This are the pictures taken at Kbox when kendrick and qiaoyan were singing together . LOL .

today , i meet kendrick , sabrina , aaron , jingming , lingle and qiaoyan at bedok MRT platform . i saw aaron and caline at tampines platform . we went to marina sqaure to have our lunch and go to kbox . the train was so crowded this afternoon . hahas .

we ate yoshinoya . after that , we bought some drinks and went up to kbox . well , many people were there , queueing and waiting for their turns . we didn't wait for very long so it was still alright .

well , the whole day in the kbox was so fun . we were taking pictures of the people who were singing and recording kendrick's beautiful voice . hahas . he didn't realised until we told him . hahas . qiaoyan and i was very hyper when singing , as per usual . hahas .

after leaving the place , the guys went to the arcade while the girls went to the nearby shops to look around . well , i was looking for the items in my wishlists . i managed to find a denim skirt . just nice , not too long , not too short . hahas . then i bought a denim shorts and jeans too . spend about $100 . gosh . i got to save money and stop going out . >_<

qiaoyan bought a pencilbox . at first , she thought that she never bring enough money . so she borrowed money from me . in the end , she found it so she returned to me . LOL .

we meet at the entrance and went to raffles city shopping centre . aaron wanted to buy something for SOMEONE . hahas . we went to the tea house for dinner . the food was alright lahhs . i love to eat with with them . it feels like a big family whereby we take the food for one another . hahas .

we saw a guy whose face very qian bian . he stared at us , giving that kind of look that trying to tell us 'how come kids are eating in this restaurant?' . he left a few seconds before us . so we went followed him , overtook him and tried to walk as slow as possible . we were just trying to block that guy's way . it is lame but his attitude sucks alright .

after that , we went around the place looking for the shop or booth that aaron was looking for . in the end , we can't find the booth so he bought some lollipops at a store . i bought an ice cream for dessert . it is a japanese brand from hokkaido . the hazelnut flavour is nice ! hahas .

sabrina and kendrick bought cookies from subway . it seems like the service and attitude of the cashier sucks . after that they went to buy haagen daz ice cream . hahas . i went to bought my silver eye shadow at red earth .

we went home afterwards . we took some photos but must ask kendrick to send to me . i shall post it the next time . everyone is having so much fun today . hope that we can go out together again .

siians . tomorrow got school . don't want to go also must go . LOL . nevermind , after tomorrow is WEEKEND . hahas .

and finally , i know where to buy my high heels . LOL .

how i wish that you are with me . didn't see you for months , i miss you .

everyone is having so much fun !

i just came home from the temple thingy . i am so tired but i decided to blog since i never blog yesterday .

yesterday was the first day of the structure program . it was kinda of boring . >_<

monday night mummy bought a fancl cleansing oil . thanks to aunt who told her that i wanted that . (:

after school went to eat lunch with qiaoyan then i went to her house to slack . nothing to do . hahas . i went home at about 6pm . =p

today school is also very boring . after school , i went to have lunch with xinying . i came back to school and practice oral with mdm kamisah . it isn't that bad after all .

after that , i was playing the piano till mummy came . she and my cousin came at about 4 plus . they went to see my sisters' teachers then followed by mr loh .

wow , i can't imagine my class position is 12 and level position is 86 . for the first time , i am in the 1st 100 . LOL .

after that , my mum dropped my sisters at white sands and drove to my cousin's house for awhile . we ate at ang mo kio then we went to the temple at sembawang with 2 other friends of my mum .

well , i didn't pray cos i am a christian . so i just sat there and see them praying for about 2 hour plus . they walk 3 steps and kneel down and pray . i can't believe that those people pray till have bruises or skin came off . so scary .

nevermind . i just know that i am very tired right now . tomorrow i will be going out with kendrick they all . hope tomorrow will be a wonderful day !

i miss you so much .

