2nd week of school + shopping .

Caught Joel sleeping in mircobiology .


Sleeping at another lesson .


Edmund , sleeping in microbiology .



4Qs were sleeping behind Yan Xun and Jerome .



Close up of Edmund . LOL .

Now it seems like we are having photo taking event for sleeping in class . LOL .

Tuesday
It's a boring day as per usual , though i only need to go to school at 2pm for this week , which is an even week .

Luckily , I didn't choose my gems on Tuesday xD

Microbiology was damn boring . The LCB no.1 literally ask us to memorise everything in the lecture notes , which is ALOT ! Got to study on my own for this module :(

IDEAS is a little boring . It's just merely teaching us how to use the zbrush to make our 3D image and asked us to go back to do our project .

I met dear at MRT and asked him to go FC 5 to grab a bite . I skipped my Japanese class on that day . I was too tired to be able to listen in class .

We went to Paragon's starbucks to study and I managed to memorise many things in a animal and plant cells . LOL .

After studying , we walked to Plaza Singapura for dinner , shopped around and we went home afterwards .

Wednesday
It's the shortest lesson day of the week !

After school , I went to Nuffnang's office to collect my tickets for Julie and Julia . I just happened to reach the office on their lunch time (when they were going to come back) .

So I went to the small restaurant to have my lunch since I didn't eat anything for the day .

I went to dear's house afterwards . I kept on dozing off at his house and didn't manage to do some revision .

Dinner was super duper delicious ! xD

Thursday
I woke up late , so I didn't go for the stupid Software spreadsheet application thingy . I was late for IO chem by 5 minutes too . LOL .

I rushed out , carrying my bag , file and laptop . It was damn heavy that I strained my muscles at my right shoulder . It sucks .

But at least I didn't sleep in class for the entire day and I managed to catch most things for Engineering Maths . hahas .

After school , I rushed to changed , put on makeup , go for group discussion for IDEAS , briefing for Sunday's job and then casting . Busy huh . LOL .

Swissotel is damn nice and cool . But I hate to take the lift 'cos going up to 71st floor makes my ears painful due to the change in pressure .

The casting lasted about 10 minutes and then i went to Orchard to meet the others to shop for presents .

We went to Takashimaya to have our dinner , kinokuniya to buy things and then accompanied Yiwen to shop for her clothes .

Too bad that I was holding my laptop if not I would take lots of photos that day . sob sob :(

Yesterday
I was very tired as school starts at 9am for the day . I ended up either watching d.grayman or sleeping in class .

Initially , I wanted to skip CPPB but Terence dragged me there . So I went there and used my laptop .

Strangely , he let us use our laptop but don't let us talk . To be precised , not even whisper . It's like WTF lahhs .

I hate this Taiwanese lecturer . He is really getting on my nerves that I showed him attitude on that day . Cursed him , bloody hell .

I have GEMS and I went there to sleep for half of the lesson . I was too tired though i really want to listen .

Still , I managed to know many interesting differences and facts about Singapore and US's legal systems which I didn't notice in the past . Some of the cases in US are kind of outrageous .

After the last lesson has ended , some of us went to Vivo city to help Yiwen to shop for her things . Dear met me at MRT station before going to Vivo .

We had our dinner before shopping around . Luckily , Yiwen managed to find the shorts and bag that she wanted .

I left earlier as I was a little tired .

Today
HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

I stayed at home for the whole day , except for going out to century square for lunch .

I didn't know that now century square also has Popeyes , replacing Billy Bombers . There were many people there but luckily , dear and I managed to find seats there .

We went back home after shopping for awhile .

Throughout the day , I have been spending my day looking at cosmetics websites and watching d.grayman .

I wanted to do my work , but I just don't know where to start . Though I tried to think of what to do for my IDEAS , I just can't think of anything which inspire me .

I also spent my time doing some house chores . My room is neater and cleaner , without any school stuffs throwing around .

