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11 month old and 9 month old, still counting on (:


My baby RARA .
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47kg
longer hair
put braces [geeee i am scared >_<]
driving licence
TKD black belt
piano practical grade 5
music theory grade 6
JLPT certificate
more $$$$
medals for fencing
Resume Piano lessons
Resume Taekwondo lessons
Learn Adult Ballet
pass Basic theory
Good results in 2009
Chemistry , NUS
GPA 3.2 for sem 1 Got 3.083 :(

Clothes
New Future skirt [grey]
New Future shorts [blue,white,black]
toga top dress
black smocked dress
Pink adidas jacket
jumpsuit
tube tops
black flair skirt
more oversized shirt
stockings
trenchcoat-like dress
bandage dress
more tank tops
Ruffled dress
halter neck dress
NUM tanktop

Cosmetics/Skincare
rouge bunny rouge Smithereens of Stars
canmake/Etude house highlight graduation
shu uemura fake eyelash
MAC prep + prime face
anna sui brush holder stand
Skin food Rice wash off mask/black sesame hot mask
Eye Zone Tinted Color Essence
Eye Zone Massaging Essence
Skin food Sunblock/Fancl Sunblock Bought Biore ones (:
Maquillage Mascara
Maquillage foundation
Maquillage eyeshadow pallet
MAC/Shiseido nude lipstick
Shiseido concealer
New BB cream
The Body Shop Strawberry exfoliate
Chanel White essential foundation refill
Dual Balancing Foundation
Perfect Smoothing Compact Foundation
Shiseido Pureness/White Lucent Series/Skincare Series
Canmake Jewel eyeshadow

SHOES
pink Adidas running shoe
Black with Pink Adidas classic shoe
Adidas fencing shoe
metallic heels
metallic ballet pumps
coloured pumps
aldo black mary-jane
charles and keith black heels
more sandals (:
new slippers

Others
New Moon [movie]
pink ipod nano
piano
pink/white slingbag
pink thumbdrive
Pink Fencing bag
New Fencing Glove
Ralph Lauren Romance
New Wallet (for now)
Gucci/Burberry Wallet
Burberry Bag
white Gucci top handle Bag
New Bag

UPDATED ON 13October2oo9 (:

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o5oct to o7oct - Chalet
o7oct - mama's birthday
o7oct - Underwater assesment + Gown Shoot
13oct - GEMS Selection
15oct - Class outing
19oct - school reopen
23oct - Stephanie's birthday party @ powerhouse
o1nov - working @ Jurong Point
o4nov - 20 monthes anniversary♥
o4nov - Sports Day - 400m
o5nov - yiwen's birthday celebration
o7nov - Workng
11nov - Sports Day - 800m
14nov - Working
15nov - Working
21nov - Working
22nov - Working
28nov - Working

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UPDATED ON 29 October 2009(:

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Wednesday, September 30, 2009♥
Movie review - Surrogate + Shopping ♥


Nuffnang badge , given with the movie tickets .



Dear and I , taken in the cinema (:




Rara's round face .




Dear with Rara signallin 'HELLO' .


My loots from shopping .


Shiseido fan xD

Monday
I went to make my new ezlink card in the afternoon @ pasir ris interchange .

I hate to queue up and yet i queued up for one hour . It's really kind of sickening , especially when i was going to be late for my job interview .

Luckily , I managed to make my blue card and it did not make me wait in vain . But I have to run to the taxi stand and took a cab to Vivo City .
Damage: $23 (waste my money sia)

I was late for about 1 hour . I kept on apologies to the interviewers as it's really horrendous to be late for an hour .

and Gillian babe was there for interview after I reached the place for awhile ((:

After the interview , I went home straight but the stupid person who made my card didn't activate my new card . Before I knew , i queued for the ticket machines and the control station .

It's sickening to keep on queueing up and the person asked me to go to the ticket booth to activate it . Worse , there was a LONG QUEUE for it .

I think I am really fated to stand up all the time . When I boarded up the train , it's full and I stood throughout the journey back to Tampines .

Yesterday
I didn't sleep for the whole night to study for my CPPA paper . I never sleep partly because I didn't dare to . Who knows if i will overslept for the paper ?

I was there 20 minutes early and i studied awhile . I was a goner as I was very tired . There was another girl from 04 taking the test with me . Weijie was there to take his paper too .

Overall , it sucks big time . I shall not talk about it as it will only disappoint me even more .

I took a nap after reaching home and here comes my sisters' teacher and the useless councilor came to my house without calling in advance .

What else ? They only go to school for 1 day up for the entire September (up till this day) . They even nearly got BARRED from N level exams . haiz .

I went to meet Dear in the afternoon . We were going to watch movie , which tickets I got it free from Nuffnang's movie contest .

We went to eat at MOS burger @ lido before going up to collect our tickets .

While eating , there was one man walked into the fast food restaurant to sell those keychains . He is deaf like other disabled who sell things to support themselves .

Out of kindness , Dear and I decided to buy one keychain from him . It's very cute .

However , the manager of the MOS burger stood behind him and staring at all of us . After we paid the man , the manager signalled to him that he wasn't supposed to sell things here .

I mean like what's wrong with that ? The disabled man was not forcing people to buy the things . He just simply placed it on the table and collected it back when people didn't want to buy .

If I was the manager , i would at least close one eye and do a good deed .

Ok whatever , i can't change anything but to rant here .

After dinner , we went to buy something at supermarket before going up for movie . When we reached there , the nuffnang people haven't arrive yet . Anyway , we were the first to receive the tickets (:

The cinema for this movie wasn't as big as the one for The Ugly Truth back @ GV marina . hahas . and the world is soooooooo small which i saw someone whom i hate . YUCKS !

We watched Surrogate xD


Overall , I give a rating of 7.5 out of 10 . Good part ? I think the plot is really interesting . Who doesn't want to have themselves look nice and perfect to disguise their real self ?

Bad ? I don't know as this movie's genre is not the type which i will spend money to watch .

Still , THANKS NUFFNANG FOR THE MOVIE TICKETS !

We went back home after the movie as it was very late . What's more was that i overslept in the train , rebound and took the train back to Kembangan . LOL .

Today
It's my shopping day with Xinying !

But in between , my sisters asked me to go to school for signing them out as they fell sick =.=

So i have to go down there , if not my parents have to leave their work aside just to fetch them back home .

and thankfully , I managed to escape the antique . He told them that he wanted to talk to me . It's like crazy lahhs . Why in the hell should i entertain him ?

