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Wednesday, August 30, 2006♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNYUAN DEAR !! <33
hmm , today i went to fencing competition . terrible . this is the first time in my life that i being eliminate at round robin . last position some more . wahh lao , the people there so tall lohhs . the thai fencers keep on jabbing my hip bone and stomach . curse them .
after that i walked around to support people lohhs . hahas . nothing much lahhs . hees .
i meet steve to eat lunch . riona tagged along . she keeps on laughing while we were talking lohhs . hahas .
erm , then steve and i went to junyuan's house . des meet us at at the void deck , then follow by junyuan . hees . i was like so tired . after i change , i straight away fell asleep . =p
about 7 + i meet joey at loyang point to buy things . hahas . we like very extra , blocking people's way by playing around . hahas . after awhile my sister came . hees . i told joey which cake to then i went to central with HIM to buy food for everyone .
on the way was like so funny . but then he keeps on bullying me . so bad siia . hahas . my stomach pain plus leg pain then he expect me to catch up with him . hahas .
we reached his house before joey they all . we ate our dinner first . after that we sing birthday song and cut cake . hahas . he was like so cute lohhs . =p
steve and iman take the cream and help HIM do 'facial' . hahas . then steve and iman's face end up also have . my sister also came out with her evil plan to ask junyuan to put cream on my face . joey and my sister end up also kena . hahas . so fun lohhs .
i haven't give him the present yet . not ready lahhs . hees . tomorrow i will give him at the chalet . hees .
i am looking forward for tomorrow's chalet . hees . but seriously i don't feel like going to school . so siians lohhs . go for that bloody stupid walk .
and by the way , I AM THE FIRST ONE TO WISH HIM HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! steve and des LOSE . hahas . i wish him at 12 midnight sharp . wahahhahas .
are you having fun ?
hope that you like it . hees .
again , happy birthday my dear .
loving you always . <3
siimply having fun .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Tuesday, August 29, 2006♥
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erm . today got many things happen lahhs . very pathetic lohhs .
today they choose the class T shirt colour . they choose dull purple . like international gay colour lohhs . but then luckily they never choose the colour of barney's body . hees . well , i prefer light pink or black lohhs . i personally think that the picture doesn't suit the colour of our shirt . =(
well , i was very tired in the morning . sleep in english lesson . hahas . self study period i went to see ms foong with the guys talking about the subjects . think they decided to look for the MP to write a letter to principal .
hmm , after that i chit chat with yenling lohhs . siians . i don't wanna go to the community centre to be spectators . no time lahhs . then i was making a fuss out of it lohhs . hahas . bad temper .
i went back to class . the girls were playing bimbo . i joined them . wahh , i didn't know that i am quite flexible . i can fight with helena liaos . hahas .
the self study period very funny . i was like disturb qiaoyan with aaron . about the secret . ahem . hahas . thats was so fun . =p
after school i walked to central with qiaoyan lohhs . meet steve 1st then i went to the pasir ris east community centre . what the hell . when i reached there , suddenly people telling me that i am competiting tomorrow . is like what the hell .
the NEO AIK GHEE very irresponsible . he purposely de lohhs . how can he forget about me nehhs . if i never went there , perhaps it will turned out like sec 1 that time he forget that he got put me in the competition . he is so SUCKS lohhs . arghh .
my weapon failed . luckily i borrowed from andy and engliang . thanks guys . =)
then i went to look for desmond with steve while qiaoyan went home . steve lost his sunglasses . hahas . then we saw joey and my sisters at the bus stop . they decided to go to junyuan's house with us to buy food that we need .
we were having fun while choosing the things that we need to buy . so fun lohhs . hees . nothing much lahhs . =p
seriously i can't tolerate my sister . keep on using my phone to sms joseph as her SIM card is confiscated by my mum . not that i am stingy or what . just that if she keeps on using , how am i going to survive till the 17 sept ??
she doesn't even control herself inspite of phone being confiscated . i knew that she lent me her phone to sms HIM when my phone is confiscated . but i never use as much sms as her . i rather joseph call my phone and chat with her like just what i did .
well , i am pretty nervous about tomorrow's competition . got 3 thai in my poule . i am dead . arghh .
i wonder if i can manage to finish folding the stars . hope that i can give him by tomorrow night . there will be a SURPRISE for him . hees . <3
i love you always .
missing you .
mwackiies and huggiies for you . <3
siimply complicated .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Monday, August 28, 2006♥
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hmm . today i never go to school . i got stomachache . siians . then my sisters also never go nehhs . hees .