Tomorrow , I will be working at Jurong point for the Milo-Support Team Singapore event . Do say hi if you happened to see me there (:

Ok , i shall stop here . I will try to blog more often after I get used to my timetable .

tired .

Tiara feat. Spontania / さよならをキミに...

Singer: Tiara feat. Spontania
Title: さよならをキミに...
Released on 02 September 2009 .



Romanji
wasure takute mo wasureru koto dekinakute
toji kometeta kimochi ga afureteku
kimi no tame no namida wa nagasanai to
kimeta no ni mada mune ga itamu no wa naze...

are dake aishiatte ita no ni
isshun no nukumori ga ayamachi ni
kimi no mujaki na egao ni shimetsukerareta mune
kono hiyake tome no nioi ga kirai datte
ii ai ni natta ne
nan darou? back again
mouichido aitai yo boku dake?
sayonara mo tsugete nakatta gomen ne

"sayonara" wo itta no wa watashi kara
tsunaida te wo furihodoite tobidashita heya
hontou wa hikitomete hoshikatta...
ienai mama kagi wo kaketa ano natsu no owari

T: zutto shinjite ita no ni
S: sunao ni ayamarezu ni
T: annani aishite ita no ni
T&S: mou modorenai no
S: hanaretaku wa nai no ni
T: girai ni naretara ii no ni...
S: samishii yo boku mo onaji
T&S: ano hi no kimi ni aitai yo

wasure takute mo wasureru koto dekinakute
toji kometeta kimochi ga afureteku
kimi no tame no namida wa nagasanai to
kimeta no ni mada mune ga itamu no wa naze...

onaji hohaba de zutto kono mama de to
mukiaeta ne itoshisa no naka de
sore ga itsunomanika
kimochi hanare nani kara nani made kimi makase
motto kenka shitari sureba kitto futari...
kuyande mite mo kimi wa mou inai
naosenu botan no kake chigai
and I cry. natsu no owari wa setsunai ne

mou daijoubu to waratte mite mo
mune no oku wa jibun de sae kidzukanai kurai fuan de
donna ni toozakarou toshite mo
ima mo kimi wa hidarite wo hanashite wa kurenai

T: zutto shinjite ita no ni
S: ima sara modorenai no ni
T: annani aishite ita no ni
T&S: kimi wo kesenai yo
S: ano hi wa modoranai no ni
T: kirai ni naretara ii no ni...
S: aitakute doushiyou mo nakute
T&S: mada kimi to tsunagatte itakute

wasure takute mo wasureru koto dekinakute
toji kometeta kimochi ga afureteku
kimi no tame no namida wa nagasanai to
kimeta no ni mada mune ga itamu no wa naze...

zutto sagashi tsudzuketeta
tatta hitori no dareka no hazu datta
demo kimi ja nakatta
soredake no koto ga
konna ni setsunai nante

wasuretakute mo wasureru koto dekinai no wa
mada kokoro ga kimi wo motometeru kara
namida no kazu dake tsuyoku nareru to
iu kedo watashi mo tsuyoku nareta no kana?

wasure takute mo wasureru koto dekinakute
toji kometeta kimochi ga afureteku
kimi no tame no namida wa nagasanai to
kimeta no ni mada mune ga itamu no wa naze...

Kanji
忘れたくても　忘れることで出来なくて
とじ込めてた気持が　あふれてく
君のための涙は　流さないと
決めたのに　まだ胸が痛むのはなぜ

あれだけ愛し合っていたのに
一瞬のぬくもりが過ちに
君の無邪気な笑顔ちじめ付けられた締め付けられた胸
この日焼け止めの匂いが嫌いだって
言い合いになってね
何だろう　Back again
もう一度逢いたいよ　僕だけ
サヨウナラも告げてなかった　ごめんね

