today qiaoyan , yuanshan , jingming and jingzhe came to my house for study group and do project . well , jingming lost his way . despite of telling him my block number , beside basketball court and downstairs got a minimart , he still can went to other blocks which are just beside my block . -_-

anyway , today's study group doesn't seems like studying . we were eating crackers , listening to music , watching tv and chit chatting . but of course , we got do our homework .

jingming and jingzhe very funny . they turned on the discovery channel , WATCHING HOW ANIMALS DO SEX . LOL . the girls laughed them . hahas .

too bad dear and jonathan never come . they missed all the fun we had . nevermind . there is always a next time . (:

i went to my piano class afterwards . it is my longest piano lesson i have ever had . one and a half hour . it is very tedious . chaos at the begining cos i forget how to play all my exam pieces . LOL . playing all the wrong notes and rhythm . i was like saying 'OH CRAP' all the time . LOL .

the funniest part was when i was practising for aural test . crap , i can't memorise a long melody . it is so hard lohhs . teacher got to play many times then i can sing . LOL . anyway , i begin to like sight singing . it isn't that difficult afterall . (:

siians . still got so many homework . don't really feel like doing it today . luckily i have finished half of my SS weekend assignment . still got maths transformation and midyear paper for me to do . arghh . still must study for physics test . i also haven't finished filing all my physics worksheet . i am dead .

tomorrow must go toa payoh to pay respect to my late grandfather . guess i better sleep early bahhs .

lets have fun on the next week . (:

yesterday i was very tired . so didn't blog . hahas .

nothing much . just that i dozed off in class very often . i don't mean to sleep in their class but it is just the weather is too cooling . not to be forgotten , the lessons are boring too . LOL .

oh ya , mr loh suddenly praised me for being focus in class . hmm , got mehhs ? it seems to be the same to me lehhs . he also praised dear indirectly for giving positive influence . LOL . so paisehs .

anyway , there is a bad news . mrs ong is taking leave till the end of year . she won't be teaching us and who knows what will happen to us . will there be a good english teacher for us ? god knows . well , we will continue to work hard and will not disappoint her . (:

hmm . after school i went to white sand with qiaoyan . she acompanied me there to buy pen refill then i treat her ben and jerry ice cream . afterall , i mistreat her on wednesday . LOL .

i went home and sleep for the whole day . but in between , my damn sisters quarrel and irritated me . idiot . don't know shout so loud for what .

today .
kinda of moody today . i think is due to my sisters bahhs . spoil my mood in the morning . well , forget about it .

by the way , mdm tan bought 2 standing fan for our class . everyone was like 'WAH!' hahas . say thanks to her and she told me that if i don't sleep in class she will be happier . LOL . she also threaten to pull my swollen ear . >_<

today ms foong show us something on dubai . oh my god . the place is so fascinating . the 7stars hotel is so luxury lohhs . everyone was like 'WOW' at the price and the nice interior design . then she showed us the glass bridge at great canyon . the height is too scary that if i ever go there , i will faint for sure . LOL .

during recess , something scary happened . i don't wish to say what . it makes me think about many things . i just wanna tell you that everyone still cares about you (:

after school , i went to white sand with qiaoyan again . we ate mac for our lunch . saw aaron and kendrick there . hahas .

nothing much bahhs . is just that she alight her bus without her damn geography textbook . made me carry home . so bad . LOL .

oh ya . just change my blog's song . thanks to qiaoyan , i finally found this song . it is so nice . (:

i shall rest for awhile then continue my watching my VCDs . hahas .

everything seems to be like a flashback . why it appears in my mind again ?

i don't know why , i seems to get pissed off very easily . is it due to yesterday thing ? well , perhaps i think .

thanks dear for being so understanding . can put up with me scolding people and crying . you are the best !

not to be forgotten , thanks for people who concern about me and tag in my tagboard . i aprecciate that . thanks people !

i don't mean to scream at people today . if i did scream at you , i am sorry then . of course , i think today when playing the game , i think i was abit too much lahhs . qiaoyan hit me so many times then got bruise but i hit her just only once and got bruise . sorry girl . i think i have used too much strength cos of my anger . >_<

i guess i am still pretty upset with the issue bahhs . it is definitely impossible to ask me to forget about it . i trained so hard in the begining of the year afterall . but i think it is ok bahhs . i should let my juniors to have some chance ( of cos not that bitch ) .