I WANNA REST !

yesterday , i went to my cousin's house to celebrate my nephew's birthday . well , it is alright . not really very boring . my nephew is so cute . hahas . many people went there but was still alright .

today is the 'O' level mother tongue exams .

the paper 1 is easy but the paper 2 sucks alright . what the hell . the stupid comprehension got so many opinion questions . first passage is still alright . the the second passage is really damn boring . i nearly fell asleep . gosh . i don't even got the mood to answer the stupid question .

after the exams , we went up to the computer lab to do the stupid career quiz or something . to me , those are something which are not accurate . lame shit . i don't even want to give a damn about it .

it seems like now i am not in a very good mood . curse the damn exams . think i got to work very hard for the paper 3 , though it should be alright for me .

later i may be bringing my sisters to century square to cut their hair and have our dinner there . i am so tired now . maybe i should take a nap .

tomorrow the structure programme starts . so boring . i can't stand the lessons for 1 hour for each subject . worse come to worst is 2 hours . i don't know cos i lost the damn timetable . boring .

should i rebond my hair in this holiday or should i wait till after 'O' level ? arghh . got to think carefully . siians .

i gonna miss him .

i hate the stupid chinese paper . arghh .

this is the photo i took yesterday . cute right ? it is just $9.90 . I WANNA BUY ! hehes (:

yesterday was the last day of school [not really last day for the sec 2 and 4] . so siians . everything seems to be fine except for ong's talk .

oh gosh . whatever he said was crap . how can people studying without having some fun ? only idiots do that . now studying is not about memorizing . it is about understanding , application and higher thinking . unlike those old days .

can't believe he don't understand this FACTS . who will follow his extremely stupid ways ? not even ghost . if anyone of us ever do that , we will probably gone mad . anyway , i doubt that any parents will want to see us studying like mad . it will scare them .

i don't believe that if you don't have a good certificate , that means you are bad . some people are not that kind of studying material . there is no way forcing them . expel them if they can't ? i think he is certainly mad .

arghh . he really spoil my mood for yesterday , after listening to 1hr of nonsense crap .

i went to downtown to eat KFC with qiaoyan . we skipped the chinese remedial . of course , we are not the only ones . MANY people in our class are culprits too . hahas . anyway , chinese CANNOT be improve by practicing and in a short time . it is all about basic foundation and this is what i truly believe .

after that , i went to cut my hair . it is quite nice lahhs . hahas . quite sastified . (:

jeremy came to my house and i just helped him with the chinese stuffs . nothing else .

today , i am so bored . no one will go out with me because chinese O level is on monday . i also don't feel like going out in such a humid and hot day . I CAN'T STAND THE STUPID WEATHER ! arghh .

i went to t-mart to rent some dvd , death note 2 and just my luck . they are quite nice ! hahas .

tomorrow , i will be going to my cousin's house to celebrate my nephew's birthday . hehes . i miss him so much (:

something seems to go wrong now .

i am so bored !

yesterday i didn't go to school . xinying and qiaoyan also never go . left with the poor yuanshan , bully by the guys .

not to be forgotten , mama , junheng and edmond came to visit me . the boys even bought herbal tea for me . thanks .

having a nice chat with the 3 of them (:

today , i go back to school . nothing much i guess . just that the day was so boring . recess time , some of us never go down . but who knows that today SHE will do a head count . of course , i believe also got some people go baotoh . whatever . just apologise and that's it .

after lunch break , i went to take science practical with nazirul . we joined the sec 5 . well , it is quite easy overall . still got so much time left over .

tomorrow no lesson . but have to listen to the ong talk . siians . never pass 5 subjects niia mahhs . see for what . so lame lohhs . whatever . if is not because the previous days i have many MCs and letters , i won't go to school tomorrow lohhs . waste my time .

ahh . what should i do ? haiz .

haiz . i am not feeling well for days . after the outing with th girls , midnight i vomitted and afternoon i got a fever .

