YAYNESS ! I JUST BOUGHT MY FANCL CONCEALER TODAY !

it is not really very expensive . i think it is more worth it compared to paul and joe , though i wanna try it out . this concealer has SPF15 and PA+ . quite good .

the refiller cost 26 bucks and the casing cost 15 bucks . this means that whenever i finish using it , i just need to buy a new one for 26 bucks . that why i said that it worths it ((:

this morning , i met dear at novena and went to tan tock seng for my monthly check up . guess what ?

11 more weeks and i am free from taking medicine ! YEAH !

after that , we went to takashimaya to have our lunch , bought some stuffs at the supermarket and kinokuniya . i went back home as i was very tired .

tomorrow morning still have to wake up early to meet dex at sengkang . tired lehhs but no choice lahhs . if not got people will go backstab me say i didn't do anything for the project =.=

i am thinking of visiting kiki tomorrow if my aunt haven't go to work ((:

arghhh . still got chemistry tuition tomorrow and on saturday to prepare for the morning test next week . must jiayou !

this holiday is seriously fully packed . siians .

busy =.=

photo taken at kendrick's birthday , just grab from him nia (:


dicussion going on ...


people are getting serious .


taken today . our 2 MCs .


yuhan , i think she is playing game .


what are they trying to do?


all the oldies song .

this afternoon , dear and i went to northpoint to have my early lunch . we went to school afterwards .

nothing much to do in school . it just that the 2 MCs have to do their rehersal and we will have to correct them .

NO CIP TILL 19th JUNE .

actually , i am kinda of curious how the birthday party for the old folks will turn out in the end . hopefully , it will turn out well lahhs . hahas .

after school , dear and i went to mac to grab some bite . after that , we went to the bank to withdraw money . it's sooooo troublesome lahhs . arghhh . if it's not because of my carelessness . haiiz .

tomorrow , i will be going to tan tock seng to have my monthly check up . after that , i will be going to town to shop for maybe clothes or cosmetics ? poor dear dear . he is kinda of my victim . hahas .

oh ya . dear just lend me his harry potter and the deathly hallows . i think it will be interesting. thanks dear !

i will be updating pretty soon ((:

bored .

see the rainbow roses ? nice right ?

how i wish i will ever get that one day . LOL . that's a joke of course . one bunch of roses cost 1000yen in japan , roughly around 13-15 singapore currency ((:

today , school is pretty boring .

we just simply went to select the course that we are taking , briefing and discussion . after that , HOME SWEET HOME !

i chose CIP with my classmates . we choose the other group , which means this week only need to go to school on wednesday .

after school , we went to long john silver for lunch . carla went back home first .

ranjini went back afterwards , left with dear , yuhan and me . we were chatting about lots of stuffs lahhs . very interesting . hahas . i shall not elaborate about the details cos' it's really too long lerhhs .

anyway , i think the fish meal make me feel like puking . abit too oily .

and yes ! i am able to get a model job soon ! thanks michelle !

after eating my dinner , again i feel like puking . i hate oily stuffs . arghh . i think i may be having stomach flu or something . hope that i won't puke like last year , after eating the usuals and i puke for the night and run a high fever . it's terrible .

shall go sleep now ((:

feel like puking .

YES ! FINALLY , HOLIDAY HAS ARRIVED !

though in surface , it's a holiday . however , it doesn't seems so with 2 weeks that i have to go to school . arghhh .

stupid thing . i though i don't have to go to OBS and i will be free for one week . in the end , i still need to go to school for don't know what first aid course or CIP . it's like WTH lahhs .

how in the hell we can finish our revision in just 2 weeks left ?

arghh . i don't care anyway . i have to go for check up at tan tock seng at one of these days . i will not go to school . check up is more important .

actually , i have many things that i want to do in this holiday . it seems that it's impossible that i can complete all this due to studying .

TO DO LIST
#1 meet up with besties for a meal .
#2 meet up with BHH sisters for shopping .
#3 play mahjong with cousins .
#4 go to KBOX .
#5 go ice skating .
#6 learn a few new pieces (:
#7 finishing all revision for all subjects !

