Thursday, May 22, 2008

it has been days since i last blogged . i am tired . hahas .

well , nothing special really happen . it is just that some issues really make me super angry or rather unhappy about it .

oh ya , i am the 63rd position for the x-country with the timing of 21.45 minutes . my timing become bad to worst .

nevertheless , all the people in 120 did their very best and we are very proud of you ((:

ok , back to the original topic that i wanna post it big right here .

sometimes , i find that i am super hypocrite , despite having reasons to be like that . i shall not say what's the reason .

at times , i also find that there is no point maintain this fake friendship , or rather friendship which doesn't even exist in the first place .

i keep on asking myself . will a friend :

#1 backstabbed you at your back ?
#2 will they make use of you when they need you and ignore you when you are not useful to them ?
#3 not accept who you are ?

just by this 3 points , i am already very fed up with this kind of person .

i have to say that i am definitely NOT a slacker . i do ALL my homework , despite loves to sleep in class .

put yourself in my shoe . if you reached home late , sleep late and wake up early , won't you feel tired too ? moreover , i have never been late to school . of course i am tired .

look at the results . despite being pin point as a slacker , i guess my results compared to the others , ain't really that bad too .

being proud ? i agree that i am . or rather i find that some things i said are FACTS . if you are not proud of yourself , i guess you must be SUPER PATHETIC due to LOW SELF ESTEEM .

if people have the time to point out people's bad point , why not look at ownself's bad points ?

if people didn't say anything bad , kindly don't backstab people . you don't like ? either you keep your words to yourself and stop bad mouth about people or you just say it straight .

i am a very straight forward person . however , i am already tried to control it because of certain reasons . if not , somethings will be wrecked if i make a big fuss out of it .

be appreciate of what people do for you , and not backstabbing people behind or not being thankful . don't think that you are really that great because NO ONE IS PERFECT .

if you know who you are , i guess you must have some heart . if not , you must be damn pathetic like hell .

i am sick of people telling me that some people backstabbed behind me . it's sickening . don't be sooooo no life . it's childish .

tomorrow , there is GP block test so i can go to school late . yayness !

irritated .

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