at night see doctor and he said i got gastric flu . so i was given a MC for monday .

well , i didn't really eat for this 2 days , except for some bread in order to take medicine . is like need to crawl around the house lohhs .

today , i went to school . i can't be absent for so many days . in the end i nearly fainted at assembly . thanks for xinying holding me when i fell forward . mr loh asked me to sit down afterwards .

xinying also sick so we decided to go home during recess . but my parents are working . they just simply don't allow me to go home on my own . so i called my mum and make a big fuss out of it . in the end , my aunt come and fetch me .

she said that my cousin also got the same signs . vomitting in midnight and now fever . but can't be i spread to her cos i never see her for 2 days . anyway , hope that she will get well soon . same goes to xinying too .

maybe tomorrow i will not be going to school . i am still not feeling well . oh gosh . haiiz . hopefully i will recover before chinese o level .

thanks for all my good friends and teachers concern . i appreciate that (:

i wanna get well asap !

yesterday never blog . so tired .

anyway , i never go to school . i was not feeling very well with all the rashes and headache .

at night , i went to aunt's house . bought mos burger back there to eat . nothing much lahhs . i just know that the aircon is damn cold . LOL .

today , i went out with my BLACK HEARTS HIME girls [ excluding yuanshan ] , sabrina and my cousin . we went to bugis to shop for back . to our disappointment , we saw nothing nice there . siians .

after that we went to far east , shopping for bags . well , we don't really see the design we wanted . so in the end we just shopped around . unluckily , xinying's shoes spoil . the stripes came off .

so we went to shop for shoes . however , we were too choosy . hahas . so we decided to walk to wisma . but who knows that xinying's shoe's sole came off . in the end , we asked her to walk one leg bare footed . if not she can't walk properly .

anyway , on my way to wisma , i saw jingsi and mandy . long time never see them , especially jingsi . LOL .

xinying took a long time choosing shoes at the shop . LOL . typical girls . like me ! hahas .

after that i went to M.A.C to buy a mascara . i took a long time choosing too . LOL . then we went to the basement to buy food . we bought yakitori , takoyaki , modanyaki , fruits and ice cream . hahas . we ate alot , but not as much as qiaoyan . LOL . greedy monster . hahas .

then we went to hereen while sabrina went to takashimaya to buy something . well , finally we found the bag we want . all colours are very nice but it seems like i look strange with black and brown . so in the end qiaoyan and i bought the same colour , white . LOL .

we meet sabrina then we went back home . oh ya , forget to mention . i finally bought the white tube top from topshop . huray ! LOL .

having so much fun . (:

today i never go to school . i am feeling so dizzy and breathless . plus the damn rashes i have . it is so itchy .

yesterday .
i get back the rest of my results . i failed geography very badly . paper 1 20/40 . paper 2 37/100 . it is quite badly done . but only can blame myself for not putting enough effort .

i failed my history paper . 22/50 . again , i never study enough . however , i was quite sastified with my social studies results . 37/50 . good right ? source base 19/25 , 1st essay 11/12 , 2nd essay 7/13 . the 2nd essay is incomplete so just pass . overall i still get a C5 .

chinese paper . listening - full marks , paper 1 - 50/70 , paper 2 - 48/70 and lastly oral - 35/40 . i am quite sastified with the results . overall i got an A2 . grrr . why teacher don't give me another 0.9 and i can get an A1 ? LOL .

after school , i went to downtown east with qiaoyan and sabrina . we ate ben and jerry ice cream . of course , we sat there and chat about many things . after that we went home .

haiz . now i am confused . who should i choose ? the 1st is always unforgetable moreover the whole thing happened so sudden and complicated till i have no time to choose . should i continue to act on or should i end it ? i don't know . seriously i am not in the right mind to make a correct decision .

back to today .
i just go see doctor and get medicine for depression and hives . of course , excuse from PE . nothing much .