after i feel better , i went to meet steve and went to downtown east with junyuan's mum to book the chalet . well , after many consideration , we decided to book and follow the original planning .
siians . i got duty on thursday . stupid sehhs . i got to find one Mr NICE GUY to take over me . hees . hope that the person will help me bahhs . hahas .
tomorrow we are going to buy the things we need . hees . the stupid NEO AIK GHEE asked people to be supporters . i just pretend i don't know . see what he can do to me . humphs . he is such an ASSHOLE .
nothing much . haiz . too bad today i don't get to see him . so sad . hees .
tomorrow got school . siians . hahas . i haven't study for my physics test . stupid sehhs . =p
anyway , i am so envy of my sister . joseph can stay at the chalet lohhs . they still wanna see stars together nehhs . haiiz . too bad i don't get to see stars with him . hope things will turn out good . hees .
wahh i fold the stars till my fingernail very pain . don't know whether i can make it anot . pray hard bahhs . =)
i miss you so muchh .
wondering all the time .
good luck for your chemistry paper .
love you . <3
siimply boring .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Sunday, August 27, 2006♥
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siians . saturday's event was canceled due to joey and junyuan cannot go . nevermind . there is always next time . yesterday i went to my dad's house to stay . nothing much . just that i eat till very full . hahas .
hmm . nothing lohhs . just went there to see my dad and grandma . long time never see lerhhs . hahas . i love my grandma's cooking . hees . =p
just came backc from downtown east . i meet steve , des and him there to book the chalet . but then end up cannot book cos only 18 and above can book . so unlucky lohhs . then we went to eat our dinner .
today i am not feeling well . stomach very pain . don't know what happen nehhs . siians . if tomorrow still very pain then i will not be going to school .
eh . today midnight god mars near the moon lehhs . but now still cannot see the moon . how am i going to see siia . so unlucky . hope that i can see it later . hahas . =)
i miss you very much . <3
loving you alwayys .
siimply tired .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Friday, August 25, 2006♥
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ehh . yesterday too tired so never blog . hees . so tired .
nothing much happened yesterday . aaron , qiaoyan and i talked to ms foong about the subjects all this . many things cock up lahhs . siians lohhs . but i realise something . ms foong is really a very nice person to talk with .
hmm , think we got to talk to mr ong about the issue . very conplicated case . nelson is gonna be involved in this trouble . hees .
wahh . then i went for training . before that , qiaoyan very bad nehhs . go tell ms foong who i like . luckily she don't mind . hees . then she go show her who is HE lohhs . LOLs .
after that we walked behind the guys . i was heading to the 358 bus stop while qiaoyan was going to yuanshan's house . we heard HIS friends saying something . don't know what don't deny de . then what something spread and many people know about don't know what rumour .
actually the 1st thing qiaoyan and i think of is about my blog . that was like what the hell . better don't let me know is those guys lohhs . i will kill them for sure . i am not kidding lohhs .
wahh lao . i nearly win jeremy de lohhs . miss nehhs . stupid . yesterday fence many bout lahhs . hahas . very tired .
then today . i am so tired that i tried to sleep at mrs ong and mrs koh 's class . really tired what . siian lohhs . the priscilla very extra . join my group because NO ONE wants her !!
today the training very fun . i saw my tuition friend come for training . hahas .
nothing much lohhs . wahh lao . i lose to jeremy again . arghh . so stupid . miss lehhs .
hmm then we change weapon to fence after the training ends . i fence epee with joey . she was like so cute . hahas . then i fence foil with jeremy . we like 'very epee ' lohhs then the foilist fence foil like 'very foil ' lohhs . hahas . =p
stupid . i am not fencing for the asian school championship . though i don't hate cheryl for taking over my place , but i really very bu shuang mr neo for putting her . their team prepare to lose bahhs . not that i want them to lose but thats the fact .
hmm , going to my dad's place later . hahas . stay till sunday thats means i sunday then can blog . =( hahas . tomorrow going to KTV sing song . i think it will be very nice . hees . =p
well , the things that i wrote for yesterday .
i hope you guys are no talking things concerning me .
i miss you alot . <3
simply tired and having fun .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Wednesday, August 23, 2006♥
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I HATE LEE MOY MOY . she is a BITCH . OLD HAG . no wonder she is a old virgin . hahas . ask me to stand outside the class . you think i scared of you arhhs ? wait long long lahhs . =p
well , nothing much . don't really sleep in class though lessons are very boring . i never sleep in DnT worrs . hahas . chemistry lessons in lab . abit siians lahhs cos the experiment is done by teacher .
