today the day is pretty dull . nothing much . only got 3 subjects' lessons . DnT , english and physics .

english was okiies as i was thinking of what to write for my speech . hahas . i was like busying copying notes with my left hand and writing my chinese SW with my right hand . busy nehhs .

DnT . i was doing my practical . hahas . drilling holes for the 3 periods . hahas . then i saw him . after recess going back to class . hees .

wahh . this year very unlucky . my class don't have health check except for those who got forward bending and height problem . i actually intend to test my eyesight then go make new glasses and contact lenses . so sad mans . say next year then check .

physics . so boring . i was falling asleep as the things that teacher teach is same as chemistry . i don't mean it . she thought i watch world cup then sleep till very late . eeeek . i don't watch world cup .

then when lesson gonna end , my chinese teacher came up to look for the 3 of us , qiaoyan , yuanshan and i . tomorrow we are going to the chinese knowledge competition at dunman high . she wanna give us consent form so we went down to staff room with her .

after we took our consent form , i saw HIM . i just simply walk pass . oh my god . oh ya . cos i am in a rush to look for fiona for the geography project . ms foong lahhs . go set stupid things . then after i found her , i walk back and i saw HIM again . i am also in a rush .

oh my god . today i saw him 4 times . 1 time when i alighted from the bus , 1 time when he is going back to class during recess , 2 times after school . seriously i don't know how to face him . haiz .

then today got fencing meeting . mr neo was there talking for quite long . about the scheldue of our training and about one junior's things . confidential .

the training was quite fun . fencing team . my team which consist of jeremy and chinchoo , though we lost to wenxin's team , whose score is pretty near , but in the end we get third . hahas .

anyway i get many bruises from derrick . not his fault though . hahas . i want to get better . hahas .

well , today i still quarrel with my sister . i don't know why she don't wanna go school . she only think of herself and get the 2 elder ones into trouble . she is very selfish . not only that , she is also very flirt . i pity for madeline .

i am so nervous of tomorrow's competition . so scary cos against those independent schools and some very good schools . i am dead narr . hahas .

i am still wondering .
i couldn't stop thinking of it .
really no feelings for me ?
i'm sorry my dear .
i know that there are fears in you .
i am the cause of it .
sorry . i have never regret loving you .
i love you . always .

siimply nervous .

today i am not as tired as yesterday . only sleep in history and geography class .

well , it is kinda of boring . history is i sleep when mrs teo asked us to read textbook , which i have finished reading during the holidays . she thought i was sick . hahas . so stupid .

geography was pretty boring . many people fell asleep in class . nazirul sleep till his forehead got one mark . then ms foong says that his head got one fault . link to what we learn about the plates movement . hahas .

the most funniest thing that happen today is that after recess is mrs teo's lesson . then she wanted to ask we all to go up so that she no need to come down to fetch us . then our class pretend never see her . after that the guys from our class and from 3/5 agreed to change class . so they went up .

she was like so blur . still asked them : you all from 3/6 mehhs ? hahas . so stupid . after that they say no and went down again . she asked our class to stand up . but we don't want to . so we bluff her that now is geography , ms foong's class . she really believe mans . cos she never bring her timetable .

she asked we all whether got bring timetable anot . oh my goodness . who will bring that to recess ? hahas . after that we just go cos jennifer chua already asked 3/5 to go up . then we walked as if we are going for funeral march . hahas .

today no health check due to the O level chinese oral . it is postponed to tomorrow . siians . hahas . daniel is gonna fail . hahas . i don't mean to curse him but who asked him to bully me . humphs . hehes .

i have no training so went home early . well , i was reluctunt to talk to my sisters as i am really very angry with them for not going to school for so many days . i really nothing to say . then i went to sleep . my mum disturb me and ask me to go lavender to collect my passport .