i guess i should really rest my mind after the 2 days of 'SHOCKED' of exams results . plus now i have some problems coming out . oh dear , what should i do ? who can say me from the agony ? crap .

tell me , what do you want me to do ?

today got school . what a day . starting of the day makes me sad . stupid maths paper . both failed by 4 marks . darn it .

whatever . i just know that my rashes are damn itchy . xinying and i keep on scratching . LOL .

physics . well , actually many questions i know how to do but i have too many careless mistake . damn it . anyway , paper 1 physics i scored 14/20 . paper 2 39/65 . overall 62 % .

chemistry . luckily i got 61/65 . if not i sure cry de . however , the mistakes that i have made was unforgivable . i give no excuse to myself for getting wrong .

english paper . worst . i failed both papers . for the 1st time , i failed my situational writing . damn it . i always scored very well for that and yet i failed . i never failed my paper 1 before . haiiz . nevermind . i think tomorrow will have more shocks for me .

i can't take the blow anymore . i feel like banging my head against the wall . my head hurts till now . what should i do ?

anyway . today i am so pissed off . i can't stand some people keep on showing off his or her results or say they failed or 'hao lian' all this stuffs . if you score well , shut up . if you score badly , keep quiet . if you pass , just keep it to yourself . no need to keep on bragging about the results . this is MYE , not O levels .

i am also kinda of pissed off that some people don't know how the others feel . they passed , they said that they are sad and the results are bad . what about those people like me who failed ? did you guys ever think of how the people who did badly feel ?

those people who don't understand the others is the kind of person i hate the most .

somehow , this thing remind me of someone , someone who is once important , of cos , the person is still as important too . sometimes , i wonder if i really made the wrong choice . i can't help to wonder about it .

pissed off for the entire day . HEADACHE !

yesterday i went to have dinner with my maternal grandmother . of cos , with my sisters and aunt along . if not i wouldn't want to go .

damn her . she treat as if i am not there . worst of all , she said that i cannot study . what the fuck . among all her grandchildren , i am the smartest ok . not that i am boasting or what . but thats the fact lohhs .

whatever . next time i am not going to have dinner with her . this is so crap . waste my time .

today i went to kbox with dear , kendrick , qiaoyan and yuanshan .

we are having so much fun . we sang many songs . qiaoyan and i was damn hyper . LOL .

the most funny thing was that we pour away the tibits in a plastic bag and then ask the person to refill again and again . LOL .

after that we went to parkway parade to have our dinner . we went to delifrance . the food is so nice , especially the waffle ice cream . hahas .

hope that we can go out together after the chinese o level (:

lalala ~ i love singing (:

yesterday xinying , qiaoyan and i went to watch spiderman 3 . the show is so nice . hahas . (:

these are the photos that xinying took . we are the winnie the pooh friends . hahas . guess which one represent myself , xinying , qiaoyan and yuanshan . (:

we took neoprints afterwards . hahas . i treat the girls . we were having so much fun . anyway , we have decided to call ourselves the black heart hime . nice name right ? photos of the 4 of us will be updated as soon as i done with the editing . (:

well , i looked for dear afterwards . kinda of pissed of as he was supposed to watch the movie with us but he came late as he play LAN with the others .

nevermind . i was in a bad mood yesterday . quarrel with my stupid sisters . this is my blog . i like to blog whatever i like and you two gundos have no rights to comment on it . scram off if you are not happy .

i went to my aunt's house to stay . i was so tired yesterday . supposedly should celebrate mothers' day but we decided to celebrate late .

so boring . i have got nothing to do . the stupid weather is damn hot . i can't stand it lohhs . curse the humid weather .

one more thing . YEAH ! THE MYE IS OVER ! finally man . hahas .

having fun with the girls yesterday !

today is combined science papers .

chemistry is very easy , paper 1 is alright . but the physics paper sucks . so difficult . the questions are all on those that i am not good at . questions like light , converging lense and electricity .

