寂しい。
Spent my day blogging till around evening time. Together with Steve, JJ and Yang, we went to SIM to help Ambrose to take attendance =.=
Wasn't in a very good mood, especially when the guys went to Pearl Centre and I stood outside (as I was uncomfortable) for almost 2 hours.
I rather dance for 10 hours than to stand for 2 hours.
Pissed, I just simply walked off alone with no specific location. I literally went MIA and didn't want to pick up the phone because I was really tired of everything.
I can't be smiling all the time and said that I'm ok.
Lots of things have been up in my mind but I can't show it to anyone because they are not the ones suitable for me to share with.
Tearing while walking down chinatown. I stopped at McDonald's and rest. Till countless calls, I answered Steve's call, cried and talk at the same time.
I even told them not to find me. If not, I'll stand in the middle of the road.
Everything is just too stressful for me.
Relationship; always in the mess because I love someone who may not love me the way I do.
That's just part of it.
心病要用心药医. 但我却找不到那个心药.
In the end, they still found me after I told Steve where was I. With a heavy heart, we went to eat dessert then to illuzion.
Tuesday
Went to see doctor for the stupid scar on my shin before heading off to meet Gillian.
From a stupid insect bites back when I was 17 till now, it became some sort like eczema. Like WTF. And seeing doctor costs me a bomb - $65.
I'm officially broke.
Met my darling at Cineleisure's shokudo for lunch. We had our long chat as usual (:
My lunch.
Medicine and cream :/
After walking around, we went to Arteastiq for high tea and continue our chat. Ordered one of my favourite tea (:
French rose tea.
I felt much better after talking to Gillian. It's really good to talk to her because she knows my stuff best. She won't judge and she understands.
After our high tea, we went to buy my stuff before heading to Far east plaza for dinner!
Wonton mee and dessert (:
I had a nice day with my bb Gillian. Nice chats, shopping and meals together. We shopped as if we are Tai Tais. LOL
I spent alot for the day, include my medical fees, around $150. HAHA.
Oh well, once in a while is fine (:
The power salonpas for my poor muscles.
Popteen! July issue.
Took my medicine and sleep for the night.
Wednesday
The anti-itch pill for night really made me sleep/concuss till mummy had to wake me up for my hair appointment.
The effect stayed for almost half of the day :/
Went to Twister for haircut. Like finally, goodbye to my long fringe, frizzy hair and split ends. I cut till around mid length.
Took a nap till I was woke up by my phone. Had a talk with Gillian again. It's good to have some talk cock and sharing session when you need one.
At night, I was hungry so JJ and I went out for supper.
Roti Prata (:
Yesterday
I don't know how my days have I cried at night. Countless.
Woke up with slightly swollen eyes but I gotta prepare for work.
Doughnut before work (:
Working at AFTC with some girls whom I didn't meet before.
Again, it's fun at work, especially when I got to see some of my friends before they leaving for states.
Everything is fine just that my good friend Dennis was drunk and I couldn't leave till his friends tried to persuade and pull him up to the bunk :/
He is getting some scolding from me for sure!
And thanks Davio for clearing some misunderstanding.
No ride back because I stayed back for awhile. Ended up took a cab back home. Sigh~
Went out for dinner/supper at bedok 85. I was really hungry :/
Today
Woke up with swollen eyes (not crying). Hate it when I have such a problem.
Luckily, it won't last for long.
Rushed to blackberry casting. I was late for the appointed time. In addition, it's sooooo warm to walk to the place. My makeup was 'melting'.
After that, I rushed back to Changi City point for work.
Unlucky, the cab went past 2 ERP and cost around $5. Worse, the cab uncle had no change and I need to run around the place to find a 7-11 to change money. Like WTH.
I was abit late for work. Arghhh!
I didn't eat my dinner and I was famished. Wait till my work was almost finished and I ordered my food.
Ok, that's all for now.
tired.
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