in dilemma

history paper is a goner ! i am sooo dead . the ones that i study didn't come out . haiz . it was really pretty upset .

now i am facing this situation .

if i ever retain , should i just retain in this damn school and change subjects combination or transfer to poly ?

now i guess i prefer poly .

now that i can't take the stress . it's like first of all , i cannot transfer to other JC because of my terrible results . be it O levels or what so ever .

secondly , i am SUPER unhappy in this school . with a certain people whom i hate them alot . they are the ones who make me hate my life in this school .

Lastly , their timetable sucks big time . i don't even get enough sleep if i revise my work . moreover , i stay super far can .

now i am taking poly into consideration . no point staying in somewhere when i am not happy and cannot really gurantee my university admission .

another thing i hate about this school is the allocation of teacher .

for the last semester , our class was getting a non NIE trained chemistry teacher . just because he got straight As , that's why he can come and teach us .

but then , the school must realise something . one person can study well doesn't mean he can teach well . if everyone can do that because they got good results , then what's NIE for ?

moreover , who will call your own students stupid ?

all right . maybe it just that i got low tolerance for such stuffs . i think i got enough of all this shit . sometimes i just want to get out of this place as soon as possible .

now i begin to think back . why do i choose this JC in the first place ?

in dilemma .