worst of all , i don't even know how to do the very first question .

for chemistry , i think i should be able to get 60 and above if there is no careless mistake . paper 1 maybe can get 35 but for physics , i think i better not have high hope on it . maybe 45 is enough .

sucks lahhs . haiiz . flunk physics paper is worst than never complete combined humanities and maths papers . i don't wanna see my results . though people say that it just MYE , but somehow it is still impossible to treat it as a practice .

however , the difficulty of the physics paper is expected . what an unlucky day . haiiz .

tomorrow is my last paper . i don't really need study much cos yesterday got study lerhhs . hahas . after that , i am temporary free from exams ! huray !

tomorrow watch spiderman 3 . monday go K-box . i think this gonna be damn fun . best thing of all is monday no school . yeah !

gonna flunk my exams . hopefully i will pass ...

this few days the weather is damn hot . finally , it rained this afternoon !

monday .
history and maths paper . wahh . the history paper is for alien do de lohhs . the essay question is so difficult , even though i have studied for germany chapter . i also never finish the paper . haiz . forget it .

maths paper 2 is still alright . i managed to finish but i have lost 16 marks . siians . but finally the combined humanities and mathematics stress are off my shoulder . few more papers to go .

at night i went to aunt sharon's birthday celebration . the food were delicious . hahas . but the place has lots of mosquitoes . LOL . we went home at about midnight cos of the cutting cake and photo taking . it was quite fun !

yesterday .
it was DnT paper , which means no school for me . i went to find xinying and dear after their paper . i wanna get the geography notes to photocopy . hahas . we went to central to eat something .

after that i went to dear's house for awhile cos i am meeting someone to get my preorder clothes . well , i didn't know that my line was cut off . damn it . i can't call out or message . what a day .

anyway , the clothes are gorgeous . hahas . especially the white dress . (:

then i went to yoga with mummy , aunt and carol . oh god . they called me every 5 minutes . so i got so irritated .

the class was alright just that it was very tired as it last for one and a half hour . hahas . in between there were many funny things happened between the four of us , especially my mummy . LOL .

haiya . as per usual , i spilt many times . i didn't know i can split facing left . hahas . stupid right . LOL . then many people look at me . it's like just nice my position of my feet is always on the floor which is very slippery . LOL .

i don't even study for geography paper . siians . got to wake up at 8am for breakfast .

today .
wahh . i can't sleep yesterday . so hot that all my rashes appear . what the hell . i can't sleep at all . luckily i don't have to go to school early in the morning .

well , i meet dear at white sand's burger king . keith and i was on time while reuben and dear were late . hahas . haiz . got to start mugging for the exam early in the morning .

the paper was alright . hopefully i can pass lahhs . don't be like last year , i failed badly . LOL .

then when dear and i was on the way home , it rained heavily . luckily there is many shelter around the area that we won't be very wet .

siians . got to study for science paper . my chemistry file is in the classroom . i got to try my best then . so unlucky . somemore the first paper is chemistry paper . arghh . but then after tomorrow's papers , there will be no more worries for me as friday is geography paper 1 . hahas .

hopefully i get to sleep tonight . LOL .

i can't stand the weather ! AHH !!!!!!

today , i went to my cousin's birthday celebration . it is at aloha loyang .

nothing much . just simply eat the BBQ stuffs and study with my cousin .

just now my mum went crazy . she says since there is no cake , she shall throw my cousin into the swimming pool . by the way , the swimming pool is just right behind the chalet . so uncle rom and mummy carry my cousin and throw her inside . it was so funny .

i was still at my aunt's house this afternoon . we just laze around the house and we accompany aunt to compasspoint to eat lunch and buy things .

we watched horror movie after that .

siians . later still must study for the exam . headache arhhs . stress mans .