さよなら　を言ったのは私から
つないだ手を　ふたりほどいて　
飛び出した部屋
本当は引き留めて欲しかった
言えないまま鍵をかけたあの夏の終わり

ずっと信じていたのに
素直に謝れずに
あんなに愛してたのに
もう戻れないの
離れたくはないのに
嫌いになれたらいいのに
寂しいよ　僕も同じ
あの日の君に逢いたいよ

忘れたくても　忘れることで出来なくて
とじ込めてた気持が　あふれてく
君のための涙は　流さないと
決めたのに　まだ胸が痛むのはなぜ

同じ歩幅でずっとこのままでて
向き合えたね　愛しさの中で
それがいつの間にか
気持はなれ何から何まで君任せ
もっと喧嘩したりすればきっと２人
悔やんでみても君はもういない
直せぬボタンの掛け違い
And i cry　夏の終わりは切ないね

もう大丈夫と笑ってみても
胸の奥は自分でさえ気付かないくらい
不安で
どんなに遠ざかろうとしても
今も君は左手を離してはくれない

ずっと信じていたのに
いまさら戻れないのに
あんなに愛してたのに
君を消せないよ
あの日は戻れないのに
嫌いになれたらいいのに
会いたくてどうしようもなくて
まだ君と繋がっていたくて

忘れたくても　忘れることで出来なくて
とじ込めてた気持が　あふれてく
君のための涙は　流さないと
決めたのに　まだ胸が痛むのはなぜ

ずっと探しつずけてた
たっと一人の誰かのはずだった
でも君じゃなかった
それだけの事が
こんなに切ないなんて

忘れたくても　忘れること出来ないのは
まだ心が君を求めてるから
涙の数だけ強くなれると
言うけど私も強くなれたのかな

忘れたくても　忘れることで出来なくて
とじ込めてた気持が　あふれてく
君のための涙は　流さないと
決めたのに　まだ胸が痛むのはなぜ

Translation
*Even if I want to forget,I can't forget
This feeling that's come into me, it's overflowing.
I decided to stop crying these tears for you,
so why do I still feel this pain...

We loved each other so much,
but the warmth of those moments left my heart wrongly choked up by your innocent smile.
Because I didn't like the smell of this sunblock,
we got into an argument.
What is it now? back again
I still want to see you again.
Just me?
I didn't say goodbye. I'm sorry.

Since I was the one who said "Good bye",
I shook apart our clasped hands, ran out of the room.
Really, I had wanted you to stop me...
In what I couldn't say,
I locked away our summer together.

I always believed
I couldn't apologize to you
I loved you so much
I can't go back to you again
I didn't want to leave you
It'd be better if I hated you
I'm lonely, I feel the same way
I want to return to that day

* REPEAT

With the same steps, always that way.
We faced each other, in that love.
Before we knew it
we had let that feeling go.
From now to whenever,
I'm leaving it to you.
The two of us will surely fight again...
Even if I regret it, you're already gone.
Our paths don't meet again to fix it, and I cry.
The end of summer can be so painful.

Even if I laugh and think that it'll be okay,
I'm saddened that even I don't know what's in my heart.
No matter how far away I try to go
even now you don't let my hand go.

I always believed
After so long I can't go back to you
I loved you so much
I can't forget you
We'll never go back to those
days
It'd be better if I hated you
I miss you, I don't know what to do
I want to be wth you again

* REPEAT

I've been searching for so long
You were the only one for me.
But if it wasn't you,
that idea alone
is this painful.

Wanting to forget, but not being able to,
My heart is still searching for you.
The amount of tears I've cried alone should make me stronger.
I say that but have I gotten stronger at all?

* REPEAT

Steph's 20th birthday @ powerhouse + Reviews on Brazillian waxing + ranting .

Fanglin , Annabel and I .


Annabel and I (:

The 3 of us camwhoring in the toilet .

in powerhouse .

with steph babe (:

Dear , taken when testing for flash .

The birthday girl .

The birthday cake , LV BAG !

Chio right ? It's really very creative (:

Close up .

Looking for camera .