CONFIRMED
#1 go to aaron's concert .

what else ? i am still thinking about it . i got to do some timetable making if not all the things will never happen . LOL .

but come to think of it , i will be broke if i keep on going out . in addition , i am already broke . LOL . now i must think of some ways to save money lerhhs . siians .

maybe i should start doing my assignment later or tomorrow so i can make it as some form of revision . still got WR and SEA history project to work on it . siians narr .

sometimes , i am soooo envy with all secondary school students that they can stay at home and rest . i think regardless poly or jc will feel the same way bahhs .

anyway , i guess i will be bored tomorrow . shall bring camera to school and have some fun ! now that i can update more often due to holiday period , i shall fill this blog with more and more photos !

arghh . i hate school !!

it has been days since i last blogged . i am tired . hahas .

well , nothing special really happen . it is just that some issues really make me super angry or rather unhappy about it .

oh ya , i am the 63rd position for the x-country with the timing of 21.45 minutes . my timing become bad to worst .

nevertheless , all the people in 120 did their very best and we are very proud of you ((:

ok , back to the original topic that i wanna post it big right here .

sometimes , i find that i am super hypocrite , despite having reasons to be like that . i shall not say what's the reason .

at times , i also find that there is no point maintain this fake friendship , or rather friendship which doesn't even exist in the first place .

i keep on asking myself . will a friend :

#1 backstabbed you at your back ?
#2 will they make use of you when they need you and ignore you when you are not useful to them ?
#3 not accept who you are ?

just by this 3 points , i am already very fed up with this kind of person .

i have to say that i am definitely NOT a slacker . i do ALL my homework , despite loves to sleep in class .

put yourself in my shoe . if you reached home late , sleep late and wake up early , won't you feel tired too ? moreover , i have never been late to school . of course i am tired .

look at the results . despite being pin point as a slacker , i guess my results compared to the others , ain't really that bad too .

being proud ? i agree that i am . or rather i find that some things i said are FACTS . if you are not proud of yourself , i guess you must be SUPER PATHETIC due to LOW SELF ESTEEM .

if people have the time to point out people's bad point , why not look at ownself's bad points ?

if people didn't say anything bad , kindly don't backstab people . you don't like ? either you keep your words to yourself and stop bad mouth about people or you just say it straight .

i am a very straight forward person . however , i am already tried to control it because of certain reasons . if not , somethings will be wrecked if i make a big fuss out of it .

be appreciate of what people do for you , and not backstabbing people behind or not being thankful . don't think that you are really that great because NO ONE IS PERFECT .

if you know who you are , i guess you must have some heart . if not , you must be damn pathetic like hell .

i am sick of people telling me that some people backstabbed behind me . it's sickening . don't be sooooo no life . it's childish .

tomorrow , there is GP block test so i can go to school late . yayness !

irritated .

seriously , i am super exhausted . now i am here , sitting at the sofa , resting . i wanted to take a nap as soon as i can , but i just can't . thanks to the fantastic econs essay which i haven't complete .

running is fun . well , though i didn't manage to clinch in top 20 position , at least i finished the race , sure got top 50 at least . imagine got around 400 girls running , it is not like in secondary school whereby less than 200 girls are running .

maybe we should suggest that they should increase the number of prizes or to separate the J1 and J2 .

geee . i just didn't expect my left ankle will hurt again . with my migraine , i just can stand straight . now my head still hurts .

esshh . just now damn piss off with my lappy's keyboard . there is one key spoil and i got to use some tape to stable it . arghhhh .

damn it . i am sooooo tired right now . 3.2km is nothing but my head hurts lahhs . still got homework .

JUST WHY THE SCHOOL DON'T DECLARE TOMORROW AS A HOLIDAY ??!!

tired , tired and TIRED !

TOMORROW IS X-COUNTRY !

WISH ME GOOD LUCK ! I AM AIMING TO GET TOP 20 ! ((:

others shall update maybe on tomorrow night . i shall take a rest or do some homework later . lalalala ~

good rest !

in my fencing shirt ((:


i am done with my make-up . haha .


a lil emo-ing .


i am staring at you =p


pillow paradise . LOL .


with a twist (:


emo-in again ...


woahh . sooo dark .


