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Sunday, April 29, 2007♥
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what a day . i ended up with very bad rashes on my hands . i may not go to school tomorrow . it hurts and it is quite itchy .
now my whole body feel itchy . cursed the hams , bacons and sausages . i can't touch them lahhs . even with that lousy quality gloves , i still get rashes . moreover , i change my gloves every 10-20 mins . don't know waste how many gloves lerhhs . >_<
whatever . it hurts . i afraid that my room will worsen the irritation . so i ending up cleaning the entire room and change all the bed sheets and blanket . smell so nice . hahas .
siians . tomorrow got school . tuesday is labour day . why do schools still want to conduct lesson on monday ? mind as well no school till tuesday . whatever .
then just now go see doctor . darn it . $92 . hahas . my medicine change again . this time with sleeping pills and one is green plus white tablet . not pink plus white anymore . hahas . very colourful horrs . hmm . i got 2 weeks supply of medicine . the colourful one is SPECIALLY FOR ENGLISH LESSONS . it is to control my anxiety . all thanks to HER . arghh .
well , i should continue my cleaning of things . lots of things for me to do .
still got the damn headache . arghh .
i hate rashes . curse it . arghh .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Saturday, April 28, 2007♥
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due to the stupid singnet , i can't blog everyday . my sisters and i am sharing a wireless connection thingy . so somehow i only can blog alternate days . siians .
yesterday
the english paper 1 was fairly alright except for the brochure part was difficult as many of us don't know what to write for the facilities of polytechnics , JCs , MDIS and ITE . we need to choose 2 out of those . so by guessing lohhs . LOL .
chinese paper 1 was alright . just that that stupid compo really make my head hurts . cos i cannot decide what to write . one question i don't know how to write or rather nothing to write and the other one i don't really know the full meaning of the sentence . so i just choose the one that i manage to write lohhs . LOL . but my hands really hurts lahhs . so many strokes . thats the problem with write chinese compo .
after that , xinying , qiaoyan , dear and i went to central to eat our favourite PANCAKE ! hahas . then we go back to school to look for mrs see for maths tutorial . LOL .
on the way , dear make a 'joke' that made the 3 of us laughed all the way back to school . dear and i was arguing with qiaoyan , saying her IQ only 20 . then so on and so forth .
don't know say till where that he actually wanna say 'pan guan zhe qing' , which means the 3rd party or outsiders will see the situation clearer . yet , he pronounce as 'pan guang zhe qing' . the qiaoyan said "for your information , 'pan guang' means BLADDER . so we make a fun out of him . LOL .
well , we sat in the HOD room doing maths questions on transformation . i realised that i don't know many things . think i got to start revising and do all the questions that i can find .
my this term maths result , excluding MYE , i got an A1 . i just made it there . think i better work hard if not it will drop till B . LOL .
oh ya . mr razak said something that confused me at first . being sacarstic , he said "don't you find your head tend to tilt to the right ." we don't get what he meant so everyone was like HUH ?!
actually i did sort of guess it cos when he walked past , i was trying to hide my right ear as there are 3 earholes with one earring and two ear sticks . end up he said "don't you find your right side is heavier ?" so everyone got his meaning and he counted my earhole in chinese . LOL .
mrs see was seems like abit shocked as she said "how come i never notice ?" then asked me to let her see . hahas . so far maybe only mdm tan notice it bahhs . our class got so many people with multiple earholes . LOL .
anyway , we ended up talking there as outside was raining heavily . what a day . LOL . we talked about how last year how we bully mrs teo . mrs see was so shocked on the stuffs we do . LOL . after i finished the last question , we went back . well , we chat awhile at the tower regarding some stuffs . then we headed back home .
xinying and qiaoyan got umbrella but i don't have one . i will be drenched if i walked in the heavy rain . so i waited at the 358 bus stop for the rain to stop . dear accompanied me though he can just cross the road and go home . thanks dear . he is so nice . hahas .
