Depressed ~

I think i am no longer myself and I am going crazy soon . Is my depression coming back to haunt me or what ? I seems a little lifeless .

Regardless what , I really wish the people around me to be happy . I am not a saint , but I am still trying to be selfless , at least for just for this once .

私はあなたを悩ませて申し訳ない。

ごめんなさい。