time pass and a month has end . about 9 month plus to O levels . =((

well , i am quite tired today , after running 12 rounds with those stupid sit up . siians lohhs . anyway tomorrow i will be joining the others for physical training though i don't have any training tomorrow .

today is a pretty long day . siians . mr azhar never come today so there is no test . think the test will be on tomorrow . oh gosh . 2 test lehhs . arghh . so stress .

so angry that i didn't do well for my chemistry test . i shouldn't get the questions wrong . there goes my 2 marks . if not will get full marks . stupid aaron . why you get full marks ?? =p hahas .

anyway this week i am going to brush up all my physics and chemistry stuffs . i must score really very well for both in order to win the others . i can't afford to lose to them though it is just a test .

oh ya . today the ong kian eng came into our class , relief us for ss . well , i heard from qiaoyan that don't know she or caline asked him whether he got stead with rachael anot . hahas . kinda of funny . =p

tomorrow wil be another long day . lessons till 5:30pm .

training that time i felt something which makes me very uneasy . i hope that whatever i am thinking will not be true . hope that it is really simply my wild imagination . but how can everytime be coincidence ?? i cannot deny that sometimes is like that , just like what qiaoyan says is coincidence . but also abit too ....

i will observe again . *pray hard*

confession ; STRESS AND WORRY .

today is so boring . no where to go . got to stay at home .

hmm . i finally got my laptop yesterday . so happy lohhs . =))

yesterday went to white sand to study with qiaoyan , xinying , nelson , jingzhe and reuben . nothing much . i was revising my social studies . tons of things to remember . oh gosh .

then my sisters , qiaoyan and i went to pierce another earhole . i thought it will be very pain as th last time i pierce is about 12 years ago . very long bahhs . thats why kinda of scared . but now i am not . i still want to pierce 2 more . lols .

yesterday finally found a music school which got scheldue to fit my timing . thats pretty good . =))

oh ya . yesterday also got quarrel with dear . seriously , i don't really know what's wrong with him . everytime he wants to pick on everything i do . i don't see what's wrong with polishing your nails and pierce another earhole .

even now we are ok , i am still kinda of bu shuang . >_<

hope that later won't be that boring .

confession ; happy and angry .

hmm . i am sick for 2 days . never go school on tuesday and wednesday . heard that the camp thingy is very boring . well , today i have a taste of it . lols .

tuesday went to see doctor at polyclinic lohhs . nothing much .

wednesday went to plaza singapura with dear . after that went to toa payoh . i just knew that i slept for very long lohhs . lols . nothing much . oh ya . i bought TOKYO JULIET !! so happy mans .

what really bug me yesterday is the phone call which i get on bus while i was on my way home . someone called me . while though we are sort of best friends now . the past means past lerhhs . don't really feel like bringing it up too.

but then what is gonna do with him even if i never go to school ?? asking only that ?? i was thinking all the way . don't he think that give care and concren is too late ?? a friend who is not really very close wouldn't call you for this kind of things .

hope that it is just merely my wild imagination . i wouldn't want to think of it . perhaps it is just only coincidence that he call out of concern bahhs . =))

back to today .

we went to swensen at plaza singapura . got chicken which is the main meal , soup and ice cream . not bad right ?? but then i wasn't in a very good appitite . so don't really enjoy the meal except for the soup and the ice cream .

after lunch , there is chemistry practical lohhs . siians manns . i do till very irritated lohhs . don't know why lahhs . some errors in the paper confused me .

anyway after pactical lesson , i went to white sands with qiaoyan and aaron . we went there to buy things . help aaron search for his things for very long . then i buy my sisters' presents lohhs . i have also bought earrings for myself .

after that i treat qiaoyan ben and jerry's ice cream . nothing much lahhs . just that i saw my fencing senior , melissa . hahas . she become so pretty . really such a long time never see her lerhhs .

hmm , actually wanna go pierce 2nd ear hole but then again it is a guy . oh my god . lols . anyway is because qiaoyan don't have enough money lahhs . =))

confession ; sick .

hmm , today is such a boring day . i nearly fall asleep in most of the lesson . i am very tired though i slept at 11pm . strange .

after school skipped remedial then went to white sand with qiaoyan and yuanshan . qiaoyan went there to buy it started with a kiss . hahas . i wanna watch again too !!

anyway yuanshan went back to school for remedial so left the both of us shop around lohhs . i saw a few earrings i wanna buy . hahas . actually today wanna pierce my 2nd earhole at new generations but then the person is a GUY . both of us don't trust his skill so we just walked off .

after that i meet dear in the bus . we were going to safra . well , i am just merely doing my homework lohhs . so siians . then after steve and iman finished playing bowling , we went to eat our dinner . hahas . iman went home . so left with dear , steve , xueqian , weiquan , zipeng and i .

