dear took when i wasn't looking >_<


another candid shot .


seriously , i look soooo strange with the short fringe >_<


pose request by dear . he says i look scary , especially when you can notice that eerie stare . lols .

well , today i am kinda of free without any homework which is due on monday , bugging me . LOL .

yesterday , i was soooo tired cos i didn't sleep . all thanks to the PI . haiz . i fell asleep at SEA history and econs lectures . i just can't help it >_<

training doesn't seems like one to me cos i have nothing to do . i just sit down there for fun . can't be helped . anyway , i wonder how the fencing shirt will look like . hopefully , it will be nice .

i think by the end of my JC life , i will have lots of shirt . maroon and white PE shirt , house shirt , cca shirt and class shirt . alots lahhs . hahas .

i am soooo bored right now , waiting for dear's call . yawn . i guess i will sleep early today . lack of sleep . siians . tomorrow have to go to henry's house for training . yawn ...

i am sooooo tired . ZzZzZz...

now is 4:34am . yawn . i just cannot sleep because if i do , i will not be able to wake up on time . all thank to PI . damn it .

i am soooo bored so i just change my blogskin , or rather some of the format with the inspiration of another blogskiner .

finally , i finished all the homework . not many but still , finishing it early means can rest with peace . later i comfirm sleep in the bus .

well , things doesn't go very well for this week .

firstly , i failed my maths test . kinda of mental block lahhs . not that i don't understand or don't know how to do . failed quite badly and was quite upset with it . 12/40 lehhs . imagine i got 19/20 for the previous test and now ... this is abit crap lahhs .

wednesday's econs test is also a disaster . i totally forget that i am not suppose to decrease the price to promote the product . i will not be able to pass for gurantee chop sure . siians .

rahhh . i feel like sleeping right now , but i can't lahhs . oh god .

thank goodness that i finished the things which i am supposed to do for the fencing notice board . tomorrow got lots of things to be done .

oh ya . i just remembered something .

i don't have to go for obs !

the check up prove that i am physically unfit so i don't have to go . YAYNESS !

very sleepy !!!

making a 'birthday cake' for laffyette .


laffyette , eating the cake .


the people eating cakes .


another shot of the birthday boy =p


see the toy sword ? that's his present from don't know who . LOL .

i was just too tired to blog . it can't get enough sleep >_<

well , i hurt my left ankle so i am excused for PE and could wear slippers for 2 days . hahas . now my ankle getting better (:

history test was like hell . i think everyone just practically throw all the secondary school stuffs in it . it was a sure fail paper . the formet of writing change and we have to memorise tons of lecture stuffs . >_<

chemistry test was horrendous . i failed by 2 marks , all thanks to the careless mistakes that i have made . shouldn't have made those kind of stupid mistakes . haiz . anyway , no one pass that test in our class :(

maths test is the best ! 1 mark to full marks . yayness ! hahas .

next week still got another maths test and econs test . *praying hard to pass econs* . hahas .

tomorrow , i will be going for check up . i realised that everytime just few days before i go back for check up , i will forget to take medicine once . what the hell . LOL .

anyway , i just cut my hair . fringe too long lerhhs . now is like super short , looking a little blur blur . hahas .

siians . still got lots of homework need to be completed by this weekend . still got fencing notice board stuffs to prepare by monday . soooo many things lehhs . i think i need to go for tuition lerhhs .

by the way , i have to mention something that happen in my tagboard .

don't try to spam with those unglam comments in it . you people are just some pathetic fools with no life , crying behind your computer/laptop's screen .

if people didn't offend you , just don't go and provoke people .

don't like it or unhappy with what i write ? then don't look . who ask you to be a busybody fool to look at it . that's pretty dumb . and don't even try to pretend to be me . is it that you are too pathetic to say your name and identity ? shame on you .

you spam , i will just simply ban your IP and delete the tag . it doesn't matter . please be rational and don't act like a kid .

tired and irritated at the same time .

i am sooooo happy , filled with love (:

nothing much happen . it just that migraine seems to haunt me again . of course , it is not as bad as last year's case . i went home early on thursday and went to school late yesterday . headache lahhs . hahas .

feel soooo bad to leave dear alone in school =p

yesterday after training , erm i didn't train of course , went to have a light dinner with kaiwei and mr leong . they are really very funny . hahaha .

anyway , just wanna say that i miss my BLACKHEARTS HIME sisters . next time we shall go shopping together ! hopefully all of you will enjoy poly life (:

this post is rather random . shall post a better one , perhaps next week ? hahas .

tired .

