trivia ; smsing ppl .


trivia darling's close up (:


joey laopo and i (:


my gold medel for team event (:


my fellow juniors .


the emo guys ; junxian on the table , fadhil leaning against the table , jeremy leaning against the chair . LOL .


trivia darling and i (:


evelyn and ellyn caught off guard .


joey laopo's cheeky smile (:


christmas tree at vivo sky park .


me ; camwhoring (:


more emo guys . hahas .


joseph ; sleeping .


joey , annette and trivia ; using laptop but some sort of emo-ing . hahas .

that's all the pictures from monday till today . i have no time to take many pictures .

monday .
the vivo trip . junxian , joseph and i met at tampines mrt . joey was late and the other people don't want to come .

joseph , junxian and i was walking around , waiting for joey . in the end , we decided to watch movie first . we watched enchanted . it was so worth it alright . we watched at GV max . the screen is indeed bigger than the normal ones . not to be forgotten , the show is NICE . *thumbs up*

we met joey after the movie . she was with jeremy they all . we went to walked around then we went back with the school bus . we ate dinner and went back .

tuesday .
i met joseph early in the morning for breakfast before we took a cab to school . as a senior , we are really having so much previllges . we walked around wearing home clothes , taking handphone around the school and many other stuffs .

comepetition was held at 9 plus . well , i suck at it . i won 2 , lost 4 . very jialat horrs . i fenced off with riona in the elimination . it was 15-8 . worst than last year . however , it was fun (:

at night , we went to central to have our dinner and we bought stuffs for our supper . we watched movie using annette's laptop . we watched epic movie and step up . after that , some of the people slept first while others played water game .

weeching , lavina , trivia , bixuan , jeremy , junxian and i was playing the game . according to jeremy , we have filled up fifteen times 1.5 litres of water . everyone was rushing to the toilet . it was very funny . lavina didn't play after the second round .

after the game , we walked around the school . we even tried to climb out the school to buy food . it was unsucessful though . we ended up sitting at the corridor then one by one go to sleep , left with jeremy and i .

nothing much . we just chatted till 5am + then we went to sleep . i was having gastric . sleeping was hard for me .

wednesday .
trivia , joey and i overslept and too tired so we decided not to compete in the individual exchange . we went to eat breakfast then bixuan went home .

nothing much . i was just doing all the presiding stuffs . it was fun but sometimes quite boring . i went back to the classroom after i have preside the men's epee semi-finals . i am sooooo tired that i fell asleep .

the others came to the classroom around evening . they woke me up and we went to white sands . well , we can't decide what to eat so we went separate ways . we met each other afterwards .

we went bak and play water game . this time , i didn't play as i am not feeling well . after that , we watched secret . i only like the piano part .

the others slept quite early . since no one accompany me , i went to sleep early too .

today .
i woke up at 8.25am and roxanne came in to tell us that our event starts at 8.30am . it was like what the fcuk . i ran around the places to take my things . thankfully , i am done in 10 minutes and the TSS people arrvied late .

well , my team was competiting against TSS first . with wenxin and jerene , we were able to win against them by 45-43 . we fought against riona's team next . i think we clinched out 45-30 . however , we were having fun . a GOLD for us .

again , i was doing the presiding job . i preside the men's epee third place after lunch . well , it seems to me that they are playing around . however at the very last when weiyang compete against lester , all the people were screaming loudly beside me . i have to raise my voice . LOL .

we packed our things and we took the prizes . we went back afterwards .

actually , i should have go out with joey laopo to play pool . but in the end , i fell asleep first .

anyway , i was wondering of something . who can help me solve this ?

i am soooo tired but it was soooo fun .

recently , i have not been blogging everyday . i am just too tired , both physically and mentally .

well , yesterday i went back to school for training till 11.05am . it was fun and i miss it as i didn't train ever since i suffered from migraine and depression early in this year , which made me end my cca much more earlier than my fellow fencing mates .

however , i AM pissed , not WAS . i shall not mention the name but i am 100% guarantee sure that she know who she is .

i was supposed to end training at 11am and go straight to her house to take a shower before i went to work . however , coach pop wants me to finish all matches . i did , it ended 5 minutes later than expected .

i quickly packed up and walked to her house . i called her , she said this shit things " i am not going to wait for you lerhhs . we are going to be late . you can still go to my house and bathe cos my dad at home . "

don't you find the things stupid . her dad at home and i go there bathe ?! then was like it was 11.20am when i was near her house . i bathe just need 10 minutes , not like her , half an hour . take taxi only need half an hour , moreover , it is not peak hour lohhs . even the people who i have told this to , said that she is 不讲义气 .

even today i saw her , i don't even bother to talk to her alright . she makes me unable to reach orchard on time that i will have to take off . then was like i informed her to infrom the manager that i was late .

but now the problem was if my aunt don't ask , no one will knows , not even the manager . my aunt was the one who told the manager . this is absolutely very irresponsible alright . unforgivable .

