oh yes ! i didn't sleep in any lectures for the entire day ! muahahahaha . but i must comment that the aircon is frigging cold . i am shivering with my teeth chattering . hahas .

i finally understand what the chemistry and economics lesson are about . actually , it is very easy to understand but sometimes , either the boring teacher makes me feel like sleeping [economics] or i just simply can't get what the teacher is talking [chemistry] .

well , i get into fencing . then it was like what the fcuk . YJC fencing club only fence sabre , all thanks to that stupid henry . er xin mans . i fence epee for 4 years lerhhs lohhs . i am not going to change . don't let me fence ? can . i quit and change cca nia mahhs .

AT MOST I GO OTHER PLACES TO FENCE . HAH . RIGHT IN YOUR FACE !

nothing much . reached home at about 7 plus . i was quite tired and bored . hahas . but someone is nice enough to entertain me when i was on my way home (:

siians . people tomorrow no need to go school and yet , i have to turn up for lectures . essshhh . however , in between there is more than enough time to eat mac breakfast ! yayness =p

i shall go watch the 2 bleach episode that i have missed .

lalala ~ i am having sooo much fun .

well well , i got to say i really love to sleep . can't get rid of this bad habit of falling asleep at classes . i fell asleep at economics for 2 days >_<

anyway , school is pretty alright . yesterday , school ends early . we supposed to stay till 5:15pm . but when lesson ends , it was 3:10pm . so alloysius and i passed the cca form to mimi and we ran off . LOL .

today , lesson really ends freaking late . near 6pm . worst of all , it was raining . we have no choice but to walk in the rain . mimi , alloysius and i went to eat our so called dinner at long john silver .

too bad that my camera is low batt . i miss uploading photos in my blog . i guess my readers must be freaking bored by my blog , which is full of words . i guess photos are better .

i guess i will be uploading photos when i manage to take my charger . maybe i shall take more photos on our CTG outing which is most probably at next thursday . hopefully it will be fun .

oh ya . YJC's PE lesson is kinda of boring , though i prefer running to games . this is the first time having a seperate PE session with the guys . it is kinda of strange lahhs .

taking height and weight is disastrous . i gain 0.5kg and apparently , i become shorter . oh damn it . why does all the measuring ruler or tapes have problems . essshhh .

ok . i shall stop here . hopefully tomorrow will be a fun day (:

lalala~ i love walking in the rain .

today , i am very tired . i slept in the bus . thank goodness that i didn't overslept . hahas .

well , nothing to comment on the lectures except that history lecture is really very boring . that is same goes to chemistry bridging lecture . i kept on dozing off .

sometimes , i don't really enjoy the free period . it is really too long . i didn't know how to spend my time other than talking to my friends .

thankfully , the lecture ends early . i went to northpoint to buy the shoelace for my uniform . thanks alloysius for being soooo nice to accompany me (:

i look akward with my brand new uniform . skirt is kinda of long , even after i have alter alot . maybe i shall make it shorter .

haiz . now i still can't decide what cca to join . should i go back to fencing or dance ? essshh . can i just join both ? lols .

siians . to think of i have lesson on saturday , it really spoils my weekend . >_<

anyway , i am happy to be in CTG120 with my new friends . i think many fun things will happen . we shall see (:

enjoying myself .

it is nearly midnight and i have to sleep pretty soon . i shall keep this post as short as possible .

yesterday , we went to marine parade . unfortunately , the kbox there closed lerhhs . i was angry with yan and xinying for actually don't feel like going . but we were ok afterwards .

we went to kallang leisure centre's kbox . wow . the place is real big . we sang as if we are at a concert or something . overall , it is real fun .

at night , we went back and have dinner . it was my aunt's birthday . after celebrating , yan and i went to xinying's house and stay .

today , we woke up quite late . we have our lunch and somehow , we fell asleep again . we went to have our lunch and headed home .

nothing much . hopefully , tomorrow will be a better day (:

tired .

ehh . what should i say . school is pretty fun and at times , it's boring .

