish coming..... muahahahahaz.... our plan ish working..... lolxx..... then after tt we walk to the NSC...... although veri far, we tok n laughing n singing while walkin.... nice rite??? n enjoy the sea breeze.... hahaz.... then we reach dere..... juz eat sumtin n play game till the others come liao.... hahaz.... anyway the sailing de theory ish damn boring as i nearly fell asleep.... then the practical horx..... i no partner but then today Benjamin nv come so Clarence partner me.... we veri funny.... hahaz.... then the Mr Neo keep saying tt we r couple.... oh damn..... fer god sake.... i dun lyk Clarence..... i onli luv him..... anyway we today doin 'reaching'...... veri fun lahz... but then i veri blur de..... lucky gt Clarence to guide me..... i keep screaming when the boat lyk goin to capsize..... hahaz..... but then when ish Clarence turn to sail, i keep scolding ppl as they keep saying tt we r couple.... i scold Daniel,Samuel,Nicholas,Gerald n Wei Jie.... damn.... the Daniel keep saying still say last time we go sch together.... omg.... his business issit.... anyway i oso dun wanna care.... then today de wind abit siao siao de.... wan to come veri strong de lohz..... the stick hit me twice on my head n one on my forehead which gt a bump tt i nv notice till my frens tell me..... then the Mr Neo horx.... keep taking photo.... omg..... but then luckily cher say tt nxt wk i partner Joey n Rachael partner Clarence.... nice match manz..... then today we walk till veri far to the bus stop lohz..... omg..... then i reach home abt 8 sumtin le.... when i unpack my things, i realise tt my shampoo ish nortx dere..... sure left at the toilet de.... wa lao.... the shampoo cos altogether abt $80 lehz.... cos my hair veri allegy to many types of shampoo...... so i onli can use the expensive de.... hahaz.... aiya veri tired liao.... zZzZz... chaoz!!!!



Monday 15 November 2004

Today i go watch movie wid Miao Chan...... go arcade n play ddr n rock fever 1st, then go watch 'Shutter".... the show horx..... omg.... damn scary..... i keep hugging Miao Chan... too scary liao..... anyway i still hope tt i can hug him lahz..... if can hug him, i will nortx be afraid anymore..... hahahahaz.... but then nw ish impossible.... hope tt nxt tym can..... but i think tt the ghost horx..... lyk sadako.... nth new lehz..... always the same de.... nortx original..... hahaz..... anyway i keep screaming lohz..... then keep scolding the movie.... the ppl behind me oso keep making noise lahz.... anyway thers ish part tt ish veri de funny.... after the movie, we go eat mac n then go her house..... gt to settle tml de thing.... nobody wanna partner Rachael manz...... nobody give a damn lohz..... then Crystal maybe nv come..... omg.... dead liao.....

Sunday 14 November 2004

Today mm.... veri sian lahz.... Miao Chan come to my house n meet me lohz.... n we take taxi go White Sands to meet Pei Jun.... actually be4 i go out i seems to forget to bring sumtin..... noe wad.... ish my wallet..... i go food court then noe tt i nv bring.... then at food court i saw Jonan..... hahaz..... then after tt Miao Chan lent me money to play ddr lohz..... hahaz.... sooo fun.... i improve alot manz..... after we play fer a few rounds, we go Century Square arcade..... i ask my sis to come lohz..... hahaz... to take my wallet.... no choice gt to tel her tt i buy comic books fer Christmas.... hahaz.... bo bian oso..... after tt we play till abt 7 then go Tampines Mart to buy mac lohz.... hahaz..... then i go home eat, read comic books then i go borrow MVP frm Miao Chan lohz..... watch till i think of him.... miss him veri much lehz.... haiz.... k lahz... continue watchin liao..... chaoz!



Saturday 13 November 2004

Today ish veri boring.... nth to do.... no where to go but to study veri hard lohz.... nth to do but to study study study.... hahaz..... onli watch tv bah.... but then oso nth to watch lahz.... tml wanna go watch movie wid Huili.... hahaz..... sian arhx...... me n my sis go buy sumtin to eat lohz..... haiz.... miss him miss him miss him.... haiz haiz haiz.... sian sian sian oso...... hahaz.... hope tml can spend time outside bah.... nw chaoz.... go watch tv...... n go maths maths maths..... hahaz.....



Friday 12 November 2004

Today ish still lyk yesterday.... keep on study for the whole day.... but then i go sch fer a meeting.... ish damn boring as Mr Neo spent 5 min fer the NYAA thing but then 25mins fer scolding ppl..... haiz.... but than after tt i meet Miao Chan at mac to study cos my mum n sis nortx at home.... after tt we go tm.... cos i wanna cut my hair.... i cut till mm.... shorter than be4 but then veri thin sia.... hahaz.... nxt mth goin to make it straight.... hahaz.... i go bak after tt still doin maths.... non-stop... haiz.... after tt i sit down n have a chat wid my mum after my sis sleep.... my mum keep askin "where ish Jun Yuan?" she still tot i quarrel wid him.... so i tel her everything except fer we stead be4.... but then no need to say she noe lahz..... actually she noe almost everything starting frm the begining.... she dun stop me for having a bf but then juz scared tt it will affect my studies.... n my mum say tt he ish a veri gd guy..... after tt,my mum's fren come.... haiz..... my mum admit tt she gt wrong fer telling me those hurting things tt make me go n break wid him.... haiz..... really hope tt i can keep bak al the words n be together wid him.... really miss him..... my mum say everything will be alrite de.... she still ask me to invite him fer dinner.... haiz..... i oso dunno lahz..... haiz.... go do maths liao.... chaoz....



Thursday 11 November 2004

Today gt no taekwondo.... hahaz.... i stay at hm n study.... doin maths fer more than 2hrs..... then after tt i watch tv.... the day ish damn boring..... so i decided to ask HuiLi to go watch movie on sunday.... wad abt today? still lyk last tym lohz..... alone.... always alone.... my sis went out wid frens n my mum went out wid her bf..... haiz.... normally, he will accompany me de..... but nw, ish impossible..... ever since we break, there ish sumtin missing in my life..... haiz..... really miss him veri much.... juz wan him to accompany me fer one day.... one sec ish enough..... i juz hope tt he will think through..... i doubt tt he will forget n stop loving me de..... reality ish cruel..... haiz.... to stop me frm thinkin too much, i go arcade wid Miao Chan..... play till 7 then go bak lohz.... sian.... nth to do but to keep on study to fulfill the promise..... miss him veri much.... gt to study le.... chaoz



Wednesday 10 November 2004
Today i go frenster n see.... he send mme one msg.... i veri afraid to read lehz..... but i still read.... haiz.... it is damn hurting u noe..... y mus he say tt to me? he can juz ignore wad i feel or wad.... he dun even act as a kor to care abt me..... n nw he wanna say those hurting things..... i find ish huili tel him de..... so i sms huili..... haiz.... lucky gt her to tok to me.... if nortx i will be veri sad de.... haiz..... then after sms, i go msn..... i say Desmond's display name.....Yen Ling seems lyk goin to break wid him..... he suddenly tok to me lohz.... then i juz comfort him n get Yen Ling's no. cos i wanna chat wid her lahz.... haiz.... then i oso tel Desmond tt me n him break liao lohz... he is veri surprise oso..... he oso comfort me..... haiz..... then when i go out n buy books, i sms Yen Ling..... she told me tt she veri confused..... guess this time i gt to help them liao.... dun really wan to see my jie n jie fu lyk tt....then at nite i tok to Michelle on fone..... oso tok in msn wid Desmond n sms wid Yen Ling.... i gif them many advice n ask Yen Ling nortx to chose n decided the wrong thing lohzz.... dun repeat the mistake tt i had made.... it dun worth to gif up on this gd relationship.... Desmond ish prettu sad oso lahz.... he told me tt he gt think of commit suicide lohz.... poor thing..... we r on the same boat i guess..... haiz.... i ask Desmond tt if Yen Ling really ask fer a break(hope she won say tt arhx), then dun be lyk him..... so cruel to me.... juz gif up n let me suffer.... i tel him tt everyone will make a mistake n everyone deserve a chance.... rite??? then he offline i keep sms Yen Ling to let her continue wid Desmond lohz..... we sms till 2 sumtin.... really juz hope to see my jie n jie fu happy..... i dun wan to let them repeat the history of me n him.... i dun wan either of them to suffer lyk me.... it hurts n this wound cannot be mend but theirs can if they continue.... finally, Yen Ling say tt she will reconsider the decision n tel him tml lohz..... gd fer them..... hope she will think carefully lahz.... then we stop sms.... i look at the photo on my calculator.... haiz.... i really miss the days tt the both of us go out wid Miao Chan.... the 1st mth anniversary tt we had celebrate.... y he cannot give me a chance lyk wad Desmond did? y???? doushite??? then i go see the msg tt he had send to me n the reminder tt he had put in the hp to let me miss him..... when i read, the tears roll down my cheeks..... i dunno y.... i dun wanna cry but it really remember of the wonderful n the happiest past time i had nv ever had..... nw i had regret.... but there is no use le.... so i ask Desmond n Yen Ling to treasure wad they have... dun be lyk me.... juz a wrong move or action will cost my relationship to be over n no more chances..... if anyone every read this, i juz hope tt ppl would treasure the relationship tt u al have.... dun make the mistake tt i havve made le.... haiz.... nw i dunno how to sleep..... onli can look at the photo....zZzZzZz