Steph and her boyfriend .

Lighting up the cake .

Singing birthday song.....

Make a wish ....

and cut the cake (didn't manage to catch her blow the candles . LOL)

The loving couple (:

The IT show babes (:

Janelle , Janice , Audrey and Steph .

All the girls present on that day .

Fanglin , Annabel, Me , Janice , Janelle and Audrey .

opening the champane .

with boyfriend's help .

Dear and I (:

the 2 new flavours of cabury chocolate that i found at candy empire . (I know they came out quite sometime...)

The fluffy slippers @ pink parlour (:

Friday
School is really boring as per usual . However , my GEMS class really make me feel better !

Know your rights - it's mainly about law . So i thought it will be very dry . However , the teacher makes me feel otherwise .

He said this "Just come to the class to get your attendance . You can sleep or do your work in class . You don't have to memorise the notes , just need to find one newspaper article to present it with your views for your CA."

Cool right ? It's a good start for a new module !

After school , I met dear at MRT station before going to Vivo for dinner . We went around the place to shop for Stephanie's present . We sat at starbucks till the others reached vivo .

Dear didn't bring his IC , but luckily he still can go in . His ezlink card really looks kiddy xD

We went to powerhouse to celebrate Stephanie's birthday . It's my first time there , kind of big . hahas .

The cake was damn cool , LV bag cake . Think mummy will love it too , but I think it's not cheap either .

Nothing much , I never drink any alcohol anyway . Dear and I left quite early as we were very tired .

Saturday
Dear came to my house in the morning , we ended up continue sleeping as we were very tired .

Mummy came at noon and we went out for shopping . Initially , I was supposed to go for my RMK product launch . I wanted to try their liquid foundation . But due to some demo at somewhere at pasir ris , I cannot go :(

We went to Park Mall to buy something before having our lunch . Dear and I left the place to go clarke quay for my 1st brazillian waxing !

Shaving is bad as it will make it to become more coarse and thicker . Worse , there will be ingrown hair , which is very troublesome to remove . Brazillian waxing is better (:

I am very pain intolerant . But overall , the pain is bearable and the person is very professional by talking to me to distract from the pain .

I spent about $67 for both the waxing and the cream , which cost $28 . But too bad that i forgot to print out the 1 for 1 brazillian waxing coupon :(

It's worth a try (: They have 1 at Liang's court , one at Marina Square and the other one at Far East Plaza .

After that , we went back to meet mummy at starbucks for drinks . Actually , mummy wanted to bring us to Crystal Jade to have our dinner . But it's kind of sickening to see the super duper long queue .

So in the end , we went back to my house downstair's coffee shop .

Yesterday
I woke up in late afternoon . Damn tired :(

We prepared and went to ah ma's house . Dear didn't go as his ulcer was giving him headache and he has to study for exams .

As per usual , we have lots of food waiting for us to eat . It has been some time since we visited ah ma .

and Papa came that day . I think I didn't see him for about 2 months ? Long long time ago when i last see him . He bought some things for us xD

Today
School is as boring as usual . Seriously , I don't know how many tims have i typed this sentence in my blog post .

Monday's timetable is always a soul sucker day . Long day with just 1 hour of pathetic break .

Between IO chem and Microbiology , we went out to buy some snacks to let us survive in the 2 hours straight of IO chem . and guess what happened ?

The CB screamed at us and threatened not to give us attendance . She thinks that the break she gives us is very long . 10 minutes nia . And we were just late for 15 minutes , not 20 minutes like what she has claimed .

Worse , some of the stupid 02 people asked her to mark us late . It's like sabotage lahhs . Fuck those idiots who said that . Mind your own business lahhs .

That's all . Nothing much worth for me to talk about .

Exhausted .

1st week of school for sem 2 .

DAY 1

Alif , going to play pool xD


Terence with his stupid smile . LOL .


Starting of first match .

Edmund with a blur looking Xin Wen .

Terence's turn to play .