i shall not say about other events . i dare say i enjoyed the mass couple dance . i even paired up with someone from my OG to dance on stage . though we didn't win anything , it was real fun .

uncle morris won dancing king of OG12-23 . he is real good . it is such a pity that i can't snap a photo of him dancing and give to my aunt for memorial . LOL . all thanks to my camera battery ; to be flat at the very wrong time . essshh .

xinying sms me this morning . unfortunately , my appeal to tpjc is unsuccessful . yan and xinying too . apparantly , i didn't hear anyone appeal in successfully . hence , i quickly called my mum and ask her to come to school to buy uniform .

i sneaked out of school from the jam and hop . i wonder . if i am going to stay there till it ends , what time i will reach home ? the answer is very obvious . definitely after 10pm .

but seriously , i didn't know uncle morris can recongnise me . he waved to me when he saw me . LOL . i was kinda of evil as when he called me "hello selina" , i was like using a little sarcarsm "hello uncle morris" . hahas .

i didn't mean it that way . i just find it cute to see uncle morris a little stunned face . hahas .

too bad that he is transferring out to SAJC . i thought that finally i have a relative of same age in same school as me . but too bad ya . however , i am happy for him that he has successfully appeal to SAJC .

unlike me , can't even appeal to a lousy JC .

regardless what is the outcome , i am happy to be there . i have make new friends and they are very nice . i guess i will enjoy myself there (:

i am tired with the whole day activities . i shall rest and tomorrow we shall go to kbox and enjoy before real JC life starts .

happy yet with some disappointment .

i am very tired right now . i guess i should still make an effort to blog .

i woke up very early and went out at 6am so that i won't miss bus 39 . however , the bus came at 6:30am . with all the squeezing and stuffs , the journey took 45mins + 5mins walk to school .

well , the 1st impression of the school is average . some parts of the school looks like rundown area . hahas . then the uniform machiam ITE uniform . very ugly .

however , the people there are better than the 1st day attending at MI . they are much more friendly and they make an attempt to get to know you more . (:

despite all the good things happen , i still tend to worry about the appealing to TPJC . hopefully , it will be successful since most of the people are appealing out . *pray hard*

i am suprised to see james ong there . i knew it long ago that keqin is there but didn't know another victim of mine in primary school is there . hehehe . he is soooooo dead . LOL .

ehh . the school ends quite late for most day , especially this friday which ends at 9am . i guess tomorrow i will be having a MC as my throat really swell and it's painful .

after school , i went to meet sarah and her boyfriend at causeway point long john silver . we sat there and ate something before we went to meet jingsi , who was at w'lands interchange . pk came later .

we took bus to tampines and change bus to downtown east . we walked to aloha loyang where calene's chalet is located . kaihong they all came later . oh man . he really change alot with all those facial piercing . i am kinda of speechless .

we played mahjong till they cut the cake . basically , i can't really eat the bbq food as i am having cough and stuffs . haiiz . what a pity .

ok . i got to take a shower before i sleep . i smell like bbq food . LOL (:

tired and painful throat .

this few days i am really too tired . kinda of tired with whatever that happen to my surrounding . haiiz .

yesterday , i went to xinying's house for dinner . her mummy's cook is VERY NICE ! hahas . after eating , we chitchat and her mum helped yan and i do foot reflexology . it is real comfortable though pain at times . LOL .

yan and i went back to take our belongings to stay at xinying's house . unfortunately , her mum don't let . no choice lohhs . i have to go alone .

basically , we couldn't sleep for the whole night . we chatted till about 3am and we slept till about 6am plus . we got a message for our posting .

damn it . yan and xinying get into singapore polytechinic and i got into Yishun Junior College . don't know whether i should say i am unlucky or not .

upon hearing from xinying's cousin , who is presently at TPJC for PAE , there are many ridiculous things . people with single score cannot get into VJC , TJC , SAJC , MJC and get into TPJC instead . what nonsense is that .

next , MJC accept someone with 10 points but not 9 points . what nonsense is that again ? unless you are telling me that the person is by DSA or something else . but it is rather dumb alright .