Tuesday 9 November 2004

Today actually gtg sch fer ABRSM but then i too tired as yesterday i slp veri late n mus rush bak hm fer sailing.... i go meet Joey 1st be4 i go.... i keep trying to contact Miao Chan fer getting bak my money but she nv pick up the fone.... haiz.... anyway at bus interchange i saw Huili..... Joey give her money fer her foil lohz.... then while waiting fer the others,we chat there lohz.... she ask me how ish me n him liao.... then i tel her everything lohz.... haiz.... sad sad sad.... then tok liao everyone come le then go take bus lohz..... in the bus we veri noisy sia.... but then i nearly vomit out cos of car sick as per normal lahz.... then when we alighted liao.... dunno where to go.... then go ask ppl lohz.... quite far i think..... then go to the food centre n saw Clarence they al lohz.... then since cher haven come, the guys went in sia.... juz have drinks lohz.... after tt i think Mr Neo cal Wen Xin.... he veri angry lahz.... then he drive us go lohz.... mus sqeeze into the car sia.... anyway the theory abit boring lahz.... then the simulator practical oso veri boring.... the setting up the sail ish oso veri cham lahz.... so difficult.... then we gt swimming.... Pearlyn nv swim cos she dunno how.... so she gt to go bak sch fer the normal NYAA program liao..... poor thing.... the seawater damn dirty cos gt alot of the seaweeds lohz.... damn it.... yucks.... then 5 person per time go n swim lohz.... Rachael n i swim on the 2nd badge..... the guys behind me, Samuel,Daniel,Gerald n dunno who lahz.... saying tt he last yr swimming nearly drown.... shit them..... ppl nearly drown ish a veri serious thing but then they still take it as a joke..... i go scold Daniel wad..... then they keep quiet.... then my turn to swim.... sooo disgusting sia..... omg..... the seaweed stuck on my shirt.... anyway the seawater ish damn salty tt i almost choke sia.... cos accidentaly drink it lohz.... then the water get into my eyes.... veri painful lahz.... we still gt to wear shoe to swim sia.... hahaz.... then after tt Pearlyn,Wei Kiong,Wee Ching n Shaun cannot continue the course cos they dunno or dun really noe how to swim lohz.... then we learn how to do capsize..... okok lahz.... but the 2nd time when i goin to jump up the boat, my pants drop abit lahz.... luck ish swimming costume lohz.... hahaz.... then after everyone finish, Mr Neo scold ppl lohz.... then we go bath..... mus be fast sia.... no time to wash shoe.... n Joey n i nv bring slippers... cham arhx.... then we gals go bak together except fer Crystal n Pearlyn.... they take another bus lohz.... i go bak home oso veri tired lahz... goin to slp soon liao.... tml sure dun wan to go ABRSM de.... zZzZzZz.....



Monday 8 November 2004

Today gtg sch fer ABRSM..... be4 tt of cos lyk last tym, go eat breakfast..... hahaz.... anyway today onli a few ppl go nia..... the others dunno go where le... be4 i go up to the midi lab, i go to the tower n see the class list of the nxt yr sec 3 klas lohz.... haiz.... still cannot believe the fact tt he go triple science... but then tts the fact... so i gt to work hard nxt yr.... dunno can really do it anot.... then the 2/5 Cheryl(2nd Kathleen) arhx.... wa lan eh... same class wid him sia.... i simply hate her to the core as she everytime see me she lyk gonna kill ppl lyk tt.... stared n glared.... oh damn.... she sux manz.... then there r 3 netballers tt i hate.... the Mabel,Debbie n the Giselle.... i oso hate them to the core..... the others shld be ok bah.... i see arhx.... onli 3 fencers in triple science... Ellyn,Gawaine n him lohz.... the Gawaine arhx... tyco de lohz.... in 3/9... fer Ivan i m nortx surprise as he veri clever de.... then the 3 mice horx... same klas wid Samuel n Xin Li.... 3/7..... Joanne oso lahz.... hahaz.... anyway the most surprise thing ish.... i cannot believe tt Clement ish clever than Alina..... he in 3/9 but Alina in 3/8 sia..... omg.... then the onli fencer who drop to NA ish the Kenneth lohz.... omg... poor thing.... i think he abit blur lahz.... but hope he can get beta results..... then we go up to the midi lab..... keep doin paper lohz..... sian sian sian.... nth to do oso..... then after tt i go home lohz.... gt training.... lucky the training time change liao if nortx i gt to wait till 4 then my training starts.... today the training abt 1 hr nia.... al do footwork n jumping the steps lohz.... then break.... then go home lahz.... too bad Pearlyn nortx wid me n Crystal..... she change bak to foil liao.... juz becos me n Crystal n Pei Jun can form a grp then he say if can... Mr Neo wanna put Trivia,Wen Xin n Pearlyn one grp... aiya dunno lahz.... anyway, the camp de scheldue come out liao.... hahaz.... although the 1st day ish sec 1 together then the sec 2 n 3 together, but then the following days r the al the epeeists together, al the sabrers together, nevertheless, al the foilists together.... hahaz.... i m soo happy.... can see him..... really miss him lots sia.... cos the past training i nv saw him as we train at different dates lohz.... sooo poor thing sia.... no choice lahz.... anyway the camp ish gd enough fer me liao... dun really expect too much.... i thanks god tt let me to be in epee.... really..... this ish my chance manz....mm.... mus thankz god le.... hahaz.... k lah.... go rest liao.... chaoz....



Sunday 7 November 2004

Today Michelle goin bak home le.... but she say evening then go home.... anyway, we wake up liao the watch tv.... yesterday the both of us slp quite early oso.... abt nearly 3 bah.... mm.... she watch n watch n watch lohz... non-stop de... then i go fer the piano klas.... lucky this time i nv late lahz... cos the last few times ish either i woke up late or sumtin happen... hahaz.... then after tt i go home n cook noodles fer them lohz.... the Michelle arhx... watch the Cardcaptor Sakura movie 2 horx... watch till her eyes "glow" hahaz.... soo funny.... keep saying the Syaoran-kun ish soo kawaii!!! anyway she still borrow my vcd "Magical Princess Yucie" hahaz... she ish kena addicted by the Prince Arrow liao.... Can't resist it... hahaz... then after tt she go home lohz.... hahaz.... she nearly forget to take her wallet home sia.... then after tt i accompany her to go to the tpjc bus stop.... actually she wanna stay another day de... but her mum dun let lohz.... nvm lahz... nxt tym got chance de.... but then i will miss her accompany de lohz.... haiz.... still make me think of him sia.... dunno wad to say oso lahz... hahaz.... ppl keep asking me nortx to think so much n wait for time n fate to decide wadever we r destiny to.... nth to say lahz... hahaz.... then today at the bus stop i saw my fencing senior,Jing Si... see the way she walk i can reconise her despite of i nv wear spec.... she ish quite friend lahz.... mm.... at home nth to do lohz.... onli can watch tv tv tv.... sian arhx.... no money oso cannot go out.... gt to study science liao.... chaoz



Saturday 6 November 2004

Today ish a veri fun day... hahaz.... Me n Michelle wake up then lyk veri de messy.... mm.... then after we go brush teeth,we go watch tv again..... hahaz.... continued frm yesterday lahz..... then till abt 12nn,we go mac n buy food lohz.... still buy ice cream.... hehez.... i sore throat still eat.... lolx.... mm.... then juz watch al the way lohz.... till my mummy come bak n buy dinner fer us..... hahaz..... then we juz eat in the room n keep watching lohz..... watch many show liao lehz..... hehez..... then at abt 11 sumtin near midnight horx... me n Michelle go throw rubbish n go buy things.... when we reach downstairs, i saw a car veri de familiar..... seems to be Uncle Rom's car.... when the car stop, i go peek.... the car no ish 4401... oh god... ish my mum.... siao liao.... dunno wad to do but the both of us run up the stairs lohz..... scare lyk mad... juz when my sis goin to open the door, my mum came.... she ask y when she saw us we run lyk mad.... i lie tt i go throw rubbish lohz.... damn scary sia.... cos my mum dun let me go out at nitez de.... but then she nv scold me lahz.... she say juz nw actually she wanna ask us whether my sis sleep liao nortx if not she cannot go into the house lohz... omg.... scare me to death manz... anyway after tt my mum bring us to the 7-11 lahz.... hahaz.... then we juz walk home lohz.... we eat tibits in the room.... enjoy n watch tv... intend nortx to sleep... i wonder i can wake up tml fer the piano class anot.... haiz.... nw although gt Michelle accompany me arhx..... me still miss him lehz.... dunno wad to do oso..... i dun wanna tel him anything cos later he will gt pressure n will get away frm me.... anyway ish alright de.... nw me go watch tv liao.... chaoz....



Friday 5 November 2004

Today ar.... haiz... Miao Chan say she in 3/6... anyway gd fer her oso.... but then he ar... sooo happy-go-lucky de.... gt 3/8 which ish the triple science class.... haiz... i really dunno i shld be happy fer him or sad fer myself.... i really dunno.... heard of the news horx.... my mind was empty... dunno wad to say oso.... Michelle n Miao Chan juz look at my surprise looked lohz..... haiz.... anyway,i shld be happy fer him cos he get wad he wan le.... as long he is happy, i will be happy too.... i onli can congrats him lohz... hahaz.... mus be cheerful.... think of bright side.... zettai daijoubu..... hahaz.... mm.... i oso will work hard to get into pure science de... i swear tt i will study hard.... i will not disapoint him de.... i will keep my promise to study hard.... anyway i study ish fer myself too.... hmm.... today Michelle come my house to stay... yeah... i m soo happy.... we go out n watch movie.... we watch the princess diary 2.... quite a nice show lahz..... hahaz.... anyway, after tt,as per normal, we go play arcade.... poor Michelle.... she onli can watch cos she dunno how to play lahz.... after tt Melina come..... we play fer a while then Michelle go pierce ear hole..... seems lyk veri pain lehz..... hahaz..... mm.... then we go white sands arcade.... the machine gt abit siao siao de lohz.... juz dun lyk lahz.... mm.... then Michelle n me go hm..... Bath liao eat then watch tv then play pc.... after my mum go, we wait till 11.30pm then we go 7-11 to buy food lohz.... drinks n crackers.... hahaz.... veri fun.... after tt we keep watching tv lohz.... hahaz.... lucky she ish wid me... if nortx i will still be thining abt him..... lonely.... she will be staying till sunday... wonder wad will happen after the 2 days.... hahaz.... :p