hmm , yeah i can take pure chemistry lerhhs . mrs ang says she can help us with the practical . hees . she is so nice lohhs . aaron and i going to take worrs . =)
nothing much . i gonna flunk my variation test . the last page , 10 marks , gone . cannot think lahhs . too tired lerhhs . then got english lohhs . the stupid comprehension . aiya do also won't pass derr lahhs .
while i was doing , i heard something coming from upstairs . HIS class is dismissed lohhs . stupid thing . arghhs . but nevermind .
nothing much .
just kinda of miss you .
how is your exams ?
i hope everything is fine .
good luck for your physics and E maths paper 1 .
missing you alwayys .
love you dearly . <3
siimply boring and happy .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Tuesday, August 22, 2006♥
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today i am very tired . i sleep for the whole day . despite teachers waking me up , i don't give a damn . hahas .
i get back my english retest . i still fail but there is a slight improvement . i got full marks for my chemistry test . =)
nothing much lohhs . today after recess when i was on my way to the staircase , i saw him on the fourth floor . think he is looking down just don't know what he is looking at . i hope that he got saw me . =p
today the training is so boring . i slack with crystal . so siians lohhs . but too bad ms ong come lerhhs so cannot slack liaos . only fence once niia . pathetic mans . i wanna fence for the asian school championship . hees .
the chemistry remedial kinda of boring . hees . i am just simply doing my work and help some people whom i am assign to .
i really miss you lots .
i am always around you ,
did you even notice just for once ?
i wonder , wonder and wonder .
yihuan pick up the courage to write a letter tell reuben how much she love him
and she will be waiting for him .
my heart is touched by her letter .
i wonder if i have the courage to do so .
i envy her sometimes ,
things are not that bad for her afterall .
but for mine problem ,
i only can guide and give advise to people but not to myself .
at most i only can write here to express how i feel .
a heart made of metal will melt one day ,
it is just the matter of time .
i wonder when your heart will be touch by my sincere heart .
i hope that everything will get better as time goes by .
i wanna tell you that ,
i will always love you . <3
siimply loving him .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Monday, August 21, 2006♥
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today i am in a very bad mood . whoever dare to provoke me will DIE !!
well , i kena chase out of class by mrs ong cos i too hyper lerhhs . not fair lohhs . why jonathan never kena chase out siia . stupid lohhs .
hmm , other arhhs . nothing lahhs . just that i hate the twin brothers . they sucks siia . no wonder they have no friends . stupid lohhs . provoke me . never die before .
then got english remedial . i nearly fall asleep in class . so siians . -_-
i just put password on this blog . better don't let me know who are those bloody assholes who go ji siao HIM about my entries . they never die before niia . they are lucky that HE never tell me who they are if not they will SUFFER . i gurantee those people there . don't test my limits . i am just looking on HIS behalf so i don't wanna ask anything . TRY ME IF YOU PEOPLE DARE , SUCKERS !!
just come back from tuition lahhs . wahh , cher is going oversea for the first 2 weeks of september . i gonna miss him siia . don't like other teacher to teach lohhs . =(
i miss you lots .
sorry for all the troubles that i have created thru my blog .
i don't know what should i say lahhs .
well , i wonder .
what am i to you ??
i really don't know what you want but to listen .
i love you dearly . <3
siimply miss you . <3
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Saturday, August 19, 2006♥
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hmm , today we went to jurong for ice skating . it was so much fun !! hees .
well , at first he don't wanna skate cos he hurt his leg . after steve and joey physco him then in the end he agreed .
joey keep on changing her ice skating shoe due to blister and size . hahas . then she keeps on falling down . the first time when she fell down , i also kena drag down too . hahas . but it was so fun .
steve fell down once . too bad i didn't see how he fell down . hees . at first he is a beginner but now he is okay , but definitely cannot catch up my or junyuan's speed . hahas . =p
junyuan , well as per normal . we skate very well though my speed now is like slower than him . but i never skate for one year plus nehhs . that was so unfair . =p
in the end , we play games and hit each other . wahh , HE go pull my rubberband norhhs . so bad siia . hees . then we play catching on ice . hahas . the 4 of us are having so much fun .
well , then we ate dinner and went home . it was like about 10 plus lerhhs . so late . on the train , we kept on taking photos . hahas . the photos are so nice . hees .