but that's what they say . we don't know about the real facts . however , heard that many people are going to appeal out from TPJC . yes , go ahead . i definitely prefer TPJC than YJC .

worst still , tomorrow ends at 5pm (who knows ? that's according to keqin) . i still have a chalet to attend lohhs . don't spoil my fabulous holiday with stupid orientation . seriously , i never like orientation . it sucks alright .

anyway , i have already send my appeal form . hopefully , i can hear some real good news .

ok , i shall stop blabber about posting results till further notice .

nevertheless , congrats to people who get into which ever school they wanted and of course , good luck for those who are appealing (:

second unlucky thing was we went back to the latent TB mantoux test results . yan and xinying don't have it . the obvious thing , i got that damn virus .

the bump is 14mm . it's like wtf .

i went to do xray and thankfully , my lungs are perfectly fine . others also fine . no worries . this won't spread . i still can live as normal as the others . it is sleeping virus in me . it won't affect me anyway . it just that i have to go back once a month for medicine .

six months for goodness sake . oh god .

no choice but have to take it . haiiz . 2 shocks at once . real unlucky alright .

ok . i shall go do my stuffs and sleep early . who knows if i will be lost tomorrow . esshh .

pissed off .

yawn . i am still very tired . this morning , mummy came freaking early to bring me to tan tock seng there . we went to fetch xinying and yan before we headed there .

i was freaking scared . firstly , thanks to the bad experience i have when i was in primary 6 . secondly , it is all thanks to my cousin carol . yesterday , she really scare me to hell by saying that it is very pain or something .

in the end , i cried before getting injection . i wasn't really that pain . i was really terrified by her . essshhh . next time don't scare me like that . yan didn't cry but after the injection , her eyes turned red and she sniffed . LOL .

mummy sent us to tampines mart so we went to have our breakfast . everywhere was packed of people so we just went to foodcourt . many people queued up for the toto . wahh .

10million lehhs . who doesn't want to try the luck ?

geee . jeremy called me and i told him that i cried . he laughed at me siia . you are sooo dead . muahahahaha . my sisters also laughed at me . scared of pain cannot arhhs . lols .

we went to my cousin's house and eat sushi . sushi is made by junjie . he is great , isn't he ?

i was sooooo tired that i took a nap while the girls were playing NDS . dinner was speghetti . my sister cooked real lot that even with 7 people eating , we can't finish .

i think i will not eat pasta in a month's time .

i need to rest lerhhs . my hand is very numb . =.=

pain narrr !

A HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE . of course , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO STEVE !

i have been very busy moving house , especially yesterday . there weren't many people helping . but thank goodness , we managed to . the things are really freaking heavy lohhs . we were having hard time .

actually , we wanted to call more people . however , we last minute informed people . they surely can't make it . worst of all , it's valentine's day and for the chinese , people will be praying the god at midnight . it is on a thursday so some people may have school . in the end , no one came to our rescue . lols .

curse the block for not having lift for every floor . the old type and so , we have to climb down the stupid stairs to the 4th floor . esshhh .

before moving house in the evening , mummy and i went to do pedicure . hahas . yayness ! but i didn't get to go manicure . nevermind . i have to move house anyway .

by the time we finished everything , it is already midnight . my cousin and i walked home . i will be staying at my cousin's house till sunday 'cos my house is real messy . LOL .

this valentine's day . i should say it is one of the worst and boring day ? perhaps .

tomorrow , i will be going to tan tock seng for injection . curse it . MUMMY !! hahas .

boring .

today , i received a call from xinying . everyone in our class have to go to Tan Tock Seng hospital to check for latent tuberculosis . arghhh .