do we really need to go ? waste of time mans . then end up we cannot collect cos she never bring the documents that are needed to collect . waste my time . so angry mans . after our dinner , i went to tampines mall to shop . yeah ! i finally found the pink colour adidas deodorant spray . i bought it though i got the blue one . anyway also going to finish .

i also bought the canmake green color eyeshadow . at 1st i cannot make up my mind which one is better . green or blue . end up i choose blue because my sisters think that green suits my skin colour . hahas .

i am still wondering .
do you still care about me for a single bit ?
some feelings that you are unwilling to express ?
i don't know .
just wanna you to be happy .
i love you . always .
zutto issho ni itai . aishiteru .

siimply having fun .

i am so exhausted . yesterday do homework till never sleep . today end up sleeping in class .

i doze off during reading period . lee moy moy tried to wake me up . but then when i woke up , the bell has gone . hahas . stupid .

chinese , teacher say she can understand plus she don't even bear to wake me up . next , maths . suliha very noisy . keep on asking people around me to wake me up . is not that i will get bad results right ? even if i don't sleep , i also won't listen to the class .

anyway , the suliha go catch my hairclips again . navy blue nehhs . how can she say that is purple . insult siia .

then DnT . mr loh asked me to go washroom to wash my face . hmm , who says that wash face can let one don't fall asleep ? i think i will be more tired norhhs . but luckily he understand .

i sleep at the whole 2 periods for history . anyway she also never teach much narr . chemistry is practical . i cannot sleep plus i have enough rest lerhhs . hahas .

after school got training . start and end late . so tired norhhs . no strength . i now got 4 bruise altogether . 3 of it is today get de . so pain norhhs . all thanks to derrick and jeremy .

hmm , just now HE asked me whether i like another guy . of course not . i just find jay foo very cute niia . nothing wrong bahhs . so surprising that he will ask me .

siian . he is sick . can't he take care of himself ? make me worry so much . actually i do know that he got fever on monday . just that i never ask . hope that he can take care of himself . don't make me worry for him lerhhs .

take care my love .
ease my mind .
i will always be at one side looking at you .
i love you . always .

simply tired .

i am so tired ! just woke up and eat my dinner . pretty late nehhs . hees .

today school was very boring . i slept at maths lesson , geography and nearly on chinese ??? i don't know . hahas . but is indeed very boring . hahas .

the stupid suliha . bullshit siia . keep on catching my hairclips . why school only allow black one ? black hairclips the coating will drop out and it will rust very easily . school rules are indeed stupid .

well , anyway i don't give a damn to her . i just want my hair to be neat . who cares mans .

wahh . i got tons of homework yet to finish . siians norhhs . i later i still must try to complete english and chinese nehhs . never pass up english , i will get detention . very what right ? siians narr .

today recess qiaoyan and i sit seperate from joey they all . not that we don't like them . just only one person whom we don't like . attitute problem . bitch . don't think that you are very good . go and look into the mirror . you are just like a moron trying to act smart .

after self-study period , i saw him . i don't know nehhs . now he got o levels . i also don't wanna disturb him till he finish exams . haiz . sad narr .

hmm . think i am going to put braces soon . scary nehhs . kendrick say till like very scary and pain norhhs . weijie also .

got to do homework . siians .

siimply tired .

hmm . yesterday i went for the team event . my team won a bronze . all thanks to all my team mates who put in so much effort to win the 1st match , which was against RGS .

the score was pretty near . 45 - 44 . i lost many points but manage to catch up a little at my last bout . but the victory is all thanks to riona , who fence the last bout . her hand really very long wors , plus she got lots of strength . hahas .

against RJC team A , which is Ruth's team . well , we lost to them by the score 45 - 31 . well , pretty good as is like we can get so many points from the 2 national fencers . yeah , i am so happy cos my 1st bout against Ruth , i won her by 1 point . so happy mans . i always think that i cannot make it . anyway , it is a very good experience of all of us .