come to studies , i think i begin to lose confidence in myself . i doubt that i am going to make it this damn year . it is so hard for me . i think everything should be fine except for the damn geography . arghh . it is harder than history . i don't even know a single bit about sec 3 work .

though dear says that he will teach me , i am still wondering by MYE , am i able to complete all sec 3 syllabus ? it is totally crap . this is so sickening . sometimes i feel like giving up everything on studies . i just simply can't take the stress . oh god . who will save me ?

anyway , i think that i have flunk very badly for my damn vocab test . it is so damn difficult . oh crap . i think i gonna failed english for this term . siians .

i feel like giving up everything in the world . i can hardly breathe .

yesterday i was too tired to blog . hmm , i should blog about yesterday's stuff .

just that yesterday got one damn test [ well i am not sure if that was a test ] . anyway , i think i gonna flunk it . seriously it sucks big time .

hmm , other than that , i got back my history essay test . i scored 9/13 . it is the first time in my life getting this score . hahas . i must improve more (:

i have nothing on after school . thanks goodness . hahas . dear went to my house afterwards . nothing much lahhs .

back to today .
nothing much i guess . just that i really flunk that bloody maths test that i have done it yesterday . oh crap . i got damn lots of careless mistake . crap crap crap . arghh .

whatever . i will never fail my maths test again .

i also got back my geography MCQ test . darn it . i got 12/20 and due to some damn error , my marks will be deducted . crap . damn it . from B4 to C5 . bloody hell . arghh .

just now got fencing meeting . that damn idiotic shit . fuck off lahhs . he purposely pick on my family . never send any of us to competition . well , he purposely never put me . damn him . that bloody fucker .

he send tht bloody bitch yinan go . well , she sure help the team to lose . i will definitely won't wish them good luck but HAPPY LOSING . that applies to both B and C division for women's epee . i don't hate my fellow mates but i just find this arrangement really sucks big time .

that bloody idiot . why he put that bitch yinan in the c division ?
cursed him . now , he treated people with biasness . he won't get any retribution but i am sure that both of his children will . i pity his children . they will suffer like shit . all thanks to their 'fantastic' and 'wonderful' father . their studies will also sucks big time cos of their 'good' father , asking people not to study so early for their streaming and 'O' level . prepare to flunk then . i wonder , if mr ong ever find out that he ever told us not to study so early and don't go for remedials , seriously i wonder what will happen to him .

now i know why other people from other fencing club HATE people from PRCS FENCING CLUB . that bloody fcuker had indeed spoil our school's reputation . FCUK OFF YOU IDIOT .

seriously i got damn pissed off with all this shit that happened today . all thanks to that FCUKER . ARGHH . that bloody shit . he really spoil my day . even by scolding , grumbling and blogging doesn't quell my anger . i hope that he will get all the retribution . damn him .

pissed off ; finding something to quell my anger .

siians . i hate this sunday . nothing for me to do . >_<

i slept from yesterday 12mn till today 6pm evening , except i woke up as dear came to my house for one hour in the morning and afternoon i woke up for lunch .

which means i slept for 16hours . hahas .

siians . i still got 2 essays to complete . oh gosh . anyway , now i am watching zhuan jiao yu dao ai . it is so nice . hahas .

haiiz . tomorrow still got school . so boring . oh no . i forget to take my medicine . >_<

i really miss you alot . with lots love .

today i went to bugis to shop with qiaoyan and yuanshan . hahas . it was so fun though abit boring cos we shop too fast lerhhs . hahas .

well , qiaoyan and i bought the same bag , except it is different color . her bag is brown and white and mine is black and white . it is so nice . we also bought some nice earrings . (:

i saw pearl when i was shopping at bugis street . hmm , i never see her since i went back to takashimaya to find my friends . well , we chat for awhile then i get her phone no . things are getting very interesting . hahas .