CO and GEMS performance .


a closer view .


zoom all the way to take steph's photo . LOL .


mr shuai ge . hahas .


beautiful rose (:


nice right ?


i am trying to be funny . LOL .


dex's sleeping form ,


pointing at his ass . =p


cute lil cat .


dex's sleeping form , taken by darren .


darren's scary face . hahas .


his green ipod .


twist !


dear and i ((:


his head is soooo heavy can ...


elaine and patricia fencing .


sabreurs .


shuai ge posing for me . LOL .


poor guys , they have to pose for me . LOL .

saturday
at late afternoon , shuai ge called me and asked if i can go to the arts fusion as he have an extra ticket . since i have lost my ticket together with my purse , i can't support steph and mimi . dear went to m'sia and i have nothing to do .

so i decided to go to the concert since shuai ge was soooo nice to offer me . accompany shuai ge is my honour . LOL .

well , i went to chalet first before meeting him . i was nearly late because the bus haven't come for about 20 minutes . arghhh .

anyway , i didn't know that our school's people are sooo supportive . the whole auditorium was completely full . overall , the performance is quite nice . they even celebrate mothers' day and gave us roses . it smells nice ((:

after the concert , which was around 10 plus , we went to a coffee shop for supper . we were famished but we have to wait for his other friends . luckily , they are very friendly . if not , i will feel so strange for being the only J1 there .

i reached chalet at about 12:15am . after that , i just do my work till i fell asleep at around 3 plus . tired .

sunday.
downtown east was filled with crowds . there were soooo many people there for the family day . buy food have to queue for soooooooo long . arghhh .

nothing much . i spent my day doing homework lohhs . what else . haiz . at night , we ate bbq . carol and richard sent me back later at night .

monday .
today is another disaster at chem SPA , which is a test .

we were supposed to do titration . as per normal , i followed the steps carefully , including washing the burette with MnO4 before pouring into it for titration .

first disaster: after rinsing the burette , i put the burette clip . somehow , the rubber tubbing drop off . i swear that i didn't pull it .

a new burette was given to me .

second disaster: i rinsed the burette and filled it with the titrant . i began my experiment . somehow , the rubber tubing came off and all the MnO4 spilled all over the table .

the lab assistant was trying to clean up the mess and gave me a new burette . altogether , it wasted about 20 minutes of my precious 1 hour 15 minutes .

third disaster: the rubber tubing didn't came off this time . but the thing was when i titrate , the solution just won't turn from pale green to peach colour . it is not that i forget to add sulphuric acid at different times . i swear i did .

in the end , the results is super inaccurate and i was crying while doing titration . it was like hell to me . i did the experiment till left with 20minutes for calculation . usually during SPA practice won't like that lohhs . the solution will at least change colour .

i am damn sad alright !

i hate my life !

i am soooo upset right now . yesterday , i was soooo blur and tired . can't even think properly .

guess what ?

I LOST MY PURSE IN NORTHPOINT'S TOILET .

i am not really upset because i lost my purse and money . it is the IC , ezlink card and atm card that i am concern with . thank goodness that i don't have much money with me , only $30 .

it was just about one minute after i left the toilet when i discovered that i forget about my purse . i don't know why the hell whoever that stupid bitch is . if you are for money , leave that damn purse there .

it's not like you can do anything with my IC since i have reported it to the police .

ezlink card ? only got 8 bucks inside . what can that dumb bitch can do ?

ATM card ? try your luck then . i have already cancel the card lerhhs .

take my key ? want to break in ? too bad , i haven't change my IC address . soooo dumb to take the whole thing .

anyway , thanks dear to accompany me the whole day . if not , i will panic for sure . i got to thanks his mummy for lending me money so that i can go home . haiiz . what a day .

worst , i was stucked outside the house since my sisters went out . i waited for them for about 45 minutes . unlucky .

today , i didn't go to econs extra lesson . i scared later i can go there then i cannot come back . it is such a pain without my ezlink card .

later i still got to go to chalet . i wonder how to go there . trouble . my mum will kill me once she find out that i lost my purse .

i guess it won't be that bad since i didn't lost such stuffs before >_<

haiz , dear will not be in s'pore till sunday night . i gonna miss him alot ...

unlucky , careless girl .

