sadness day

this few days , i have been very busy with all the photoshoot and stuffs . i don't have much time to think of other things .

though i am attached now and i am very happy , but there is something which i still concern that i need to write in this post very clearly .

on friday midnight , after i came back from the car themed shoot , i opened my friendster inbox . i was rather unexpected to receive this thing . here's the exact message from my dearest ex boyfriend Mr Chua Jun Yuan :

we shouldn't contact anymore
cause it's weird and i am happy with my current life
to be friends?
it's hard and weird
so it is definitely not possible
..and if you are still holding on to me
just let go
and if u are not,
then good for you
so ya..
just wanna draw this line and let you know

i copied and paste this message is to let everyone see , including his PRECIOUS girlfriend Jolene .

i think i have enough of it .

yes , i admit that till now you still exist somewhere deep inside my heart . however , those are my precious memories since i was in sec 1 , those smallest details are not meant to be forgotten .

though we will never be a couple nor friends , but that doesn't mean we cannot contact . i rather prefer to stay in this ambiguous state .

please note that i don't have any intention of breaking Jun Yuan and Jolene's PRECIOUS relationship because i am happy with mine too .

whatever things that he said , it is really uncalled for .

i seriously hope that it is not the doing from her precious girlfriend , for i never like her a single bit , even from the day i met her , without knowing the facts .

If i ever find out , i will not be nice anymore . don't make me become a nasty girl . i hate it . i have my own limits too .

this is just something which i just want to clarify , not to destroy a single bit of friendship or what so ever between us .

upset again .