Thursday 4 November 2004

Today Rachael call me at 10am.... wa kao... i still sleeping seh.... nvm then.... hahaz... mm... holidays is pretty boring lehz... nth to do de... the whole day i not feeling well... so keep sleeping,playing pc n watching vcd lohz.... so bo liao.... mm... tonite gt taekwondo... actually dun intend to go de... but then hor... at home damn sian lahz.... i nth to do mah.... so i go lohz... damn sia... the weather ish soo cold... i no choice but to wear jacket.... hahaz.... anyway my cousin n frens ask me to go home but i dun wan... hehez... Alison n i practise pattern while the others kick the target lohz.... mm.... cos me n Alison sick wad... no choice... then after break horx... sir purposely de... put wei min in charge if yellow-green plus giving me a grin... i nth to say oso.... anyway nw i devoted in him.... put wei min here oso no use de lahz.... hahaz.... veri boring lahz.... cos sir check my pattern liao.... we do the basic kick horx.... wa lao i m so dizzy sia... do wrong kick.... hahaz.... mm... tml Michelle coming my house to stay... veri looking forward fer her to come... hahaz... nw planning wad to do tml.... think shld be veri fun bah.... hahaz.... mm.... think tml goin to watch movie.... kekez.... eh.... haiz.... nw ar... lucky gt my frens... if nortx i will miss him till i cry de.... haiz.... the toopid training scheldue horx.... not fair.... not wid sec 2 epeeists.... haiz.... ever since the holiday started, i nv see him seh.... miss him lots..... haiz.... dear.... i miss u veri much..... do u miss me? hope u do... lolx... love u always.... muackz....



Wednesday 3 November 2004

Mm.... Today ar... still gt the toopid sore throat n flu lahz... use too many tissue paper liao.... hahaz.... then go sch lohz... wa lao damn cold sia.... omg.... then i do the composing horx.... do lyk mad lohz.... aiyo... the G minor ar.... veri difficult cos gt strange sound.... but then after tt cher say i do quite well.... hahaz.... but still cannot lahz.... hehez.... veri sian lehz... after i go hm i juz sleep.... last time use to gt ppl cal me or wad de.... or Miao Chan or him come to my house... haiz.... i hope tt my house will be fill of laughter by the 3 of us.... a happy 'family'..... juz simply hope tt it will happen again... everyone running around the house wid each other.... sooo fun lohz.... hahaz.... anyway, i think i mus wait liao.... the day will not be bak so soon but i think it will nxt yr... "Ano zettai daijoubu ne? " everything will be fine,right? hahaz....tts my philosophy..... actually still gt alot lahz....but then tts the quote i always use..... haiz.... really mus smile.... too sick liao.... veri difficult to smile lehz.... hahaz.... nvm nvm.... hmm.... i m soo lonely.... although i wan ppl to accompany me, but nvm lahz.... really juz wan him to visit me or wad lohz.... impossible keep asking her daughter to come n visit n keep accompany rite? she will be mad de lahz.... hahaz... anyway today i sleep alot..... i dun really leave my room fer nth lohz.... i keep sleeping, play pc,watch tv lohz.... but then still veri sian lahz.... ever since he left me, i seems lack of sumtin le.... lyk in my life nth really left.... the reason i live on ish becos tt i keep looking fer the one i truly love... i had found in July.... but then nw leave me again.... if it is nortx becos of waiting fer him n the things tt he use to tel me in the past, i will commit suicide de.... it ish not the 1st time i wanna do this.... my p6 memories ish quite worse lahz.... tts y.... cannot force me.... i really love him.... so mus wait till the day we will be bak together.... tt the day he say tt wanna get married al this.... i will wait.... so dun leave me alone n abandon me.... i will love u always...... love u forever n ever.... i say, i will do it... nobody can change my mind.... dear, not even u k...



Tuesday 2 November 2004

Mm.... today ar... oso quite sick lahz.... yesterday nitez gt fever again.... then today i feel extremely cold sia.... haiz.... throat veri de pain lahz.... the flu oso veri de cham.... i use up one box of tissue paper liao le.... terrible sia.... Miao Chan oso gt shore troat... then morning hor... cos nth to eat so still go mac lohz... then we eat the food hor... after tt gt throat become worse.... i keep coughing le.... then reach sch liao hor.... i dun feel veri well.... cher say if i dun feel well then dun come tml lohz..... but i wanna go if not ar... the theory al will return to cher de... he oso ask me not to go training cos veri siong.... but then still go lahz.... then today me n Rachael meet at tampines mart... when we on the way to the bus stop, many ppl looking at us.... omg.... hahaz.... anyway, today the al the sec one n sec 3 epeeist train together lahz..... quite okok... but too bad dun have sec 2 epeeist.... not fair.... miss him too much le... few days nv see him hor.... i veri sad sad sad... lolx.... anyway... today gt a small physical training.... luckily i dun have to do cos when doin skipping hor.... i keep coughing then Trivia ask me not to do liao... after the physical, i go join them lahz.... the pair work hor.... me n Crystal still cannot get it correct le.... nw ar... actually i find the sec 3 epeeist quite friendly de.... learn alot lahz... last time i use to dislyk derrick but then nw ok liao.... he juz gt attitude problem.... anyway is alrite cos everyone oso gt lahz.... mm.... then after tt we go home lohz.... go eat ice cream.... woa.... the throat at first ok then nw frm worse to worst.... hahaz... i oso bo chap de.... mm.... haiz... today nv tok to him.... miss him too much le... i dun dare to cal him to tok craps on fone cos later ppl lyk his cousin will mistaken tt i pester him.... actually i juz wanna to be normal.... tok on fone is wad we use to do last time.... i noe nw although we cannot call each other too often as it is veri "gan ga" but then.... haiz.... nth to say.... anyway, i will wait till nxt yr as he say de.... i noe he still cannot get over the break up tt i haf requested last time... i m too much to expect him to come bak when i feel tt i need him.... i m a bitch sia.... haiz.... nvm... time will past de but my heart will not change till the day i die....



Monday 1 November 2004

Today ar.... quite sick lohz... nv sleep well.... wake up at 6:15 despite of i no need to wake up soo early.... anyway.... my throat is damn pain sia.... then then flu ar.... worse... gt nose block.... veri cham ar.... then today go sch lohz.... okok lahz.... veri cold lohz.... cannt take it sia... then gt headache.... cannot remember wad i have learn be4 the sch close lohz.... damn tired sia.... then lyk use alot of my energy to let me walk al this.... my dad bought me a scanner n printer.... 2 in 1 de.... then scan many nice nice de pic.... hahaz... veri happi.... but it seems tt my fever come bak liao... wah.... feel veri dizzy sia.... today i oso veri sad lahz.... but then i will "ren" de.... despite of sadness, i will put on the best smile to my families, frens,god sis n bro.... they al show me support lohz.... especially my daughter(Miao Chan) hahaz.... she these few day keep accompany me lohz.... thx to her.... if not nw i will still veri sad... nevertheless.... gt Pearlyn they al gif me moral support... thx.... die liao... fever rise le.... stop here liao.... anyway.... ps: u cannot stop me frm luving u... i will wait till nxt yr de... promise tt i will not hurt u anymore.... i will tresure u de.... *dying soon*



Sunday 31 October 2004

Today is Pei Jun's bdae.... too bad i nv go n celebrate wid her.... cos me still gt headache.... then my mama ask me to cal him.... k... i did call..... quite concern abt me lahz.... he ish so cute n funny..... trying to make me feel beta by making me laugh..... hahaz.... really veri happy abt tt.... anyway even he nv ask me to cal or wad.... as long he is care abt me, can le.... i dun expect much.... today my mummy come bak without calling bak home..... then my mama panic.... hahaz.... really many things happen lahz... but the thing i regret today ish i dun have the chance to watch movie wid Miao Chan n Pei Jun they al.... then at nite after dinner..... i suddenly veri tired n sleep... unexpected tt after i wake up i gt fever again..... nw feeling even more bad bad bad..... i nw juz type al this to make me feel tired mentally.... anyway he did cal me.... mm... we tok lahz... but then i feeling veri uncomfortable so we nv tok much lohz.... he keep askin me to sleep..... but i cannot... cos i cannot find my pic.... at 1st i did not noe wad i m still missing fer sleeping... pilliows,blanket,hp n still gt wad.... end up i say i finally remember... he wan me to say wads tt.... then i no choice but to say is our pic.... he told me tt yesterday my mama say i hug on the pic n sleep n she helped me to take it up.... nw i can find my pic liao.... thx god.... anyway dun type soo much liao.... he keep calling me go sleep.... nitez nitez... zZzZz.....



Saturday 30 October 2004

Today i go to TM.... gt pizza treat fer robotics students.... mm..... after we finish eating, we disturb Shu Peng lohz... veri funny... after tt we go n take neoprints.... i take wid Shu Peng n Qihui... i dunno tt both of my 'daughters' r prettier than me... hahaz..... anyway we having lots of fun.... after tt everyone go home liao except fer me n Pei Jun.... we go arcade as per normal lahz.... go play rock fever.... we wait fer Miao Chan lohz.... but then rock fever gt many ppl playing wad... so we put coins n go out n tok lohz.... we tok abt him lohz.... she told me how they break n the letter tt he gave her last year... can't believe tt she still keep it lohz.... anyway, we tok abt many things lahz... fer quite a long time... too many things happen le.... but i hope tt me n him will not be lyk last time Pei Jun n him lohz.... really veri scared one day he gif me an ans... but i mus think of the bright side.... i doubt tt he can forget abt me cos really gt many happy memories between us.... think he will remember de... more ever gt the photos tt we take..:( then after a while Miao Chan,Gang Jie n Ming Heng come lahz.... then after tt then go in fer a while then they kena chase out by the ppl lahz.... cos of their skirt n long pants lohz.... then the Ming Heng go pierce earhole lohz.... mm... then we go home lahz... i go hm n look at my pictures.... i accidentaly take out the pic(me n him de) haiz.... see he hugz me.... really miss his huggies n kisses.... haiz.... really wan him to come bak to me.... sad sad sad..... sob sob haiz..... but i noe everything will be alrite de.... really love him lots.... hope him will see this.... anyway today my mama come.... cos me having fever,sore troat,flu,stomach cramp,headache.... feeling veri bad.... haiz.... u noe wad.... i sleep hor.... i hugging the pic of the both of us de n sleep..... my mama still say i actually cry n the photo is wet.... haiz.... hope tt he will still love me.... i will promise tt i won hurt him anymore.... dear i m veri sry abt those things.... hope after some time we can be bak together somedays.... miss u veri much de.... dun avoid me k? really love u....