I am neither their parents nor legal guardian . There is nothing much I can do .

Whatever it is , i quickly ran away if not he wil be wasting my precious time for shopping .

Xinying and I went to Takashimaya to grab a bite . When we went to the 1st floor , it's very hazy out there . I wonder what the hell happened outside ...

After that , we went to Tangs to shop for my cosmectics . I bought Dual Balancing Foundation , Translucent Loose powder , Maquillage Lipgloss and liquid concealor .

Total Damage: $201 (inclusive of the $10 voucher) .

They didn't give me any samples at all , what a disappointment . Anyway , now i got my Tangs card . I can shop whenever I am free .

Initially , i wanted to buy the skincare but i decided to try the samples which Cynthia gave me before buying .

After that , Xinying and I went to Far East Plaza to buy her hat . She was super duper happy . hahaha . I also buy my camera memory stick , original sony 4GB .

Damage: $45 (after bargain) .

We went to have our dinner at Takashimaya before going to Plaza Singapura to buy a lanyard for our handphones .

By the way , we heard that many people felt the earthquake . I wonder how come we didn't feel it . hahahaha .

Ok , that's all for now .

sleepy .

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Sunday, September 27, 2009♥
Dear's 18th birthday celebration ♥


pointing at his fruits salad .


Fruits salad and fruits .


Camwhore before eating .



Why he looked so fierce ?


Yummy ! Chocolate fondue and cheesecake .


Fried rice and side dishes .




Black pepper crab and sushi .


Laksa and Soba .


dar is trying to act cute . hehes .


My turn . LOL .


Pasta .



More fruits and cake .


Rara also want to eat .


Mutton , decorate by dear and he is proud of it . hahaha .


More deserts .


Suspect rara , report him . hahaha .


The original one .


and rara definitely looks cuter than the bear .


Looking unglam .


a kiss .


Rara and mummy kissed daddy .


Family portrait , without pooh and bunny .


Brendon was helping to open up the box .


Dear was standing there looking at them .


The birthday cake .


The little kids were helping with the candles .


become Rara's birthday ?


dar dar .


The cake with lighted candles .


Waiting for people to sing birthday song .



The birthday cake (:

First of all , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY BOY !

He finally turn 18 , which means i will be turning 19 very soon :(

Friday
I went to Khatib to meet dear before working .

I was there 40minutes the meeting time , so dear and I went to grab a bite a McDonald's before meeting Gillian babe .

Dear went back as soon as i met the girls . I didn't know so many people working for this event . Initially , i thought there were just 4 to 6 girls .

That day , there were 10 girls , not mentioning about the other groups of girls who came in later .
Janice , Angel and many more babes were working (:

The officers came to pick us up to the Sembawang airbase . Just like going to the transition of the airport , you will have to use IC to change for the pass .

There were buffet for us to eat before working . The people there are very kind too .

For the whole night , we were just mingle around and chatting with the officers . I drank abit of white wine and it definitely taste better than the red wine .

There were many interesting programmes: Lap dance , topless dance (behind a screen , only can see the shadow of the dancer) and pole dancing .

Overall , there were many laughters that night , though there were some unhappiness for certain girls .

Still , Thank Gillian babe for this opportunity (:

Yesterday
I met dear at Toa Payoh in the morning for breakfast at my ah ma's working place . We had bee hoon for breakfast .

We stayed there for quite long as the time passed too slow , or rather we went there too early . We just sat down there , doing nothing .

Guan Kiat came down there for lunch , i didn't expect to see him there as I never see him at Toa Payoh before .

Nothing much , just merely chatting about results all this . Apparently , his AP Chem also seem to be much lower than his expectation .

We went off to Toa Payoh Swimming complex for swimming competition . Actually , this was very last minute , so i changed my cozycot holygrail party to Sunday .

It was damn boring there , I fell asleep after the first quarter of the competition . I think swimming is not as exciting as fencing as everything is just about timing .

Perhaps the inter-school one is much more better .

It's also very warm there , my makeup oxidised like mad and only left my eyeshadow shinning on my face . It looks damn ugly lahhs . Plus I became very sweaty .

After the competition , we went to Clarke Quay . I changed before going to Novotel , can't be wearing slippers there . hahas .

We were the first few people to enter the restaurant . It hasn't change much since I went there 2 years ago for yan's birthday .

The buffet was dear's 18th birthday present . Since I don't know what to buy for him , i think treating him food is something which is more practical .

I love the chocolate fountain to the max ! It's really very nice (:

After the buffet , we were damn full and the bill was 105 bucks . Dear felt guilty , but i think it's ok since i did work during the holidays , so it doesn't really matter to me . He was the birthday boy afterall .

We were very tired , so we went home afterwards .

Today
I supposed to go to cozycot holygrail party , but didn't go as it's very lonely + I am carrying my laptop with me .

I went to Yishun and waited for dear for about 40 minutes . I was losing my patience as I never waited for people for more than half an hour , or if i did , i will nag and scold people for sure .

We went to grab a bite at KFC before going to food court to meet his friends .

Saw one of his friend just put the braces and he told me that he had 8 injections just to numb a few places . Oh god , i gonna faint if this is happening to me .

After that , we went back to dear's house . I was really tired that I fell asleep at the sofa for hours till dinner time .

Dinner was yummy (: really love the herbal chicken .

We just sang birthday song , eat cake and play maple afterwards till i went back home .

That's all for now . I don't think i will be blogging till CPPA exam is over .

sleepy .

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Thursday, September 24, 2009♥
More photos for Super Import Night and SOHO . ♥


Gillian , Jojo and I .


Gillian , Mable and I .


Cynthia , Hui Wen , Joadine and I .


The girls in the toilet .


Credits to Bo Wei .








Copy the Hankook girls trademark poses . LOL .






Yesterday
I went to dear's house in the afternoon .

Supposedly , i should be meeting him in the evening but he suddenly called , saying that school programme was cancelled . So i woke up earlier than i expected to meet him .

I was late as i was searching for my stupid birth cert . My mum said it isn't with her , so it must be with me . I searched all the files and documents but it's not there .

So i remembered months ago , i brought it along for the poly enrollment . So i went to search my enrollment package , and it wasn't there .

Being frustrated as i have to submit it to CPF board for my school fees by 25th September , i kept on thinking where it is . I called my mum to double check at home after work .

When i stepped into my room again , I saw my secondary school SGC which i used the book as mouse pad (since I used my laptop on bed for most of the time) .

and FINALLY , i found my precious birth cert . Kind of silly , isn't it ? hahaha .