after that , we went to his house . he put his things , took an umbrella and went off . he sent me back home cos i will fall sick easily with my present condition .
i was so tired . the next two day i still have to take over my mum's work . need to go thomson plaza in the morning . arghh . i hate bus 72 . it makes me sick as the route is so small that the bus become jerky . LOL .
today .
i went to work in the morning . i was late cos i missed both 291 and 72 when i reached the bus stop and interchange respectively . so crap lohhs . nevermind . at least i got time to buy mac breakfast . hahas .
well , if it wasn't my mum cannot find a person to replace her , i wouldn't want to work . i wanna revise at home as i missed too many lessons . nevermind . $100 for two days aren't bad . LOL .
i fell down at the overhead bridge while i was walking down the stairs . ahh . my hand hurts . it turn red lohhs . >_<
hmm , at the begining , i forget almost everything . so long never work there lerhhs . but i managed to catch up very fast . thanks goodness . hahas . auntie dorris and uncle jerry treat me lunch and drinks . so paisehs .
luckily today there isn't any strange customers . seriously , i find richer guys , or rather ah peks are more stingy and calculative than women .
their common phrases when they buy hams and sausages "i said i want 'whatever grams' of 'whatever thing they want' . why there is slightly more ? why this one so fattening ? why this one like that ? "
stupid right . a few grams more nia . how can hams ,bacons and sausages have an exact weight ? then they will asked you to take out one slim piece . ridiculous . thus , i concluded that richer guys / ah peks are more stingy and calculative . LOL .
as per usual , i got skin irritation . despite changing gloves all the time , my hands turned red . then later when i reached home , my other parts of my skin became itchy too . haiz . my skin is too sensitive to those stuffs . maybe i should asked my mum to prepare a better quality glove , specially for me .
oh ya . i have bought a nice cosmetic pouch . so nice . it is in metallic blue . hahas .
siians . tomorrow still need to go work . should i bring my textbook to study ? LOL . maybe i should start studying for social studies .
my skin is so itchy . cursed the hams , sausages and bacons . arghh .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Thursday, April 26, 2007♥
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today the weather is so cooling . hahas . then today the classroom lights spoil . the environment is so dark and cooling that is so nice to sleep . LOL .
erm . today i somehow very tired . i sleep almost throughout the whole day , even at chemistry . maybe i am really very tired despite having enough sleep yesterday . hahas . i today overslept and nearly never come to school . what the hell . hahas .
well , there is kamisah's lesson today . somehow i am fear of her . at recess time , i grabbed dear's hand very tightly . i don't wanna get hurt again . i don't even dare to look at her straight to her eyes . i am scared of her not because she is fierce , but afraid of being hurt again .
though dear ensure me that he won't let anyone hurt me again . however , it is very hard to avoid as he can't always be with me all the time .
anyway , i managed to survive through her lesson . (:
i slept at self study lesson too . i was revising my geography and i fall asleep when i was reading the notes . maybe i was too bored that dear wasn't there as there was DnT theory lesson for them . i didn't go there . hahas .
PE lesson was very boring too . i got one month MC . maybe i can don't PE for the entire year as i may faint when i do vigorous exercise like running . i don't want to be like x-country that time , being carried by a stretcher . so embarrassing .
so xinying and i was doing the recording of NAPFA results . i wanted to do NAPFA but the stupid teacher said that i must finish all 5 stations , which is impossible as i can't do shuttle run . my head will hurt lohhs . stupid teacher . hahas .
i am so exhausted . my eyelids were so heavy . they were going to close anytime . so i quickly rushed home and sleep . maybe is the effect of my medicine . whenever i take anarex , i will feel like sleeping .
tomorrow i will have to see doctor again . my mum couldn't go with me so i think tomorrow afternoon i just go alone lohhs . so siians . my stress and depression medicine run out tomorrow . LOL .
ahh . exams ! luckily tomorrow is just languages paper 1 . nothing to be fear of . right ? hahas . my most confident paper for both languages . LOL .
good luck to everyone for tomorrow's exams ! gambatte ne !
i am so tired . i wanna sleep soon . ZzZzZz ...