Friday 29 October 2004

Today is the last day of sch.... veri gd lahz.... but then ish the last day in 1/4.... nxt yr will be 2/4 le.... haiz.... mm.... today gt no training..... cos raining n the hall is occupied.... erm.... haiz.... really miss him lehz.... today Joey,Rachael,Yan Ni n i go bak together.... me n Yan Ni chatting lahz..... then we go mac, chat n eat lohz.... frm 3.30pm to 5.30pm le.... eh... well we tok abt relationships then to horror movie then to ghost story then to the america 911 case then to saturn n christian then lastly abt jesus.... hahaz.... then end up we go bak lohz.... haiz.... we today receive the training schedue.... y no sec 2 epee wid sec 1 epee??? not fair sia.... i wan i wan..... but then sec 1 epee ish wid sec 3 epee... oh manz... will be lyk hell..... i rather see him then i will work extremely hard than to see those ppl in sec 3.... cos i don really lyk them.... i prefer the sec 2 de.... gd wad.... haiz... not fair not fair.... anyway everything in this world ish not fair.... haiz.... i must work veri hard to strive fer a gold medal nxt yr tt i have promise him be4.... i will do it de... i won disappoint him as i love him alots...... so i will dp everything fer him to make him happy..... as long he is happy, i m sastified liao.....



Thursday 28 October 2004

Today,again i not feeling well.... headache,muscle ache(due to yesterday fencing physical training n yesterday play a game play till keep spliting) n stomach pain.... whole body oso pain lahz.... kekez... today is the farewell concert lahz.... abit boring but still okok lahz... i almost fall asleep at the guzheng performance... hahaz.... then the morning hor.... we gt pupils forum... tokin n giving suggestion how to improve the sch.... say our opinion.... abit boring but still can lahz.... today i get bak my result slip... still not tt bad lahz... nv fail but then still gt many Cs lohz... 4 i think... onli 2 As n rest r Bs.... but i will work even harder nxt yr de... hahaz.... haiz... today in msn i juz say out tt i still love him sia... oh gosh... hope he dun mind... i really love him veri much... i hope the punishment can be patch bak n be wid him forever... i dun mind stuck wid him at the rest of my life cos i love him veri much de... hahaz.... i hope everything will be over n fine.... muackz.... dear, dun ever gif up on me as i will nv gif up on u k? haiz... hope everything will be alrite then... muackz n huggiesz...:)

Wednesday 27 October 2004

Today i oso not feeling veri well lahz... gt headache oso... but nvm.... today the maths trail rite.... we compete against al the express class.... we run around.... calculating the ans.... we r the 1st to finish... then we go around n help our classmate.... end up... the 3rd prize to 1/8 de grp... 2nd prize to li qiang's grp n 1st prize to my grp!!! yeah! we rox manz!!! but then i don understand y Mr Quek mus say this"1st prize belongs to Selina's grp" then everyone looking at me... oh damn.... hahaz.... then after recess, we gt a bgr tok... dunno wad gals n boys change in mind in physical.... then the person tel us many funny story lahz... then gt dunno wad "10 levels of sexual behaviour" 1st is look,2nd touch,3rd slightly hold hand,4th completely hold hand,5th light kiss,6th strong kiss,7th french kiss n kissing around the neck,8th foundling on breast,9th foundling on sex organ, 10th sexual intercouse.... for god sake.... when say till kissing, french kiss, my class gals(sum lahz) lookin at me le.... although Ms Oh sit far behind, but still scared she saw it... hahaz... y le.... french kiss gt wrong ar.... hehez.... then today gt mass training lohz... sian.... dunno how to face him sia.... although i wanna see him as long as i could.... haiz.... we do the mass training hor... veri tired de.... i do wid Ellyn.... hahaz.... actually i gt cheat abit lahz.... hahaz.... cos too tired le..... then after tt they gtg n do mini iron man... hahaz.... i volunteer to help so no need to do.... Ellyn oso lohz.... hahaz.... sooo gd.... yeah! i juz see n tok to them when they doin the monkey bars lohz.... haiz.... i tok to other ppl they will ans me.... tok to him he lyk bo chap.... mayb i think to much le... he shld be veri tired bah.... but after tt in bus he sort of lyk ignore me le.... but i noe i cannot do anything but to put up wid lohz.... no choice.... i hope he won lyk tt cos the way he treat me is worse than the past.... i dunno lahz.... maybe that is retribution le? hmm.... anyway, i have already done my best... lets see wad will happen in the end... i won be defeat till the day i die de.... muahahahahaha.... hehez....:p



Tuesday 26 October 2004

Today ar... mm i feel quite well... cos yesterday i finish crying le.... hahaz.... but today i wake up veri late... 6:25am le... i quickly rushed to take the 6.45am bus.... hahaz... well...i saw him in the bus le... i dunno wad to say so i juz smile lohz... hehez.... lucky he nv walk to sch... cos later he will sick de.... raining mah.... today the inter-class game is cancel.... quite disappointed lahz.... then in class we gt to discuss wad to perform fer the Mrs Teo farewell concert.... hahaz.... at first we intend to play the musical instruments lyk piano,violin,guitar..... hahaz.... well... end up think i will be the one playing solo ba.... lazy le... mus ask Janice they al play lohz.... hahaz.... the class is sooo noisy n i m not feeling well.....i feel veri dizzy n my head veri pain lahz.... i actually feel lyk fainting liao de.... luckily gt Michelle n Pearlyn hold on to me.... if not i will trip n fall de.... hahaz.... but then i still feel lyk vomiting too... cos of nv eat breakfats bah... today too rush le.... no time lahz.... gt severe gastric pain lohz.... anyway today after recess we watch a movie lahz... dun really understand wads the story trying to say lohz... dun care oso... gt severe headache mah... hehez.... mm.... i will SMILE ALWAYS de.... yeah! muackz n bao bao..... hehez....



Monday 25 October 2004

Today i nearly vomited in class.... nv eat breakfast.... hehez.... forget wad.... mm.... i try veri hard to be my normal self.... i m glad tt my frens r supporting me.... they r veri happy tt they can see my beautiful smile again.... actually i feel quite sad.... but i promise not to cry so easily.... i will do it de.... cos of the encouragement of my god sisters.... i thx god fer the wonderful gifts..... haiz.... yesterday i dunno y i cannot sleep.... even nw i oso not tired..... haiz.... today is actually our 3rd mth anniversary if we did not break.... i really wish to tel him happy anniversary but then i don dare to..... cos he say we remain as god bro n sis.... but i will try my best to win him bak.... i will nv gif up even if ppl put a knife near my troat.... hmmm..... i can do it manz.... hehez..... mm.... at nite i tried to sleep but cannot..... i hug my 2 precious pillows.... which had accompany me when i m happy or i m crying.... actually one of the reasons tt y i lyk my pillow so much is becos the pillow gt his smell... ppl may think i gt problems but i m not.... the pillows gt many wonderful memories of he n me.... i really tresure the memories wid him.... although nw i veri sad, as i said be4, i will put on my best smile to show him.... but..... the thing i wanna say the most.... hope he can see tt.... dear i really love u veri much.... oso miss u veri much..... if we nv break, it will be the 3rd mth anniversary liao.... nw here i wan to say happy 3rd anniversary n i will love u forever regardless of any obsticles..... hope u noe my feelings..... miss ya.... HuGz n KiSsEs:)



Sunday 24 October 2004

HaIz... i really veri sad.... i yesterday cry lyk mad... then nv have enough of sleep... then today i later fer piano class..... haiz.... today Joey come my house to keep me accompany.... i tok on the fone, i keep crying.... i juz can't stop although i wan to be strong.... haiz.... i really wan him to noe how i feel.... i noe everything we do gt a result;consequences. so there is nth i can tok abt but to make myself stop crying n to win him bak... i wan him to be bak to my side.... although my mum is the main obsticle, i hope he can go through wid me together.... as long our bond is strong, i believe we can overcome everything.... haiz... tt make me remember last time he send me a msg.... he say he wanna be wid me.... overcome thick n thins over odd.... i hope tt will really happen.... i really veri tired of crying.... i nw promise myself not to cry but to stand up n win his heart bak... i will promise tt i will take care of myself, dun skip meals n al the promises tt i had made before including the person he had change me into..... everything will be alrite if i do this bah.... i don think he wanna see me sad.... i think he wanna see the cheeky smile of mine n smile at him everytime i see him..... i noe i will do it..... so pls wait.... i really luv u alot.... so i will prove it to u.... i wanna be wid u is not becos of wan u to take care of me but becos of i luv u dearly.... if u ever read this.... i hope u will noe wad m i trying to say.... everything takes time so i m not rush into it.... i will prove it to u de.... :)



Saturday 23 October 2004

Today i veri sad lahz... i really dunno wad he wan... patch le he still lyk tt.... i really dunno issit my fault or wad.... i noe tt i leave a nasty scar in his heart but i really dun mean it wad... it is al becos of my mum.... i told him is becos of wei min is cos i dun wan him to feel guilty cos if he noe is my mum, he will feel veri bad n guilty de... i dun wanna tt to happen..... wadever i do is really care fer his feelings but y dun he understand? i really love him alot... i love him more than i love myself.... other than him, nobody love me le... nobody care abt me.... so many ppl wanna jio me i oso dun wan... i really tresure him alot... i thx god fer the precious present.... i hope he can noe y i m doin this... i dun understand y he feel depressed.... i juz wanna him to share his secrets tt have been keep deep inside his heart... i wanna help him to search his own soul, go get to noe himself.... i hope tt he can smile forever... as long he smile, regardless how bad or gd he is,he love me anot, it does not matter.... this was said deep in my heart.... i hope he can get his happiness.... i really dunno wad to do... although i noe tt sorry cannot cure, i juz wan to say sorry.... sorry tat i hurt u so much... i really love u dearly... hope u will tresure me 4eva! thz god!! i hope tt i can noe the soul in him... i wanna get to know him so i can help him to get out of the dark place.... hope he will noe tt.... again... i swear tt i will love him 4eva! muackz...