Ok , back to the usual .

I met dear for lunch . We ate at the coffee shop where they sell nice chicken rice . The cost for the bigger share is the same as those in foodcourt , but still , the serving is slightly smaller .

I went to dear's house and started playing maple (I know it's lame =.= )

Nothing much i guess , haha .

Today
I didn't meet dear for today as mummy is coming back home and going to stay at home till late .

I chose not to go out as she seldom see me at home , especially when I go to school or work . So i shall be a good girl , stay at home and have a dinner .

Of course , I will stay at home more often . What's the point of doing it once in a blue moon ?

Nothing much , i was spending my whole afternoon searching people to work for an upcoming event in October . At the same time , I am job hunting too .

I was still thinking whether should i apply as a part-timer at Ettusais , which i have to work 3 to 4 days including weekend . Mum isn't very supportive of it , as she is afraid that it will affect my studies .

But I can't be chasing all the events everytime . It's either I don't have lobang or many pretty girl snatching for one pathetic position . Moreover , we have to go for casting for most of the time .

Whatever it is , i think i should study for my CPPA first before thinking of other things .

My results were out yesterday and everybody in SP must be discussing about their results among themselves . Jerome is mad , he got 3.75 with 2 distinctions .

For me , I think my results aren't impressive , though it's higher than 3 without CPPA . It's good enough for me to be able to get just a C for my CPPA , though I aim higher .

I will post up my results once i have gotten my grades for CPPA , which i will be taking the test on next Tuesday , 29th September .

Tomorrow , I will be working with Gillian for an event . Hopefully , it will be a nice and fun one (: and of course , I hope that i can be selected for another event which falls on next weekend . Can't wait for the news .

and I am thinking if I should buy a pair of black heels since i am not comfortable with my pointed black heels .

Thanks Gillian babe for the job , really appreciate it (:

Ok , That's all for now .

Bored .

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Looking for 4 girls for army function ♥

As titled , i am looking for 4 girls for this army function .

Venue: Somewhere near Paya Lebar Old airport road .
Date: 23rd October 2009 , Friday (Most likely)
Dress Code: Black Dress (Unless specified)
Time: starts at 5:30 , will last for about 3 to 4 hours . ( and have to report 1 hour earlier)
Pay: 20/hour


**Must be 18 years old and above**
Interested , do email me with your profiles by tonight , 11:59pm . Thanks babes .

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Nuffnang Movie Contest - Surrogates ♥


1) If Surrogates are available now, tell us if you desire to own one (a robotic representation of yourself in any physical human form) and what you want him/her to do for you .

- I want the surrogate to help me do all the things which I don't really like to do , namely cleaning the house , Go to school and study .

Also , I would like her to show the other side of me , which can allow me to being myself instead of putting a mask at times .

2) Include a photo of your ideal Surrogate .


Photo credit to http://widjita.deviantart.com/art/White-Goddess-II-105308243 .

Why ??
- Because I wanted myself to look more carefree than the present me , which looks very stressful with the cruel reality . Instead of looking troubled , I would like to be more peaceful .


Watch the Trailer @ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwTJ7mCcFoY&feature=fvst


“Catch Surrogates in cinemas 1st Oct 2009”

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009♥
Day 2, 3 & 4 of SUPER IMPORT NIGHT . ♥


Left to right (according to what i know): Wan Zhuo , Quennie . Dawn , Joanne , Me , Gillian and Angel . (My face is damn white la . haiz) .

Left to right (According to what i know): Jasmine , Me , Jojo , Janice , Janelle , Quennie , Dawn , Wan Zhuo and June .




The samples which Cynthia gave it to me for testing (:


3rd day's breakfast: Swensen American breakfast xD


Cynthia , Me , Hui Wen and Joadine .




Me again , i forgot who took it for me xD


A black Lamborghini .

The logo .










One of my favourite , Audi R8 .










Black Maserati


The Maserati logo .






Red Ferrari


The Ferrari Logo .














xBLADE manga on the car . Best airbrush i have ever seen .










I love this car .




Adore this Bling absolute Vodka (:


Camwhore in the toilet , but the stupid toilet door just open and it's so unglam .


The Flyer babes and hunks + Models (From Front to Back , Left to right): Jaslin , Winnie , Bernice , Amanda , Joadine , Hui Wen , Cynthia , Me , Kenny and Richard .


With Jasmine , our 保姆 .

The Girls: Amanda , Winnie , Cynthia , Me , Joadine , Hui Wen , Jaslin and Bernice .



David joined in for fun .



The Star black/J and Hankook babes (From what i know): Bernice , Jaslin , Amanda , Celestina , Xiao Ting , Sharon , Ting Yi , Choco .




The flyer babes with the client and staffs: Cynthia , Louis , Terry , Jasmine , Me , Joadine , Hui Wen , Alex and David .


It's me , and i hate my ugly teeth .


Rara in plastic bag .

Saturday
Morning , we have Mcdonald's for breakfast . It's really delicious xD

It wasn't exactly a good day either , i was really upset with all the 'scolding' and stuffs though i did try to work hard .

That's why I kept on mentioning that i hate 'orange' .
He/She really ticks me off . He/She is the only 1 person whom i really hate to see he/she around . Sickening .

I did cried halfway , I just couldn't take too much of those comments stating that I didn't work .

But still , Thanks Cynthia , Larry and the guy who wore a Subaru guy (sorry , i forgot the name xD ) who comforted me when i was down .

Whatever it was , i managed to forget temporary and continued the work .

After work , I rushed down to SOHO for Jojo's birthday celebration .

I am super noob as i have never went to such places even though i have turned 18 . I am never a fan of going these places , unless having celebrations ((:

It's great to see people whom i didn't meet for a long time . I saw Janice , Hong Ling , Jocelyn and Gillian . Gillian babe is very kind to bring me around the place to prevent me for getting lost (:

I didn't drink as I have to work for the next day . hahas .

Anyway , it's great to know more people . I get to know Angel , Mable and Janelle . I didn't talk to other girls though xD

Dancing is fun too , though i hate the binding light .

I took a cab home as Amanda was staying there till late (:

Wednesday
The breakfast for the day was Swensen American breakfast . It's really very nice , i wonder how much it costs . hahas .

I really love this day because the people around are more friendly . Because it's a Sunday , there were many people from the public coming to this event . So it's kind of fortunate for us (:

and we managed to reach the target . It's like finally as for the first 2 days , some people were coming again for various reasons . So it's no point asking the same people over and over again .

Moreover , the day passed by very fast and I enjoyed the day .