hmm , today i am quite happy lahhs . cannot expect too much . hees . i am looking forward for the next week outing . hees . sing songs . =)
i am very happy today .
although we never hold hand and skate ,
but i think just by skating together i feel the happiness .
your leg still okay mahhs ,
i am very worry about your leg .
so careless arhhs . =p
well , today makes me think back the time when we skate together .
we are the perfect couple in front of other people's eyes .
can we be like that again ?
i hope so .
love you dearly . <3
siimply having fun .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Friday, August 18, 2006♥
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hmm . nothing much . today kinda of bad mood . keep on scolding people . sorry guys . i don't mean it . =)
i am so tired lohhs . nearly dozed off when doing english test . then DnT test . more than 70% possibility that i will fail . siians . i finished the test then i sleep till never wake up . hahas . aiya , anyway also fail de lohhs .
nothing much afterwards . hahas .
well , now i realise that actually ms foong is a very nice person . though she is strict , but she is a very nice person to chat with . she is going to help us for get A maths as a subject in school . hees . =p
wahh qiaoyan sabo me again . cos when we were talking to ms foong , i saw him . i signal to qiaoyan by pulling her skirt . she says she know and she look at him . think ms foong saw that and ask who she is looking at . then she blurt it out . oh my god . then ms foong like kinda of busybody . hahas . =p
hmm , then i go for training lohhs . hmm , when i was at the bus stop , ms tan and mr yeo were there . the thing that i am so impressed is they can speak japanese fluently . i cannot speak that well as my vocab is quite weak . hees .
i don't really train much . just go there play game , then chit chat with yihuan . after that i just help with the team score lohhs .
well , now then i realised that my problems are not as worse as yihuan's problem . we may have diffferent problems and views , but our intention is the same . we just want to be with our love ones without any obstacle .
for her , the obstacle is mainly the NEO family . he keeps on interfering her problems . for me , is the past we have , the past when i hurt him deeply . i was like so sad and i just cried there . sometimes things are not smoothly ahead of us , there will be obstacle . but i believe from the bottom of my heart that we will overcome this obstacle . i will , so will yihuan . =)
never go daddy's house to stay lerhhs . next week then go back . hees . tomorrow going out with steve , joey and him . he hurt his leg . i wonder whether he is okay anot . i am so worry about him . maybe cannot go ice skating lerhhs .
dear , i am very worry about you .
is your leg okay .
i hope so .
i wonder ...
when you saw me ,
did you even bother to look at me ?
haiz . i hope so .
missing you terribly .
siimply missing him .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Thursday, August 17, 2006♥
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today is like per usual . siians .
didn't get to see him except for once , which is after his recess when his is on his way back .
well , i miss him terribly . i don't know what to say . i really miss him alot and he doesn't seems to know . haiiz .
hmm , today the history test , die lahhs . though i write very long , but i have no confidence . hees . geography test , worse still . i knew that i am going to fail for 100% sure . i don't know how to answer . never study lahhs .
well , ms foong says if we don't like geography , she can help us to ask whether we can change to maths class . wahh , this is what i wanted in the 1st place . then i no need to study like mad lerhhs . maths is easier to score . hees . =p
then after class , we stay back in class for awhile to ask her about this . hahas . aaron is going to ask her for us . hahas . he say de lohhs .
then is like ms foong going to don't know 4/7 or 4/8 for lesson . actually i wanted to go de . but shafiq go lerhhs . qiaoyan actually sabo me de norhhs . tell ms foong to let me go up . stupid sehhs . then ms foong keep on asking who the person in 4/8 i wanna see . bleahs . for you to know , for me to find out . hees .
i went to old folks home afterwards . we do last minute performance on stage . so embarrassing lohhs . we sing songs lahhs . actually don't know what to sing then we just sing national day songs lohhs . wahh , the guys really sing till very awful , especially jeremy as i can hear very clearly cos i was standing just right beside him . aww .. hahas . =p
after that we talk to the people there . joey and i pair up lohhs . we chat with a 83 years old uncle . he only can speak hokkien . luckily the both of us can speak . hees . after awhile there was a conflict between 2 malay women . i don't know what happened cos they speak in malay .
well , then the springfield sec de people came . they like so childish . stupid ass . really hate them lohhs . behave like primary school kids . pathetic mans .
this is a good experience lahhs . hahas . =)
i wonder how's is your oral .
i wanted to know but think i better don't disturb you bahhs .
perhaps on saturday ?? hees .
do you know that i miss you alot ?
i wanted to see you , talk to you .