okok . back to today . i went to work in the morning . it was so boring lahhs . not many customers , which means the sales sucks . but overall , it is alright .

i went to training after work . i lost my way at clementi , don't know how to go to tanglin sec . i called suzie for help . thanks to her , i managed to go there thru taxi .

when i was with yihuan , i asked her why she didn't pick up my phone cos she promised to fetch me or something . but then she said "jeremy says that you coming with joey and he said that you will call him mahhs . "

i was stunned straight away , paisehs lahhs . stupid . anyway , today's training is hectic . i am the only ladies epeeist there . i kena trash 5-0 thrice and won nicholas . it was like shit lahhs .

actually after the matches , jeremy and i wanted to skip physcial training . i didn't listen to him and i walked at the corridor . in the end , both of us were called back to the hall . darn it . LOL .

we went to eat dinner with our sec 2 juniors and we went home together .

seriously , i am so excited for the camp . this is the first time we going back as senior . yeah !

siians . tomorrow got work and i have to meet someone for breakfast . yawn yawn . i shall not talk nonsense and rest asap .

i can't get you out of my mind .

whole body muscle ache lahhs .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEEKHEI LAOGONG !

too long never blog . guess i should type something here .

well , this few days are like shit . i think that's the best work i can say . i am totally in no mood at all . with all the damn things happening , i am so fcuk up about everything .

just like yesterday , i cried at work place . why ? because people thinks that i am nice to bully . i am always very quiet but that does not mean that it is for the people to bully for goodness sake . plus one of the staffs cause me to get scolding for the fcuking piece of shit boss . knn .

i cried lahhs . then the people just treat me better afterwards . they deserved it if they get any scolding . so what if they are senior staffs ? that's totally none of my business . we have to treat everyone fair and sqaure .

i was in the bad mood already anyway . haiiz . i am so pathetic . just dump by people and now i got to tolerate all this shit . arghhh .

thankfully , yesterday and today's sales record makes me feel better . 600+ for today . yes man ! LOL . in addition , i am so touched that customers still remember me and request me to serve . good mans .

oh ya . just now i am tekan by 4 china men . nabei . choose things so fussy and keep on bargaining . they are not better than women sehhs . everything also want discount or free gift . i am not the boss siia . my aunt , shan , michele , suzie and sabrina see lerhhs also quite pissed lahhs . so difficult to settle them . i wouldn't want to serve any china men anymore .
suzie change to chinatown lerhhs . i gonna miss her . first joey and now her . haiiz .

i am sooo looking forward for the fencing camp . i wanna go a break with some exercising . i miss school days .

tomorrow , i will be going for training then go work . though tired but no choice . i don't wanna get trash by people on the competition . start to train hard soon !

to him : are you happy now to see me in this state ? i think that's what you want to see right ? retribution for me . in this terrible state . don't tell me all the good stuffs . i am sick of it .

you shattered my everything . i am not just going to let this be like that . shouldn't you feel a single bit of remorse ? if not , you have change . change from a endangered species of man to NOTHING . yes , i mean NOTHING , not even a speck of dust .

you ruin my life . don't even bother to tell me how in the hell you know this feeling . cos at the very beginning , you failed to believe me . i cannot do anything .

o level results will decide my fate ; to give up or not is up to it .

don't let your guard down beause i will be back !

tired of everything .

weijie wearing my blue hairband . LOL .


weijie was trying to hide his face for wearing the hairband .


the lin couple .


yan , putting the hairband on her laogong's head .


joseph and his laopo .


jingzhe , playing daidee .


crystal , wenxin and i ; the three sec 4 lady epeeists .


fencers ! from back and left ; weijie , weeching , josephy , joey , wenxin , myself , crystal , lavina , bixuan , annette , junxian and jeremy . stupid shaun lee is the camera man . LOL .


wenxin and i , again .


jeremy and i , he looks funny lahhs .


fencers again ! we will take more photos on fencing camp !

ok . that's all the photos bahhs . there maybe some others that i haven't receive . guess i have to wait very patiently .

yesterday we watch 4 shows , 'men in white' , 'dead silence' , 'resident evil 1 and 2 ' . well , i think we were too tired to continue on . LOL .

something unexpected happened yesterday . i shall not say much . people will eventually find out anyway .

this afternoon , we were playing blackjack and daidee . too bored lerhhs .

for me , i am particularly in a very bad mood . why ? all because of him . what else ? who are the possible person who can make me that devastated ? no one but only HIM .

it gives me the feeling that i am his doll or spare tire . he gave me all the false hope and then shattered it straight away .

he lied to me at the exam , i don't blame him . after exam , i asked him again and he , himself declared don't have . what happened today ? he say yes , he got someone he like , or stead . i don't even know a single shit about it .