i got one very big bruise from sophie . she really hit very hard on my leg . very pain nehhs . she hit harder than Ruth and Balpreet . =x

versus st.margret was pretty easy . i never fence . mr neo put the 3 junior fence and they fence pretty well . good job girls !

by the way , he was not there . so sad . hahas . i mad liiaos . saturday he got go . too bad narr . hahas . next time bahhs . =p

anyway , our school won many trophies . plus seniors altogether got 44 trophies . hees . well done fencers !

today school reopen . so boring and tired lohhs . i was sleeping in class nehhs . timetable change then some we cannot do our work cos never bring . then i was sleeping all the way . hees .

wahh . very angry with my sisters . they refuse to go to school . i really nothing to say . just let them rot . don't wanna care about them lerhhs .

then after school got stupid english remedial . damn stupid norhhs . siians . i nearly doze off sleep in mrs ong class .

then i went home , rest then go for my maths tuition lerhhs . very tired nehhs . luckily today's training was canceled plus tomorrow i don't have training . i wanna have a good rest .

i wonder what will happen tomorrow . looking forward to it and sleep in class . hahas . =p

simply tired . =x

hmm . now i at my auntie house . just come here after visiting my great grandma .

today got training . so boring nehhs . wahh . my right heel crack nehhs . very pain norhhs . because of my stupid school shoes . bo bian narr . but still very pain when i free fence . think i must buy fencing shoes as soon as possible if not my heel will pain like mad . hahas .

wah kao . today marcus broke my blade siia . very stupid norhhs . i need it for competition more ever i just rewire nehhs . stupid norhhs . then i asked him to pay me $85 by end of next month . then i just have to top up to buy a better blade . think next time i will not lend him lerhhs .

luckily i still got one more spare blade . peijun's blade . thanks god . hahas . well , this few days i not on formed . anyhow fence . i even lost to my junior . i can't imagine that .

anyway i today just go shopping before i got toa payoh to look for my dad and grandma . i go orchard with riona . we went there to eat sushi . hahas . after that we went to hereen nehhs . i buy clips norhhs . but too bad don't have the hairband that i want .

we take neoprints then after that we went back to takashimaya to eat ice cream . hahas . then we headed different ways . hahas .

today i stay at my aunt's house . then tomorrow we will be heading to clementi from here . i go there support joey and see how the men's epee teams from other school to get trash by our school team A . hees . nearer then i go from tampines .

yeah . tomorrow i can see the shuai ge . so happy . hees . but then i think i will be very tired bahhs . i wanna go arcade tomorrow . hees .

confuse now . i don't know what i am thinking .
hope that the confusing knot will be untie .

simply having fun .

hmm . yesterday just cut my hair . a little of length and thickness plus my fringe . looks okiies i think . hahas .

yesterday the training was quite fun . no free fencing as we are too tired . crystal and wenxin halfway rest then go home lerhhs . rest of the time we are playing games with the juniors .

i really don't like my juniors . especially the cheryl and the fat ass . mummy's boy . you really sucks . i have put up with you for very long . arghh . this guy is getting on my nerves . hahas .

today i have no training . so end up sleeping at home till night . i am so tired . hahas .

my mum keep on nagging about the stupid dog . the dog keep on barking . so agnoying . arghh . i don't like it mans . it is because of this stupid idiot dog that makes me have sleepless night .

hmm . tomorrow training change to after 1pm . siians narr . afternoon . but after training , i think after i go home bathe then i will go meet my mum at bugis . SHOPPING spree of course . hahas . i wanna cancel of many things from my wishlist . hahas . =p

i miss you lot .
wondering what you are doing right now .
i love you . <3

siimply tired .

i am so tired after today's competition . i wanna sleep . ZzZzZzzz .

today's event is women's epee , women's sabre , men's sabre and men's foil .

i am so unlucky today because other poules except for riona , yixi and crystal's poules are seems to be easy . my poule can say is the most difficult ones . though there are noobs , but then there are some average and national fencer .