finished eating lerhhs i went to take 291 while they were going to bedok to play lan i think . hahas .

siians . now i am having a headache . if not recover by tomorrow , then maybe won't be going to school bahhs . go polyclinic see doctor lohhs . no choice . no money lerhhs . =((

confession ; BORING .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHRISTIE !!

hmm , yesterday went to temasek poly . well , i have already think of what course and what if i cannot get into the courses . everything is planned . so i am not interested in anything from that polytechnic .

but then i saw a course very suitable for my younger sister . cooking . hahas . i think she will like it alot . lols .

well , i don't know whether is i see the wrong thing or what , someone seems to 'gin' qiaoyan . seriously , i hope is i see the wrong thing . no more conflicts . but again , i think that there are still some misunderstanding between us not solve . haiz . something happen then say bahhs .

after that qiaoyan , yuanshan , xinying and i went to tampines mall . well , can say that we escape from the open house . so many people plus i don't know where dear go to . no choice lohhs .

but then they say they are tired and yuanshan wanna meet friend . so shop for awhile then leave me alone . they very bad horrs . hahas .

anyway i saw elizabeth at mac . so went to look for her . after awhile joey and wanjun came . elizabeth went back first then followed by wanjun . so i accompany joey lohhs , she was doing homework while i either shop around or look at her do .

after that she went to my house for awhile then we go safra play pool . yeah !! i won 2 matches . hahas . then we go take bus home .

today i am so free that i laze around the house . seriously , there is nothing for me to do . so boring . worst of all is my sisters went to clementi to get their blade from the coach then they go vivo shopping . i was alone at home lohhs .

ask qiaoyan to go out then she is so lazy and broke to go out . hahas . so i called my mum . she drove me then fetch my cousin and aunts to go to my uncle's house lohhs . he is sick , according to my mum . after that we went back to tampines .

we went to scold a guy from a phone shop who 'cheat' on my uncle and aunt . we just blast at them and he seems shock . my cousin scold him till his face turn green . hahas . serve him right . after that i meet dear at century square . he joined us for dinner at hans .

after that go temple pray then we went home lohhs . hahas . siians . still got homework haven't do yet . summary . oh god . i hate it . >_<

confession ; tons of things happening .

erm . today seems to be a peaceful day . everything seems to back to the normal . hope that it will always remain that way . but what about tomorrow ?? there is DnT lesson . well , if mr loh don't scold me for nothing , i will not make any trouble . ignore me and i will be good .

well , i know a good news for someone and bad news for another one . i will see what he/she/they will react . =p

no PE for today due to heavy rain . thank god . my whole body ache like shit . all thanks to the run yesterday . i wonder how saturday i am going to survive .

yawn . i am so tired . yesterday didn't have enough of sleep just to do the graph questions . the days before i have no time to do . too tired after come back from training .

hmm , tomorrow we will be going to temasek polytechnic . kinda of excited though i don't wanna study there . =p

confession ; tired .

well , many things just simply happened at the begining of the year . say truthfully , i am really sick of it .

firstly , i would like to apologise to those friends that i have offended in any ways . please don't misunderstand why i always like to quarrel with mr loh and calling him names . this has nothing to do with you guys .

well , i just one to say that everytime when i talked to mr loh about those unfair issue , i always got mention that 'is not that i hold grudges against them , it just that we feel is unfair .'

people like us who always get scolded just simply want him to be fair . nothing else . maybe is we think too much but this is what usually happen when teachers treat certain students differently . it really causes conflict , just like fencing club .

again , i would like to apologise to people whom i have offended in any ways .

well , if you guys wanna know what actually happen in the conversation between my mum and mr loh , it is just simply about dropping subject . of course i also got mention that he is biased but that is definitely not the main point .

but seriously , will changing of seats really affect one's results ?? i don't really agree . but who knows ?? is not that i always like to create trouble . why bother to waste my time ?? but then i just simply feel that it is unfair . hope that you guys will understand how i really feel . i really hate to do all those things to find many trouble .

ok back to today's event .

nothing much . training lohhs . stupid neo . ask we all to print the graph chart every week . and some more if we fence 10 people for a week eg . we will have to print 10 a week . don't he know that the ink is DAMN EXPENSIVE ?? that apply to all of us except for people who can afford that without problem .

run 10 rounds for today . of course i cheated 2 rounds . i am really very tired with all the muscle aches all over my body especially leg muscles . got some difficulty in breathing cos yesterday run 4 rounds then straight away do 10 push ups then run 4 more rounds . is like suddenly stop running . then run again . arghh . luckily i have no training till next tuesday . maybe tomorrow go train again .

oh ya . the conflict between the sec 2 really cause SO MANY problems . from what i heard , riona is forced to quit fencing . but seriously i doubt that she can be stopped to fence as she is a national fencer . she can go national training as she wants . somehow it really makes me think that some people do some things behind the back and cause some stupid trouble for someone . i wouldn't want to mention name . hope he or she will know .