haiiz . don't know what dear is busying about . until now [11:20pm] we don't really message . he said he is busy so i shall not disturb him . i miss him so much . (:

begin to panic for tomorrow's paper .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAROL !

today is maths paper 1 and chinese paper 2 .

well , again i nearly doze off in chinese paper due to my sleeping pill's effect . LOL . but i managed to finish and take a nap . hahas .

maths paper 1 is totally a disaster . i can't finish the damn paper . i haven't even read the last 2 questions . there goes my 10 marks . whatever . i am sad but can i reverse the time ? haiz . 2 papers incomplete so far . i think monday's papers will be a real disaster . oh crap . evaluate all sources huh . haiz .

i went home and took a nap . the exams really drain my energy . got headache while taking the papers , especially maths paper 1 .

anyway , just now i went to yoga with my aunt and mummy . well , this class is better than the previous two different classes i have taken the other time . abit more of flexibility . that's more i like it . hahas .

well , i split in the class again . oh damn . everyone laughed at me . so embarrassing . but the instructor say " very good . this shows that you are very flexible . " crap . hahas .

next time i wouldn't want to sit in front of the class . everyone see what i do and the instructor come to me all the time . he said "you are the most flexible person i ever see in the class . " so paisehs . LOL .

well , we took a quick bath afterwards and we went to my cousin's house to celebrate her birthday . nothing much .

we went to hougang to have our dinner and we went to my aunt's house to stay over till sunday .
yawn . i am so tired after all the stretching work . got to sleep early and study for monday's exam . (:

hopefully i can finish the rest of my papers on time . (:

shucks . i hate today's paper . write too much till my hand got blisters . >_<

today is english paper 2 and social studies paper .

well , i nearly fell asleep in the english paper 2 due to my sleeping pill . damn it . think must take it earlier so that the effects won't last that long . but i managed to finished 15mins before time and have some time to check .

however , the paper is quite difficult . some words are seems so 'alien' to me . LOL . but i managed to get the meaning by reading the questions and passages for a few times .

after the paper , everyone start mugging for social studies paper . we tried to memorize things in just about 40mins time . well , i only managed to finish memorizing on education . i tried to memorize some on health but then there wasn't enough time .

fine enough , the SBQ came out on population , something got to do with birth rate . for the first time , i write so much for my social studies paper . LOL . last time my answers were damn short . now , it is kinda of lengthy due to the long long format .

worse thing was i never finish my second essay . it sucks alright . i blackout when i do the second essay . i suddenly can't remember things on health service . but in the end i still try to throw in the things i know lahhs . education is still ok . i know almost all my points . still got some confidence .

the tension of the exam hall increased when mr azhar was walking around in the hall . i felt so tensed up when he walked pass . LOL .

but die lahhs . in history SBQ , the usefulness question will require us to study all sources . it means that we got to evaluate all source in I=PEES . so many things to write . many people can't even finished this social studies paper . history paper will be like hell to us . think for history paper , i better write essay first . LOL .

haiiz . i am still very disappointed with my performance . i can't imagine that i can't even memorize just one chapter . though doctor said that it is ok as i am unwell , my mum , dear and the others told the same thing too , i still can't accept the fact .

so after exams , i kept quiet and walked off . i just wanna be alone . though i didn't talk to dear much , he still sent me home to ensure that i am ok . he is so patient whenever i throw my temper or crazy attitudes and mood swing at him . best of all , he still manage to make me smile all the time . thanks dear to be always by my side . (:

anyway , i got headache now . the exams really drained my energy , both physically and mentally . i need some rest but i can't sleep . nevermind . later i go revise some maths questions and i will sleep early today .

i began to fear for tomorrow's maths paper 1 . haiz . luckily tomorrow is the last day of school of the week . thanks god . phew .

arghh . i wanna cry but no tears in my eyes . my eyes are so dry ...

few days never blog lerhhs . kinda of tired .