i study double hard . i sacrificed my sleeping and playing hours . to do what ? hardcore on study . i even broke down when i can't take the stress . do he ever know a single shit about this ? do he know how much effort i put in just to go TPJC ? do he know why i am doing this ? like hell he will ever know .

he said that he understand how i feel , saying that it is not my fault and saying that i have friends . yes yes , i agree but yet , i disagree .

yan has weijie . all the people have the boyfriends , girlfriends or even people they like to care about . what about me ? they are there for me , but definitely not forever . he should know it .

telling me lies cos i am super duper sensitive ? i will be more sensitive if it is a lie than a truth . i may just 'kill' the other girl off just like last year . but what i am soooo pissed it lying . LIES !

my trust , hope , love , time , hardwork and effort are totally smash and shattered by him . yes him , none other than my very 1st stead .

i shall bet on this . if my o level results allow me to enter TPJC , i will NEVER give up . if i can't , i will have to reconsider . that's what my sister told me to do . i think i have no choice bahhs . i am tired you know .

i cry till my eyes are damn swollen . you don't even give a shit about it .

kiat and yan .




full length photo of myself .




jing and yan




trivia and i .




shaun lee and i .




my brother joel koh and i (=



kiat and i .




xinying , mrs ong , yan and i (=




ME , mr loh and xinying .




joey laopo and i . she looks so cute (:




pris , shan and sabrina .



shan and yan . a difference in height . LOL .



joseph bro-in-law and i . my sister kept on saying "awwww... he is so handsome . " LOL .


crystabel and yan .


jomo and chunny . handsome , weren't they ?


yan and chunny .


Me and chunny .


kendrick and yan .


kendrick and i .


Me , pris , sabrina and yan . ALL IN WHITE !


we wanted to kiss sabrina .


fiona , qiuhui and aaron .


yan and i . best sisters of all (:


shafiq and yan .


me and shafiq . i am so honoured to take photo with the prom king of 2007 (:


jon and i .


yan and jon .


sabrina , pris , nizam , lingle and i .


yingquan and i (:


helena and yingquan .


farhan and yan .


Farhan and i .


weijie and lingle .


jing and i .


jing and shan . what do you think of it ? LOL .


weijie and yingquan . the gay partners .


caline and i (:


mich and i . we were wearing similar dress . honoured to take photo with our dearest prom queen of 2007 (:


clarissa and i (:


lingle and i (:


the lin couple . weijie looks sooooo stupid . hahas .


weijie and jomo . the 2 ah peks .


jomo and i . the two 16 going 17 kid (:


shan and i (:


sabrina , me and yan .


lihui , zhen and mich .


zhen and i (:


mich , lingle , lihui , mr azhar , me , yan , xinying and shan .


my dearest brother aaron and i (:


my stupid bro-in-law weijie and i .


khei and i . we are wearing almost everything similar . LOL .


qirong and i (:


yan and aaron . a retard and a genius . LOL .


wenxin and i . she looks so different from usual .


weimin and i . he looks handsome , isn't he ?


the lin couple again .


LILY and NANA (:


me , mr loh and xinying .


yan and yingquan .


mrs ang , yan , xinying and i (:


jeremy and i . he looks so funny . LOL .


hwaishin and yan .


khei and i , again . taken outside cinema .


aaron , taking photo . hahas .


me , i just can't stop taking pictures .


xinying , yingquan , caline and i .


xinying , mrs ong and i (:


black hearts hime ; shan , yan , xinying and i (:


yan , xinying and i .


my hair from the back view .


yan , xinying and i ; taken at the salon .


the lin couple , again . LOL .

i was not free on the thursday to blog . work is alright . the gay manager wasn't there . he gonna off till december . YES !

yesterday was prom night . it was sooooo fun alright .

i went to school in the morning . stupid sehhs . i am only eligible for MI . but who cares ? i still try to put JC in the choice . cannot then go MI play for 3 weeks lohhs . hahas .

we went to shan's house to choose the dress for her then we left to yan's house . we waited for xinying then go to my house . mummy fetched us to century square to make our hair . all of us have different hairstyle . they looked gorgeous alright !

we went back home for make up . well , it turned out to be soooo nice . we looked so different from our usual self .

mummy fetched us to school . well , everyone look so nice lahhs , especially the guys . just look at those photos and you will know .

dancing , eating and taking photos . it was so memorable . best of all , the prom king and queen 2007 were both from 4/6 , shafiq and mich . WOW ! this is absolutely great ! we are so proud of them !

after the entire thing , we went to tampines mall to watch stardust . it was soso only lahhs . not really very nice though . after that , we walked home as the was no bus at 2 plus . we reached home at about 3 with the lin couples . hahas .

today , some people are coming to my house to watch some movies . what will happen next ? i shall update tomorrow with the remaining pictures of the prom night .

finally you are back .
do you know how much i miss you ?
how i wish i can watch sunrise with you .

having so much fun .