took this photo when i was real bored . =p


since dear says that i looks kawaii with specs , i just took a photo for him (:

hahas . i am just simply too bored , so just camwhore a little . it has been quite sometime since i posted some photos here . it must be real bored by reading my daily life stuffs =p

well , i am getting used to the hectic schedules now . time management is really very important . without it , i will suffer hell lots in this short periods in JC .

i find that everything is just alright . it just that somehow i can't really do economics stuffs . hahas . i guess i am still better in maths and chemistry . i didn't really have trouble with them though i slept in some lessons . LOL .

history is like mad lahhs . i don't know how am i going to memorise soooo many things for next monday's test . hahas . i will still try my best . hopefully i can pass with good grades (:

yesterday , i was kinda of pissed with a particular egoistic guy . fcuk off lahhs . i don't even want to see your damn face . it totally spoil my mood for fencing . selfish guy . he thinks that he is that fantastic . whatever .

days really pass by real fast . it's like you won't even think that why you are sooooo free lahhs . just for a moment , it's already april . soon , it will be may , so on and so forth .

ok , i got to pack my bag and do some work lerhhs . i shall blog real soon , with photos of course (:

smile always (:

Finally , it's our one month [though it's yesterday =p ]

dear really filled me with lots of surprises . the first surprise was he tried to cahoot with mimi , trying to get the size of my finger . at the very begining , i really believe mimi's little white lie . hahas .

guess what mimi says ?

"Selina , my piano teacher says that pianist will tend to have a bigger fourth finger . come , i help you see if it is very big . " then , she used a string to help me measure . LOL .

do you know how they passed things when i was around ?

"darling , can you please look at the this [the paper] . " so i just blindly follow . he pressed my head onto the table .

i was rather clueless till i said that i wanna tag along with him after school . dear can't keep this exciting secret and so he told me . however , he told me that there will be another surprise .

that afternoon , we bought the rings at AMK hub . i shall take a photo of next time . it is really very nice . he is just too sweet (:

this morning , the first surprise is he bought some breakfast for my sisters and myself . awwww . he is really sooooo sweet . he bought me a present which is nicely wrapped . i didn't open till late afternoon .

the present is DKNY green apple [perfume] . he told me that he has been hinting me for very long . it is just that i can't get the hint . guess how he hint .

i sprayed the fruity scented spray after PE . i can't really remember what we said but somehow he said that i will smell like apple . being a person who loves strawberry , so i just said no ! i will smell like strawberry .

regardless what , thanks dear . you really filled me with lots of surprises and love . i really love you lots . hope that the months will go on and on till never ending (:

we went to tampines mall to buy movie ticket , eat something before going to my cousin's house for family gathering . steamboat is nice . hahas .

we went to watch The Bucket List . i find that it is very meaningful show , funny of course . overall , i will rate it 7 /10 . i am too lazy to find the poster for this movie . search it yourself . hahas .

ok , it's late right now . i want to sleep soon (:

filled with surprises .

well well , didn't go to school for two days seems so strange to me .

yesterday , i went to clementi sports hall for the National Inter-School competition . i shall not say much about the details . seriously , i don't know why there was sooooo many people participating in A division .

anyway , round robin sucks indeed . i met crystal there . i lost 2 bout with the score of 5-4 and win 2 with the score of 5-3 and 5-2 . round robin ranking is 14 over 28 people . it wasn't really that bad .

after that , we waited for frigging long till the 1st elimination . it was around 4 hours ? i guess so . by then , my body has already cool down and very tired to move . yes yes . i lost the 1st elimination with the score of 15-14 . what the hell .

whatever . i wanted to cry but i just can't . i was just toooo tired to think of any logic stuffs .

nevertheless , congrats to Wenxin for getting A division ladies' epee gold , Kuan Yong for B division men's foil silver , Yixi and cheryl for B Division ladies' epee bronze and gold respectively and rasyiqah for A division ladies' sabre gold .

of course , congrats to some of my juniors who won something in C or B division . i don't know their names but still , congrats !

i reached home at about 11pm plus ? i was very tired . my whole body numb and my head is spinning .

today , i didn't go to school again . headache . i went to see doctor this morning . i waited from 10 to 1:30pm . this show how FAST polyclinic is . i supposed to go to school for lesson in the afternoon . i guess it is too late .

after that , i went to aunt's house before mummy went to fetch colleen and adrian , our mr birthday boy . hahas .

we went to AMK hub to have our lunch . the root beer float is very nice . LOL .

dear came to AMK hub to pass me my stuffs . awwww , isn't he sweeet ? hahas . he is indeed soooo nice . i love my mr teddy bear (:

mummy went to fetch uncle and we went for dinner . now i am very tired . shall do everything tomorrow . yawn .

tired .