Yesterday
Finally , the last day of SIN (:

I will definitely miss everyone , though there were some unhappy moments at times . I admitted that I was quite slack as there wasn't really many people who came for this event .

Most people were photographers whom we have met days ago .

Dear came to look for me again and passed me the jacket . I was damn cold and my knees really hurts . It's worse than wearing heels .

We ended very early and began to take countless of photos . It's really too many that it seems like our faces were injected with botox . LOL .

This event , i really made lots of friends . The ST kinetic crews , My fellow promoters, fellow models in SIN, photographrs and many other promoters from other booths .

It's really cool to know so many people in such a short while . Everyone is very kind and friendly (:

After the event , Alex drove the people going to Tampines . Dear and I went to the foodcourt and have our dinner .

I was really exhausted after so many days . It's really fun anyway (:

Today
Dear came to my house in the morning , out of sudden .

He really seems very tired , so he didn't go to school for today . We took a nap till late morning and we headed to CPF building's KFC for breakfast .

We went back home and rest for awhile before going to the polyclinic . It's such a long queue .

By the way , i really hate the Tampines Polyclinic's system . Why can't the first time patients use any card with have their IC barcode to prove that they are Singaporeans ?

Aren't our IC numbers are the best prove that we are part of Singapore ? I think the Tampines Polyclinic's receptionists are dumb .

What's worse that they once deemed one of my younger twins sister was a foreigner and the other one is Singaporean as one of them never bring her IC .

I mean like can they be not that dumb as both of them are TWINS and they are IDENTICAL for goodness sake .

and why all the polyclinics cannot share their database ? It's not like we always stay in one area and can predict when we will be falling sick .

It's damn silly , really .

After seeing a doctor , we went to Tampines mall to buy some food for lunch . Nothing much I guess .

Ok , that's all for now . I will post up pictures once i get from the others . STAY TUNED !

exhausted .

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Friday, September 18, 2009♥
First day of Super Import Night 2009 ♥


Bought it in the morning before work for my heels (though i didn't wear heels today) .


Evangeline and I (:


Hui Wen and Evangeline .



Cynthia and Evangeline .



Hui Wen and I (:


Joadine and Cynthia .



My pass for SIN , looks like 傻大姐.

Yesterday
I went to the office for the product training . I was 10 minutes early , which is really a miracle .

However , there were people who were very late , includes the person in-charged who was late for more than half an hour .

Oh well , she's my superior and I can't say anything , can I ?

Whatever it is , the training was pretty short , around less than 1 hour . I was quite tired that day as I never sleep , so I tried to absorb as much as I can .

I went home and took a nap till I overslept . Luckily , I managed to meet dear on time and went to his house for dinner .

Today
I went to McDonald's to have my breakfast , bought the gel padding for my heels before going to work .

I was a little late for meeting Cynthia as I have no choice but take the bus 8 , which always turn a big around to the interchange .

Luckily , we were just about 5 minutes late with the accompaniment of the 2 guys working with us . LOL .

We started off by shifting the things around and managed to have some time for eating , though I wasn't hungry xD

The event was rather quiet at the beginning but began to fill with people , or rather the photographers who went there for taking photos of the models .

Our booth's models for today are Amanda , Bernice , Jaslin and Evangeline . It has been a year since i met Amanda from the previous photoshoot (:

There weren't many models compared to last year , which many photographers whom i have met , mentioned to me .

Though it's kind of boring to collecting data , it's really fun to see the photographers whom i have work with for the past 1 year .

Of course , the event girls like us also have our share in photo taking , though i really prefer to be the models and pose there instead of asking people to do survey .

Worse , most people came by public transports and i couldn't get much data too . The people there were either taking photos or busying looking at girls . Some deliberately avoiding us . LOL .

At certain point of the day , I wasn't particular very happy as Cynthia and I was told not to talk when we were just discussing (less than 1 minute) about how to distribute the things .

Then what ? How do they expect us to discuss ? SMS ? Hand signs ?

Of course , there are other issues which I am pretty unhappy about , which i think i should not mention here as it's quite sensitive . Some people will know what I am talking about , it's not difficult to guess .

Luckily , the models from our booth were very friendly . At times , i kept on talking to Amanda , Bernice or Evangeline . What a pity that Evangeline only work for today :(

and for the break time , Cynthia and I supposed to have half an hour for the 2nd break too . But we were told to go for 15 minutes , which is definitely insufficient .

I am VERY UNHAPPY regarding to this matter .

EXPO , it's not exactly big or small , walking out and find food still need some time . Queueing up for toilet and food , especially tomorrow and Sunday will be a big problem to us .

If this was to happen for today , which is from 1pm to 10pm , what will happen for tomorrow within the long 12 hours ? It's already very pathetic that we can only have 2 half an hour break in that 12 hours .

We were released half an hour later than the expected time , which I am not particularly happy with it as I couldn't have my dinner with dear . Whatever =.=

Oh well , I only can complain here and life still goes on . I just have to endure for another 3 days and I shall say bye bye to it .

Initially , I was really looking forward to this event , especially when i can know more people . But overall , it's such a disappointment .

I know I shouldn't grumble as I am not the boss , but still I just need to say out all the unhappiness before I burst out tomorrow or on other days .

Hope that tomorrow will be a better day without any problems .

Tomorrow , I will be going to SOHO after work for Joanna's birthday . Shall update about it when i am free .

tired .

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009♥
Movie review - The Ugly Truth ♥


The movie tickets that i got from the Nuffnang Movie Contest (:


Dear and I , waiting to be seated .


Hotpot at Hotpot Culture .



Dear and his blur look .


Arghhh , i hate my hair .



Here comes our raw food .


Chicken set .






Curry Powder Fried Rice .


Our delicious ice cream .


Me , eating the ice cream (:

Yesterday
I went for the casting for Super Import Night (SIN) at somewhere near Little India MRT station .

It's not like I am an idiot for direction , it's just that who the hell will go to such places soooo often ? LOL . Thank goodness that I got check street directory beforehand .

and I guess I am kind of silly to follow the direction that the in-charged had given me . I turned and walked a big round then i realised that 'Hey , i can just walk straight from where i was standing just now.' .

Oh well , at least I am not that silly to take a cab .

The casting only lasted for 10 minutes ? Shorter than I have expected though we waited for quite some time for everyone .

Anyway , we will be informed at night when selected .