we went to eat strudel afterwards . yum yum . i ♥ STRAWBERRY STRUDEL . (:

no place to shop so we went back to tampines mall to laze around . well , we didn't get to see jingzhe they all . hahas .

qiaoyan and i go pierce another ear hole . her's is the 5th and mine is 4th . hahas . so fun (:

i finally bought my mega hit book 10 . so happy . LOL .

after that we went to the library as yuanshan wanna return books . we loiter around then they went to my house for awhile before they went home .

siians . tomorrow i got to finish my damn essays . i shall take a good nap so that i got energy to do all the homework .

lalala ~ i am having so much fun .

hmm . yesterday i am so tired . no PE yesterday . that's so fun . (:

i was having fun at SS lesson . we were talking about something strange on mr azhar's timeline as he said that he has been teaching for the 8th year and yet now he is only 25 years old . so we in the end calculate his actual age . LOL .

the most funny part was when i say he looks younger than his age . then he says that he likes this kind of student and confirm get A1 for combined humanities . LOL . then everyone was laughing , especially he keeps on mention about the campus superstar thingy . LOL .

anyway , i quarreled with my damn sister . whatever . i don't wish to say anything .

back to today .
hmm . today i am having a damn headache . i think i gonna fail the damn geography test . haiiz .

i feel so bad to let people worry about me , especially dear .

i went to see doctor after school which means i skipped chinese remedial . anyway , i got 2 weeks MC for PE . got damn lots of medicine . haiiz .

tomorrow i will be going out with qiaoyan to shop . hahas . i think that will be fun . LOL . hahas . shopping spree again . hahas . i must buy more clothes . serious shortage of clothing . hahas .

i don't want to let anyone worry for me anymore . (:

haiz . today my head hurts again . it seems to be migraine as only one side is very pain . i don't know why it suddenly occur again as i am still taking the medicine . strange right ?

i was complaining from SS lesson onwards . i wanted to go home but then my mum and dad are working . so no choice got to bear with the pain lohhs . i wait till after the self study then asked permission from mrs see and i went home .

thanks dear , qiaoyan and xinying for their concern . you guys are indeed the best !

today kendrick also went back home . it seems like shafiq isn't feeling well when i was going back . hmm , why so many people fall sick ?

siians . now i begin to panic . what am i going to do ? exams are coming in 6 weeks time and i haven't started to prepare them , especially geography which i find it the most dreadful subject to me . oh god . please help me . i think i need more time .

i hope that tomorrow i won't have any headache . more tests are getting back , the more headache i will have . oh kami sama !

oh god , please give me more time . i seriously need them !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENDRICK !

next time find all the people who have turned sweetSISTEEN to go out . we will watch a NC16 show and maybe play pool . how about that ? sounds cool right ? hahas . so people got to see our mood .

if your birthday have pass , you are very lucky . if not , see whether you are unlucky or not . until today , only myself , jingming , jonathan , michelle and kendrick can enjoy the NC16 show in the cinema . LOL .

back to today . i am having my headache again . i don't know why . but it is indeed true that i have been stressing myself on school work . haiz , i am so tired . >_<

i have been falling asleep in class for so many times . i don't wanna to but i couldn't help it . i am indeed very tired . it is as if like i just came back from america when the active time is the other way round .

my headache actually got worse in the afternoon . so in the end , i never train and just simply sit down there . now i begin to panic . competition is coming and yet i am having my damn headache again plus i am not training . oh god . please save me !

i went home early as i need to rest and take my medicine . hope that everything will be fine by tomorrow . oh gosh . cannot . i still got to do my ss holiday assignment . siians . i still left with SBQ and 3 essays . it is not for human beings to do .

arghh . i am so stress . i want a break or at least let me have a 24hours of sleep .

so sickening . i go rest for awhile and then must do homework . glad that tomorrow school starts at 9am if not i will be very tired .

onegai kami sama . please give me a break . (:

i am so tired today ! dozing off in class for so many times . i don't want to but i just can't help it . >_<

nothing much i guess . lessons are just as per normal . timetable will change next week . siians . 6 weeks to exams . i am definitely not prepare for it . why time must flies pass without mercy ? why school must start so early ? it is sickening .