I DON'T WANT INJECTION ! yeah , i am scared . all thanks to whoever the stupid nurse who help me to inject in primary 6 was . darn it . those nurses are freaking rough >_<

geee . i will be going there on saturday . i will be going with aaron , xinying and yan . the yan still don't want to come back . tsk tsk . mummy will be fetching us ! yayness .

haiz . today , i didn't get to do my manicure and padicure . we were late but half an hour . my goodness . if you see the manicurist face , you will want to punch her face . LOL .

nothing much . just that i am little tired . tomorrow still have to pack things . moving house in 2 days time . it is sooooo near to safra lahhs . hahas . can go play bowling (:

with fear .

lalala . selina has recovered from the sadness !

i shouldn't be sad for sooooo long . people are worrying about me . now , i shall occupied myself with moving the house stuffs and thinking of how to appeal . hahas .

though i am very petty , i guess this time i can let bygone be bygone . no point upset about something trivia . i should do something to achieve things that i wanted . there are lots of things to be done (:

despite being forgiving , what i said in the previous post , i mean it alright . don't take it as a joke . take it as a warning bahhs . hahas .

i miss yan lehhs . i am waiting for her to come back so that we can go xinying's house and go out . muahahaha . shopping spree .

mummy and i just went to tampines mall to make appointment for the stupid padicure and manicure . tomorrow 2pm . yayness !

i am going back for training on wednesday too . i miss training (:

mark my words .

lalala~

god , please tell me what to do ? i don't know anymore . ever since i found out the truth , i haven't been myself lately . the scar in my heart has deepened .

my love life is a goner . i lose to that girl . piggy has been trying to defend her . i don't blame him . he told me that she reads my blog and says that she admires me cos i love him till like that . but so what ? she gets it and i don't .

he told me that the girl even ask him to treat me after getting results . so what ? can it change the fact that i am crying behind the screen upon knowing this ?

of course not . it will never be .

i will say once and for all . my love for him will never lose to anyone , even to you . though you claim him now , if you don't treasure him , i will snatched him back . by the time , don't say that i am nasty .

if it's not because of him , i think i will be more nasty . trust me . to achieve my goals , i will do anything , even if i have to betray my soul . mark my words .

i am so hurt with everything around me . my closest cousin betray my trust . he is the only one whom i open my heart to , other than yan and joey of course . but i didn't expect him to say something that hurts me so much . that goes to my 2 sisters too , telling things are not true .

anyway , thanks for weijie and aaron's concern . i think i will recover real soon and become the crazy selina that you all know again .

hereby i declare , I WILL NEVER GIVE UP AND I WILL STILL LOVE HIM . NOTHING LESS .

upset , depressed , miserable and melancholy .

First of all , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEREMY !

ok . today , i went to yihuan's house with my sisters and their friends . we stayed there for about a hour and we left . they went to plaza singapura and i went to tampines mall , intend to do manicure and padicure .

unfortunately , it is not open today .

in the end , i went to buy some sushi and headed back home . i was kinda of tired . awhile after i have reached home , i received my grey contact lenses . yeah ! hahas . anyway , i stayed at home till dinner time .

nothing much till at night , after my sisters have reached home . just as when i am browsing thru friendster , i saw something which i shouldn't see .

now i understand why there is a proverb "curiousity kills the cat . "

yes , i am still quite upset right now . i can't forget the damn 2 photos that i saw . worst of all , my sisters didn't support me and seems to trying to imply that i deserve it .

yeah , my fault . but that's shouldn't be the whole reason why he chose her . i hate that girl to the core . better don't let her appear in the eyes of mine . i don't think i will be nice . i mean it .

AND HIM . how dare he lies to me AGAIN and AGAIN ?! it may be my imagination but what ? look at the girl's hairstyle on the photo taken . i am not dumb lahhs . even though my sisters were trying to comfort me , i don't buy that story .

