Here are the photos i grabbed from Terence's blog .

Terence , Ivan and I .

Yiwen , Terence , Ivan and I .

Edmund , Xin Wen , Goldie , Ninja , Yiwen and I .

Goldie , Jerome , Firmanto , Ivan , Terence and I . TuesdayI went to dear's house at noon . I ate my lunch before we go to a building somewhere near NUH .
Nowadays , the temperature screening is quite strict . If not , people will have to fill up particulars and paste sticker on themselves .
It's pretty good , at least people will have lesser chance of getting swine flu .
After dear's eyes screening , we went to SP for dinner . We ate Pizza and pasta . Dear was very angry with the woman who served us .
He asked her what is the orleans delight . Well , it's obvious a pasta as stated . Guess what she said ?
"It's a pasta lohhs"
She repeated the same thing , thought that we were damn strange to keep asking the same question over and over again .
After eating , we went to the library to print something . However , the desktop there seems to hate me that much that it rufused to log in . I ended up wasting time till the library closed .
All these while , i was thinking if i should go for cheerleading training ,
considering that i have competition on friday .
Though dear had asked me not to , i was too stubborn to listen .
I ended up hurting my feet and wrists . Till now , it still hurt .
I probably cannot go for cheerleading for a month if they don't recover after MST .
I also got cramps , on my bum .
Sometimes i think that they don't have a standard warm up that stretches all part of the body .Whatever sports that you do , you should stretch everywhere , even though you might not use that muscles .What i was quite pissed on that day was when everyone was practising hand stand ,
Jessica had cramps on her thigh .
However , she seems to be
too afraid of the captain of giving everyone push up to let me help her to stretch her thigh .It may cause muscle tear if it's not taken care of .That's the reason why i not quite like the captain .
Why people are so scared of him till neglect their physical body ?
and i got frightened by our president's fall , which she seems to hurt her neck .
WednesdayI went to dear's house in the afternoon . I stayed there till evening , we went back to Tampines .
We went to print my things , then we looked for the kittens we saw days ago . However , they are gone . My sisters said that they saw them the day before .
It's kind of sad not to see them at the bushes .
After that , we went home to put down the things and went to Pasir Ris Park to meet my sisters .
I wasn't very comfortable there as many people smoke . and i wasn't very happy with all the others didn't pay , except for my sisters , sofia and Colleen .
What's worse was one malay girl kept on BBQ-ing the chicken wings from afternoon till night and she kept on eating . She didn't pay anything lahhs .
and she took 4 chicken wings in one go without feeling embarassed . She and her friends wasted food . They even threw a half chicken wing which was half eaten , on the table .
I wonder if their parents teach them manners . No wonder the girl is so fat .
The way she behaved explains her size .
I went back early as i have to go to Clementi early in the morning .
YesterdayI woke up and travelled to Clementi Sports Hall . I reached there on time .
I went there to pass up my fencing license and indemnity form . I stayed there till noon and i went to have lunch with Samuel and Terence .
After that , i went to Dover to meet Edward to borrow a spare blade from him . I waited for more than half an hour then he came . Well , i can't make noise since he is doing me a favour .
I went to Yishun after that . I was spending my time talking to dear's mummy before taking a short nap . I was really tired .
That's all for yesterday .
TodayOk , I am going to rant for all i care .
This morning , i woke up at 10:15am and i went to brush my teeth . Just right after i came out ,
Terence called me , saying that i should rush down to Clementi Sports Hall .
Who will expect that they changed the timing and i wasn't notify by anyone ? I only left 10 minutes .
Even if i took a cab down , it's impossible to reach there by 10:30am . I need at least 20 minutes to reach there .
I was damn pissed off . I tried to ask Terence if he can help me to plea the people at the DT table . However , they can't as there weren't many fencers for the event .
So who should i blame for the this fault ?
Terence said that he thought that Samuel will tell me about it .
At that instance , i was really furious of Samuel for his irresponsibility .
After a few minutes , Samuel called me .
He said that he didn't know till at the moment . He didn't receive the email either . He asked me to go down to see if the poule will start later .
However , that will only happen if the event starts with another event , provided if there were many people fencing.
I called Joey and Dear , asking them don't bother to go down to Clementi . Both of them were shocked when i told them about it .
They know how important i treat this particular competition .
I cried like mad . The worst senario that has ever happened to me was back in 2005 whereby i was withdraw from the competition a day before the actual event .
However , this is far more worse than the one back then . So who should i blame ? FS , Terence or Samuel ?
The SP fencing club's admin's communication should improve by a big steps .
All the assumptions should be taken away . If everybody assumes , it will be never ending . I wouldn't want anyone to have the same problem as me .
The other thing i was very upset with was because this year's National Juniors Championship , not many national fencers i know of will be fencing , all thanks to A level or over age .
They don't even know how depressed i was at the time .
Saying sorry or paying me back my competition fees is not really what i wanted .What i want was asking them to think why such things will happen .
I don't want them to apologies because they don't know how much they hurt me for this .
They don't understand how hard i work , trying to get into national team .
In the past , i didn't get to join many competition . Partially because of my own ability , the biasness back then in PRCS and my health back in sec 4 . I lose out way too much .
Some people , whose name i don't feel like mentioning , said that i should not fence to get into national team , but to fence for fun .
But what's the point of fencing for fun and you didn't achieve anything ?I feel that i am a failure . Whatever things i do , i don't excel in any of them . Be it running , fencing , piano or what-so-ever .
Even cheerleading , i don't think i am suitable for that .
Whatever unhappy stuffs or disagreement to what the people do there , i can't voice out . I didn't blame anyone for now , since i understand that SP is not yet affliated with FS and hence ,
Samuel would not have receive emails regarding any updates .Till now , i am still feeling really depressed . I cried till my eyes are swollen .
People who have achieved something will never understand how i feel .and i wasted my chance for not applying to work at communicasia 2009 . I didn't apply because i know i have competition .
depressed .