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Tuesday, April 24, 2007♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SABRINA !
haiz . a bad start early in the morning . yesterday i wasn't feeling well , so i just lie down on the table . of course i didn't know what the teachers are talking about . i just found out this morning that we have to pass up summary by assembly .
this is so crap . i didn't even know a single thing except for the damn compo . i was sick yesterday , after getting drenched in the stupid rain . i began to panic .
after saying the pledge all this stuffs , mdm kamisah came to me . i said "can i hand up by the end of the day?"
she just said "no , you can't . i've already said that i will not mark any work until everyone hands in . i don't care if you got migraine . you can't let that control over you . you better go get youself check . you've cause xinying trouble the other day just to accompany you . if you are able to come to school , it means that you are well to listen in lessons . if you are unwell , don't come to school then . i will punish you . you will have to finish your work . next time , i will not mark the work of your classmates just because of you . "
after she said that , my tears just roll down . i didn't know i cause so many troubles for the others . if is because of me and the work of the others are not mark , i will feel guilty as it will be my fault .
i cried all the way back to class . i can't stop it . then she came to the class for awhile . mr loh got told her about my condition . so when i went out of class , mr loh told me that it's normal for her to react as she don't know anything . he asked xinying to accompany me to the washroom .
xinying accomapanied me . i sat outside the washroom and cried for very long . i told her how i feel . seriously , i didn't know that i cause trouble to other people . i feel very bad . i was hurt by the words . whether mdm kamisah know about my condition anot , it is still hurtful to any other people .
after crying , my eyes are really damn swollen . i tried to open my eyes and listen to ms foong's lesson . she is very nice . when i walked pass , she said "it's ok " somehow i feel slightly better .
i slept throughout the DnT lesson . i actually wanna do the stupid summary but my eyes really hurt .
after that everything seems ok till english lesson . during the lunch break , somehow i am scared . i don't want tp see mdm kamisah . i fear , frightened , afraid that she will hurt me again . thanks dear to be by my side .
well , while i was waiting for xinying and dear taking their chemistry test , mrs ang talked to me . she told me not to get upset with what mdm kamisah says . mrs ang saw me cry in the morning while i walked pass the class . haiz .
after that dear sent me back home . he was worry about me , afraid that i will cry at home .
i did cried afterall . i can't help it . so he just hug me and i just cried my whole heart out . i hate the thoughts that i am giving other people trouble . so i asked him " dear , am i a trouble to you ? " he replied " you are not a trouble at all . "
somehow , i feel relieved . if it is not because of him and all my friends and teachers supporting me , i may fall . both physically and mentally .
i wanted to give up but dear asked me not to . he said many encouraging words to me . i feel better now . i cried till i fell asleep . he also wrote letter to encourage me . i am so touched . however , i still hate mdm kamisah for all the hurtful words .
anyway , maybe i am not going to school tomorrow . guess i am mentally tired . i can't take any stress and pressure . i need some rest at home . but it depends lahhs . i wouldn't want to miss any lesson plus i will miss dear for sure . (:
hope that i can recover from all the problems that i have .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Saturday, April 21, 2007♥
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today i never go to geography lessson . my head hurts . dear never go too , but i don't know why . hahas .
nothing much . just now went to compass point to shop . nothing to shop . after that we went to rent some movies to watch . hahas .
actually staying at my aunt's house is quite fun but then one thing is i must be very careful with my wallet and handphone cos there are some kids staying here . they rented a room here . it seems like they will steal things . thus , we got to be very careful about it . i carry my things with me everywhere . sleeping in the room must remember to lock . troublesome right ?
i skipped my piano class cos i am not feeling very well and i can't make it there on time . i am at sengkang lohhs .
tomorrow i also won't be going to church as my mother decided to go to temple to pay respect to my late grandfather and uncle .
siians . later still must do homework . still got many of them not done yet .
i miss dear so much . can't wait to see you on monday . (:
headache all the time . when am i going to snap out of that ?
