yeah. fiinalyy holidayy lerhx.
buden still gt training worx. hahas.
well. ii m kinda of tired lahx.
keep on sleepin. hahas.
hmm. ii get back moii report book lerhx.
da sec 3 de ppl sayy moii results verii gd lerhx.
dunno wad to sayy siia. toopiid.
hahas. ytd ii saw daniel without hiis specs.
quite niice wad. iif he style hiis hair.
it will be much beta.
hiis present look arhx. ii wouldn't be surprise if moii sis sayy hiim nerd.
hahas. well. den he verii bad. dun let miie see hiis report book de photo.
i do hope he won't see moii. hahas. so ugly.
anyway. juz hope dat ii can go to a gd klass lohx.
da dayys to go Japan is getting nearer lerhx.
got to pack sooner or later.
SIIMPlY WISHING.

siian. hahax. ii fall asleep in sciience klas again.
toopiid mr seet. extra go teach.
nobodyy even giif a damn to listen. lolx.
wah toopiid siia. todayy is da submiition of da options.
anyhow put lahx. if ii nv get into da klas ii wan.
ii ask moii mummy to come. let da toopiid mr ong diie.
buden arhx. toopiid moii lvl position ish 122/202.
kaox siia. 5 As 3Bs 2Cs oso lyk dat.
wa lao todayy da training verii tired. no strength.
tired. go sleep.
SIIMPLYY WIISHIING.

wah. todayy verii tired.
i slp in science klas. hahax.
na beii ytd ii quarrel wiid moii mum.
toopiid idiot. oways kao beii here n there.
she nv giive us thiis wk de allowance.
studpiid. she tot she giive last thurs buden dat is ferr last wk.
we use our own money to eat of cos she muz give us back wad we shld have.
den da toopiid mr ong. go put all those toopiid subjects combination.
1 pure science. 1 combined science wiid biology.
worse of all. 3 double humanities.
is nortx dat double humanities nortx gd. buden i hate DnT n art.
i dun score well in thiis 2 subjects.
i can flunk ferr them to see.
we gt to choose al 3. using online submit de.
toopiid. we rebel.
all riite suggestions n giive other ppl sign.
toopiid lohx. den da wen xin dun wanna sign.
she disagree mahx. fuck off lahx.
ii noe eu veryy clever. can't eu juz help. fuck off.
den ytd we fight wiid da malayy gurls ferr da captains ball.
dey nv blame on their own race n yet blame on miie.
na beii show miie dat kind of fuck up attitute.
eu al gt attitute ii dun have issit. fuck off lahx.
den todayy i walk wiid pearlyn dey all.
he is dere. finally he tok to miie.
i m glad dat we rr frens again. i shall hold no grudge against hiim.
nw i dun wanna bother abt relationship. none of moii business anyway.
ii juz wanna have a peaceful liife. n hope dat ii can get iinto da klas ii wanna go.
SIIMPlYY WIISHING.

todayy verii tiired after training.
haviing a hard tym fer da 3 hrs.
to endure daniiel's fucking attitute.
i do nth wrong. y muz eu giive miie thiis kiind of face.
i nearlyy cryy in front of triivia.
toopiid hiim.
ii oways triied to ask myself to smilez.
buden lookin at eu. i can't.
ii wanna believe dat eu nv liie to miie.
buden until samuel told miie.
eu rr da fucking hell LIAR too.
n eu BACKSTABBED miie.
i WON'T forgiive eu.
it ish an UNFORGIVEABLE mistake.
i nv ACT CUTE. ur EYES gt PROBLEMS.
wad thiings ii do makes eu thiing so.
i juz wanna be NORMAL gurlx.
n wad ii do make eu CANNOT stand miie.
i den cannot STAND ur FUCKING ATTITUTE.
this few dayys ii nv pester eu.
eu toopiid idiot will PAY ferr wad eu do to miie.
n defintely ish DOUBLE.
i WON'T let eu ppl off so EASILY. i will TORTURE eu guyys.
ii totally hate BACKSTABBER n LIARS.
do WATCH OUT. ii will nortx let eu ppl off de.
HEART FILLED WIID HATRED.

todayy a verii boriing day.
ii got history paper. so easy siia.
buden da source base abit difficult.
den after exam i go hm change den go eat mac.
alone siia. toopiid. den i go moii cousin house to play survival.
den ii go home. jun yuan come moii house to teach miie study.
he told miie a fuckin reality.
daniel don lyk miie. everythiing ish plan by des they al.
of cos. daniel should be one of da culprit. shiit them.
i totally hate liars. fuckin idiotic ppl.
SCRAM OFF. i hate eu guys. euu bloody idiot.
eu guys rr cruel. eu all make use of daniel.
ask hiim to say he lyk miie to tell jun yuan off.
n hurtx moii feeling after dat.
ii believe in eu guys n this is wad i got.
steve. eu rr a bro i respect n yet eu plan thihs fuckin thiing.
des. eu already hurtx jie eu still wanna hurtx miie. eu still human nortx.
gab. i donno whether eu gt do but i m sure dat eu gt help in this.
i tot eu wouldn't buden eu disappoint miie.
daniel. i lurve eu n yet eu hurtx moii feeling. i don expect anything.
i rather eu say eu don lurve miie den hurtx miie this way.
eu disappointed miie too.
eu all rr inhuman bastard. suckers.
i hate liars. LIARS! eu morons.
don thiink dat i m nortx angry.
after exam eu guys beta watch out. eu fuckers.
i will NEVER forgiive eu this bunch of fuckin liars.
SIMPLYY ANGRY.