'cause i know it well .

now what ? i feel soooo pathetic to be betrayed over and over again . it's ok if he told me the truth . though i will be very pesistent . but till now , he is still lying .

this is absolutely UNFORGIVABLE !

i wonder , if i am able to forgive him like the past or i will hate him for life ? i guess both options are most probably out .

like what those people always told me , "selina , move on lerhhs . since he already did , why you keep on clinging on him ? " if not say "why you still love the guy who brings you pain and hurt you ?"

it's not that i want to do that . it just that once i let go , i will be aimless . worst of all , we have been together for soooo long . all these years , he has always been my aim . even up to the O levels , i just can't stop taking him as an aim .

i know that i am stupid . but what should i do after i let go ? i am not ready yet . i think maybe probably after JC ? but that's still long .

tell me how should i let go this guy who made such a great impact of my life , bring happiness and misery ?

seriously , i don't know how .

why you did this to me ?
how should i ever believe you ?

in misery .

my sister's wonderful peeling skill . hahas .


making a flower pictures with peeled orange skins .


my two sisters . 黑白两道 =p


me . i look sooooo fair lahhs . lols


gambling scene .

more photos will be uploaded after my aunt sharon send me the photos (:

wednesday .
i went to my maternal grandma's house for lunch . my aunt and cousins were there already . thankfully , nothing awful happen that day . i kept quiet for the whole afternoon and my mum just kept on scolding my grandma . wahahahaha .

after that , we carried lots of things given by grandma to my paternal grandma's house . we ate steamboat there . my cousins weren't there as they were going for lion dance or something . good . so no one can disturb us . LOL .

we went to our new house . well , it is still not fully renovate . my dad did a nice job . but what make me pissed was my mum doesn't want to put a study table in the master bedroom . just how i am going to study lahhs ?

she says she will come back and stay . oh god , don't make me laugh . i don't mean it to say it this way but everytime she says that , neither my sisters nor myself believe in the words .

yesterday .
first of all , HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE !

i went to my grandma's house . we ate our lunch there and later on , most relatives came to my grandma's house . well , it wasn't that bad . RED PACKET ! yeah .

i took an afternoon nap after they went off . we were waiting for mummy to fetch us to hospital to look at my great grandmother .

in the end , she didn't come . what a day , make us wait for her for nothing . haiiz .

nevertheless , we went to visit my paternal great grandmother . i was doing nothing except looking in awe at my cousin . he is soooooo cute alright . i should have taken a photo of him .

nevermind . i will snap a photo on the celebration of my great grandmother's birthday later on the new year . hehes .

we went to aunt shirley's house . nothing much . i was just sitting there , watching TV . after that , my aunts asked me to join them for mahjong . well , nothing much . i won 40cents . LOL . my sisters said that i was lame lahhs .

we went home at about 3 plus near 4am . we were soooo tired that we slept as fast as we can get to our beds . hahas .

today .
i woke up at 4pm ? i slept for nearly 12 hours . i guess i was really very tired . thank goodness that i am not going out today , hahas .

my cough has worsen . i lost my voice . oh god . who can save me ?!

tomorrow , i will be going to yihuan's house to 拜年 . i will be going to do my manicure and padicure after that . haha . i still need to clean the house for sunday as relatives are coming .

can't stop coughing ...

today , yan and my cousin came to my house and help me with the cleaning . without them , i won't be able to finish in hours time . thanks !

we went to eat lunch afterwards and we went to my cousin's house to study .

i must say something . I HATE GRAPHS LAHHS . i just can't visualize whatever it is talking about . i prefer numbers . hahas .

after dinner , yan and i learned something new . differentiation . wahh lao . we kept on making lots of careless mistakes lahhs . knn . the both of us do till pek chek . we understand but yet too careless . stupid thing .

yan and i just take it as everything the same as we did . "haiya , similiation narr . " we shouted together . hahas . nice word that we have created .

yan is going to malaysia tomorrow . i gonna be lonely . i don't really enjoy chinese new year anyway ...

i begin to think more ...

similiation =.=

my nephew zeaus . cute , isn't he ?


posing while yan took the pic .


yan is sooooo bo liao to take the photo of us eating steamboat . arghh . i look ugly alright .


junheng trying to hide but yan manage to take the photo . LOL .


zeaus , staring at me .


my cousins were desperately trying to hide . hahas .


candid shot of junjie .


the delicious food .


caught ya . hahas .


zeaus was trying to pose .


handsome kid .