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Friday, April 20, 2007♥
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wahh . so many days never update . all thanks to the damn singnet . i got so pissed off with the damn thing .
monday .
english oral . well , i think i did very badly for it . i stammered all the time . this was so crap . i am dead this time . i cried after i stepped out of the exam hall . it sucks alright . thanks dear , qiaoyan and seekhei to confort me .
but then i reached home , i think i got a fever . i didn't know till dear touched my forehead when i was asleep . i recovered at night .
tuesday .
i never go to school as i got headache . feel like vomiting . the feeling sucks alright . hahas . my sisters fell sick too . so everyone never go to school worrs . LOL .
wednesday .
i went to school , alone . not even started the first period , i was send back . i got breathing difficulty . thanks yuanshan , xinying for helping me down the stairs and dear for taking my bag .
xinying accompany me till she missed 2 lessons . teachers who walked by keep on looking at me , asking if i am ok . thanks for their concern . i appreciate it . (:
i went to see doctor . my grandma and dad came to school and fetch me . well , i am suffering from anxiety and depression due to stress . the doctor even called mr loh to discuss about it .
i got damn lots of medicines and i have to go back to se doctor again next friday . what a day . LOL .
thursday .
i never go to school again . well , i got breathing difficulty so in the end , i stayed at home and rest .
my mum asked me to go yoga . well , quite fun . just that at body balance class , i split 2 times . hahas . i also don't know why . maybe the floor is too slippery . LOL .
i love the suana . it is so nice . hahas . anyway , i lost 2kg . i am so happy . lalala ~
today .
i feel better lerhhs . so i go to school . well , everything seems to be fine until recess . i tried to study for my maths test but it seems like everything cannot be absorb . i feel so helpless .
in the end , i cried .
when maths test started , i blackout . i didn't know what to do . then mrs see asked me to just take it as normal exercise . if not feeling well , just rest . in the end , i just rest there .
after school , xinying , qiaoyan , dear and i went to the HOD room . mrs see teach us on transformation . after that i went to see mr loh . thanks dear for accompany me . well , we talked about many things regarding myself . i know many personal things about him too . hope that everything will improve .
now i am staying at my aunt's house . tomorrow have to wake up early to go to school . siian narr . hahas .
i wanna recover from my sickness .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Saturday, April 14, 2007♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REUBEN !
and of course , HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY ♥ !
this afternoon , we went to pizza hut to have our lunch . dear , reuben , chinkiat , wenying , jingzhe , keith , sabrina and my sisters were there . worse thing of all was the guys helped the girls pay . sabrina , my sisters and i feel so paisehs . so we decided to treat them other things .
i treat the others ice cream . (:
we went around the shopping mall , loitering before we went up to watch movie . chinkiat , wenying and sabrina didn't join us for the movie . we watched the show 'MEET THE ROBINSONS' . the show was quite nice . (:
after the movie , we loiter around the place as we have no idea where to go . i decided to cancel my piano lesson as i wasn't feeling very well . dear never meet his mum cos he wanna send me home . thanks dear .
i think that everyone enjoy themselves today . hope that we can go out together again !
dear is not feeling well . i hope that he can get well soon (:
such an enjoyable outing . when will be the next one ? (:
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Friday, April 13, 2007♥
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damn that stupid speech day . sit there for nothing and don't let us go to the washroom . for goodness sake , this is our human rights . who the hell are you for not letting us going to the washroom ? oh please , not even the VIPs .