later i must finish my damn holiday assignment , especially maths and social studies . arghh . i am loaded with tons of homework . i wonder if i am able to finish these two damn homework . nevermind . i will work harder !

by the way , today dear looks so shuai . hahas . i just can't help it . i keep on staring at him for the whole day . hahas . he looked very different today . LOL .

luckily today there is no training or english remedial . if not i will faint for sure . i am too tired to do anything . went back home and sleep straight away .

i must go eat my dinner then do my homework .

zettai daijoubu ne ? (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WENXIN !

hmm . i am finally done with campus superstar . i didn't get in , but it is indeed a fun and good experience . (:

yesterday i went there at 8:30am , there were so many people there , queueing up . i saw jojo , brenda and peijie . yuanshan reached there later . dear , qiaoyan and jingzhe came down to support us . thanks qiaoyan for the shoes (:

but it was such a pity that they didn't get to hear us sing as there were too many people and thus , we must go there today to sing . we get the number and go off . we went to eat mac then i went home to change . yuanshan , qiaoyan and jingzhe followed me , dear went to tampines for awhile .

we went to causeway point 1st . well , we shopped around the place . too bad i didn't manage to see any of my primary school friends . anyway , after that we went to the coffee shop near my old house . the western food uncle still remember me . i really miss him calling me 'barbie doll ' . hahas .

then we go meet dear at w'lands MRT station . we went to jurong point afterwards . nothing much . we just shopped around the place . we ate pizza at pizza hut for dinner . hahas . it was like so funny .

we went back after dinner . i supposed to go back to toa payoh cos today must go for the campus superstar thingy . instead , i went to pasir ris with them . dear accompany me loiter around at downtown till 10+ then i take cab home .

i was feeling down yesterday , or rather pissed off . but i am ok now . i ate ben and jerry ice cream yesterday . it is so nice . LOL .

sorry dear for not being understanding . i shouldn't let you worry about me all the time . thanks for be there for me all the time . (:

back to today .
well , i am not really very nervous . thanks for all the supports from dear , who sms early in the morning , my family members and friends . you guys are my strength and courage . (:

my dear meimei huimin seems is very nervous . got to make her calm down . she is so cute lohhs . (:

anyway , everyone has done a good job , especially benita , who get into the 2nd round .

i was a little nervous when i was on the stage , but it is indeed a fun experience . daddy and mummy said that they may bring me to a music school to learn singing . (:

after that i went to eat mac with huimin and shanice . nothing much . i went back to dad's place to take a nap . siians . i still got homework incomplete yet . cannot sleep today . haiiz .

why school holidays must end so early ? so sickening .

with love ; having fun (:

hmm . just came back from bugis . i am so tired .

yesterday i went to school for training . don't feel like going but then still must go . so siians . nothing much . dear came to my house afterwards . (:

hmm , then today i never go for training . so siians . then i meet pk , calene and sarah 2:30pm at bugis . i was late cos i haven't finish my house work . riona also waited for me for quite awhile . i was late for almost an hour . no choice , i treat them swensen ice cream lohhs . >_<

after that we went to bugis street . hmm , nothing to shop de nehhs . suddenly it seems like i cannot find anything . after finished shopping at bugis street , pk , calene and sarah went home . riona and i went around to shop .

i bought a white ripple slippers , shorts from blossom and a top from pinkindustries . so nice lohhs . hahas . too bad i cannot find any nice white or black heels . after that riona went off with her parents so i went home after that .

later i am going to my dad's place . tomorrow must wake up early for the campus superstar . can't wait to go there and have fun . LOL .

with love ; having fun .

time passes and today is our 1st month ♥. not to be forgotten , today is also white valentine's day .

hmm . today there is maths remedial . so siians . don't really feel like going but have to go . nothing much lahhs . i fell asleep in the class . >_<

after that , i went home straight away . i am going out with mama . hmm , think i never see her for very long bahhs . quite a few months lerhhs .

we took express bus . oh damn . the 518 is really damn slow lohhs . we waited for very long >_< we reached there about 3 plus . we ate our lunch first before we shop around . mama brought a few very nice belts with her . i took the white crown belt and the silver hello kitty belt . (:

after that we shop around the place , looking for the things i wanted . i bought a black legging and 2 off shoulder top . quite nice . (:

we went to takashimaya for dinner . nothing much lahhs . then went up to kinokuniya . it just happen that my mum and cousin went there to look for us , so mama went home first . after that we went to my cousin's house then went home .