i met ruth ngo in the poule . i lost to her 5-2 . wahh , she hit my feet's bone till damn pain , until now still red . i win 2 lose 3 . stupid nehhs . actually can win the other 2 . i don't know what happen narr . just that when i hit , the blade bend but the tip never touch them and there goes my point .

i hate the noobs norhhs . anyhow swing the blade . so scary . well , wenxin , jinsi and deirdre won all the people in their poule . round robin wenxin came in 2nd . lost to ruth of course .

the sabre and foil i am not very sure . i just know that evelyn and ellyn get 3rd , jefferson 3rd , xavier 1st and fadhil 2nd . not to be forgotten , deirdre 2nd , wenxin and jingsi got 3rd . well plus the yesterday prizes winners , well done !

anyway , today i met riona in the 1st elimination round . never in my life that my elimination round won't meet people in school . i meet wenxin thrice , peijun and riona once . what the hell .

today i am very hungry when fencing riona . my stomach keep on grumbling . i think same goes to riona . hahas . so hungry as we haven't eat lunch at 1.30pm . hahas . well , i lost to her 15-11 . i just know that i wanna bathe , i am so hungry and i wanna sleep . hahas .

there was a misunderstanding between wenxin and deirdre after the semi-final . it seems to us that wenxin give in to deirdre for the last point . but who knows ? she may be day dreaming and never realised . deirdre says that she don't want wenxin to give in . but give in a anot , only wenxin herself knows . anyway the misunderstanding is resloved lerhhs .

after the competition i went back to tampines to eat my dinner with my sisters , joseph and my mum . of course , i saw steve , junyuan , desmond and one of steve's friend . they take my blade to play . nothing to say mans . hahas .

well , when i saw him , i don't dare to look at him . i don't know why . perhaps is because of what i had said yesterday . haiz . i am just speaking of how i feel . and thats how i feel . no lies .

but after that he went home . didn't see him after i went in the food court .

hope that at this last week of holiday i can see him more often . but then kinda of impossible because i got competition and i have tons of things to do .

simply tired .

i just come back from clementi . today's event is men's epee and women's foil . nothing much narr . for women's foil , no one win . trivia lost in the quarter final . the others i am not very sure .

the men's epee . yes ! all the medalist are from our school . derrick 1st , nicholas 2nd , jeremy and daniel joined 3rd . hahas . i'm sure that the coach will be very happy with the men's epee results .

well , i do hope that tomorrow we will be doing fine . i certainly don't want to meet with my friends .

my sister stead with joseph . can't imagine that . hahas . they are so sweet . not like us . haiz . actually i do have . just that i don't know how to treasure it . sad arhhs .

tomorrow must wake up very early . siians . sure got panda eyes with the stupid dog barking . bark so loud that even i cross the road also can hear lohhs . stupid mans . well , still got about 4 more days to go . i must put up with it .

shit nar . i haven't finished my homework . die . die . DIE! hahas . i also haven't finished memorise the things that i am supposed to memorise . 1000 + questions nehhs . doom this time .

well , wish me good luck for tomorrow . i am very nervous . my aim is to get into top 8 . i think i should be able to do that . jia you bahhs . =)

whatever you say i will listen , but not that .
just let me be the stupid and stubbon girl .
sorry if i have bother you .
but seriously you told me this story at the wrong time .
how am i supposed to fence well tomorrow ?
i have nothing to say but to stay calm .
how would you know you may not be the one who bring me happiness ?
you will never know the what will happened in the future .
it is unpredictable . don't make a wild guess .
i will never give up . NEVER .
i love you. ALWAYS .

siimply nervous .

i just came back home . so tired after today's training . today we know our team . expected anyway . but nevermind cos i am quite fine in team B . well , i am happy for joey to get into team A . hahas .

after training , i went to centre to have my lunch with wenxin , crystal , my sisters , yixi , yihuan and andy . yixi and yihuan went back early cos their mother ask them go back home to eat . well , i was having fun chatting with andy . he seems to be very quiet but actually quite chatty .