whatever . i managed to go to the washroom after waitng for 3+ hours while some others must wait till they reached home . this is so crap . it seems like they take away our human rights . we know that it is very rude to stand up or walk away if someone is talking . however , this kind of things is really beyond our control .
anyway , i met yenling at downtown in the afternoon . we have a chat before we went to the speech day . seriously , the speech day was very boring .
today we are kinda of 'HIGH' . everyone cheer when our favourite teachers get the award . YEAH ! MR AZHAR , YOU RAWKS ! hahas . my sister even told me that next year she will choose history over geography , hoping that mr azhar will teach her . LOL .
after the speech day , i found out that my mum was very pissed off with things in school . firstly , she cannot park her car in the school . next , when she and my sister sat on the chair , someone told her that they were for the VIPs . the problem was the chairs don't have any label . lastly , she thinks that mr ong speech is too long winded and boring . she nearly fall asleep and mr ong shout 'crestian' scare her to death . LOL .
whatever . i wonder what will happen tomorrow . the people confused me . >_<
i will never want to go to the speech day wearing uniform . it sucks big time .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Thursday, April 12, 2007♥
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yesterday my head really hurts . thus , i never blog . (:
i went to see doctor yesterday as i was running out of some medicine . in the end , i change medicine again ( expensive ones ) . my blood pressure and heart rate drop due to my previous medicine . LOL .
anyway , i am excuse from PE for 30 days . cool right ? the doctor scared that i will faint . other than that , doctor observed me to see whether i have depression . i was given the anti-depression medicine . LOL .
i just simply stayed at home doing nothing .
today , everything seems fine until english lesson . my head hurts more and more . i can't stand it . in the end , i rest for the whole day .
oh ya , i find that the speech day rehersal is rather stupid . why must audience go there for the thing ? learn how to clap and sing perhaps ?
just now when to cut hair with qiaoyan . our hair is about the same length . she keeps on complaining that her hair is too short . LOL . to me , it's ok as my hair will grow very quickly . hahas .
tomorrow , there is no school except for the speech day thingy . stupid . go there also got nothing to do . i will surely fall asleep , just like last year . LOL .
such a boring day with terrible headache .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Tuesday, April 10, 2007♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY ! (:
Today , i am not feeling very well . my head hurts . i also get very pissed off with my 2 sisters . seriously , i do hope that they can stop their nonsense .
well , i have training today . my headache still can manage cos i ate the medicine for headache . the training was ok , though i was a little tired .
oh ya , today got one relief teacher came in for English lesson . the first thing she said "class , you have a test right now " thats was like a shock to everyone of us . we are not inform whether there is any test or not . whatever .
just now went to hougang mall to have dinner with mummy and uncle . it is to celebrate my mum's birthday . the food wasn't nice though .
there is possibility that i won't be going to school tomorrow . i am feeling so sick right now . feel like vomiting . yucks . i just simply hope that the damn headache will go off .
i feeling very sick . maybe i should see doctor tomorrow...
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Monday, April 09, 2007♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED PWINCE ! LOL .
i got so pissed off with my sister this morning . bloody hell . they don't want to go to school again . i wonder when the hell they will start to change a new leaf . this is totally crap . whatever . it spoil my mood early in the morning . crap .
i was having a headache this morning . why it must be always me ? haiiz . what a day to start the week .
i gave the piglet to dear . it is so cute . xinying took it to hug for the whole day . hahas . anyway , i still think that it is abit funny to give a soft toy to a guy , unless he is junyuan . muahahaha . LOL .
oh ya . mr azhar said that he viewed kendrick , qiaoyan , clarissa and my blog . oh man . this is crap . luckily i never write anything bad about him . not to worry as there is nothing in my blog , except for one entry whereby i scold someone fcuk all the way . LOL .
maybe we can consider putting password . hahas . LOL .