Mad man out on street .

Camwhoring xD

READY , ACTION !

With the cute bohemian hairstyle ?

My dinner for the day , omu rice in shibuya style .

Dear's omu rice .

I bought a new eye shadow pallette (:

Coffret D'or's older series , in 03 .

I love the bling blings (:

DAY 2

Edmund in his 'garbage bag' lab coat and Alif xD

DAY 3

At Sakae sushi after school .

Alif .

Lyn .

Edmund .

Ninja .

Xin Wen .

and ME (:

"I am not going to let you see the photo . muahahahaha" .

Edmund and Lyn , lookingat the menu .

Alif and Xin wen with the spastic look .

Xin Wen with spastic look no.2 and ninja .

Ninja and I (:

Edmund , looking at his tempura .

Alif looking at Lyn with a surprised face .

Wasabi with soy sauce . Want to eat ? LOL .

CHAWANMUSHI ! My favourite .

Gyoza !

Twist ! Here comes our mochi ice cream . おいしです。

Me , eating my peach mochi ice cream xD

Xin Wen with his smirk and Ninja had to eat this mochi ice cream with mayonnaise .

Close up of the mochi ice cream .

2nd round , and it's wasabi this time . LOL .

Ready to eat it ......

The 3rd round's punishment: Mochi in soya sauce + wasabi .

and they were adding the decorations or ingredient .

"AHHHH ! I AM DYING !!!"

and we laughed at the punishment , especially Xin Wen .

Now Edmund and Lyn become the Chef .

Garnishing the sushi . .

and XW lost this time , TO ME ! LOL .

and he ate it !

The face began to change .

Still can look into the camera .

Ninja was grinning in victory !

This iwas how the actual sushi looked like .

Ninja , SIGNS OF VICTORY !

Alif seemed to be very tired .

Garnished sushi and Xin Wen .

Face changed . (The photos for XW's punishment doesn't seems to be in sequence ) .

Day 4

Before lesson started , Lyn , Ninja , Liyana and Nabilah . (with Jerome , Ruilin and Xinwen Caught in this photo) .

Nabilah , Ivan and Terence .

Xin Wen , Zhi Wei and Jerome .

Guan kiat was making his hair , same goes to firmanto ....

Shaun , XW , Zhi Wei , Guan Kiat , Yi Wen , Jerome , Firmanto , Ivan and Terence .

4P , but 2 of them covered their faces =.=

XW's Series .

GRRRR ! I BITE !

4Q , Edmund and I .

Edmund .

XW looks dead .

4P's back view .

Yi Wen in Lyn's jacket .

Terence and I .

Yi wen .

The cool Nabilah .

Evidence of assault .

Liyana in her windbreaker xD

Edmund and Joel .

Another shot of 4P xD

Sorry for not able to blog for so long , I am quite busy and trying to adjust to my new timetable .

Monday
The first day of school was really boring . I can't really get used to school :(

There is a new classmate to our class , from 04 in previous semester . Quite surprising that people can actually transfer classes .

We went to our CPPB practical briefing . The lecturer is a Tawainese . The way he speaks in English is worse than Anthony . I think we are going to have a hard time for this module =.=

What's more is that he is very NAGGY ! LOL .

After that , we went for our break before going to IO chem practical briefing . Nothing much really , just that it's kind of scary that we are going to do our formal report for experiment 2 , which is very soon from now .

Report Writing and presentation (RWP) , the lecturer is a woman and let me tell you this: I HATE FEMALE LECTURERS/TEACHERS with some exceptions whom i respect .

The reason is very mutual , they like to pick on female students just like male lecturers love to pick on male students . Of course , females teachers usually speaks very soft .

I also hate this module as she said this is somewhat like PW , though not that in dept . In addition , we have to bring our laptops every Monday which is adding to the things we carry to school .

and I hate those modules that always ask us to write our O level English grades and write an essay to judge our English standards . Hadn't they already ask us to write one back in CRS ? Sickening .