after our lunch , my sisters and i went to tampines mall to buy my hairbands to replace my white one which broke during the FSI and i bought 2 more colour . pink and blue . hahas . so nice . tomorrow can put . actually i intend to buy a thicker one but too expensive plus don't have the color i like nehhs . nevermind . hahas .

next we went to century square to buy things . i went to missha to buy nail polish as my white one spoil lerhhs . i bought other 2 colour ; one for me and another for my sisters . then we bought comics at comics connections .

well , nothing much . sians . i got to take care of the dog . it is so noisy . barking the whole night till my sisters cannot sleep . for me is i am really very tired till sleep like pig . hahas .

i want my W700i . my mum very stingy , say next week then give me use . got to beg her . hahas .

today got to eat outside lerhhs . gas leak haven't fixed yet . don't feel like eating .

anyway i tomorrow going to clementi sports hall to support the men's epee and women's foil . my blade with derrick nehhs . abit unsafe but no choice . i don't know how to reject him nehhs . bo bian narr .

tomorrow will be a very tired day for me . hahas .

i miss you . do you ?
will you ever think of me right now ?
wondering .
i love you . <3

siimply tired.

hmm. today got training. very boring nehhs. all the time i only fence jingsi and deirdre. after training i went back home , prepare to go town.

i was late as my gas supply sort of leaking so very troublesome nehhs. anyway it is somehow settle.

i went to meet them at the CPF building de kfc. on my way there , miaochan and i saw HER. yes her , Celestier. nothing much but i think these few days i am really kinda of unlucky that everywhere i go , i will see her. well , nevermind.

today i am kinda of not in a very good mood. maybe is lacking of sleep as slept at 6am in the morning. cranky. hahas. i tried not to open my mouth if not sure got many unpleasent words come out from my mouth.

i kept quiet for the whole day i think. anyway , we went to hereen to shop. most of the time is the guys are shopping so we end up go seperate ways. nothing to say.

after that we went back to takashimaya to eat. ICE CREAM!! hahas . then we went up to kinokuniya . buying comics of course . then my mum went there to meet us . my mum saw him like very happy . don't know why narr .

then after that my mum went to eat her dinner with uncle . then before she go , she told junyuan to look after us . my 1st reaction is huh , what the . but then cannot blame cos all along i never mention anything about us .

i think he also feel strange bahhs . my mum seems to like him alot . but too bad , everything is ruin by ME . haiz . wanna get back also very difficult . only got slim chance . still in the process of changing myself . this time i have already learn my mistake . i feel remorseful . but will he ever forgive me after so many things ? even if he don't , i am not surprise because afterall is my own fault .

then they all come to my house . actually intend to watch scary movie 4 but end up watching a little then go junyuan's house as neither he wanna stay nor go home late . well , also cannot force him so they went off .

oh ya . my taekwondo instructor's dog is here . very noisy at night . keep on barking . so annoying . i am afraid that the noise will disturb the residents staying around here . i will be dying looking after the dog till tuesday but i have no choice .

i wonder what you are thinking all these time .
confused . guessing . wondering .
i love you . <3

siimply busy .

i am very tired from today's training. i get a very 'beautiful scar' from the stupid jeremy yong. arghh. very pain norhhs. so ugly.

today the training was pretty boring without the sec 2s cos nobody to fence mahhs. well , the training is very important to us now because competition is upcoming this weekend and the next weekend. the U17.

well , i must try to win something in this comeptition. hahas. i must! even though my team sure very sucky as jingsi and deirdre still can fence. no choice but still must work hard.

yesterday.
no training today. i went to sell ice cream at tampines block 111 with joey , junyuan , steve and des. i meet the guys 1st then after that joey came to meet us.

when i meet them at the coffee shop , steve and des tried to hint me that celestier stay at blk 111. well , i have no comment about this cos it is none of my business. but these few days my mood not very good and this news is kinda of shocking. i didn't mean to show a 'black' face to them.