anyway , we get back our chemistry test . it was TERRIBLE . the first chemistry test that i never get an A1 . i flunked the damn test like shit . 22/30 . it is definitely not because i don't undertstand anything about the topic , but simply because i am indecisive about my answers and of course , careless . this is the result for not reading the questions properly . i could have get a full marks or so .
i cried . i can't stop my tears from rolling down my cheeks . it was a nightmare , worst nightmare of all . haiiz . thanks dear and xinying to be by my side all the time . (:
not to be forgotten . today mdm tan said something which cause some unhappiness between the students . well , we don't want to argue with her was merely because we are sick and tired of those stuffs . to clarify , it is NOT we want to be in this humanities class . is mr ong refused to open another '4/7 combination' class .
people in this class have tried to appeal out or asked for permission to take extra subject . he was the one who refuse to . the combination sucks . so what if you took 3 humanities ? everyone is different . we have different interest , strong areas and abilities . you can do it but that doesn't mean we can .
yeah , we only have 7 subjects . people like yuanshan and myself will have 6 cos dropped either DnT or art . we don't have a choice . if you think that we should have 8 or 9 subjects , then should 4/8 have 10 or 11 ? we wanted to but we couldn't . you should know it all along after teaching in this school for a few years . you think we wanted this ? NO . we don't want to but what can we do ?
whatever . i don't wanna talk about this crap anymore . it is totally useless as we are unable to take any extra subjects .
anyway , i found out something . mr neo never send me to competition is due to my constant MC and afraid that the migraine will affect me . well , i have already let the matter rest . i accepted this explanation . tomorrow i will be going back for training though i am unwell . no MC . i think i will train hard for other competition .
so many unhappy things happen today . a bad way to start the week .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Sunday, April 08, 2007♥
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today i went to city harvest church at expo for the easter day service . well , minette has grown taller , taller than i do . LOL .
the place is really huge , nice and cold too . well , i make many friends there . the songs and drama are nice , just that i hate some of the sound effects for the drama .
after that , we went to the carnival . the place is great . hahas . i will be going to the church with minette next time .
i went to city hall afterwards . suntec then marina square . crap . the topshop there also don't have my size . what the hell . anyway , i bought one white off shoulder top and a jeans short . quite nice lahhs . hahas .
the thing i hate was that i can't find a nice white heels . thats so irritating . arghh ..
anyway , i have bought dear's birthday present . SO CUTE . hahas .
i got to stop myself from going shopping before the midyear exams . i gonna broke soon . must start saving lerhhs . LOL .
having fun . love the day !
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Saturday, April 07, 2007♥
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today is such a boring day . i slept till afternoon . in fact , i am having a headache till now . :(
haiiz . sometimes , i really hate weekends . it seems to be so long when you are not doing anything . my head really hurts . whatever .
i cried again . clever people will know why . i just can't help it .
anyway , today i am spending my time watching anime . with the headache , it is very difficult for me to sleep . so i just watch anime from youtube . it has been such a long time since i watched mahoujin guruguru . so KAWAII ! hahas .
i skipped my piano lesson . i decided to rest at home .
tomorrow i will be going to minette's church . afternoon , i will be going to suntec city for shopping spree . my sisters will be going with me . too bad tomorrow qiaoyan got tuition . nevermind . i must buy the things i wanted . muahahahaha .
i really miss you alot . i can't get you out of my mind for even 1 second .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Friday, April 06, 2007♥
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today , i went to vivo city with qiaoyan (:
well , we shop around the place , looking at shoes , cosmetics and of cos , TAMAGOTCHI ! LOL .
i bought a M.A.C blusher , $33 . so nice . next time if i wanna buy any blusher , i will go to M.A.C . hahas .
i wanted to buy a white heels but too bad now charles and keith don't have . haiz . so disappointing . then we went to toy'r'us . we can't find the design that we wanted . so we shop around to see if there is other toy shop . but too bad all the designs are the same .