todayy ish another boring day sia.
kinda of miiz hiim.
it ish oso a bad dayy ferr miie.
todayy he gt exam. den raining.
so go to da classroom.
pearlyn,crystal n gawaine outside.
i go out tok to dem ferr awhile.
after dat. i asked fiona to accompany go to da washroom.
den i saw him. tokin to gawaine.
following pearl n cryst go up.
he saw miie. buden he seems to choose to ignore.
pretend as if he see nth.
it realli hurtx miie.
i cried in moii heart.
it hurtx too much. it seems lyk a knife stabbing through.
fiona asked miie y i dun wanna tok to hiim.
is nortx dat i dun wan. ish i dun dare.
da attitute he show miie.
seems lyk we r strangers who walked pass each other.
i realli dunno wad to do.
today no chinese lesson.
cos cher go invigilate a klas.
den a fuckin kao bei de cher came.
na bei tok so much siia. toopiid.
den i m drawing sumtin.
i rite many thing on da paper.
da storyy of our incident.
dere ish no ending.
juz myself. leaving miie alone.
depressed. i m goin to cryy.
den recess tym. i saw hiim.
i juz feel kinda of happy n sadness at da same tym.
i m simplyy confused. den here comes crystal crying.
dunno wad happened oso. den i was eating wiid moii own grps or frens.
when i turned moii head n tok to qiaoyan.
moii heart broken. guess wad. juz when i turned moii head.
i saw he n crystal tokin. wiid pearlyn standing beside.
i m so depressed dat at da moment ii feel lyk knockin moii head onto da wall.
it hurtx miie. i wanna cryy out.
i did cryy. he dunno dat. ppl r confortin miie.
no used. wads da point of conforting miie.
i cryy sliently in moii fragile heart.
he will nv noe. i oso dun wan hiim to see miie crying.
it ish a unsightly scene.
haiix. todayy got tuition. muz studyy hard.
muz tryy stop thiinkin lerhx.
verii busy. goin to moii dad house tonite.
onlyy sunday den come bak.
SIMPILYY WAITING.

haiix. a boring day sia.
toopiid. todayy da english n lit al verii boring.
ii nearly fall asleep.
siian manx.
kaox. today ii walked pass hiim again.
juz look at miie and walked away.
i cried sliently in moii heart.
y he juz can't siimply understand how ii feel.
haiix. y he juz cannot smilex at miie or wad.
ish dat so difficult. or dat ii m so scary.
after so many things had happened n thiis iish wad happen to miie.
should thiis be da way. i dun thiink da ending should be lyk dat.
i totally believe dat i still stand a chance.
kaox. moii mum come bak den scold ppl.
kao bei so much. she nv come bak den tok so much.
juz becos da house ish messy den dun cook.
where gt thiis kind of reason de.
toopiid siia. as if we no need to study n rest.
we are equally tired. she will nv noe manz.
anyway. tml his exam start lerhx.
i simplyy wanna wiish hiim gd luck.
but i dun dare.
da only thiing i can do ish.
pray ferr hiim. may GOD bless hiim.
SIMPLYY WAITING.

siianx. a boriing day. esp hm econ.
na bei. da cher tok non-stop. wonderin iif she ish thirsty.
haix. dis morning ii saw hiim. he walked pass miie.
he dun even take a glance ar miie after dat toopiid incident.
he will nv noe how ii feel.
ii m hurtx. he will nv noe anythiing.
ii juz wan hiim to sayy hi n juz a smilex from hiim will do.
but he didn't. he only will tok to crystal.
i m jealous. i screamed in moii heart.
i cried. moii heart iish shattered into piieces.
neither i wanna hiim to worry abt miie or feel guiity ferr wad he had done.
after sch. he walk pass miie again.
ii tried to smilex at hiim. but i couldn't.
i m afraiid of lookin at hiim directly.
moii tears will roll down moii cheeks.
he only tok to crystal. i m JEALOUS.
buden ii cannot bring myself to hate herr. juz siimply cannot.
i juz wanna hiis care. smilex. glance at miie ferr once.
he juz siimplyy wouldn't.
i pray to god ferr blessing hiim.
to get gd results ferr both hiim n myself.
really miiss hiis sweet smilex lotx.
i cannot do anythiing but to keep crying in da bottom of moii heart.
he will never know. dat under moii smilex ish siimply a gurl wiid a broken heart.
SIMPLYY WAIITING.