Friday 22 October 2004

TodAy i VerI hApPy!!! we finally patch back le..... really luv him veri much..... miss him lots n lots.... juz really wan to see him smile..... at least i nv cry fer nth..... i hope tt we can be together forever..... really.... this is my wish.... i swear tt i will not let go anymore..... even my mum stop me....

Tuesday 19 October 2004

Today is the end of the chalet.... we go bak home lohz.... my relatives al come my house to play mahjong... haiyo.... veri noisy de..... but then after tt i go buy ice cream lahz..... then i bring my nephew go down n play see-saw..... keke.... he is so cute..... muackz...... haiz..... but after my cousin went home, i go home by climbing the stairs...... i actually cry there...... haiz..... really no gd memories.... even the onli person who loves me oso leave me le..... wad shld i do? mayb i m really a jinx? haiz... i go home, hug my precious pillow n cry lohz..... haiz..... then after tt i go tok on fone.... lucky gt miao chan to tok to me.... if not i really will go n do sumtin foolish...... say truthfully, i think tt in this world,everything seems to be meaningless if there is no one care n love for me.... m i tt bad? m i a bitch? i really dun understand.... neither do anyone understand how i feel... they onli can comfort me... but nothin...... i cry on the fone n i stop crying at 2+ nearly 3..... haiz... i nv sleep well....



Monday 18 October 2004

Today i went to the chalet tt is organize by my family n relatives..... many ppl go..... haiz.... i no mood to swim lahz.... too many sad thing happen tt i lose my smile n everything.... dunno wad to do.... so i veri clever to bring comic book n listen to song n watch tv lohz.... if not sure veri sian de..... mm.... then at nite they bbq ar.... i nv eat anything cos i lost my appetite..... i beg my cousin n my god bro,edmond, to accompany me to go the pasir ris park.... to enjoy the sea brezze...... so nice of them..... i actually really wan to cry de.... but i forget al at the moment... we tok abt studies.... after tt we walk bak lahz..... i gt severe gastric pain n juz nice my cousin bring my dog out n end up cannot go in.... so i go to the secret entrance..... cos is one way out.... keke..... thx to calene they al..... if not i would not noe how to go out..... then after tt i tok on fone.... i cry veri bitterly till my knee veri wet..... haiz.... y mus al the sad things happen to me? y i dun haf any good memories? but after i tok to my cousin, i feel beta..... midnite, my mum n my cousin n his frens come bak.... lucky gt noodles to eat.... oh damn..... haha.... then when my cousin go sleep, he go disturb my another cousin by singing al this lahz..... keke.... nvm.....



Friday 15 October 2004

Today gt home econs prac lahz.... my speghtti undercook..... it is al becos of the bloody mushroom can lohz.... damn it.... the sch can opener veri lousy.... fuckin hell..... i use it to open fer 15 mins le..... dun care lahz.... after tt, me,pearlyn,crystal,michelle n li hui goin out.... we goin to bugis lohz.... haha.... we go there n take photos..... altogether we take 7 machine...... but everyone photo add up is actually together we take more than 10 times.... then al cut the pics lyk siao..... we take photo tt time hor.... keep shouting n screaming.... veri funny de.... oso gt funny pose lahz... haha..... after tt we go shoping fer a while then go bak to tampines..... in the MRT, we laugh till everyone lookin at us sia..... haha... it is damn funny..... n when i say the joke ar.... they lyk come out frm IMH lahz... haha... but then compare ar..... we say joke hor.... the time go veri fast le... hahaz.... this is the happiest day i ever had.... :)


Sunday 10 October 2004

Today gt taekwondo grading..... goin alvin n wei min.... haha.....mm..... hehe.... we tok alot lahz.... hehe.... we still go arcade lohz.... the grading hor.... gee.... scary le.... haha... i wait fer them till 3:30 then go eat then take bus hm..... haha.....siao le... haha... today lucky no need to go to the funeral!! huray!!!


Thursday 6 October 2004

Today gt exam..... haiz.... veri scared le.... then some more at nite gt taekwondo but then sir let us go hm veri early.... cham... i dunno wad to study for chinese paper 2... i go ask wei min.... lucky he noe..... but then we two oso last min study de... cos nv listen to the potato wad.... haha.... anyway, today veri tiring lahz..... so gd tt he wish me gd luck..... hehe.... so happy that mayb i score full marks for tml test.... yeah!!!



Tuesday 5 October 2004

Today 3 go see Mr Neo... n tel him al the things lohz.... he keep calling crystal "crystal ng" haha..... poor her.... then when when the other 2 tel mr neo who i lyk, he say he wanna noe whose the guy.... omg.... then when i tel him tt pearlyn lyk gawaine, he was sooo surprise manz.... haha... then today the meeting hor.... he veri funny.... cal the three of us princess.... haha... then everyone look at us.... then after the meeting, we go tok to him loh..... thenn the mr san see see see.... so funny.....



Monday 4 October 2004

Today PE lesson.... veri scary.... Mr Neo tok to me.... ask me which fencers gt bgr.... i tel him tt i dunno.... then he cal pearlyn n crystal.... he keep askin so we juz tel him abt rumours n who lyk who lohz.... cannot be we dunno anything de wad..... then we 3 decided to tel him who i lyk... but actually he is not tt scary afterall!



Sunday 26 September 2004

Today ar... haha... i skip class.... but today i go sopping lahz.... nothing to buy de... the lunch n dinner hor.... veri cham le.... almost al the things r seafood.... wa kao.... i nv eat de le.... die liao.... end up i only eat a little bit.... i reach hm at abt nine lahz..... veri tired.... haha.... tml still gt sch le.... damn sia



Saturday 25 September 2004

Today afternoon, i go malaysia liao.... haiz... i miss "someone" le.... i sit the bus ar... wa lao eh... dying sia... cos gt car sick lohz..... veri dizzy.... we go there rite.... then lyk veri smelly cos gt fishy smell lahz.... we go around n see lohz.... at nite hor... the things veri nice le..... chicken wings..... al this lahz... then after tt we go sing song lohz... until quite late lahz....



Friday 24 September 2004

Today after school, i go bugis wid Jun Yuan, Pearlyn n Ivan.... we go there eat n take neoprint.... we take hor... veri funny de lehz.... decorate lyk siao lohz.... then we go eat mac..... i keep disturbing Ivan n Pearlyn... makin them laugh lyk mad lohz.... poor them.... after tt we go back to Jun Yuan's hs n prepare to go to sch again cos of the boring lantern nite lohz... veri sian le.... especially the play lohz.... gee....




Sunday 19 September 2004

today i gt piano class.... my teacher was veri happy for my grade one practical exam result.... haha.... she say she will let me chose to take wad grade.... but i gt to try the exam pieces n scales.... then see which one i feel comfortable..... she so gd de.... haha.... then at abt 4+, my sis go swimming wid their fren's family.... then i ask Jun Yuan n Miao Chan to go century square the arcade.... but then the ddr spoil sia.... hehe... i go comics connection... gt 3 new bks... i buy for my sis.... after tt we go swensens.... we eat fries... then ar, after we finish the fries ar.... they go pour the tomato sause n the mayo inside the cone shape thingy.... yucks... after tt we 201 to wait for Miao Chan to go cut her hair.... haiz... her hair sooo short liao still cut.... scary....



Saturday 18 September 2004

Today gt no fencing cos now only tues gt training.... today veri sian lahz... i alone at hm cos firstly i veri lazy to go out.... secondly my sis go out wid their bf... so i dun wanna be gooseberry.... when i go buy dinner wid Jun Yuan, i saw that idiot Jeremy at the tampines mart de food court.... see him make me puke.... eeek....




Tuesday 14 September 2004

Today ar... quite a boring day lohz.... no spot check.... gee.... today training ar.... is such a dreadful day.... i pair up wid that idiot Jeremy lohz.... he keep showing off...then my whole body ar.... gt more than 5 blue black.... gt one on my arm... tts the worse.... my hand become red n veri painful.... a scar le.... till now the scar still red color.... shit him sia...



Monday 13 September 2004

Today sch reopen.... lucky no spot check cos i nv cut my fingernails.... hehe.... today gt english remedial.... damn sian le.... keke.... nw wondering how to finish the literature project.... tml dead line.... then when on the way goin to staff room, i saw mr neo.... guess wad he say... he gt register my name to the competition.... he knew it on the competition itself.... omg.... not fair.... i nv go le.... he still can smile at me sia.... grr.... haha... anyway is over.... juz abit sad tt i nv go lohz.... but then at least cher gt think of me can liao....



Sunday 12 September 2004

Today i overslept... so nv go for piano lesson.... haha.... my cousin today come to my hs n play pc,PS2 n watch tv.... haha.... haiz.... tml sch will be reopen le.... mus wake up early.... haiz.... haha.... dunno will fall asleep in class anot.... keke... today i call pearlyn.... she say tt crystal won a bronze medal....tts gd.... anyway... haiz.... i really wanna go there n compete wid others.... :(



Saturday 11 September 2004

Today i stay at hm doin nth lohz.... too sian le.... then my sis today coming bak frm my pri sch frens hs.... keke.... such a boring day.... today sleep till 3pm then wake up cos yesterday i 4 am then sleep.... hmm.... i m so happy cos Jun Yuan gt a gold medal at the competition.... yeah.... n many ppl gt lahz.... haha.... tts so gd....