monday .
i didn't go to school on that day . got rashes . very itchy and painful till i can't sleep at night . so in the morning got headache . my sisters also never go to school . LOL .

dear came to my house to pass my my homework for the day . wow . so many papers . die lahhs . got to try to finish them .

hmm , at night my hand got better . i meet my mum at AMK HUB for dinner . we ate at a japanese restaurant . so hungry . the food are indeed nice . my cousin also told me something very funny story of one waitress there .

yesterday .
it was labour day . so we didn't go to school . yeah . my hands are getting better .

anyway , dear , reuben , jingzhe , sabrina and keith came to my house to study . jingzhe also helped me buy breakfast . that's so nice of him . LOL . after awhile , they decided to go other place . actually wanna go watch spiderman 3 but we cannot booked the ticket on time .

so they suggested go safra play bowling and pool . i don't know why they in the end decided not to go cos i was knocked off by the sleeping pill that i took yesterday . i slept 12 hours plus altogether . =X

they went to LAN shop and sabrina went home . when i woke up , i went to meet them straight away . after that , they went to food court and have their lunch and we went off to rent VCD to waste time .

we spent quite a long time at the shop . they either have watch the movie or the disagree . so troublesome . this shows that guys are more choosy and picky than girls . LOL .

after that , i let the others go to my house first while dear followed me to visit my cousin who was sick for a week . poor thing . i was so worried about him when i heard that he didn't eat for a week , vomiting and something got to do with gastric lahhs .

he also missed a week's lesson . i missed 3 days lesson in a row just few weeks ago and i cannot really catch up . i wonder how can he cope .

on our way , we saw aaron . he was on his way back home after tuition . so we invited him to watch the movie with us . he followed us up to my cousin's house . they stand outside and i went in to see my dear cousin .

i can't believe that he lose so much weight . he said the same thing to me too , cos all this also merely due to stress . we are the same type of people who aim for good results by stressing ourselves . but not to be forgotten , schools play a part in it too . i nearly cried . omg . so sentimental . LOL . i left after talking to him for awhile .

anyway , the movie we rented was pretty boring . firstly , there is no subtitle as it is a VCD . next , we don't understand what the whole thing is about . lastly , reuben had to go home . so the others left . only dear stay to keep me accompany .

today .
there is school today . my sisters never go to school again . who the hell knows what happen to them . hahas . anyway , this morning when i reached school , i saw dear walking to school . so i waited for him . (:

nothing much . just that when i was on my way to school , i realised that i forgot to bring my medicines out . then i was saying 'SHIT' . well , the effect of the other type of sleeping pill is not that strong as the one i took on monday . however , it taste so bitter that i still taste it till the noon . eat fruit teller also didn't help . crap .

i think there is nothing else bahhs . just that i cried before self study as mdm kamisah was supposed to come in . somehow i feel nervous and i can't control my emotion . i cried in the end . the qiaoyan said i siao . hmm . hope that she just say it without thinking . she got encouraging me too (:

anyway , xinying didn't come to school today . she has been absent since monday . i hope that she is alright .

i went to dear's house to study . he teaches me things about source base . thanks dear . he has been very patient teaching me and checking if i am alright to absorb all the knowledge . but i got headache afterwards . he sent me to the bus stop . that's so nice of him . (:

GOOD LUCK FOR MYE TO ALL four-sixers !

my CA results for this term aren't good .
ENGLISH - C6 [borderline pass]
CHINESE - B3 [nearly A2]
MATHEMATICS - A1 [dropped alot]
SCIENCE - A1 [didn't dropped much but i became class no.4]
COMBINED HUMANITIES - B4 [absent too much till i never take many tests]
GEOGRAPHY - C5 [stupid . drop again .]

sucks right ? i hate my results . :(

thats all . i gonna study for social studies . 2 chapters aren't much right ? i think i never break my promise to my doctor for not stressing myself .

jiayou . hopefully everything will be alright for tomorrow , especially SS .