geeee . i am sooooo tired right now . after the stupid 2.4km run , there is still training . seriously , i nearly gave up the 2.4km run . it really seems very bored just to run 6 rounds .

there was one girl who run super duper fast . she practically sprint for 6 rounds , and that's about 11minute plus . when she finished the run , i just finished my 5th round . arghhh .

well , i don't have to redo NAPFA because i passed with a gold . it wasn't really very fantastic but at least it is still alright . 2.4km timing is 14:06 mintues . i shouldn't have drank sooooo much water before PE and there i have stitches . rahhhh . unlucky .

fencing was alright . but i got a damn bruise on my chest . essshhh . seriously , those guys only know how to jab me . arghhh . anyway , i have fun fencing with eugene . at least got a left-handed person to fence (:

siians . there will be many homework to do and i have to do all the essay outlines , typed out as it is much more faster and time saving . guess i will have to bring my laptop to school tomorrow . tired lehhs . hahas .

time seems to pass soooo fast and i have been in YJC for about 2 month plus . i got to study very very hard to get promoted .

with targets , believe it and put in efforts to achieve it (:

tomorrow , there will be photo taking session for our class . tired . i better finish most of the work by tomorrow , when i am in school . if not , i will be tired like hell . hahas .

mug mug mug .

me , i am staring at YOU . hahas .


looking a little retro . hahas .


the birthday cake .


nice ?


aunt sharon .


my relatives (:


cousins with aunt sharon .


one more shot (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAROL and of course , HAPPY TWO MONTH ANNIVERSAY !

shall make this post short since it's late now .

friday .
desmond korkor , steve korkor , iman korkor and cheryl 大嫂 came to my house and stay . we watched horror movie , which is very gross . i didn't finish watching it as i was too tired . the day before didn't get enough sleep .

it seems like it is not enough for people to sleep because my two cousins were around . it can't be helped . steve and iman went home when there was first bus while des and cheryl slept at the sofa .

yesterday .
dear came in the morning . shortly after that , we went to buy breakfast with des and cheryl . we also rent movie to watch . nothing much .

today .
i guess i was sleeping till noon . then laze around till when i was about to go out . so boring .

the party was alright . looking at aunt sharon being 'bullied' by the others , i have decided not to celebrate my 21st birthday . i guess people will torture me like hell . i am scared . hahas .

ok . got to sleep now . yawn yawn .

zZzZzZ.....

ok . quite some time didn't blog .

sunday.

i was too tired on that day cos didn't have enough sleep throughout the week . at around evening , des korkor , cheryl 大嫂 and steve korkor came .

nothing much . we just spend our time talking and went out to eat KFC . well , it seems that everytime i moved house , there will be lesser people coming to my house lerhhs .

after moving from my first house in tampines , gabriel never come and yenling jie seldom come lerhhs . this time is a dumb dumb piggy never come . kinda of sad as people didn't gather much . guess everyone is really very busy .

monday.

today , there is NAPFA test , the 5 stations . it was like soooo crap lahhs . this is the first time that i have to jump standing board jump for 5 times . it's like i didn't cross the line lahhs . wth . waste my energy . arghhh .

training was pretty pathetic , all thanks to the 3 damn slackers . i think i have enough of the nonsense already . why should i bring my stuffs and carry it from 5:30am to 5:10pm just to free fence twice ? it is ridiculous alright .

those people will not appreciate things . they ain't helpful at all . anyway , thanks to the people there who are very nice to comfort me . of course , thanks to dear too (:

wednesday .

yesterday , debate was sooooo fun . hahas . i have to say that i enjoyed it very much . simply love GP lessons . but still , i hate compre . rahhhh .

mummy came to school as she wanna rent the canteen store to sell food . don't know whether can successfully get the store or not . LOL .

evening time , i received a call from xinying . she sounded damn angry alright . well , i shall not say much . i really don't know what happen to all of us out of a sudden . it is just has been about 2 months since the last gathering and things happen .

don't know lahhs . shall let them settle themselves already . haiz .

today ,

this morning , dear and i went to buy mac breakfast . the queue was frigging long alright . the person even gave us wrong food + extra food ; from hotcake with sausage to big breakfast , 2 mcgriddles to 1 mcgriddles and 2 sausage mcmuffins with eggs . >_<

bad days .