Friday 10 September 2004

Today i go ice skate wid Jun Yuan, Joey, Sheng Bang n Shaun... hehe.... then we al noe how to skate except for joey... haha.... she hold the thingy.... metal bar.... poor her.... then Shaun, Jun Yuan n i go push Sheng Bang.... trying to make him kiss her..... haha.... but then they dun have lahz.... onli hug lahz..... then they hug many times lehz.... so romantic.... haha.... jkjk.... after tt we go arcade.... the para para not nice de le.... dun have my fav. song.... keke.... then the guys go play cs lohz.... after tt we go eat pizza.... we ask Sheng Bang to feed Joey.... haha.... so SWEET!!!.... then we no place to go.... so i ask them to go w'lands.... oso go arcade.... go find pk n sarah.... haha.... gt see sarah's stead.... so kawaii ne.... haha.... after tt we go hm lohz.... i reach hm at 8:30pm... quite late rite? haha :p



Thursday 9 September 2004

Today ar.... gt competiton lohz.... haha.... today ms oh late le..... aiya anyway she always lyk tt de lahz..... haha.... haiz.... i wanna go training le.... siann sia.... when i reach there, i go buy mac breakfast cos haven eat in the morning.... then after tt cher go out liao..... the competition starts.... we onli can get out of the area to buy things at 1pm lehz.... then lyk veri sian lohz.... then ar..... behind Joey's grp booth ar..... gt dunno wadever sch de.... veri guai lan..... knn.... go bang n bang n bang on the metal booth.... haiz.... abt 11am, i go cal pearlyn to find out whether i gt go competition anot.... i nv go.... cos cher say i not ready for competition.... but then y pearlyn go? it isn't fair...... even clarence oso nv go le.... haiz..... anyway, cry oso cry le.... wads the point? i m not goin anyway..... after tt we gt bak to the area again.... my grp position 15 at the end.... hehe.... i m so happy.... but then mayb gt final.... sian ar.... after tt i quickly rush hm for taekwondo..... veri rush le.... go hm change n then straight away go out.... gee....



Tuesday 7 September 2004

Today gt training.... woah.... long time nv training hor.... my footwork lyk shit sia.... haha.... but then after tt ok le.... after tt we help to move the tables n chairs in order to let us free fence.... haha... i win pearlyn n clarence.... but lose to pei jun.... she is really veri gd... but then hit my bone 5 times abit painful.... hmm.... but then i m having much fun.... haiz... actually thurs i gt training but then i gt robotics competition le.... haiz.... mr neo ask me to go robotics.... but i do really hope tt he will put me in the fencing competition.... haiz...:(



Monday 6 September 2004

Today ar.... Mr Neo goin to treat us pizza hut.... haha.... sooo many things to eat ar.... be4 tt.... the sec 1 gals go take pics.... haha.... soo fun.... after we finish ar.... mr neo tel pearlyn n i tt there is no training cos canceled.... not fair sia.... pearlyn n i actually go wear sch skirt cos veri troublesome to go bak hm n change.... damn..... but then after tt we go take photo again.... too many ppl in a machine hor.... quite cham le.... too cosy liao.... haha.... after tt we go montip to buy a ring to shows tt the sec 1 gals r unite as a team! haha.... then they went hm except for joey n myself.... we go arcade for a while n go swensens n eat fries.... while we r eating, we r having a fight wid rachael cos she is against our trust... it is too much le.... after tt i go meet Jun Yuan n Miao Chan.... they go my hs mah..... wid tt Gang Jie.... haha..... having soo much fun today!



Sunday 5 September 2004

Today gt piano class.... lucky this time nv late for class.... hmm.... today play 4 songs lahz.... chicken feet sia.... but then my teacher gt teach me the richard clayderman song 'ballade pour adeline' quite nice lahz..... haha.... veri sian le..... today i fall down cos.... aiya long story lahz.... at least nw not veri pain le..... if not i will kill the stupid person who make me fall..... muahahahahahah......



Saturday 4 September 2004

Today ar.... nth lohz.... mummy not at hm so gt to look after the twins.... holiday really gt abit sian but oso gd lahz cos can sleep wad.... mus sleep back for 16hrs then enough.... i yesterday sleep at 12mn n wake up at 1:15pm... shiok ar.... such a long time tt i nv sleep till so late le.... haha... :p



Friday 3 September 2004

Today ar.... nothin lohz.... gt fencing meeting..... cher say many things lahz..... but then i monday gt training cos cher mayb will send us to competition.... hehe.... i m soo happy.... so must buck up n work hard liao.... today i gt bak my result le... but my um nv scold lahz.... she juz ask me to work harder.... lucky sia..... haha.... :p




Tuesday 31 August 2004

Today is teachers' day celebration... the bloody concert end quite late but then quite intresting lohz.... i go bak to my pri sch afterwards.... really long time nv see liao.... i saw many ppl... pk,sarah,gp,the twins,calene,kai li..... many ppl lahz.... the guys r growing taller le.... then i saw my 2 teachers wid big stomach... haiz.... too bad cannot see my chinese teachers.... really miss their lessons....



Sunday 29 August 2004

Today gt piano class lahz... overslept n late for 10 mins.... cos no bus mah.... some more lazy to run cos too hot liao.... i don really play any songs lahz.... juz tok to the teacher lohz.... after tt i bring my sis out to buy sumtin.... after tt we went hm.... later on my mum bring me go watch a movie.... alien vs predators.... quite nice lahz.... but then abit scary.....




Friday 27 August 2004

Today ar.... nth special lohz.... go esplanade.... n look around.... really veri nice le... i lyk the library the most cos if wanna borrow the musci scores rite, can play the piano n test de.... i wanna go in but no time.... the piano is baby grand le... i jealous.... today i go to the concert hall, i saw the real grand piano.... really veri nice.... i had nv seen the piano tt big be4....



Thursday 26 August 2004

Today ar,veri sian lahz.... the duck is getting on my nerves..... see him i willl vomit blood de.... pass up the wkst liao say i nv pass up..... qian bian ar.... kaoz.... then today we go to the hall..... a band frm malaysia come lahz..... listen to them playing lohz.... so nice.... but then our school band ar.... they play oso nice but then is the same songs as they play in crescendo.... veri sian lahz.... then today i dun even go to the maths peer tutoring.... onli take wkst n go wad... i ask pearlyn to take for me..... save time wad....



Wednesday 25 August 2004

Today ar... veri sian lohz.... the common test veri difficult le.... dunno how to do..... sure fail de.... dun even noe wad the cher tokin abt.... today ms oh nv come so no science remedial..... huray! gd sia.... but then i still stay back lahz.... cos gt heavy rain wad.... then i go mac, i saw rachael.... then we eat together....



Tuesday 24 August 2004

Today i have no training... but then must clean the equipment room....clean till my hand pain sia.... but then ar.... quite fun lahz.... we 1.40pm can hm liao.... veri gd le.... 1st time.... then i go out wid Jun Yuan n Miao Chan.... go take photo n go shopping.... yeah! hehe...




Friday 20 August 2004

Today ar.... nth really special happen lohz.... but i m glad tt 2/4 CIP project is nw getting beta..... i not sure abt their result but then at least beta than yesterday lahz.... haha.... yesterday was sure a disaster.... today, the stupid Desmond n daniel kana hit by me sia.... n miao chan oso help me..... damn them..... lyk to disturb me.... really hor.... veri wad le.... anyway today miao chan,jun yuan n i go to tampines mart n buy alot of things lahz.... sweets.... mmm...... yummy!



Thursday 19 August 2004

Today ar.... lyk equal to no science n maths remidial.... btw.... today i really veri tired despite of i sleep for 10hrs yesterday.... even science ar.... the subject tt i always stay awake wan ar.... oso gonna fall alseep.... more ever the next 3 periods r english n literature..... siao liao..... nv sleep veri gd le..... but then after recess i should not feel so tired.... juz becos of the duck, i feel so tired sia.... nv fall asleep veri gd le.... geee....



Wednesday 18 August 2004

Today ar..... gt alot of free period.... literature n cme n pc..... altogether 2h 10min free sia...then i sleep in class for a veri long time..... so nice.... but then my class really too noisy lahz.... after sch, i accompany miao chan,clement,Alina,Qi Hui,pei jun to buy things..... Jun Yuan tag along too..... haha.... we bought alot of things sia.... end up, Miao Chan,Jun Yuan n i gt to carry 9 bottles of 1.5l of soft drinks.... heavy sia.... some more when i gonna reach home but crossing a road, heavy rain fall.... so bad luck sia....



Tuesday 17 August 2004

Today ar.... veri sian lohz..... see the duck hor.... i really wanna fall asleep liao.... keep scolding us..... no wonder nobody lyks him sia.... today training hor.... veri free le.... onli do running,warm up n skipping...after tt mr neo juz tok to us after tt we do nothin.... veri free.... gossiping n walk around the sch.... see seniors having their NYAA.... play table tennis.... i hope tt i can learn how to play le.... so envy of them....



Monday 16 August 2004

Today ar.... abit sian lahz.... nth much happen in sch lohz..... especially seeing tt duckie will make me feel sick.... n the stupid chinese cher keep asking me question despite of i listen to his class.... dunno which idiot tel him tt my chinese standed veri high sia....gee shit him..... then today ppl who won the fencing competition over the weekend will receive their medals.... huray.... in between the assembly, i go out of the hall for robotics..... we r goin to the science centre again.... but today i reach home already 6 sumtin goin 7 le...... tired le.... abt 12 hrs out of home..... cannot put up with the tiredness.....