but you will never know .
without you reading my blog ,
you won't able to know how i feel .
but i hope deep inside your heart ,
i will always stand a place .
dear , i will always love you . <3
siimply boring .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Wednesday, August 16, 2006♥
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hmm , today the test is postponed . lucky mans .
i am very tired cos yesterday slept at about 2am just to do the newspaper thingy . very stupid lohhs . my eyes wanna close soon cos cry for yesterday and today makes my eyes very tired . as long never become goldfish eyes can lerhhs . =p
today mr loh nearly scold me for dozing off in class . i really cannot tahan lahhs . hees .
well , mrs ang told me that i score full marks for my chemistry test . yeah !! finally a full mark for chemistry . hahas . =p
haiz . today i am kinda of depressed due to yesterday what HE told me . i was pretty confused . but now , though i know what he mean , it still hurt . i wish i can disappear from this world .
got to study for history and geography test lerhhs . oh ya , i pass my history common test with 9/16 . lucky siia . hahas .
tomorrow going to old folks home . yeah . no training . hahas . this few days very slack . too tired to do anything lerhhs . =)
i know you won't be viewing my blog lerhhs .
but if you still do ,
i wanna let you know that i never give up
and i will always love you .
your o level coming lerhhs ,
i also don't wanna disturb you .
everything wait till you finish your last paper then say .
tomorrow is your o level english oral exam .
i wish you good luck .
i will pray for you .
hope that my existance will not be erased from you heart .
i will be your guardian angel to protect you .
missing you always . <3
siimply tired and depressed .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Tuesday, August 15, 2006♥
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well , today seems to be a terrible day for me . =(
hmm , the geography test is postponed . but then it doesn't seems to have any difference to me . hees . =p
the geography lesson is like so boring . i fell asleep for many times lohhs . i cannot take it . ms foong's talking makes me even more tired . she keep on asking me to wake up . she asked me whether is it i don't have enough sleep but in fact is her lesson is too boring . hahas . =p
hmm , nothing lohhs . the lunch break i went up to look for yenling to have a chat . my class too noisy lerhhs . want to sleep also cannot . but unexpectedly , her class de people is also very childish and noisy . but then forget it , got people accompany me can lerhhs . hees .
well , nothing much lohhs . just kinda of tired when taking my maths test . i really hate to have test at self study period . so tired lohhs . i leave 3 questions blank lehhs . about 4 marks gone . die lahhs . but get an A1 should be can lahhs . hees .
the training seems to be so terrible . my sisters kena scolding because of something , the equipment . after i speak to ms ong , she agree to help me to talk to mr neo .
well , end up mr neo talked to me . i look into his eyes which are very scary . my tears rolled down my cheeks . he never scold me , but he just wanted me to know why my sisters kena scolding . well , i can understand . but the thing is must he mention back last time i kena caught for BGR ?? thats was like about 1 year plus ago lerhhs lohhs .
okiies . got to end here . i have to finish my chinese newspaper cutting if not fan rong will kill me . hees . so troublesome . hees . OH SHIT !! tomorrow got DnT test . wish me good luck mans . hees . =p
siimply missing you . <3
siimply tired , troubled .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Monday, August 14, 2006♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA !!
hmm . she is so poor thing . today is her birthday and yet she fall sick . =(
today the chemistry test is so easy . all thanks to HIM . =)
mrs ang is so scary , keep on walking pass my table , looking at my paper and touching my pencil box . got pressure de lohhs .
well , today i am so tired that i sleep for more than 2 period in class . suliha is so stupid that she never realise till 10 minutes before dismissal . hees . =p
hmm . then today i went for tuition . hahas . a few lessons never go lerhhs . cher surely miss me very much . hmm , fiona got turned up for tuition . her voice changed .
nothing much lohhs . siians . tomorrow got training . but can lose weight so nevermind lahhs . hees . oh shit . i haven't study for geography test . OH MY GOD . i gonna fail .
wahh . this term i have already failed my english class test very badly . 5.5/20 . gone case . but mrs ong encourage me and write things on my paper . she is right . i shouldn't give up . hees .
don't feel like doing chinese compo and the newspaper nehhs . very stupid lehhs .
well , you can choose not to read .
i cannot say anything to others ,
so i just write in my blog .
please understand how i feel .
it is already bad enough that i cannot express to anyone .
you don't understand , so how could my friends and sisters know .
just let me be kayys .
sorry if i offend you in anyway .
this place is the only way i can express myself ,
though i tried not to scold vulgar words here .
