t0day ish a veryy b0ring day.... in klas 0s0 very tiired.... s0 slp in IPW.... hahaz... the mr seet 0s0 dun care de n0rhx.... den after recess buy sum crackers t0 share wiid Shafiq n Sheng Bang.... ka0z.... t0day take bak the chinese klas test ii sc0re 0nly 20/30.... haiiz.... ii really dunn0 wad t0 d0.... al the subjects gt iimpr0ved except ferr the 2 languages.... keep failing English l0hz... iif ii still fail the M0nday de c0mm0n test arhx.... ii sure die de l0hz.... the CA will gt an E lia0z..... really see till veryy siian de nehz.... veryy diffiicult....really l0sing l0ts 0f c0nfiidence ferr g0in triple science klas nxt yr.... it ish m0ii target n aiim.... m0ii h0pe.... haiiz.... den ferr fencing ish after beiing wiithdraw 0ut, ii abiit l0siing confiidence lia0z n0rhx.... reallyy dunn0 h0w t0 fence ferr the c0ming U14 le l0hz... see till dunn0 wad t0 d0 siia.... haiiz.... reallyy... c0me t0 studies n fencing, ii m really tryiing veryy hard t0 get gd results 0ut n striive ferr the bez.... thiis alreadyy make me thiink al0t le... still gt piian0 summ0re.... ii really dunn0 wad t0 d0 le... G3 ish okok buden ii dunn0 ii still gt the tiime ferr it.... tryiing ferr the very bez results.... but ferr thiis, ii abiit feel lyk neglectiing m0ii dearr.... ii feel lyk vereyy guiity.... sumh0w ii dun really have much tiime on hiim as ii m always easily tiired n muz slp al0t de n0rhx..... haiiz.... thiings seems t0 be gettiing w0rse ferr me lia0z.... reallyy h0pe sum0ne w0uld helpp me iin sum ways...

~the snowy gal ish full 0f trouble but ish tryying her veryy bez ferr everything she d0es...~

mm... l0ng time nv bl0g le.... siian.... within days s0 many bad things happen t0 me.... siick juz rite after chiinese new year.... den being withdraw 0ut frm the U20 team event wiid an insult 0f replace me wiid Wen Xin.... den think there ish a gap between me n hiim.... ii juz couldn't fiigure 0ut wad has happened t0 us.... ii dun wanna a bad thing happen t0 us agaiin.... ii dun thiink ii can take it anym0re.... nw he dun really care abt me much.... juz 0nly games.... ii dunn0 y.... juz seems t0 be getting further.... ii n0e sumtimes ii m askin t0 much frm hiim le.... sum h0w ish m0ii fault but ii dunn0 wad t0 d0 either.... ii juz wan hiim t0 be by m0ii side as l0ng as p0siible as we rr quiite busy.... maybe ish m0ii selfishness.... buden wad ii wan ish veryy siimple de.... can't he giive me? ii dun really wan t0 quarrel.... t0day ish juz c0s 0f he cann0t even waiit ferr me ferr 1hr.... actually shld ii sayy n0rtx even 1hr l0hz.... he siimply can juz g0 h0me n playy game n dun b0therr abt me.... ii really angryy... even n0w.... alth0ugh ii tel hiim dat ii m n0rtx angry.... ii really dunn0 wad t0 d0 nxt le.... ii dun wiish t0 end thiis relatii0nshiip as ii really treasure it.... ii really lurve hiim l0ts.... buden nw ii really dunn0 wad t0 d0 le.... ii h0pe dat sum0ne will guiide me thru.... haiiz....

~the sn0wy gal ish very frusrated...~

haiiz.... chiinese new yearr c0miing liia0z.... siian.... ii g0nna miiss m0ii dear veryy much.... nw m0ii mum c0me bak n nag here n dere.... siian.... c0me bak lia0z den ka0 bei.... dun understand y l0hz.... c0me bak den sc0ld ppl lia0z.... gee... dun care 0s0 lahz.... wah.... thiis week n0 traiining siia.... hehez.... can have a gd rest lia0z.... buden nxt week will be a tense week as the c0mpetiti0n ish 0n the nxt weekend.... haiiz.... m0ii valentiine day nehz.... 0ne yr 0ne tiime niia.... argh.... nw muz g0 settle m0ii h0use de things lia0z.... m0ii mum t00 n0isy lia0z.... ka0z.... s0 agn0yiing l0hz.... cann0t put up wiid her l0hz.... ka0 beii siia.... shiit her.... argh....

~the snowy gal ish getting irritated.... argh....~

hmm.... t0day ish siimply such a boriing day.... ms k0h n mr leung nv c0me lehz.... hehez... siian arhx.... anyway t0day duriing recess arhx.... toopiid siia.... a grp 0f sec2 boiis bully m0ii g0d br0.... nv diie bef0re siia.... shiit dem.... s0 bad.... 0ways lyk tt de.... argh.... wah... t0day n0 physical traiining... hehez.... can rest.... yeah!!! buden still gt sum toopiid hmwk t0 d0 n0rhx.... kekez... siian.... n tml still gt the toopiid maths klas.... but ish 0pti0nal de.... hehez.... ii dun wanna g0.... hehez.... aiiya dun wan t0 c0ntiinue type liia0z lahz.... cha0z....

~the snowy gal iish veryy borring... ~