Thankfully , I am selected for the job . It's going to be tedious to work from 10am to 10pm but I think it will be a great experience . Thanks to Serene for the opportunity (:

Anyone going to Expo for SIN on 18th to 21sept ? Say Hi if you happened to see me ok ((:

Today
This morning , my sleep has been disturbed by the stupid drilling vibration . Though the construction is at the ground floor , it's almost seems like the people are drilling on my wall .

How annoying it is to disturb my beauty sleep . Arghhh .

At the same time , I received a call from Nuffnang and the person informed me that I have won the tickets for The Ugly Truth !

It's great but the show was 7.15pm at night . Dear's lesson ends at 5pm and he has school tomorrow . I didn't intend to ask him to go but he is kind enough to accompany .

Afterall , we intended to watch this movie too .

I met him at Yishun before going to Marina Square . Many people were queueing up to collect their tickets . It's free sitting (:

We managed to find a good seat since we happened to be at the front of the queue . The cinema is great !


Overall , I will give a rating of 9 out of 10 . It's a great show which I can't stop laughing for the first half of the show .

and it's kind of 'Yellow' too . Really funny (:

Thanks Nuffnang for the tickets !

I did happened to see some famous bloggers . I saw Xiaxue if I wasn't mistaken when I was coming out of washroom .

I also saw Esther a.k.a Ice angel , who happened to be finding the ladies at the same time as me right after the movie .

After the movie , Dear and I went to the hotpot culture to try the hotpot . I find it ok and dear find it great . hahas .

We went home quite late , but we have our fun today (:

Ok , got to rest early for tomorrow's product training . Nights people !

going to be busy !

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Monday, September 14, 2009♥
Makeup class + Shopping ♥


Unglam look in makeup class xD


Didn't want to take photo yet still pose a twist . LOL .


My cookie and cream ice cream (:


Yi Wen , Xinying and I (:


Xinying and I (:


The bag given with samples .


the Voucher .


Makeup guide and Maquillage brochures.

Shiseido samples .


My new Wallet .


The inner part of the wallet .


and I started to camwhore , a waste not to do so as the makeup was touch up by the shiseido's trainers .






I looked like blur queen in this picture .




and now i know why people say i looked fierce when i don't smile .


My favourite of the day (:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY JOEY LAOPO !!

This afternoon , i met Xinying in the bus before going to Shiseido's office for the makeup class that we have signed up . Yiwen was early as usual (:

It's really fun because we really learn the correct ways of applying basic makeup .

Best of all , we got many samples from Shiseido. We even got the sample for Shiseido Maquillage's eyeshadow pallet . It's really damn cool .

I also have my eyebrow shaped and I don't have to shape it myself for now . hahas , i am pretty lazy at times .

I am also very tempted to buyShiseido's skincare , the pureness series .
It really smells nice and doesn't irritate my skin . I heard that the Pureness series is alcohol free , unlike the White Lucent series .

Hmmm , i really cannot decide because initially , i wanted to change to Ettusais . They are both from Shiseido , but I can't decide one :(

After the class , Yiwen , Xinying and I went to shop around . We ended up at Takashimaya , eating sushi and ice cream . It's sooooo yummy .

I happened to go to the Talking Hall and i saw the auntie who i worked with back 3 years ago . Surprisingly , she still recognised my face though she cannot remember who I am .

We shopped awhile till Yiwen had to go back to Shiseido's office for Nail care class . Xinying and I went to Far East to shop .

Both of us were shopping for belts , but decided to buy next week as i will still be meeting her . hahas .

She bought a set of bikini , which makes me feel like buying another set though i have 2 sets already . I bought one Hello Kitty wallet to replace the current one as the skin came off already .

We went home afterwards and we were really tired .

sleepy .

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Sunday, September 13, 2009♥
Reviews for Fish Spa @ toothless fish footspa ♥


Rara with my hat (:


Rara and I (:


ahhhh , my hair is soooo messy .



Rara is sooooo cute , cuter than daddy .


"Daddy is angry , so he squeezed me into this hat !"


My virgin fish spa experience xD


Looks kind of disgusting .


Dear couldn't stop laughing for the first 10 minutes .


Dear and I , taking photos to distract him from laughing .


Place for you to wash before and after the fish spa .


Trying hard not to laugh .


Me , so bored that i camwhored xD


Dear looked sooooo amused .


Us again xD


More fishes are coming !


Looks like a resort right ?


The receipt .

Rara was starring at my feet .


Now daddy stared at Rara .

Family Portrait .


Rara in the bag .


Dear and his cheeky smile .


Sign board with rules .


Feet reflexology .


My foot , look less flaky and dry .

Yesterday
I met dear at Somerset before walking to River Valley Close for casting .

It was really quite far and inacessible . Worst , the weather was really warm and we were sweating like mad .

Initially , i thought it was an office so i brought dear along with me . At the end , it's the agent's house . I feel abit akward about this .

Poor dear that he had to sit through 2.5 hours for the whole thing to finish .

I was spending most of the time recording the video for self introduction . It is easy to say it the first time , but never easy for repeating again and again .

Ultimately , I got it right after at least about 5 times .

Introducing myself in Mandrain is much more easier as i won't tend to forget the words that i want to say . But it's kind of hard to say what interests you have .

Hopefully , i can get the job . No harm earning some money for myself , though i would prefer rovering jobs .

Thanks dear for accompanied me for the day , it's boring but he waited patiently . That's so kind of him .

After casting , we went to grab a bite at lido before going back to Yishun . We had dinner with his mummy and i went back home afterwards .

Today
I was late for meeting dear as there was a heavy downpour around noon . We went to Long John Silver for lunch before going to AMK for fish spa .

Luckily , we didn't lost our way . It's easier to go then we have expected .

Dear was kind of impatient today , which makes me really pissed off . He prefers asking people for direction while I prefer to check it out on my own .

Whatever it is , we managed to find the destination with the thanks to the landmark around us . My sisters are kind enough to check for us .

The place is called Toothless Fish FootSpa .

More information about fish spa:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Doctor_fish

Doctor fish is the name given to two species of fish: Garra rufa and Cyprinion macrostomus. Other nicknames include nibble fish, kangal fish, little dermatologists and doctorfishen; in non-medical contexts, Garra rufa is called the reddish log sucker. They live and breed in the outdoor pools of some Turkish spas, where they feed on the skin of patients with psoriasis. The fish are like combfishes in that they only consume the affected and dead areas of the skin, leaving the healthy skin to grow, with the outdoor location of the treatment bringing beneficial effects. The spas are not meant as a treatment option, only as a temporary cure for symptoms, and patients usually revisit the spas every few months. Some patients have experienced complete cure of psoriasis after repeated treatments, but due to the unpredictable nature of the disease, which is strongly influenced by endogenous factors, this may simply be regression towards the mean.