if you don't like ,
then don't read bahhs .
sorry . <3
siimply tired .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Sunday, August 13, 2006♥
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hmm . i just came home from plaza singapura . hees . =)
today we were late for about 2 hours . steve was like kinda of impatient lerhhs . hahas . =p
well , we went to watch my super ex girlfriend . so so lahhs . some parts quite funny . hahas . but then the cinema very cold wors . i was trembling lohhs . hahas .
hmm . then we took bus 65 back to tampines interchange . wahh lao . got one stupid uncle very what lehhs . never do anything then scold me . stupid thing .
we took many photos on the bus . hahas . very funny lohhs . laugh like mad . today is one of the funniest day the 4 of us have together . hahas . we like mad people in the bus .
i went home with joey while the other 2 took different bus back . hees .
well , i am looking forward for the next outing . hahas . =)
midnight lerhhs . must sleep . siians . tomorrow got school . the worse thing is got remedial . =(
having fun with you . =)
i love the photos . hees .
missing you always . <3
siimply having fun .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Saturday, August 12, 2006♥
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hmm . just come back from pasir ris park , fiona's bbq . kinda of tired . hees .
today i took many phtots with the others . hees . till my handphone nearly low battery . hahas . =p
the bbq quite fun lahhs . many people were there , including clarence korkor . hees . nothing much . only about 4 guys went there , jingming , aaron ,clarence and kendrick . hees .
hmm , then i went home with qiaoyan and lingle . we took bus 17 . wahh . we are so unlucky . i sat with a lady who was drunk and another lady who don't seems to be normal standing in front of me . i am so scared that she will vomit on me . hahas .
tomorrow i will be going to watch movie . i am looking forward for tomorrow . hees . =)
yes , the wound will leave a scar .
but do you ever know ,
a scar can disappear too .
if you don't even try and give up ,
you will regret even more .
missing you alwayys . <3
siimply having fun .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Friday, August 11, 2006♥
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today no DnT . we spend 3 periods chatting at the DnT workshop cos mr loh not around . hees .
we were the 1st few to go for recess . hahas . =p
well , today after english lesson mrs ong talked to me . asking me why i keep on sleeping in class and whether am i working . i am definitely not working , just simply tired . the lesson is very boring till i can sleep . thats me .
actually i do really give up on english cos no matter how hard i try and many efforts that i have put in , i either fail or border line marks . whats the point . i won't get a B , isn't it . but now i finally understand what she is trying to tell me . i will continue to work hard . i won't sleep in class provided the lesson is interesting . =p
nothing much i guess . just that i am very tired . i sleep for the whole day . hees .
tomorrow i am going to fiona's bbq . well , things seems to cork up . siians . i also don't know what will happen tomorrow . hopefully sunday we can go watch movie all this . things are so messy thats why i am quite pissed off .
well , think later things will come to a conclusion . hope everything will be just fine !!
miss you alot . <3
want you to be by my side .
siimply tired and pissed off .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Thursday, August 10, 2006♥
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today uncle going back to japan . we gonna miss him . =(
well , today i woke up very late cos too tired lerhhs . my sisters leave me alone at home with uncle . go date with their boyfriends or what . so bad . make me feel so envy of them . =p
nothing lohhs . eat dinner with uncle , mummy , steve and shiyong . after that mummy send uncle to airport . wahh . mummy suddenly asked about HIM . scare me to death . luckily she never say anything . * phew *
tomorrow got school . siians narr . luckily tomorrow is friday . hees . =p
i miss you so much .
i wonder how have you been .
missing you always . <3
siimply boring .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Wednesday, August 09, 2006♥
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today i went to work . woke up early in the morning plus yesterday i slept at about 2 am . so tired . i slept in the bus . luckily i managed to wake up when the bus was going to reach the destination .
hmm . well , at 1st i find it very hard to remember the names of the ham and sasauges . but now i know lerhhs . hees .
well , i just don't like one auntie . bitch . push all the serving to me . i was like already very busy and yet she don't even give a damn about me . such a selfish person . bully me . never die before nia . i will go tell mummy .
i like the job very much . though i stand there for about 7 hours . hees .
i meet steve and shiyong at tampines interchange . then we went to eat dinner . they eat kfc and i just simply watch them eat as uncle got cook curry rice . hees .
we just end up sitting at one place talk for awhile then i went home lerhhs . now i can doze off anytime . hees . luckily tomorrow i got no training . phew .
i wanna sleep !!