i am so tired . don't feel like doing any homework today . siians . tomorrow there is training . worst of all is in the afternoon . arghh .

with love ; love SHOPPING .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE !

hmm . today got SS remedial . well , mr azhar treat us fillet-o-fish . nice right ? LOL . then michelle and friends distributed chocolates and sweets .

the lesson was very funny , especially the part on pragmatism . mr azhar told the guys 2 rules to observe to maintain a happy marriage .
RULE 1 : WOMEN ARE ALWAYS RIGHT .
RULE 2 : EVEN IF WOMEN ARE WRONG , REFER TO RULE 1 .

that was so funny that the whole class laugh . LOL .

after the lessons , we went out for lunch and then came back for physics practical . we saw mrs koh's husband . no offence but we said that he looks like his brother . LOL .

tomorrow's physics lesson is cancelled . (:

then just now i went to ang mo kio to meet mummy . we ate dinner with her friends then we went to Kbox . it was so nice . daddy joined us at a later time . well , we were having fun . mummy was like so wild lohhs .

tomorrow still got maths remedial though physics remedial is cancelled . of course , i am going out with mama for shopping spree . yeah !

with love ; having fun .

today i have to go to school for that boring geography lesson . i was late by 20mins . dear assured me that there will be people late with us . indeed true , we saw caline and keith when we were on our way to school . LOL . anyway ms foong also never scold us lahhs .

oh ya . we got our class t-shirt today . orange in color . it is very nice . (:

after class , we went to white sand for lunch . oh gosh . the food court and cavana were packed with people . so in the end we went to mac for lunch . after eating lunch , dear came to mac and looked for me for awhile then he went to meet jonathan they all as they were going for competition . i gonna miss him lots . (:

we went back to school for the farm trip . we went to the hydroponics farm 1st . well , the place is quite interesting . the fun part is when we got the chance to shop there . they sell the peppermint in bottles , which can keep us awake in class . LOL .

many people bought the small ones which last for a month , some people like me bought a small bottle which last for a year . but aaron bought a BIG bottle which last for 3 YEARS . hahas . we get a plastic bag of vegetables before we leave .

after that we proceed to the vegetable farm . the farm really stinks as they use compost for fertilisers . we used those peppermint leaves to cover the smell . we saw many vegetables there . most interesting part is there is a iguana there , in the same cage as the rabbits .

we also got to see the person cut the aloe vera . well , it is a little disgusting cos of the gel of the aloe vera . it is quite interesting .

then everyone get a bottle of aloe vera drink that is made by the farm . quite nice . some of us bought some more drinks to bring home .

nothing much . i have learn many things today . such a fun trip . but too bad dear is not with me . hahas .

with love ; having fun .

ehh . yesterday was the cheering competition and x-country . i was so exhausted .

well , it was such a pity that our class never win the best class for cheering competition . afterall we work so hard for it . but congrats to the other classes who won the prizes !

i was so nervous for the x-country . i was shivering lohhs . thanks to all the people who gave me their support , especially dear , xinying , qiaoyan and yuanshan . you guys are the BEST !

the distance is very long . i actually intend to give up at the mid point of the distance but mr loh encourage and ran with me . i was struggling when i was at the 3km mark . feeling very dizzy . i stopped many times in between and many people overtake me . i nearly gave up as too many people overtake me . all thanks to mr loh and my friend's encouragement . thanks !

i managed to finish the run . i get 16th position . i was so disappointed as i was aiming for top 15 . i was so closed to my target . i fainted when i finished the run . the most embarrassing thing was i was carried by the stretcher . LOL .

congrats to my fellow classmates who won emerged into top 30 .
girls - clarissa , fiona and qiaoyan .
guys - jingzhe , weijie and shafiq .

congrats to my fellow fencing mate too .
girls - annette , wenxin , bixuan , crystal , lavina , joey and trivia .
juniors - yixi , riona , cheryl , yihuan , roxanne and clarissa .