Microbiology - An old woman teaching . She talks so soft that even i sat in front of the class also cannot hear her clearly . She also seems to be very old fashion who ask her students to wear shirts to class .

Like I give a damn about it . LOL .

It was a super tiring day as school ends at 5pm and i didn't sleep for the entire night .

Dear went to school and meet me before going to bugis . Supposed to go for casting but it's being pushed forward , so I couldn't make it .

Somehow , I regretted not skipping lesson to go for it :(

We went to Bugis for dinner . I also went around shopping . I bought a super pretty eye shadow palette from Coffret D'or , sister brand of Kanebo which is famous for it's eyeshadow .

I wanted to buy the Maquillage one but haven't decide on the colours .

Tuesday
We have Microbiology practical in the morning .

The LCB 1 (Go intepret what is the meaning) was really naggy on the escape routes when we can't really see the picture of it =.=

Our task for the day was just to use the microscope to see the cell of the samples . It was really hard to see the cell with the microscope as it's hard to adjust :(

By the way , it's kind of sick to see the LCB 1 for 4 hours a day .

We checked our timetable and it was changed ! Monday 8 to 5pm without any break for us . It's insane . I intended to write to the director if it's not resolve (but thankfully it is resolved , save my time) .

Oh , by the way my IO chem won't be clashing into my Japanese class . That solve my problems (:

IDEAS was a little boring . It's about designing and I think i will be doomed for this module . Luckily my group will have people who can DRAW . LOL .

I was really sleepy at Japanese class . Still in holiday mood . hahahas . I went back with Xinying after our lesson has ended .

Yesterday
Wednesday is the shortest school day for most of us , or probably even for those with GEMS .

2 hours of CPPB lecture was really boring . Throughout the whole 2 hours , we only finished 2 pages of the lecture notes . I really wonder if we will be able to finish our whole lecture notes ....

Engineering Maths I (EMI)'s lecturer is a lady . She is very nice but just that she treated us like kids who don't know anything at all . She teaches too detailed till we get bored .

After class , Lyn , Ninja , XW , Edmund , Alif , Joel and I went to Orchard for lunch . We intended to watch movie but we missed the earlier slot . The buffet only starts at 3pm , so we sat somewhere at lido , wasting time .

Joel had to leave early as he has Japanese class on Wednesday . So left the 6 of us who went to Sakae Sushi at Wheelock place .

We ate lots of things . I love the chawanmushi ! hahas . We got to eat many things there , even have a free red plate item per person .

At the end of the day , we played games using the food with wasabi as punishments . The 2 person playing were Ninja and XW . It was damn hilarious to look at their faces . LOL .

After lunch , I went to dear's house while the others rushed to Cineleisure to catch their movie . I was very full and felt like puking .

Today
I pratically sleep throughout every lesson !

The boring Software spreadsheet application is all about MS EXCEL ! The exercises were damn dry and it's killing me . I slept most part of the lesson .

IO chem , it's teaching about atomic struture which i have learned back in JC . It's damn boring though i tried to revise for the next few chapters . I gave up and fell asleep at the last 15 minutes .

EMI was also very boring that even Yiwen , who RARELY sleeps in class , fell asleep . Lyn , who drank 2 cans of redbull that day , slept in the class . How can i be the exception for not sleeping in class ?

Overall , the 02 people were ok , better than the 04 people for sure . But one thing that I really don't understand about them: Why must they sit all over the class but not together as a class ?

I hate them to do this because it's damn hard for us to communicate at times and we are already used to sitting together . It's really uncomfortable and feel like disconnected (quoted from Nabilah) .

After class , I stayed in school to wait for the meeting to start . I don't feeling like commenting about it as it's not exactly productive when those people who are not commitee members came and disturb our meeting .

It's like if they were part of other groups , they can always give them instruction at other places and not to join us for such meetings .

That's all . I don't feel like blogging much .

tired .