Garra rufa occurs in the river basins of the Northern and Central Middle East, mainly in Turkey, Syria, Iraq and Iran. It is legally protected from commercial exploitation in Turkey due to concerns of overharvesting for export. Garra rufa can be kept in an aquarium at home; while not strictly a "beginner's fish", it is quite hardy. For treatment of skin diseases, aquarium specimens are not well suited as the skin-feeding behavior fully manifests only under conditions where the food supply is somewhat scarce and unpredictable.

They are used to help treat patients suffering from various skin disorders, including psoriasis and eczema, since the fish will eat and remove any dead skin.

Reviews:
I really love it alot . First time putting in your feet in , you will feel damn ticklish . I couldn't stop laughing for the first 5 minutes . But after you get used to it , the fishes' nibble will feel like vibration .

They really bite off your dead skin , especially those at your heels . Though it's not as clean as those at pedicure , it's good enough for me as mine dead skin are usually quite thick , so 45 minutes are not enough for me .

I think it's a good experience and i will definitely go there again .

This place is not the cheapest rate . Qian Hu Fish farm at Choa Chu Kang area has the lowest rate and have shuttle bus to the place . But it's kind of far for me .

Location for Toothless Fish Spa , taken from http://www.toothlessfishspa.com/index.php

603 Bishan, Sin Ming Avenue
Singapore 575735
(Bishan Prawning Place)

Buses to go there: 13, 52, 54, 74, 88, 130, 162, 410, 851, 852


This month , they are having an offer . Go in pairs or more , you will entitled another 15 minutes (It's actually one more person free , but usually the extra one people will split it up.)


The promotion of Buy 2 get 1 free , valid till end of this month .

Overall , i think it's worth a try and i think i will go back there really soon .

After fish spa , we went back home and slacked . We ate dinner with his father . I went back home afterwards .

Tomorrow , i have the makeup class at Shiseido . I will blog about it tomorrow .

TIRED .

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Saturday, September 12, 2009♥
Nuffnang Movie Contest - The Ugly Truth ♥

My friends have been mentioning about me having a high expectation for guys . Why is that so ?

- They will rarely do things which turns me off .

There are many turn off actions , which i really don't know how to rank them or to think which one is the biggest turn off . I shall list down some of them .

- Burp loudly in front of me and worse , without saying 'excuse me' .
note: My own boyfriend does that and i really hate that . I think it's seems like you have no manners (Other than accidentally burping it out) .

- Doesn't act like themselves .
note: I don't understand why some guys have to 'act emo , cool' in front of girls . It's kind of sickening to see such people .

- Calculative with money (Applies to boyfriend)
note: My current boyfriend is not calculative . But my ex-boyfriend is . I don't really like that . What's wrong with paying for each other instead of drawing a clear line for money ?

- Smoking
note: I never like people who smoke to begin with . I would NEVER choose a boyfriend who smokes . But i do accept certain friends because i really know them well .

- Lateness
note: I am late most of the time , but i hate guys who are later than me without a good reason . Transport is definitely a good excuse but not those overslept etc .



Why I want to watch this show: Because i want to know guys better , so that i won't tick them off . Without knowing each other's need , it's pointless for people to follow my expectation .

Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-wMe9vxkWI


"Be a fan at the official Facebook page and catch The Ugly Truth when it opens in the cinemas on the 17th September 09!”

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Blog song - 「手紙 ~拝啓 十五の君へ~」(Tegami ~Haikei Juugo No Kimi E~ ) by Angela Aki ♥

Song Title: 「手紙 ~拝啓 十五の君へ~」(Tegami ~Haikei Juugo No Kimi E~ )
Singer: アンジェラ·アキ (Angela Aki)
Composer/Lyrics: アンジェラ·アキ (Angela Aki)


note: I think this song's is really meaningful .

Here are the videos .

Original MV .


Angela Aki with Chior .


This one is just her voice and the piano's sound (in school , live)


This is by Japanese Middle High Schools' Choir .


Romanji
Haikei kono tegami yondeiru anata wa
Doko de nani wo shiteiru no darou

Juugo no boku ni wa dare ni mo hanasenai
Nayami no tane ga aru no desu

Mirai no jibun ni atete kaku tegami nara
Kitto sunao ni uchiake rareru darou

Ima makesou de nakisou de
Kieteshimaisou na boku wa
Dare no kotoba wo
Shinji arukeba ii no?
Hitotsu shika nai kono mune ga nando mo barabara ni warete
Kurushii naka de ima wo ikiteiru
Ima wo ikiteiru

Haikei arigatou juugo no anata ni
Tsutaetai koto ga aru no desu
Jibun to wa nani de doko e mukau beki ka
Toitsu dzukereeba mietekuru

Areta seishun no umi wa kibishii keredo
Asu no kishibe e to yume no fune yo susume

Ima makenai de nakanai de
Kieteshimaisou na toki wa
Jibun no koe wo shinjiaru keba ii no?
Otona no boku mo kizutsuite
Nemurenai yoru wa aru kedo
Nigakute amai ima ikiteiru

Jinsei no subete ni imi ga aru kara
Osorezu ni anata no yume wo sodatete
La la la, la la la, la la la
Keep on believing
La la la, la la la, la la la
Keep on believing, keep on believing, keep on believing

Makesou de nakisou de
Kieteshimaisou na boku wa
Dare no kotoba wo shinji arukeba ii no?
Aa Makenai de nakanai de
Kieteshimaisou na toki wa
Jibun no koe wo shinjiarukeba ii no
Itsu no jidai mo kanashimi mo
Sakete wa torenai keredo
Egao wo misete ima wo ikite yukou
Ima wo ikite yukou

Haikei kono tegami yondeiru anata ga
Shiawase na koto wo negaimasu...

Kanji
拝啓 この手紙読んでいるあなたは どこで何をしているのだろう

十五の僕には誰にも話せない 悩みの種があるのです

未来の自分に宛てて書く手紙なら

きっと素直に打ち明けられるだろう
今 負けそうで 泣きそうで 消えてしまいそうな僕は
誰の言葉を信じ歩けばいいの?
ひとつしかないこの胸が何度もばらばらに割れて
苦しい中で今を生きている
今を生きている

拝啓 ありがとう 十五のあなたに伝えたい事があるのです

自分とは何でどこへ向かうべきか 問い続ければ見えてくる
荒れた青春の海は厳しいけれど
明日の岸辺へと 夢の舟よ進め
今 負けないで 泣かないで 消えてしまいそうな時は
自分の声を信じ歩けばいいの
大人の僕も傷ついて眠れない夜はあるけど
苦くて甘い今を生きている

人生の全てに意味があるから 恐れずにあなたの夢を育てて
Keep on beliving

負けそうで 泣きそうで 消えてしまいそうな僕は
誰の言葉を信じ歩けばいいの?