"take my hair don't take my face" , he shouted to yan .


still trying to pose . hahas .


yu sheng .


after mixing it .

all the photos , except the yu sheng , are taken by yan . hahas . she was just mere bo liao to be the first to finish eating . LOL .

i went to my cousin's house in the afternoon . yan came later cos she woke up late =.=

we studied till the time for dinner . we ate steamboat after the adults have eaten . we were having so much fun , taking photos and eating .

we poured in the things and said some auspicious words then mixed it . it was sooooo fun lahhs . we wished for many funny stuffs , especially my cousin , who wish to strike more toto , 4D and lottery ticket . LOL .

we went back to do our work afterwards . my sisters came and they bought us some bubble tea . we contined to mug till we finished the stupid chapter , my cousin , yan and i went to read some horoscope stuffs .

we laughed our head out while reading yan's horoscope . LOL .

we went to eat the remaining food and went home .

tomorrow , i will be having a hard time cleaning the whole house . i won't be moving house till the 15th feb . thank goodness that yan and my cousin will be helping before we go to my cousin's house to study .

thinking of you .

fun day !

zi mo worrs . our loser of yesterday's tiles .


see , she is sooooo happy .

today , we went out to bugis . i meet joey in the money . again , she was late . i waited for her for one and a half hour .

i saw piggy while i was waiting for her . like what the girls say , a smile is better than nothing . i think i am lucky bahhs .

i meet my cousins and edmond and we went to pasir ris to meet yan . joey reached awhile later . we went to take the train as joey was late to meet people . poor laopo . she got to learn how to be punctual . (:

we meet my cousin's friends . well , i think that all of them are eccentric alright . how to put it .. like gay ? make us walk for so long aimlessly . oh god .

after looking at whatever they want to see , we went separate ways . we went to sim lim square to fixed junjie's DS . it took one hour . so we went to bugis street to shop . yan and i bought a shirt each . my cousins and edmond were sooooo amuse with the prints of the tees . hahas .

i bought another blue top too . hahas . finally .

we went back to sim lim square to collect . we intend to take a taxi home . however , those damn taxi drivers are unwilling to take us because we have 5 person . damn it . it was raining at that time . stupid , especially the first one is frigging rude .

we took a bus back . we have our dinner and went back to my cousin's house to play mahjong . yan got 屁胡 and edmond got 小相公 . hahas .

i was laughing my head out . LOL .

the loser of the day is EDMOND ! hahs . of course , i am the WINNER of the day . muahahahaha .

tomorrow . i wonder what will happen .

lucky , am i ?

wondering .

me , do maths till pek chek .


thinking of how to do >_<


foolscap full of words .


my messy handwriting with lots of cancellation .


continue with my work .


we can't resist the temptation to play mahjong .


me , twisting (:


junheng cover his face with the mahjong bag .


messy arrangement .


yes , i WIN !


sign of victory !


twist again . YEAH !


i won the 2nd round ! yayness !


shy junheng and funny edmond .


edmond's turn to win !


edmond's winning tiles .


i won again . 5th time worrs .


too happy and i hug the wall . LOL .


junheng , 'washing' tiles .


messy .


yes , i win again ! hahas .


the losers put their head down . hahas .


sign of defeat .


edmond win the second time .


edmond twist with victory .


junheng's victory .


remaining tiles .


junheng twist with victory .


the loser of the day . HAHA .

today , i meet edmond , yan and my cousin for breakfast . yan was late so she didn't eat . i was taking a short nap at my cousin's house before we start studying .

when i was awake , we started to study straight away . i did those questions till i very pekchek . edmond was laughing at us . hahas .

he suggested that we should play mahjong . we can't resist the temptation so we push the table out to play .

i won 4 times in a row . HAHA . i am sooooo lucky .

after playing for so many rounds , i won 6 times and junheng and edmond won 2 twice . poor yan . she didn't even win once . blame on her slow reaction . muahahahaha .

we were taking photos while playing . it was sooooo fun alright .

after that , we went to tmart to have our dinner . we were telling some ghost stories too . hahas . we went back to my cousin's house and we were using internet till about 10pm .

we will be going out together . tomorrow ! yeah .

wondering about you .

having fun !