well , then is like when we walk to the block , we saw her with giselle. then my mind was thinking : wahh. got so 'qiiao' mehhs. speechless mans. my mood swing get worse.

then was like i went to sit in front of the tv , i was watching the holland village and at the same time thinking about some of the issues at the same time. but i don't know why suddenly my tears just simply roll down. i can't control it even if i rub off.

steve and des came and ask me to stop crying. he saw that. but all this is kinda of against my will. haiz. i really don't wanna let him see. i don't want him to get the wrong idea.

then after that is like when we sit at the chessboard table there , i was sitting in front of him. facing him of course. well , i can sense that he keep looking behind where the girls are. i can sense it though i wasn't looking at him directly. this hurt me alot.

i know i shouldn't cry at small things but i simply cannot help it. my heart feel hurt like a knife peirce through it. anyway , i was going to fetch joey as she may get lost on the way.

i asked steve to go with me. but then he don't like to see me cry so i decided to ask des. i wanna hug him just to let me cry. i really feel very bad , absolutely bad. terrible till i don't know how to describe.

then is like steve said why not we go together. my mind was saying : shit lahhs. die lerhhs.
i have no choice but to walk faster to the destination if not the 3 of them will end up see me crying. i walk and cry at the same time. i didn't slow down even if they call me to.

they run to me and see what happen. but they seems to expect what will happen. haiiz. things are so unpredictable. nothing to say. but i do hope that he don't know i am crying.

the 1st thing when i see joey , i feel like hugging her and cry out till i feel better. i really feel very sad. i told her what happened. she told me that actually it is my freedom to hate the person. but i don't want because of my own selfish reason to hate other people.

but then anyway , i just simply won't hate her as i really think through lerhhs. hmm. then is like so suay norhh. i pair up with des. then he very funny. like don't dare at 1st and even though i got sore throat , i got to talk at the begining for most of the time. hahas.

anyway , i did earn some money narr. not much but better than the last time norhhs. hahas .

want you to be happy. smile smile smile. =)
i will prove you wrong.
the change is long term and is definitely not for short term.
i wanna let you know that how important you meant to me.
i will always love you. <3

simply tired.

hmm. i'm very tired. after staying at SMU for the whole day plus today i am fencing for tanglin , i am really very exhausted. the aircon is very cold plus today rain heavily.

i fell sick yesterday after sitting in a aircon sport hall for half of the day. now i keep on sneezing and coughing. i also got sore throat. torturing me.

i fencing against my own school team. we lost by 9 marks. hahas. i don't think today i fence very well as i got running nose when i was fencing. the last bout i let riona fence. anyway if we get into the next round also will end up losing cos the winner will be fencing against chinese taipei. they are very strong and they trash the our school team.

after competition was our free time. we watched other people fencing then riona and i went out to eat our lunch. we were very hungry. though i got sore throat , i have no choice but to eat mac cos really nothing to eat lerhhs.

well , deirdre , jing si and i took some photos with the thailand fencer norhhs. hahas. very funny one. some more got one guy seems trying to woo deirdre. hahas. the 'miss singapore'. anyway she is very pretty. hahas.

hmm. yesterday was the worse thing. i was freezing to death in the sport hall. some of the match quite interesting but some of the match quite boring till i fall asleep. so sian norhhs. the fencers from other country are very fast and strong.

korea won the most medal i think. either them or is singapore win. hahas. anyway yesterday i never eat anything till very late at night. i was famished. hahas.

mr neo is a fucking asshole. fuck off narr. anyhow scold people and anyhow suspect my sisters. fuck up norhhs. then he go tell fadhil that he hate my sisters and he is trying to find some stupid pathetic problems for them. suck out siia. i went to call my dad to complain. he is gonna to be dead. idiot. fuck off idiot.