so we went to orchard afterward , hoping that takashimaya will have . but too bad we still cannot find . i meet my sisters there . then we went to grab something to eat . while qiaoyan and i was sitting outside ngee ann city , i turned my head and i saw paragon got toy'r'us . hahas . we went there straight away .
well , we still cannot find the designs we wanted . so in the end , the both of us bought the white color with silver prints . we are so happy . LOL . it seems like the both of us have deprived childhood . hahas .
after that we went back to takashimaya . i bought a brown-gold canmake eyeshadow . it is to match my M.A.C earth tone blusher . i guess that's all what i needed for my earth tone make up . (:
then we went to wisma to shop for clothes and shoes . well , forever 21 does have very nice clothes but abit too expensive , over my $30 budget for each piece . so we went to TOPSHOP . i saw many clothes i wanted , all WHITE color . hehes . qiaoyan got very 'pissed off' as i keep on choosing white color clothes . LOL . she also waited for me for very long cos i am trying on the clothes . hahas . thanks girl . (:
well , in the end i never buy any clothes cos all don't have small size . haiz . SO SAD . i can't stand going out without buying any clothes cos i am really short of clothes . my cupboard is very pathetic . LOL .
we went back afterward . so tired . haiiz . now i have got nothing to do and i miss dear so much . how i wish that i got something to do so that i can get distracted . nevermind . tomorrow i shall study . (:
arghh . i wanna to buy clothes . darn it . why they don't have my size ...
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Thursday, April 05, 2007♥
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today i am kinda of moody . not feeling very well i guess .
well , i keep on falling asleep . i don't mean to fall asleep in english and maths lesson but the lessons are indeed very dry , especially i hate oral and transformation . >_<
whatever . today xingying and i got no PE . so good . too bad next week i will have to go for PE and must run . i am kinda of lazy . but if i faint , i will be excuse from PE again . siians narr . LOL .
haiiz . i think i flunk my chemistry test lerhhs . haiiz . the result of missing too many lessons . the 3 topics , speed of reaction , alkanes and fuels . i missed alkanes and fuels though i understand most of it and as for speed of reaction , i missed some cos i was having migraine when teacher was teaching .
BUT THIS AIN'T AN EXCUSE FOR SCREWED UP THE TEST ! haiiz .
i was pretty moody today . perhaps because dear is going oversea at midnight plus today till sunday night bahhs . haiiz . i can't possibly ask him not to go . i got to keep quiet then .
well , i will try to keep myself occupied as promised . tomorrow , i will be going to vivo city to shopping with qiaoyan . maybe shop till very late bahhs . who knows ? then saturday i will spend my time studying and go for my piano lesson . sunday i will be meeting minette to go to her church . hope that everything will keep me occupied and not miss him too much . (:
i think i got to start my damn revision on saturday . starting with geography , finish maths transformation worksheet and some physics revision .
but i will enjoy my shopping as far as i could !
i gonna miss you alot . don't worry , i will be just fine !
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Wednesday, April 04, 2007♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GERALDINE aka JELLYBEAN !
hmm . today i am very tired . dozing off in class for countless times . LOL .
well , lessons were not very boring except for the time when mr azhar talking about the military stuffs . maybe i am not interested in those stuffs so i just simply dozed off . i don't mean it lahhs . again , he made fun of me about the campus superstar thingy . hahas .
nothing much . by the way , the chinese oral is postponed to one of the days after speech day . oh crap . all sec 4 must go to the damn speech day . crap . i cannot join my mum . darn it .
today's self study , many people fall asleep . i guess everyone is very tired today , especially those people stayed back for the SYF practise . after self study , we still have maths remedial . so tired . i never finish my maths paper . then mrs see asked dear to make sure i finished my work . dead lahhs .
just now i went down for a run . after 1.25km , i was quite tired . i think i nearly fainted . walked for awhile then i continue to run for another 1.25km . after that did some physical training . jump staircase , push up , sit ups , kicking and stretching . hopefully i can lose some weight asap . i can't stand my figure . LOL .