guys - joseph , weeching , jeremy , junxian , weijie .
juniors - kuanyong , raphael and darren eng .

good job everyone ! sorry if i have missed out any names . >_<
after that , i was just simply feeling down . don't feel like talking about it anymore . i was so tired that i fell asleep after finish crying .

today , i went to school for PTM . nothing much , just that my mum got pissed off when reuben's parents were taking a long time talking to mr loh . LOL .

no bad comments . i just simply take the report book , talked to mr loh for awhile and went off .

there is study group at my house . with dear , jingzhe and jonathan .

the piano class was fine . all pieces have been selected and i shall master all ! hahas . but my teacher sure has good patient with me playing all the wrong notes here and there .

i guess i should try to complete some of my homework . tons of things are to be done asap .

with love ; tired .

well , nothing much happen today . just that during PE , something really bother the others .

i shall not explain the details . well , i just wanna tell the people who think that i stay behind for the counciling thingy for nothing when i never see anything . it is true that i never see anything except a white thing going to touch the floor . it may be a cloth . who knows ?

i am just simply call out by mr neo along with xinying . nothing much . just treat it as i accompany her bahhs . she is indeed shocked .

one more thing . sorry to the girls that i have mention your names . i am sorry to say but i was just doing what i was told . again , i am really very sorry for that . esp michelle .

just now we have dance practice . i enjoy alot ! we will win for tomorrow's cheer competition . GO 4/6 . we can do it !!

tomorrow got cross country . must rest well . hopefully with my determination , i can run better than last year . pray hard . (:

oh gosh . i am flooded with homework . how am i going to finish it all ?? the march holidays isn't a holiday for us . i have to go back to school everyday for both remedials and training . nevermind . i must get use to it .

with love ; mixture of emotions .

I AM SO TIRED . study till nearly 6pm really seems to suck out my soul . ):

nothing much happen . today there is no running cos it is very late by the time they finished packing .

seriously i am so pissed off today . i really don't know what is right and what is wrong . like what dear told me today " it is impossible for us to pleased everyone . " that's true . i can't pleased everyone . but what can i do ??

i really think that mr neo indeed insult my sisters . everyone thinks in a different way and that is my opinion . not everyone will having the same thinking . don't believe , go ask around . people indeed think in a different way .

but now , i am not going to care about all those craps . i am going to burn midnight oil for my maths and geography test . so many things to do and there is definitely no time for all this shit .

tomorrow i must run during PE . 15 rounds !!! hahas .

with love ; mugging for test .

today i am so free . no running for us .

yesterday i didn't blog cos i am too tired . i sleep at 8pm till the next morning . hees .

nothing much happen yesterday . just that i am too tired lohhs . i fainted when i was running the 4th round . i squat at a side , knowing that i am feeling giddy . then i just fell backwards . luckily ellyn and yihuan caught me .

now i begin to wonder if i am able to finish the whole journey of the cross-country . kinda of lose confidence . ):

today . nothing much . just that during DnT lesson , keith , qiaoyan and yuanshan said that they wanted to drop DnT . well , i didn't encourage them all . i only listen and answer them question . i am not at fault lohhs .

wahh . see shafie get a so called scolding from mrs see . damn good mans . humphs . i simply can't forget what he said to me last year . hate him to the core .

i was so tired and having a headache this afternoon . luckily it was not that pain when i was taking the summary test .

after school , joey accompany me to century square to collect my specs . hmm , i like it alot . she also say that i look nice with the specs .

then we changed and when to take bus to bedok reservoir . is like when we board up the bus then vanessa called and say that the run was canceled due to bad weather . that was so unlucky .

after that we got an idea . PLAY POOL AT SAFRA !! hahas . we went to eat first then we meet weijie , shaun , joseph and eugene at safra .

we play pool 1st . it was so fun . eugene went home 1st . then after awhile , we play bowling . shaun actually got the lowest score for the 1st half of the game . suddenly he got 3 strikes and get the top score among us . then is like OH MY GOD . LOL .

end up i got the lowest score . by right i should treat them drinks . but then joseph's hand ery itchy . while weijie , shaun and i was taking the photo of the score , he pressed ok and the scores were gone . so he end up has to treat us tomorrow instead of me . LOL . he deserved it . hahas .