ああ 負けないで 泣かないで 消えてしまいそうな時は
自分の声を信じ歩けばいいの
いつの時代も悲しみを避けては通れないけれど
笑顔を見せて 今を生きていこう
今を生きていこう

拝啓 この手紙読んでいるあなたが
幸せな事を願います

Translation
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...

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Friday, September 11, 2009♥
Movie review - The Proposal + SHOPPING DAY . ♥


On the way going out . Don't mind my stupid buck teeth , i know it's ugly .


Our delicious ice cream from Venezia .


Loves Ice Cream !


Dear looked soooo blur , wasn't he ?


Seems so engrossed with his PSP .


The package that i have collected from Shiseido .


The Majorlica Majorca Logo .


Isn't this gorgeous ?


It's a mirror (:


Dear (:


Back to his PSP again .


The pooh(S) are sooooo cute , aren't they ?


My 'loots' for the day .


New to the family , RARA pooh .


RARA pooh and I (:


My newly painted nails .


Close up .

Sorry for lacking of updates . After i recovered from my sickness , i got a habit to sleep earlier than usual .

Monday
I went to school for my personal development class which i have signed up earlier .

Since Jazz Ballet and Salsa are cancelled due to the shortage of people signing up , Lyn and I joined Hip Hop dance instead .

We danced MJ's Dangerous , not the full song though as it's only a 2 hour class .

At first , it was rather hard for my hands and legs to coordinate according to the rhythm . I didn't dance ever since Primary 4's Teachers' Day celebration .

It's like 8 years back and I am damn 'rusty' now .

After awhile , i was pretty fine with it . It's not exactly that hard after a few tries . Still , i think i prefer a 'softer' dance steps xD

I really enjoyed it alot , though i danced wrongly at times . It was rather tiring when you danced continuously at a fast speed . It's Hip Hop , so no choice but to comply . hahas .

When close to the end of the lesson , the instructor taught us moon walk . It was somwwhat hard , because it's not smooth and we tend to tip toe the sliding foot .

Overall , it's a good experience and i really love it .

Next time , i shall learn other type of dances . Lyn shall be my partner . Muahahahaha .

After dance , i went to meet dear at Khatib . Nothing much , just slacked around and have my dinner before going back home .

Tuesday and Wednesday
Either i stayed at home or i went to dear's house . Nothing much in particular .

Yesterday
Most people are working for Comex but here i am , rotting . I think i have sent about 4 applications but none of them have news .

Oh well , just my luck . Bad times of the year .

Supposed to go for training but i didn't go as i slept pretty later on the day before .

I met dear at Lido . Again , I was late . The stupid 518 just didn't want to come and I think I have waited for more than 15 minutes . Moreover ,the weather was damn warm due to the scorching sun .

We bought movie tickets there because other places don't have evening slots for The Proposal . Lido isn't that bad either , so we decided to just watch there . In addition , there is student price on weekdays !

After that , we went to Takashimaya's foodcourt for lunch . Luckily , it's a weekday so there were plenty of seats around there .

We bought ice cream from Venezia , my favourite Italian Gelato. It's soooo nice , especially the lemon flavour one . But i changed to Belgium Chocolate that day xD

We went to Shiseido's office while eating ice cream . I did a survey and won something . It's a gorgeous mirror , even my sisters love it too (:

Then we went back to Wisma to shop around before walking to Lido . Now Orchard's few shopping centres are soooo cool , link by underpass . Safe and don't need to waste time for traffic .

The movie that we watched yesterday was THE PROPOSAL .

Margaret Tate (Sandra Bullock) is the executive editor-in-chief of a book publishing company and everyone hates her . After learning she is being deported to Canada, she forces Andrew(Ryan Reynolds) to marry her, as his future is tied to hers.

When the government investigates, Mr. Gilbertson (Denis O'Hare) informs them that they will undergo rigorous testing to prove that the marriage is not fraudulent. Andrew grudgingly accepts, under the condition that he is promoted to the position of editor and his manuscript be published.


Overall , i will give a rating of 8.5 out of 10 . The show is hilarious and the main actor and actress are good . However , I don't really like the ending because it's a little unfinished to me .

Worth a watch , recommended (:

After movie , we went back to Wisma to shop for some lingerie . Whatever it is , i am a sucker for packaging and designs . I love cute things xD

Cotton On Body's Lingerie are cute , pretty and comfortable . I really love it alot . Actually , i wanted to buy a tube bra from Pierre Cardin . Oh well , i guess next time .

I also bought a new pooh , RARA ! Initially , i wanted to buy the cow (moo moo) but i changed my mind .

I want to buy all ! I shall persuade dear to buy another one for me . Hehes . It's way too cute . It's like the pooh is using sparkling eyes to stare at you , wanting you to buy them .

Oh ya , i also bought nail polish from The Face Shop . Their glitter series is really nice . I wanted to buy more but i cannot think of the colour combination . Anyway , their base and top coat are cheap too (:

After shopping around , dear and i went to buy dinner for my sisters before going back to Tampines for our own dinner .

Today
Dear came to my house this afternoon .

We spent our day playing maple story and did some chemistry . Nothing much , life is just soooo mundane .

Although i can't work for Comex , i may be able to work for other events . I will be going for interview tomorrow and on next Tuesday .

Hopefully , I can work for this holiday .

I couldn't commit long terms as i need to do some studying for my CPPA retest and some revision for Maths and Chemistry .

I suck at differentiation , so have to practice more if not , I will be failing my Engineering Maths at Semester 2 .

and I will be going for Fish Spa with dear soon . I will take some pictures alright (:

Stay tuned !

I hate running nose :(

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Tuesday, September 08, 2009♥
CozyCot Holy Grail Party ♥


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Sunday, September 06, 2009♥
Reviews on I Love You , Beth Cooper + Dexter's birthday celebration . ♥


Taken days ago when i was sick for the 1st day .


Dear took it when i was half dead =.=


Dexter and Mimi (:


Ray .


Ray and Darren were eating potato chips .


Dexter was opening his present given by Steph , dear and I.