missing you .
thinking of you for the whole day .
siimply tired .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Tuesday, August 08, 2006♥
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hmm . today the school is so boring . hees . nothing much .
the PRCS idol . nothing special actually . but then the finalist had done a great job !! hahas .
well , i got training afterwards . i went to centre with joey , bixuan and trivia . after that we went separate ways .
i can say nothing but i only can say : see no evil . i see no evil for 3 times .
i went to look for my sisters and riona . then we headed back to school . on our way , we saw teachers eating at the coffee shop . i saw mrs ang . she smile at me . well , a strict teacher smiles at you looks scary . hahas .
hmm , the training was pretty tired . today really cannot train well . i took individual with coach . really no strength lerhhs . hees .
after that i went home . later going to see fireworks . actually going with joey , steve , his friend and maybe junyuan . well , joey got tuition so cannot go . the other 2 don' t wanna go cos joey and junyuan never go . that was so sad . hees .
the place was pretty crowded . many people went to the esplanade . we reached there half an hour before and there were many people there .
the fireworks was pretty nice . probably nicer than what i see at marina south last year . i hope that today he was with me , watching together . but this is impossible . nightmare . haiiz . too bad he didn't come today .
i am pretty tired now . tomorrow going to replace my mum to work . got to sleep soon lerhhs . hees .
i wanted to watch fireworks with you .
missing you .
i harrts eu . <3
siimply tired .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Monday, August 07, 2006♥
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hmm . today is such a boring day . no assembly . I WANNA SEE HIM !!
so sad . but nevermind . at least morning i saw ONCE . hees . well , better than nothing .
i feel like sleeping nehhs . so tired . mrs ong this few days notice more on qiaoyan and myself . don't let us talk or what so ever . that was so boring norhhs .
yeah !! i got an A1 for my maths common test . 32/42 . hees . and I NEVER FAIL MY ENGLISH !! hahas . i scored a B4 . better than nothing . hees .
so sad . but nevermind . at least morning i saw ONCE . hees . well , better than nothing .
i feel like sleeping nehhs . so tired . mrs ong this few days notice more on qiaoyan and myself . don't let us talk or what so ever . that was so boring norhhs .
yeah !! i got an A1 for my maths common test . 32/42 . hees . and I NEVER FAIL MY ENGLISH !! hahas . i scored a B4 . better than nothing . hees .
tomorrow is national day celebration . no lesson norhhs . but then i got training lohhs . siians . i don't see a reason why we should train on the rest day , especially on thursday . must go clementi . stupid lohhs .
I WANT MY TROPHIES !!
hmm , tomorrow i am going to see fireworks . still haven't confirm who going nehhs . hees .
today the debate 3/5 won . hees . congrats . hees .
got to wake up early . hees . sleeping soon . =)
i miss you . <3
i'm sorry .
siimply boring and happy .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Saturday, August 05, 2006♥
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haiz . i just came back from bedok . don't know what to say . i am speechless .
we went to chinatown to sing songs . hees . ths place is full of pillow . it makes you feel that as if you are singing at home .
well , cheryl and desmond were so sweet yesterday . sitting together and sing duet makes me feel kinda of envy . if i never make stupid decision , we also can be as sweet as them . haiz .
joey was sitting at another corner of the room . i was sitting beside her and HE sat between desmond and i . =)
well , we were having much fun singing together . hees . he don't really sing much , as per normal . but i am so glad that i get to sing a duet with him . being together for so long , i have never sing duet with him before . i am so happy . =)
they were having pillow fight . hees . throwing the pillow everywhere . hit my face lohhs . joey also kena . hees .
after that we went to marina square . des and cheryl never go cos cheryl wanted to go home , i think . so left the 4 of us , steve , joey , junyuan and i .
we were stucked at the MRT station , thinking whether we wanted to watch movie or see fireworks . well , i definitely choose movie cos firstly , i don't like crowded place . secondly , i every year also got watch .
lastly , it seems to be meaningless for me to watch as last year i watch fireworks with him . we walked hand in hand . we did have a promise that we will watch fireworks toegther every year . i wonder if he remember that . but now , we are not together . even we watched together , we are standing far apart . this will be a nightmare to me .
well , end up i decided that junyuan will make the final decision . even though i may don't like the decision , but i will bear with it . then he says go eat 1st .
well , they eat at the food court and joey and i eat at mac . everywhere is pack with people . hmm , the fireworks had finished after they finished eating so in the end we went to check the time of the shows . unfortunately , all seats are occupied .