friday.
i lost my money. i suspect someone of cos. anyway i was going out with miaochan and jerline. of course i was with my sisters. i meet joey and fiona later. hmm. we went to far east to shop. shop till my leg pain. after that we go takashimaya to eat. then we meet joey they all to go heeren shopping.

we go take neoprint narr. anyway i shop till about 9 plus bahhs. so tired. my leg hurts. hahas. but we are having so much fun.

hmm. anyway. i really miss him lot. i very funny de. i asked steve to tell him i miss and love him. wah lao. he say when i haven't put down the phone then he say lerhhs. so paii sehh.

well, i today kinda of breakdown. don't know why but then just simply like that norhhs. i really do hope that everything will turn well. i know i haven't been doing anything to improve the relationship but i just simply cannot think of anything.

i wanna talk to him but i am afraid that i will breakdown just right in front of him. hmm. i think not this few days bahhs. cos i am sick and i don't wanna pass my sickness to other people especially him. though he stilll like celestier, i won't give up.

i love you. waiting for miracle. <3

siimply tired.

i am so tired. just came home from work. i sell ice cream with my cousin, joey and jojo. though we earn less than 10, but thn it is a learning experience. hahas.

hmm, yesterday i went to the national skin centre for my doctor appointment. hehes. i was late by almost one hour. then i end up got to wait for very long for my turn. hahas. but then i went in less then 10 minutes then came out lerhhs. the doctor say my skin gets better lerhhs. =)

then mummy came. after we bought our medicine, we went to takashimaya to shop. my cousins and sisters were with me. my sister bought 2 shirts. hahas. hmm. then we went to buy some presents for uncle rom. hahas. father day present. well, i haven't buy for my dad. guess friday i will go bugis to buy bahhs.

i'm so happy. my mummy promise me to bring me to bugis to buy the things i want. hehes.

we shopped till about 7pm then go liiaos because mummy got to go meet other people. so we went back to tampines on our own. hmm. we went tampines mall to meet miaochan, steve and des. after awhile, the guys go lerhhs then we stay there to walked around.

back to today.
i went for training in the morning. well, i don't really train norhhs. after game and footwork, i went to repair my weapon. but seriously, i really hate my junior. i mean the cheryl. so lazy mans. whatever.

i take back all my things. hahas. then the coach took my blades back to rewire. hahas. after training, i went back home. des and cheryl came. well, miaochan broke up with steve. steve's face was pretty scary at 1st. i hope that everything will be fine.

actually intend to go to the hospital with them but then they came to my house at such a late time that i have to go work lerhhs. so after junyuan came, we go out lohhs. so sad. lols.

when my cousin, joey, jojo and i reached the place, we were lost at 1st. hahas. well, this is the 1st time working. at 1st my cousin and i was pretty scared but then after one block, we are alright. hahas.

in between my cousin and i was walking around. hahas. then i chat on phone with steve. hahas. nothing to do what. hahas. then was like very stupid narr. i was joking with him when i asked him to tell junyuan that i miss him. though i mean it but. it was so embarrassing.

i reached home at about 10.30pm. not tired but my legs hurt. hahas. i next tuesday then work cos i got competition. hahas. well, tomorrow i got to prepare for the fathers' day thingy.

i mean it when steve say i miss you. not that he disturb you. lol.
siian. i gonna miss him lot when cos tomorrow he will be going to sentosa till saturday then come back. nevermind. i will wait cos i got my doggy to accompany me. =)
siimply tired.

hmm. i today just finish sleeping nehs. after the 3 day 2 night's torture , finally can have a good rest. hahas.

well, friday is the start of the camp. i was late for 5 minutes. anyway mr neo didn't know. training 1st. then after that is actually our advanced fencing rule class but then end up postpone to night. SIANS. no need to sleep. we play basketball.

after that we ate our dinner. it was a torture though our juniors got to serve us 1st. we must wait for everyone to be ready then can eat. then we just simply looking at the food. after that was our bathing time. here comes the torture. 10 minutes to bathe for the whole level. is like what the hell. then after that we in push up position. last time got unlimited time one nor.