siians . still got maths homework . so tired mans ...

confession ; APOLOGIES .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JINGMING !!

he still owe me 16 birthday bash . hahas . finally got one people can accompany me watch NC16 lerhhs . so happy mans . lols . =p

hmm , nothing much happen today . just that i am really very sleepy due to waiting for the stupid washing machine to wash clothes till about 1am . so tired lohhs . nearly fall asleep in english , SS and Geography .

luckily today i don't have any afternoon programme . just that i went to central with qiaoyan and yuanshan . they taking passport photos . then we have our ' lunch' there .

well , now still got heavy rain . a very nice weather for me to sleep . think i can sleep for 24 hours bahhs .

hmm , come to think of it . what is mrs see mean when she mention about blog ?? did she go and see or got some KPO go complain nehhs ?? i wonder .

siians . tomorrow got DnT . well , i definitely not going to do anything and the sugar daddy is not going to do anything to me . don't try me cos i won't lose to him in a verbal war. don't think that shout at me that means i gonna scared of you . fat hope mans . if he ever dare to try , prepare to receive a complain . what a biased , sugar daddy .

confession ; NORMAL DAY .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE TWIN SISTERS !!

well , again too tired to blog for the previous days . so decided to blog today . =p

today we went to bugis street to shop for our clothing for new year . well , i never buy anything there except for my sisters . i saw pk there . too bad i never bring her present out . lols .

i bought at bugis junction . a white color top , levi's jeans , brown color top , greenish high heels . hmm , i still short of one skirt to match the brown color top . tomorrow i will be going to tampines mall to shop for it . =p

well , the things i buy is equal to both of my sisters clothing . scary right . all the things above $55 except for the brown top . i can't believe i spend so much money in a day . >_<

anyway , we ate our dinner at a japanese restaurant . hmm , the service is kinda of poor lahhs . nothing to say . after that we went to buy something then we went home .

dear and his cousin went off earlier cos the car is too small for them to squeeze in . after we reached home , dear and his cousin came . followed by steve , jiejun ,iman and his girlfriend i think . then after that desmond and cheryl came . hahas . we never cut cake cos no time to buy . think tomorrow then let them cut bahhs .

i am so tired . still got tons of homework not done yet . oh gosh . too many for me i guess . got to try to complete it by tomorrow if not there goes my recess time .

confession ; HAPPY .

the present that dear gave me on my 16th birthday =))

hmm , this few days too tired to blog lerhhs . well , nothing special happen in school . just as per normal . training , studying and some other stuffs . but i would like to comment that the recess is seriously not for people to eat as 3 levels squeeze into one recess . this is too ridiculous .

but anyway i also don't get to eat . other than the long queue , we have been rushing our homework . drawing 3 graphs within 20 minutes . good right ?? hahas . =p

well , haven't get into trouble with the mrs see yet . after the first day , the others were fine . oh ya . yesterday qiaoyan and i have a talk with mr loh . we said that he is very biased as he change qiaoyan's seat but not girls at the back . we definitely have no grudges against them but then it is kinda of unfair to us .

i nearly screamed at him as i am very pissed off . i talked louder than him . he just simply put the girls there for his subject sake , so that they can discuss about DnT in self studies . but thats not the case , isn't it ??

hmm , then today mr neo scold people for nothing . just because of a stupid parent who write a stupid letter with nonsense that cause us cannot go for competition . luckily it doesn't affect the sec 4s .

today's training is quite boring . i lost to riona and cheryl . think due to lack of training in the holidays as i am working , makes my stamina drop alot . maybe is i old liaos bahhs . hahas . but not lose very badly lahhs . all the scores are 5-4 . hahas .

oh ya . i find out who the sec 2 girls like . maybe should try to provoke some of them as i really don't like them . i will not say out who but we will see . muahahahaha .

ehh . NOW I WANNA THANKS ALL MY FRIENDS WHO BOUGHT PRESENTS , SEND ME BIRTHDAY SMS , TESTIMONIAL AND WISHES . =))

lisan , melissa , dimple kor kor , lifang , lizhen , fion and sexy butt kor kor - dinner at cafe cartel .

lisan - chocolate cream puff [made by herself]
dear - BIG stitch doll .
pricillia - double heart necklace .
chinchoo - photo frame .
riona - white color watch .
uncle - birthday cake .
mummy - piano [ after move house ]
uncle rom - fencing shoe .

hmm , great thanks to them . but i suppose there will be some update on that list as some still owe me presents .

anyway , i am looking forward for this saturday . cos on my sisters' birthday , we will be going to bugis to shop for our clothes and shoe so that new year time no need to be so rush . last year is really very last minute . hahas .

siians . tomorrow lessons till 4:15pm . i wanna skip PE like last thursday and go for training , though i don't have . =p

confession ; tired .