Steph is creative to print and paste this behind the cigarette .


The cigarette .


Darren , Dexter and mimi looking at the present .


The Swan Lake .


Darren and Dex playing red indian poker . LOL .


Change card .


Darren with the card on his forehead .


This picture is damn funny . They looked retarded , weren't they ?


Yu Han , Steph , Edmund and Dear .


Them , again .


Mimi's potato/fruit salad as punishment . LOL .


Dexter holding on to the cake .


The birthday cake .


Lighting up candles .


Mimi cut the cake .

Dexter's turn to cut .


Edmund a.k.a Shuai Ge and Emo Kid xD


The cake cut by Steph .


Distributing the cakes .


The Squirrel .


Didn't she scared Dexter throw her into the lake ?


Class Photo , our old 120 gang (Chinese only) .


Front to back , Left to Right: Dexter , Darren , Edmund , Me , Mimi , Steph , Geoffrey , Ray , Yu Han .


Dexter carried Mimi in bridal style . and what Dexter was looking ?!


Dear and I (:


All the couples present on the day .


Girls present : Geoffrey's Girlfriend , Me , Mimi , Steph and Yu Han .


The 120 Hunks: Geoffrey , Edmund , Ray , Dear , Dexter and Darren .


Fun shot of the 120 hunks , THROW DEXTER OFF !! hahas .


Picture of a swan .


Me , With a mini cooper .


Dear's Ramen .


My Chawanmushi .


Dear with his delicious ramen .


Dear and I (:


Dear ((:


Me ((:


The side dishes .


Our Dinner at Ramen Ten .


My love ; High waist shorts .


Earrings which i bought yesterday . $10 bucks worth .


Yesterday
Dear came to my house in the morning .

We used lappy till afternoon before going to Tampines mall to watch movie . We bought lots of stuffs in with us as we were hungry ; we didn't eat lunch at all .

Initially , I wanted to watch The Proposal . But dear wants to watch either I Love You , Beth Cooper OR Year 1 .

Since we have to buy groceries back for dinner , we couldn't watch the evening show . So we have to choose the afternoon slots . However , both movies only have one afternoon slots .

In the end , we chose the one which was later .

The movie is I love you , Beth Cooper .


The movie is about this guy confessed his love for the girl , Beth Cooper , and got into a series of trouble with her boyfriend when the girls visited his home for a party .

Overall , I will give a rating of 8 out of 10 . The show is really funny and interesting . However , the ending is really bad as it never shows what's the ending of the the guy and Beth Cooper .

But this movie is kind of showing those rebellious high school students , so i think confirm will be highly criticize bahhs .

After movie , we went to shop around after buying groceries .

I bought 2 sets of Pierre Cardin lingerie at Isetan sales . It's just 10 bucks per set , damn cheap isn't it ? Usually one set cost around 30 bucks .

I also bought earrings . Dear chose most of them for me . I bought 6 pairs in total for 10 bucks . It's soooo cheap and nice ((:

After that , we went to tuition centre to pay my cousin's tuition fees . Only if she is trustworthy enough , then i wouldn't have so much trouble to go on her behalf .

We went back home afterwards . I didn't eat anything as i was damn full with the food that we brought into the cinema . I just sleep all the way as i woke up really early .

Today
Dear came to my house and i just started prepared for going out .

We were celebrating Dexter's birthday , though it has passed for days . Supposedly , the pinic was at Marina Barrage , but it has changed to Botanic Garden as it's not very accessible .

Dear and i took an express bus to Orchard and took a taxi to botanic garden . We are the 2nd to reach , after Mimi and Dexter .

When most people were there , we started eating . At least it wasn't akward as everyone present was our 120 gang .

Everyone was so afraid of Mimi's Salad . LOL . It was neither fruit salad nor vegetable salad . We will say that it's rojak . hahas .

But it tasted quite nice lahhs .

Steph brought sandwiches and i love the egg + mayo ones . It's so delicious ((:

After eating, we just sat down there playing red indian poker . It's damn funny that Dexter , the birthday boy , had such a poor luck . He kept on getting 2 , which is the smallest number of the deck .

We cut the birthday cut after the 'silent singing' . No one wants to sing the birthday song . LOL . The cake is alright , though i prefer strawberry shortcake xD

After eating the cake , we began to pack up before taking group photos . Too bad the malays are fasting and the others couldn't make it . Only all the chinese from 120 , except for Zhuang Yi and Carla , were there .

We went separate ways afterwards . Dear , Edmund and I went to Orchard , while the others headed back home .

Dear and I went to shop around Takashimaya before going to Far East to shop for my things .

I managed to find my high waist shorts but not my black flair skirt . I still think that M)phosis one is the best , but it's damn expensive . It costs 50 bucks .

I didn't managed to see a nice romper too . Too bad then :(

Those clothes at Best of Blogshops , not all are nice bahhs . I think buy them online will be better as there are more variety .

Dear and I went to have our dinner at Ramen Ten . I couldn't eat much , so i just ordered side dish .

The Chawanmushi is nice , though i find it's a little overpriced as Nihon Mura sell it at 3 bucks . Their Honey Chicken Kaarage is nice too , crispy and the honey taste is just right .

Disappointment ? Their Agedashi Tofu , not as nice as expected . The skin of the tofu are soft and sticks together . Nihon Mura ones are nicer .

Overall , we spent about $16 each for the meal . Quite worth it ((:

After dinner , we went to ION Orchard to shop around . We saw many nice clothes there . Some shops which were yet to open during our last visit are opened now .

We didn't shop for long as we were tired . Dear sent me back to Tampines before going home .

shopping!

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Thursday, September 03, 2009♥
Sick sick sick ... ♥

こんにちわ 皆さん!

今午後2:30です。

ベッド安静時私はまだ上。私はまだ病気です。

I am so unlucky to have the virus spread to me . It has been around 3 years seems i got gastric flu .

and now , i feel damn terrible . Though fever has subsided yesterday , but i still feel like vomiting everytime i smell food .

I did eat something but only one bowl of porridge and some biscuits for 2 days . I just weigh myself and my weight drop by 2kg to 47.2kg .

Being sick is amazing huh , still can lose weight though i suffered from all the illness and stick to bed for 2 days .

Thanks to dear , he took good care of me for 2 days . Hopefully , he won't get the virus from me or anyone in the family .

and i was exempted from yesterday's CPPA exam . Got to take retest somewhere in the 20++ of September .

I will study hard and earn more money during the holidays .

Ok , got to rest now .

Current mood:

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