then at 10pm was our lesson. so boring. i argue with the stupid eugene chua. he really very kaobei nar. talking non-stop. sians. anyway we also cannot sleep well 'cos we sleep in the class, unlike the previous years we slept in the hall. we slept on the tables and floor.

saturday.
we woke up and do our warm up. after that we ate our breakfast. the prata was too much and eat too much that we having stomachache. after that tanglin came to our school for training. we fence team with them though we lose like mad. hahas.

then in the afternoon we went to sentosa. the training was pretty bad for me 'cos i got the one month thingy. end up those people got the same situation as me no need to go further away from the shore. then after the training was free time. i went to take a bath before people snatch the bathroom. =x

then we ate the the world trade centre. we ate pastamania. hahas. it was so nice. nicer than the school's meal. hahas. we reached school at about 10pm plus then we change and play games in the classroom while the sec 1s get torture from mr neo. we eat in the classroom. sweets. =p

this time we slept on the floor. hahas. it was definitely better than sleeping on the tables. hahas. i was so tired. hahas.

sunday.
we finally can go back home on the day. hahas. no training. yeah. i was sleeping in the classroom after breakfast. i was really very tired. hahas. anyway mr neo is mad. scold people here and there. whatever. as long we can go home.

when we reached home, my nu er came. followed by yenling, jerline, steve, iman and junyuan. i was so tired so i never entertained them much. i was sleeping while they were watching television. hahas.

we went to tampines mall to have our dinner. well, i was having headache so i never eat nor. then we go arcade. after that yenling went back home and we went to playground to play swing. my head really hurts.

well, nothing much nar. just simply feel like sleeping.

back to today.
after my breakfast, i went to tampines with miaochan to shop around. we bought some cosmetics. hahas. then we went to the arcade. we saw photohunt pro. so bian tai. hahas. then deirdre last minute call me and say that riona and i are fencing in the FSI. doomed. both of my wire broke.

anyway, we went back at 1 plus. yenling and jerline came. we buy speggetti to cook at miaochan's house and some bubble tea to drink. hahas. we were having fun. actually intend to do homework but then end up never do. hahas.

the stupid jeremy don't wanna lend me weapon. stingy guy. i got to borrow from gawaine. siians. =(

well, i was having sleepless night at the camp. then i was thinking about the things. i think i was at fault to blame celestier for junyuan's thing. it is the problem between the 2 of us, why should i involve her in this thing? if he read my blog, he must be very angry. but i wanna tell you that i have think through. i'm sorry. i shouldn't write things that are so mean. i will work on myself and will not blame anyone for anything. i will change to be a better person. =)
siimply tired.

hmm. today i'm late for my geography class. hahas.
i woke up at 8am though my father wake me up at 7.30am. =x
hmm. i was eating at 8.20am and my class starts at 8.40am. hahas. i end up taking a taxi to school. hmm. the weather was pretty hot in the morning. hahas.

i was late by 20 minutes. oh gosh. but luckily ms foong did not scold anyone wors. got people come later than me. hahas. hmm. anyway today' lessons was pretty interesting. though the theory part is definitely boring. hahas.

hmm. then after class i went down to book place in the canteen for my nu er. hahas. after their recess, i went home to take a nap before going to training. hahas.

training is still the same. but today is at the dance studio. hahas. it was pretty boring though. but some how quite fun nar. we fence team event. my team lost but then the punishment is to piggy back the other team members. it was so much fun. so long never piggy back by other people lerhs. the last person who piggy back my is him. haiz. i wanna him to piggy back me another time.

when i reached home, i am exhausted. so tired to do anything. after i took a bath and eat my dinner, i fall asleep. tomorrow still got lesson. SIANS. social studies. i wanna go at 9am. well, it depends nar. hahas.
siimply tired.