Saturday 14 August 2004

Today actually i gtg to sch de..... the bloody harmony camp lohz.... but i veri tired lahz.... gt headache so nv go.... i m wondering wad the heck they gonna do..... sure veri boring n the food 100% veri awful de.... poor them.... n today gt a veri gd news! men's epee team gt a gold..... huray! yeah manz....



Friday 13 August 2004

Today ar.... dun really feel veri well lahz... but then lucky lesson onli until 9:30am.... but then after i go up to crest creation room n practice.... but then juz abt 2 hr be4 exam, i having a high fever... feel veri giddy.... then when it is my turn, i panic... i do not noe wad to do.... play wrong notes.... then forget how to clap.... die sia... but i think i will at least pass lahz.... cos gt my frens support! but then when i reach hm, fever go down liao.... so still ok.... but then i still hate friday 13 the most cos gt bad luck.... so suay-_-!



Thusday 12 August 2004

Today... quite happy lahz.... cos gt no maths remedial! huray!! but then nw i nervous abt my practical exam liao... cham.... tonite gt taekwondo.... but then when i accompany miao chan to go fetch her sis, i feel a bit sick.... eyes veri pain.... today i really dun feel veri well so at taekwondo i onli do warm up, kicking n practice some pattern.... lucky sir nv ask me to spar manz.... actually he say wan me to spar wid "someone" cos both of us sick wad.... haha.... kill me i oso dun wan ar...:p




Tuesday 10 August 2004

Today oso no sch.... so gd de..... but then today my another sis having fever..... at first i do not noe n bring both of my sis to pasir ris park.... wid miao chan ,gang jie,pei jun n jun yuan..... go there for fun onli lahz.... but then after tt i bring my sis go see doc.... gt so many medicine....die liao.... too high le.....



Sunday 8 August 2004

Today i gt piano class..... stay till 1pm le.... the 2nd piece still not veri gd le.... die sia.... friday le..... exam coming liao..... the sight reading worse ar.... hand on the same place still can play wrong notes..... aural still can manage lahz.... haha... scales.... play more even liao.... i m so happy abt this...my cher still tel me tt after i pass my exam, she will teach me some veri nice song..... yeah.... but then still gt to play those lamer songs.....




Friday 6 August 2004

Today half day only.... i think not even half..... 8:30am go bak le.... veri sian.... only watch n listen to the boring speech.... n only sing one song can go bak le.... boring sia.... ppl march veri nice meh.... wa kao....-_-! but then today i still go orchard wid miao chan,gang jie,pei jun n me sis.... go take neoprints n go shopping until evening lohz.... after tt juz go hm lahz....


Sunday 1 August 2004

Today i gt piano class.... gee.... stilll nv improve.... cham le.... anyway, today i go esplanade to watch firework wid my sis,cousins,aunt n uncle.... veri nice le.... but then rain halfway le.... gosh..... then gt alot of ppl le.... oso no place to eat le.... end up still go suntec eat mac lohz.... anyway today i still lyk the firework the most.... so nice....:)



Saturday 31 July 2004

gee.... today gt training le.... anyway, oso gd lahz.... haha.... cos at hm nth to do wad.... but then today no individual.... no gd de.... cos the coach goin bak till sept.... no choice lohz....the clarence ar.... poke me till veri pain le.... the stupid idiotic koon chwan oso.... damn him..... humphx.... so angry.... but then.... hmm.... i will tolerate de.... after fencing, rasyiqah, rachael n i go n grab something to eat.... we r oso gossiping lahz.... gee....



Tuesday 27 July 2004

Today ar... veri sian lohz.... that duck ar... in class hor... tok crap lahz... ppl pointing middle finger le.... who give a damn to care lahz.... haha.... who ask him to be such n irritating idiot.... today oso gt training.... mr neo seems lyk really noe everything le.... haiz.... the idividual training hor... i keep doin the wrong things le..... perhaps i veri tired ba.... haiz....


Thursday 22 July 2004

keke... today is Yistle's b'day.... gee... too bad i haven buy any present lahz.... i promise tt i will give her nxt wk... haha... the most dreadful thing of the day is the bloody peer tutoring... damn it... tt "oi" n tt "duckie" fuck manz.... anyway, i dun give a damn to care abt those bloody thing.... its not lyk peer tutoring but file check.... some more.... tt oi think tt he veri "dua pai" damn him... juz becos of him alone, i gt to stay bak till abt 5 sumtin... fuck manz...:(gee.... today ar... gt tok to him le... kao bei de.... he look down n ans me.... i verii scary meh...gee....-_-!



Wednesday 21 July 2004

Today is Racial hamony day.... majority of us were wearing those traditional costume.... oso gt korean wan le.... i wear a chinese costume... haha.... my class gt the least ppl participating le... haiz... the guys ar... forever won cooperate de lahz.... but then we r having much fun.... the best thing is.... to make my lit cher angry.... muahahaha... so evil... btw, my cher is wearing a yukata.... gee... if i wear kimono.... sure nicer than her de....:p



Tuesday 20 July 2004

Today gt training lahz... of cos... tired lahz....gee... today after training, pearlyn n i stay back to do hmwk n watch them train lahz.... abt 3:30pm, pearln n i decided to go hm... bu then suddenly ms oh cal me n tel me tt the coach wanna give me individual.... gee... i m soo happy but then ar... veri tired le.... gonna sleep liao... ZzZzZzzzzz.......




Saturday 17 July 2004

Today... hmm.... gt fencing.... gee.... when i reach the hall, i saw "someone" there.... doin warm up.... i feel so lucky.... haha.... but then after a while they go down liao.... no gd de.... sob sob... today joycelyn nv come for training.... so i take over her individual.... muahahahahaha.... soo gd... my hand keep trembling manz.... haha.... today mr neo veri angry cos of the bloody program tt distract everyone then get scolded.... gee.... :p



Monday 12 July 2004

Today ar... nth special lohz...onli thing special is i c "someone" on the bus stop... haiz.... he look on the floor while walking pass me... haiz... still dun willing to tok to me... veri sad le.... gee... so sian ar... goin to fell asleep... cos yesterday tok to fone wid my kor kor,Jun Yuan, till 12.... *yawn*... then the assembly... so boring... gonna fall asleep le... the assembly hor... frm 1 to 3 le.... i fall asleep in the hall cos gt aircon.... muahaahahahaha....



Friday 9 July 2004

today,i go to sch veri early to take my science txt bk which i left in canteen yesterday... luckily nobody take it... phew... at music lesson, i m having lots of fun... but then at home economics ar... the cher keep tokin craps... i wanna sleep halfway... lucky she dunno anything ar.... then after sch,i go for the dunno wad thing de meetng lahz... veri sian lohz... buu i can c "someone" in dere... already quite sastified liao lahz... but juz too bad no chance to tok... haiz...



Thursday 8 July 2004

Today ar...nearly fell asleep in english class le... soo boring n i m veri sleepy le... tonite gt taekwondo... yeah! can learn yellow belt pattern... luv it... haha... today "someone" gt go... at last... hmm... the new pattern seems to be veri difficult lahz... but "someone" tel me before... practice makes perfect... n i did it... haha... after taekwondo, i finally gt the courage to tok to him... haha... anyway i juz ask him sumtin lahz... but luckily he gt reply me... yeah! i luv the day! :p



Wednesday 7 July 2004

today sumtin bad had happen! ms oh cum n look for me n joey... cham ar... al the things that ms oh say is regarding to tt rachael... cannot say de... things r getting worse liao... how? i dun think she understand.... wadever joey n i ask her to do is for her own gd... y can't she juz listen to us for once? n still wanna to get angry wid us? wad for?? n after sch, i take the same bus wid rachael n "someone" haiz... he purposely walk veri fast to "chao" wan lahz... no need to say... but then rachael ask him to wait... wad for? he will still ignore me de... haiz...:(



Sunday 4 July 2004

Today i gt taekwondo grading... but then ar... before i go there, i gtg to my piano class... veri troublesome... i wish can do go seh... the grading ar... juz lyk last time lohz... when i take the bus to go there ar... veri quiet... nobody tok to me... i wish is lyk the april 4 cos gt "someone" accomnpany me to go... some more tok n joke le... soo good de... n eat lunch wid me... soo happy... but nw... haiz... i really dunno y all had become lyk this.... issit my fault? so wad it is? i dun even noe wad i had done wrong despite of i keep wondering.... haiz... anyway... my dear cousin... i read wad u rite in ur blog liao... thx for being such a patient person,listen to my problems for such a long time... i feel much better liao... no need to be so worry abt me...:)



Saturday 3 July 2004

Today i got fencing training... i free fence wid crystal n i hit her leg till gt 3 scars.. oh no... cham ar... haha... after the training veri tired lohz.... after tt still gt to go to sch for the bloody syf opening ceremony... sure veri hot wan... the sch ar... siao de... give us a 1.5l mineral water... omg... veri heavy n other sch students laugh at us... but then, go there, i can see my pri sch teachers... haha... my pri sch best fren oso there... but is at the choir tt side de.... haha.... soo surprising... but the only thing i m not happy is sitting beside us is pasir ris sec... is the person who "someone" lyk de sch... then i had frm bev tt some gals frm pasir ris sec call "someone" 's name... i hate this... at nite... i take the same bus wid him... he nv tok to me... when get down the bus, he oso purposely go down by the front door despite of his seat is near the back door.... haiz... then when we goin bak ar... he oso purposely walk wid joseph..... but then he will meet me on the way wad.... wad happen? he walk to the extreme left hor.... i veri sad le... i go to my cousins hs n i sprout out all the things to my cousin.... i really wan to cry... veri sad le... luckily i gt such a understanding cousin tt can listen to my heart...