hope that next week we can play again . it was so fun . (:

with love ; having fun .

today is the last day of new year . there are many things for me to complete today .

in the morning , i went to toa payoh to pray my grandpa . after that , i got to go home and do all my housework . i was so tired lohhs . maybe too long never exercise lerhhs .

many people came to my house in this afternoon . dear end up never come cos got something happen . don't wish to say . haiiz .

ehh , then i was so tired that i fell asleep . anyway , i am so refresh now that i can do my homework and study for my damn history test .

just now i cried , due to something that i don't wish to say . is like my cousin comfort me . he lend me his shoulder when i was crying . thanks , you are really my best cousin . (:

but i am ok now . hahas . i will smile regardless of whatever things that gonna happen in the future . hees .

i got to do homework then study now . oh god . please give me more time to finished all the homework and study for that damn test .

tomorrow will be a long day with remedials and training . i wanna rest !! hahas .

with love ; trying hard to SMILE .

today i attend the marife workshop . quite interesting and i learn lots of things . well , i meet xinying at 1:45pm and i was late by 10 minutes . hahas .

the place is so cold . i can't stand it . i was shivering there lohhs . maybe i really wear till too little lerhhs bahhs . but it is just only tank top and shorts mahhs . LOL . mrs ong said that i wear till as if i am going to the beach . hahas .

after that dear , jonathan , jingzhe and i went to tampines mall to eat . nothing much lohhs . actually intend to help xinying to buy the book but then it is sold out . too bad . hahas .

i went home afterwards cos dear got to go home . i changed clothes then i went to mac to eat ice cream then go up for piano lesson .

the lesson is like so funny lohhs . i cannot read a chord at a very fast speed . then i was like stucked at that stupid chord , staring it for a long time . the most funny part is when i practice the aural exam . is like shit . i cannot remember the melody , if not is i cannot sing . hahas . somehow choke lohhs .

i am so glad that dear never saw what really happen . hahas .

after that i went to my aunt's house to celebrate my great grandmother's birthday . quite crowded there lohhs . nothing much lahhs .

tomorrow i will be going to toa payoh in the morning to pray my grandfather . after that , i got to rush home as there are many things to be done . housework and homework . oh god . i wonder if i am able to finish them and study for my damn history test . i am doomed . there are so many things not done yet . oh god . SAVE ME !

with love ; suffocate with WORK .

i am so tired , both mentally and physically . if there is any more problems , i will collapse bahhs . i can't take any stress for the time being . many homework for me is enough . if is not because of dear and my friends , i think i will fall few weeks ago . a great thanks to them !

yesterday went to make my specs . actually wanna choose a white and striking pink but i am afraid that school don't allow that . so in the end i choose a white and metallic pink frame . quite nice lahhs . it will be ready by tuesday . i was told to wear it all the time . just like that lohhs .

i am flooded with homework , especially chemistry . it is boring that i do till fell asleep . haiz . i guess today i will have to burn midnight oil as tomorrow and sunday will be very busy .

now i got to think . WHAT TO WEAR TOMORROW !?!? is like tomorrow i got the marife workshop then follow by piano lesson then must straight away go to my great grandmother's house as tomorrow is her birthday . oh gosh . such a pack scheldue .

i think that my sisters' problems should be considered as solve lerhhs bahhs . hope that nothing will happen if not it will worsen my migraine . wahh . yesterday my class on the music till very loud that make me feel sick . i consumed damn lots of medicine lehhs . hahas . don't know why i still cannot listen to loud music . nevermind . i will try my best to practice for the cheer .

oh ya . my grades for CA1 is quite good . there is some good improvements . here are all my grades :
ENGLISH - B4
CHINESE - B4
MATHS - A1
SCIENCE - A1
GEOGRAPHY - B4
COMBINED HUMANITIES - C5
DnT - F9 ( i haven't officially drop this subject so just leave it as 0 marks . )

i think quite good lerhhs bahhs . but there is certainly have more room for improvement .

today i am quite free there is NO remedial . hahas .

with love ; suffocate with STRESS .