Fully 1 day old ....
Taken when exactly one week old . The eyes just opened ...
The video was taken when it's 2 day old......
That's all what I have and I regretted not taking more photos and videos , especially when it started to learn how to walk and opened its 2 bright eyes .
We don't really know what was the caused of death , though we kind of suspected that it may be due to stress as the mother was not around and lacked of nutrients & anti-bodies.
It's devastated for us , who have been taking care of it since dear found it at a staircase without and shelter .
During the first the at our house , the umbilical cord hadn't fall off . It's probably left there straight after born to this world .
We , the surrogate mothers , tried to provide warmth , care and love for this little precious .
I may not be the one looking after it so often as I am occupied with school and I fell sick at the same time , I was very attached to it .
For the first few days , I have been sleeping with it , giving it as much care as I could provide . For someone who doesn't really adore cats (mainly those big ones, I still love kittens) , it's something that cannot be described .
It loved to sleep with the heaty pad , Mr Frosty , and the towel with the milk spilled on it . It was also very selfish by liking to hold the tiny milk bottle with its 2 small paws .
Those are very precious memories to all of us , all of us felt depressed .
It's even worse for my sisters to accept it . They brought it with them everywhere they go and they fed it every 2 hours or so .
Imagine before the day it was dead , I saw it trying to learn how to walk and was meow-ing all the way . It's really cute and the memory is vivid in my mind .
On the day , or rather hours before it left us , it seems to be very stiff though it still can move a little . However , it spilled out the milk that we bought last minute as pet shop was closed already at that time .
Just when my 2 sisters left it on the big blanket for about 5 minutes , it's dead . My sisters held it on their hands and it did not move nor the heart beats anymore .
That's when the sadness and silent fell upon our family ; Our precious Caramel chan has left us .
Tears rolled down and the house was filled with sorrow in an instant . Nothing can describe our feelings at the very moment .
On the next day , my dad carried the whole blanket with Mr Frosty and the milk bottle to somewhere we cannot find . I guess he probably doesn't want us to know where he disposed the body .
How I wish I can put into a container , decorate it and put all the poor neko's belongings into it . It's a pity that we didn't give it a proper burial .
Now that it has returned to god's embrace , I really hope that it can find happiness in the heaven and watches us from there .
This house has become very quiet without its high pitch voice . We can longer pampered this sweet little thing .
Up till present , it's still hard for me to accept the fact . I am practically crying every night before I sleep .
Dear has been telling me that Caramel will be very grateful that we saved it and lengthened its lifespan . We gave it warmth , love and care from the start till the end .
It could have died on the day it's born if dear didn't pick it up .
What's more was it can manage to survive to see this beautiful world and to hear sounds .
Regardless what , it will still continue to live in our hearts and memory .
To our precious and lovely Caramel , may you rest in peace in the heaven .
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