Friday 2 July 2004

hmm... today is my 1st day having home economic... much much different frm DnT... lucky no need me to touch those bloody saws n machines... veri difficult... today ar... nth really veri special happen lahz... but soo relieve wk end come already... yeah... can go cousin's hs play game liao... but i think tml will be a veri tiring day cos gt fencing n after tt i got to go hm n bath then go to the bloody syf opening ceremony.... haiz... sian ar...:p



Thursday 1 July 2004

Today i gt taekwondo seh... me gastric lahz... actually intend don go de... but i wanna see "someone" wad... of cos gastric oso need to go lahz... but too bad lahz... h nv go... soo sad... haiz... but we of cos still having much fun lahz... lucky i gt the chance to msg him as he haven pay up his taekwondo training fees.... sir ask me to remind him... thx god seh....haha...



Wednesday 30 June 2004

Today veri sian le... school of cos... as per normal... but then ar... this afternoon i gt detention le... juz becos monday i nv bring my holiday hmwk... lame rite? those ppl nv bring report no need to go for detention but y those ppl nv bring hmwk mus go? i go there mus do another extra book review seh... stay till 4pm le... sian ar.... many ppl sty bak juz becos of this... haiz :(



Tuesday 29 June 2004

today veri sian... gt 2 period of english n 2 period of literature... veri sian... at english class, i almost fall asleep... literature ar... last 5 min then wan to sleep... today after recess ar... we assemble at the parade square n the teachers ask monitors or monitress to take something... haha... i gt tok to "someone" le... quite happy de... still can see him some more... soo gd... haha... today fencing ar... aiya... i gt some problems lohz... cannot say de... haiz... but the training process is the same as the past lohz... haha... :p




Saturday 26 June 2004

Today i m goin to Catholic high.... haha... my sis is not tagging along... me goin wid Joey n Shaun... Joey ar... as per normal, always late de... haha... then when i reach bishan, i go meet calene n ye lun... haha... they both wearing red color... veri nice... haha... lyk red packet...when we reach dere, we go walk around the sch... the sch is abt 4 times bigger than my sch... oso veri high tech... ye lun's, fren keep askin him to buy things... i lyk the haunted house the best... haha... ye lun scared until his face turn white... haha... everybody is pushing each other... haha... then after tt, me,joey,calene,shaun go shopping centre... haha... this is the happiest day i ever had.... :)




Thursday 24 June 2004

hmm... today, my mum hor... go wake me up at 10 sumtin... wa lao... i still wan to sleep de le... nw i so tired...grr... we go tampines mall to eat lunch... keke... after tt,i go bak n rest for a while... then i go to my cousin's hs... of cos... to play pristontale again... i dun let both of my cousins to play... haha... after tt, i play wid my kor kor... meet in the game... haha... then, i eat dinner at his house... keke... den go taekwondo together... haha... i can see him again... :) ... haha... today we practice our pattern in "mirror image"... veri fun de... hmm.... haiz... but it don i don really feel happy le... haiz... still lyk the past... nv tok together... haiz... i wish we lyk the past... can joke,can laugh,or even greet each other...haiz... but as long i see his charming smile, i m already veri happy le... hope everything will be alrite after sch reopen....

Tuesday 22 June 2004

Today is my cousin,Colleen, birthday... i go her hs... damn far seh... at Yishun...mm... afternoon i at her house play pc lohz... nothing to do wad... but her pc damn lack seh... veri slow de... at nite,we go north point n eat...haha... after tt we go hm n cut the cake... the cake ar... quite nice de... but don dare to eat much later become fat seh...haha... school gonna reopen nxt wk... wa kao... sian ar... i haven finish all my hmwk le.. cham liao la... haiz... i go back to sch hor... sure gt many disaster de lahz... especially the case of "someone"... dunno how to face him in sch seh... but at least i can see him almost everyday lahz... i veri sastified liao... but still hope tt can tok to him lahz... haiz... :'(



Monday 21 June 2004

Today,i go out wid my father... can say is long time never see liao... miss him alot especially my sis... i think gt abt one month nv see le... we at 1st think of goin to watch movie... but too bad... no show to watch... n no place to go... so we deceided to go east point at simei... there ar... gt animal safari... many doggies there... so cute... after tt, we go to a cantonese restaurant n eat... veri nice... after tt, we go to parkway there... dere gt a karaoke there... we go there at abt 10 n reach hm at 3... we sing many songs... haha... quite fun de... long time nv go le mah... hope that i can go there again as soon as possible... :)



Sunday 20 June 2004

today, i go to my piano class... it is my 1st time takin piano class here... the teacher quite gd lahz... help me at alot of things... after tt, i go hm n bring my sis to eat mac... i watch vcd the whole day... nth to do mah... oso quite lazy to go out... play pc oso sian liaoz... actually i wanna go watch movie de... but gt sum pro so nv watch lohz... tml then watch... haha.... at nite, i go 7-eleven n buy sum bread,chocolate,drinks,crackers,sweet n my fav magazine... haha... n tok on fone wid my wawa kor kor... veri cute de...hahaz...:)



Saturday 19 June 2004

today i go fencing training... this is the last holiday training... go there ar, veri sian lahz... gt torture by the bloody derrick... stand there be "model",being hit by him... haiz... but after tt, i go wild wild wet wid joey... when we reach downtown east, we quickly go n change up the pe shirt n then meet my twins sis... we play until veri fun... after tt, we go eat pizza hut... i saw my pri sch frens n their sch frens... long time nv see... i veri happy to see them... then, joey come to my house... actually she wanna stay... we gt plot... but we forget n so n so... no choice, she went hm at 9.15... keke... after sending her to the bus stop, i go hm n sleep...



Friday 18 June 2004

today, i go eat breakfast wid my cousin,jun jie, n my god bro,edmond. after that, we go to the arcade n play para para... haha... abt 11 sumtin, i go buy lunch for my two piggy twins sisters... then the two of them oso follow me to my hs...we play lyk mad... watching the vcd "holland village"... we laugh lyk mad... after that, i go play badminton wid them.... i walk pass 332,where there can play table tennis... i saw sum ppl there... i quickly flee... if i m not wrong, i think "someone" is playing there... haiz... i had to run cos i dun dare to face the reality...:(



Thursday 17 June 2004

hmm... today i wake up at 2pm... my mum come bak at 2... come bak liao keep scolding... veri wad de... my sis still ask me to wash the cage which gt shit on it... omg... haiz... anyway, i quickly go to my cousin hs... i take my taekwondo uniform along... i go there n snatch the pc frm my cousin... haha... i play lyk mad de... at nite, i go taekwondo wid my cousins... haiz... cannot kick high today... i see "someone" there... haiz... nv tok... it made me veri sad... many of my frens encourage to tok to him... but i juz dun dare... haiz... i scared he will ignore me... haiz... but ar... as long i see him smile, i veri happy liao... too bad lahz... today no chances to spar wid him... haiz...:(



Wednesday 16 June 2004

hmm... yesterday ar... veri tired cos of physical training lohz... then the eugene threw the ball n hit my arm... nw gt blue-black le... veri de pain... after training, i go to my cousin's hs for a while... play pristontale lohz... haha... then i went bak hm... my mum wan me to go chinese garden at evening to see wind mill... i veri tired n lazy... therefore nv go... for wad... so many ppl....so nobody at hm... hehe... i veri sian then go my cousin's hs again... after bathing of cos... then when i walk by, if i m not wrong, i see "someone" playing table tennis... dunno whether gt see wrongly cos nv wear spec... then i eat dinner at my cousin's hs lohz...then play for a while then go hm to feed the two dogs...



Tuesday 15 June 2004

keke... today i gt fencing training... i learn some epee moves... hit the hand de... but then ar... the joshua ar... the blade gt pro... hit my hand nw gt a red mark....grr... i will kill him tml lahz... damn it... haha... nvm lahz... then today we free fence wid the bloody wire... quite fun lahz... i win joycelyn by 1 point... then the jeremy ar... at 1st the point is 4-2... i gt 2 points lahz... but ar... i catch up sia... haha... but that idiot dunno how he hit me.... then get one point... he win seh.... grr... lolx... but i learn many moves today lahz... quite fun... :)


Sunday 13 June 2004

keke... today i go to wild wild wet... the slide quite lame de... mus queue up veri de long... n the slide no really veri exciting lohz... i veri cham wan... mus look after many kids... they anyhow chao wan... haha... then at nite... i eat pizza... veri nice de worx... after that, i had to go to my grandmother's hs... sian ar...



Saturday 12 June 2004

hehe... today i gt fencing training... i gt the chance to free fence as i stay till 12... keep losing... cos this mth haven go individual training... then i fence wid koon chwan n joycelyn... i lose... but at least i gain sum points n experience... hmm... this afternoon my cousins come... sure tonite cannot sleep de... confirm veri noisy... oh god... haha.... hope it won be a disaster...lolx!


Thursday 10 June 2004

haiz... such a boring day... nth to do de... my hs nw gt a dog... it is the species i hate the most cos last time i had a "unforgetable" memory on that bloody species... then we go buy the food n wad so ever for that dog*yucks*... tonite i oso gt taekwondo... my leg still veri pain after the mass training yesterday... but still ok lahz... i m already quite happy to see "someone" at taekwondo... so al the pains had gone...hehe... again,i got no chance to tok to him... veri sad de... lucky i manage to put on the best smile for my cousin n frens to see!



Wedesday 9 June 2004

today i gt physical training... the training veri de tough la... sit ups,push ups,climb stair case,running...many more lahz... my legs r numb liao... today when i run, i saw "someone" at the basktball court...haiz... no chances to tok to him... but then... after the mass training, we gal fencers play captain ball... team 1( my grp) score the highest... after that, when yan ni,joey,xin li,rasyiqah, joycelyn n i goin to buy things, it rain heavily... we go to the coffee shop to get the shelter.... we stay there till 1pm,tokin abt our love life...haha... but then the rain nv stop... at least i still manage to go hm...



Tuesday 8 June 2004

today i gt fencing training. still lyk last time,veri de tough... veri tiring lohz.... some more today lyk last time, i didn't get to wear the chest protector... veri embarrassing lohz.... then veri sway... mus partner that smart alec,koon chwan.....