hmm , then we went to the arcade . nothing much . we went to the MRT station after that .
well , i was like having a mood swing . of cos , steve was very pissed off with that . i don't wish to say what happened . he told me that HIS face change lerhhs . ask me to control . but i don't wish to say . luckily joey was there for me to listen to my nonsense . let it out i feel better .
seriously , i was quite pissed off that he keep on messaging . people may say that i am too sensitive and too petty . but then is like i don't really like it . more ever , all the while he was smsing THE GIRL . oh please , i am not stupid . i know it is his freedom but i really can't stand it .
on the train , i was talking to joey all the way . i didn't know that HE was going home and never went to bedok with us . i didn't realise that he never alight , so did joey . after that i was making a big fuss of that , blaming myself who never listen properly . haiz .
we ate dessert and we went home taking different bus . i took the same bus as joey . hees .
well , i hope that the next outing would be fine . i will control my mood swing . sorry guys .
sorry , i show attitude again .
i will try to control it .
so sorry . i don't mean anything .
i wonder if you remember the promise on firework .
i miss you . <3
siimply having fun .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Wednesday, August 02, 2006♥
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today . nothing much . hahas .
morning was a bad start for me . the bus was full of people , as usual . then one guy when he was alighting , he told me and another person : you people shouldn't stand at the door . should move to the back of the bus .
but in the bus really no space lerhhs mahhs . how to move ?? he so clever then ask people move in but the space in front of the door leave there empty lahhs . then i was like telling him when he was alighting : so clever you move lahhs . no space already what . stupid .
suliha never come , so the period was free . yeah !! relief teacher telling us horror stories . hees .
suprisingly i never sleep at DnT . i was so sleepy at chinese lessons and yet i didn't sleep at DnT . hahas . =p
hmm , so sad . i miss my chance seeing him when i am on the way walking to DnT workshop . wasted lahhs . cos people are walking slowly as today is theory lesson . hahas . can understand . =p
chemistry . yeah , i am top in class again . but such a waste , i can get something wrong a mcq , worse at structured questions . shouldn't be wrong at all lohhs . 22 / 25 . so that means the whole common test which means including physics , i got 41 / 50 . i got the same marks as aaron .
actually i think most people shouldn't get the marks for the pH thing . how can people put acid pH is 1 - 6 and alkali is 8 - 14 ? pH 6.5 is also acid and pH 7.5 is also alkali mahhs . thats so unfair . arghh . nelson win both aaron and i 1 mark for the whole common test . all thanks to his physics .
well , the chemistry make up lesson was like so boring . like maths lesson . the chapter i learn it months ago . so is like boring and plus i hate this chapter the most . =x
wahh . still got many things to do . think today must burn midnight oil lerhhs . siians narr . haiiz . but at least can prevent me from having wild imagination .
i'm sorry .
guess you are right .
i won't be able to know how you feel .
but i indeed know is worse then how i feel right now .
now time is the medicine .
hopw that everything will be alright by then .
i just wanna say ,
sorry . <3
siimply piss off in the morning .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Tuesday, August 01, 2006♥
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today suliha never come . she is so irresponsible . yesterday told her that i today must leave early and must take common test 1st and yet nothing is done . she like so scared the school people lohhs . act niia . i really don't like her lohhs .
luckily i asked mrs koh and she helped me . of course just nice on my way back to class i saw mr lim . he agreed straight away . he is so good . =)
the common test is generally easy but some quite difficult . hees . the HOD room is very cold wors . =p
oh ya , my physics common test . i got 19/25 . sad narr . i lost to aaron , nelson , qiaoyan and shafiq . stupid mans . so many careless mistakes . siians .
MY TROPHIES !! i didn't get back . the NEO AIK GHEE never keeps his words . siians lohhs . maybe tomorrow will get back . who knows ?? perhaps is next week . haiiyo , so long nehhs .
i went to the skin centre by cab . i really hate taking cab cos i can get car sick easily . =( i managed to reach there on time . well , now my skin getting better lerhhs . =)
to collect medicine , i waited for more than half an hour . so long mans . hees . poor joey and clarence who were waiting for me at tampines mart for so long . hees . =p
well , today they wanted me to make clear something . but after some hesitate , i did managed to call but never ask anything . he spoke to my sister and steve . but they never told me everything . think i got to work it out myself .
sorry that i disturb you .
i don't mean it .
i just wanna know something .
but i think i just wait bahhs .
missing you . <3
siimply piss off .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
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