yawn . i am so tired now . later i still must study for the chemistry test . genius got to study afterall . =p
yawn . everyone was tired in the day .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Tuesday, April 03, 2007♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YE LUN !
hahas . i will never forget his birthday . afterall , i like him for 3 years . LOL . okok . guess i should stop my crap . later got some people jealous . hahas .
hmm , today i am hyperactive . i don't know why but i just simply know that i am HAPPY !
oh ya . by the way , congrats to some of my dear juniors who won trophies yesterday . continue to work hard bahhs . (:
c division : men's sabre 1st - ernest . men's epee 1st and 3rd - nivash and weiyang . women's foil 2nd and 3rd - denise and yihuan .
again , congrats to the prize winners from yesterday's event . (:
hmm , i went home straight after school . so siians . dear accompany me back home . well , due to some stupid things , it spoil my mood for the entire day . firstly , i never bring my keys . my sister was sick and she supposed to stay at home and yet she went out . idiots then will believe that she was sick .
i called her , argue with her and end up she scolded me ' fcuk you ' then hanged up the phone . bloody hell . so i called my mum and she asked me to wait . whatever . dear is kind enough to wait with me . i feel very bad lahhs . i waited from 4 plus till 7pm . if it is not because of dear , i would have gone mad , waiting for my stupid sisters . anyway my mum came back first .
just now went to toa payoh to have my dinner . then i also go there to find daddy and grandma . nothing much .
siians . tomorrow i must go for my run . oh crap . never run for 2 days . monday was because i was too tired . today is because it was too late by the time my mum opened the damn door for me . whatever .
oh damn . there is chinese oral tomorrow . crap .
hyperactive but yet kinda of pissed off .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Monday, April 02, 2007♥
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today i am too tired . so in the end didn't run in the morning or evening . yawn .
hmm . today there is 2 teachers never come . 3 period free in total . well , lucky for me . maths in the morning will make me feel bored for the whole day . LOL .
anyway , the whole the just simply damn boring lahhs . i can't help it to fall asleep in history lesson . oh crap . why there is the debate thingy ? i don't really looking forward to it .
siians . i wonder . i hope that tomorrow won't be a boring day . (:
wahh . i still got homework that is yet to be completed . siians narr . who will save me from the boredom ? crap mans .
nevermind . i shall go back to sleep . but before that , i got to wait till 12mn and wish some people happy birthday . i wanna to be the first one . (:
such a boring day . i simply cannot stand it .
i am soooo in love with you ♥
Sunday, April 01, 2007♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADRIAN and HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY !
i am so tired after the 2.5km run . this is the result for lazy and falling sick all the time . haiz . only the last 350m or so that i breeze walking . so tired . guess i should start running everyday to keep myself fit and slim .
I WANT TO SLIM DOWN !
i should start to slim down . getting fat after cross country isn't right for me . i used to keep myself fit due to fencing . i gonna step down and moreover i never exercise since feburary . i wanna reduce my weight back to 50kg . LOL .
anyway , today i went to the temple to pray my grandfather . many people were there cos of the don't know what day , which will last for a month . well , i think i am a little emotional when it comes to things concern about my grandfather . maybe i really miss him too much bahhs . afterall he had passed away 11 years ago .
nothing much . just that i think i will be going there again to pray my maternal grandfather and my uncle . i wonder when will it be ...
hmm , then went to tampines mall afterwards . i wonder why weekend there are so many people there . hahas . too bad i cannot find the thing i want .
siians . tomorrow there is school . i got to finish my homework and study for my test . arghh . why is there so many homework for us to do everyday ? it is so sickening . hope that tomorrow will be a better day . got to wake up early for running . >_<
SLIM DOWN ; MY ULTIMATE AIM OF THE YEAR !
i am soooo in love with you ♥
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