today is our school's CCA open house . well , i was pretty bored there as trivia did most of the talking while i never really talk much . =p

anyway , i went off at 12pm + to meet my friends at sentosa . we celebrate my birthday there . hahas . i took the train there . i am so tired . >_<

well , i went to vivo city to bank in my cheque first cos ltr i may lose it . not many people there but i don't know what the hell they doing , spending so much time at the counter . well , whatever .

after that i took the shuttle bus to sentosa . nearly get myself lost there when i was taking the bus . the bus is like so jerky lohhs . nearly puke nehhs . =p

i reached there then i saw sexy-butt kor kor , dimple kor kor , lisan , melissa and fion . wow , lisan is having a terrible sunburn . it looks like you are cooking prawn or what so ever that it turns red afterwards . that is pretty bad .

lisan made some chocolate cream puff , melissa made some jelly and dimple kor kor made some pizza . they are very delicious . yum yum !!

we played volleyball there . hahas . so funny there . the 2 boys were imitating how lisan hit the ball [with a leg up ] . i can't stop laughing . they also don't seems to challenge the score but their laughter . lols .

after that we went to orchard road to meet lizhen and lifang , also go take back our promoter tag money . hahas . surprisingly the uncle in the cashier still remember us . then we have a small talk with auntie then we went off .

we can't decide what to eat , so end up we went to cineleisure to have our dinner at cafe cartel . they treat me for the dinner . thanks everyone !!

after that i went to take bus with fion and dimple kor kor . guess i am too tired that i didn't notice that dimple kor kor is going home . hahas .

then i meet dear at pavilion . xueqian , jiejun , desmond and steve are there . nothing much . dear pass me the birthday present . so big . i wonder what is that . but i was told that i cannot open till 12mn . anyway i also lazy to open cos too tired lerhhs . open all the presents tomorrow .

tomorrow or monday then i accumulate all the presents and write in my blog . =))

confession ; HAPPY DAY !!

seriously , i cannot stand that B**** for being so sacarstic for the whole day . she is trying to make some sacarstic comments on me . what the hell . ask qiaoyan and i to go out of class to have a talk with us .

she said : "what's wrong with you ? you must be the one of those who hated me . i don't like this kind of attitude . either i let you rot or pull you up . i have already forgotten the things that makes you hate me that much . you can always talk to me to vent your anger . if you think that i did anything that is unfair , you can always tell me and i will apologise to you . "

well , is like what the fuck . trying to act that she is damn wonderful . apologise ?? if apologise got use , then what are the policemen for ?? forgotten ?? i don't think so . if she really forgotten about the thing , why last year she ask suliha how i did in class ?? why must be only me ??

whatever the B**** wants . i just want her to leave me alone . i will naturally listen in class and do my homework . i won't be because of her and ruin my precious future . i really cannot stand her . so disgustuing . arghh . she is really getting on my nerves . hate her to the core .

siians . tomorrow still got her lesson . whatever .

oh shit . tomorrow got DnT . still must write a stupid parental letter to support my case of dropping the stupid subject . why it has to be so troublesome ?? waste my time nehhs . haiiz .

confession , pissed off .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEIMIN !!

hmm , today is the 1st day of school . guess where is my classroom ?? =p

i am using the 4/8 [2006] 's class . cool right . i can't imagine that i am using my dear's last year classroom . quite nice . =))

nothing much lohhs . mr loh and ms lim talk alot in class . soso lahhs . then recess with sec 2 and 3 . is like so many people . hope that it is only for today .

tomorrow finally can bring handphones to school but then cannot switch on in other places except for canteen . so lame lohhs . but at least better than nothing .

tomorrow we will begin with our lessons . siians . got to see the B**** . arghh . seriously i cannot stand her lohhs . what the hell .

oh ya . tomorrow school ends at 4:15pm with PE lesson . siians . i still don't unnderstand why they put the PE lessons of graduating classes at the end of the day . i hate thursday and tuesday . the lessons really sucks . wednesday is the best . no need to see the B**** and can go home early . =))

confession ; tired , wondering , happy , confused .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !!

finally . welcome the year 2007 !!

this brand new year , i hope there is no trouble for me especially the b**** is gonna teach me . haiz . i don't know what to expect when school reopen . what a dreadful year .

anyway , a new year and a new blogskin . well , i have change something . the ideas came from my friends's blog . pk and minette . i have used lots of time just to search for the stupid code and there we are !!

hmm , today we go to century square to have our dinner . HAN's . then we just went to buy things lohhs . actually wanna buy shoe but then all the design don't have all the common size that people wear . what an unluckily start .

well , tomorrow mummy gonna bring us out to search for school shoes . wish me good luck . oh ya , i haven't do my homework yet . oh gosh . got to finish them .

confession ; a bad start =p