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Saturday, June 28, 2008♥
wayne's one month party ♥


both of us are mere bo liao yesterday . it seems dear abit act cute . hahaha .


see no evil !!

this afternoon , i went to wayne's 1st month party . on our way there , there was one freaking BMW with the plate number SDV 9644U trying to be funny .

the old man like trying to be childish . he suddenly dash out . after that , whenever uncle wanted to change lane , he will move to the other lane to block our way . if on the same lane , he will purposely drive very slow despite horning at him .

uncle went down the car , wanted to confront him . but he is so hum ji and don't dare to get down and drove off . it's like what the hell .

by looking the way he drives , no accident already counted as lucky .

such people like him , thinks that he has tooo much money to get traffic fines or rather he has nothing to do .

if he ever see this , i will tell him this straight "because got you this kind of people , no wonder will cause traffic congestion . you uncivilised babarian . got money very big deal mehhs ?"


this is the BMW's plate number . taken in the car .

anyway , nothing much happen . since i don't get the chance to take little wayne's photo , i took zeaus photos instead .


so into the game .


trying to pose for me while playing .


grabbed this from carol , wayne's photo ((:

that's all for today . i am soooo tired . this week i have been sleeping sooo late till i am always soooo tired . can't get enough sleep .

by the way , congrats dear for getting a silver in a life saving competition ((:

sleepy

i am soooo in love with you ♥



Friday, June 27, 2008♥
unexpected events . ♥

today , there is no school so dear came to my house in the morning before we went out for project . well , we didn't do much on the project . it's more of just showing our things and write questions before going back .

after that , we went back to wait for my mummy to come home . we went to eat dinner with mummy and uncle before going out for a movie .


we watched get smart . i will give a rating of 9 out of 10 for the hilarious and good acting skills of the actors and actress . everyone in the theatre laughed like hell . hahas .

it's worth it to watch . i labelled it as second movie that i watch in the year , worth watching , other than koizora .

after that , we went home . however , i guess i wasn't really very happy after that . i shall not say much , but i guess someone will know .

i feel like screaming , hitting the wall to vent all the emotions out .

yes yes , i am still pretty upset . oh please , let me forget that for once . haiz . there are things that i always wanted to say . but who can i share it with ??

anyway , tomorrow we will be visiting little wayne , my cute little nephew . i am soooo excited about it ((:

unhappy

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Thursday, June 26, 2008♥
END OF EXAMS ! ♥

ok . finally end of exams .

but that isn't end of my nightmares . results will be the next ones . why it seems like all those nightmares are never ending ? haiz .

the chemistry paper is like shit can . study soooo hard also no use . don't even understand a single shit the questions are talking about . stupid .

i am super angry about it . pissed off .

soon , will be my A level chinese oral . i must jiayou ((:

anyway , tomorrow is a free day for me because no exams . i will be going out for history project and maybe go out for a movie . haiz . hopefully tomorrow won't be a bad day .

vexed .

i am soooo in love with you ♥



Wednesday, June 25, 2008♥
fuck off bitches ♥

you people are really nothing better to do . don't pretend to be nice lahhs .

just get off of my life .

if i am ugly , i think you people are nothing better . stop backstabbing people at their back . the chinese always say 留口德 .

fuck off lahhs .

i am soooo in love with you ♥



Tuesday, June 24, 2008♥
in dilemma ♥

history paper is a goner ! i am sooo dead . the ones that i study didn't come out . haiz . it was really pretty upset .

now i am facing this situation .

if i ever retain , should i just retain in this damn school and change subjects combination or transfer to poly ?

now i guess i prefer poly .

now that i can't take the stress . it's like first of all , i cannot transfer to other JC because of my terrible results . be it O levels or what so ever .

secondly , i am SUPER unhappy in this school . with a certain people whom i hate them alot . they are the ones who make me hate my life in this school .

Lastly , their timetable sucks big time . i don't even get enough sleep if i revise my work . moreover , i stay super far can .

now i am taking poly into consideration . no point staying in somewhere when i am not happy and cannot really gurantee my university admission .

another thing i hate about this school is the allocation of teacher .

for the last semester , our class was getting a non NIE trained chemistry teacher . just because he got straight As , that's why he can come and teach us .

but then , the school must realise something . one person can study well doesn't mean he can teach well . if everyone can do that because they got good results , then what's NIE for ?

moreover , who will call your own students stupid ?

all right . maybe it just that i got low tolerance for such stuffs . i think i got enough of all this shit . sometimes i just want to get out of this place as soon as possible .

now i begin to think back . why do i choose this JC in the first place ?

in dilemma .

i am soooo in love with you ♥



EXAMS KILL . ♥

geee . i think my econs block test is a goner . study soooo much and yet it's hard to apply . oh pleaseplease , let me pass !

now is 1.22am and here i am blogging .

i was sick yesterday with fever . now down with flu . i want to take medicine also cannot because all those will cause drowsiness . damn it .

i got LOTS to study . HISTORY ! damn it . i wonder if i can finish remembering all the SEA history stuffs . it's way too much lahhs .

OH GOD ! what should i do ?

in deep shit .

i am soooo in love with you ♥



Monday, June 23, 2008♥
I LOVE MY APPLE ♥

The apple product that i love the most is ipod series . With that , i will never get bored . My beloved Ipod accompany me when i am sad , happy and even when i am angry .

It can contains so many songs that save my time by transfer all the songs i have and do not have to delete songs which i don't want and transfer new songs into it .

It's light , fashionable and friendly user . i can never go out without my ipod . it's just like my second boyfriend that i can't live without it .

That's not all about it . The colour of the ipod is really very simple . with the neutral colour black or white , it just make me looks so elegant .

with the improvement of the ipod , it even can store my beautiful memories of photos . best of all , i can watch movie as i like .

See ? i can never get bored with ipod . it is just way too cool !

I LOVE APPLE PRODUCTS !

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Saturday, June 21, 2008♥
buffet at mrs see's house ♥


me and khei laogong ((:


kendrick , me and nizam .


lingle and nizam . nizam is soooo cute =p


who's hand ? lingle's of course . LOL .


finally . nizam and khei .


showing attitude .


nizam is sooo funny .


khei and lingle .


nizam , me , khei and nizam . nice angle , nizam ((:


caught ya . qirong seems sooo surprised . LOL .


the guys were soooo quiet ...


clarissa , fiona and mrs see taking food .


qirong , farhan , nazirul , fiona , qiuhui and clarissa .


they are trying to act nerdy . hahas .


spastic nizam . LOL .


OH MY GAWD ! hahas . nizam and clarissa .


nizam and helena are showing off their boobs . LOL .


the 2 'NAs' . Helena and Selina (me) .


lingle and me ((:


Lily and Nana XD


Lily and Nana part 2 .


nizam , qirong , clarissa , qiuhui , nazirul , shafiq , farhan and hidayah .


The somehow gayish men and macho lady .


scary face ?? maybe .


clarissa is sooo cute . hahas .


nizam and me . he is really good at posing . hahas .


OH MY GAWD ! what is nazirul trying to do to nizam ?!


The other boys aka 'illegal gathering' . look like one right ? hahas .


me and mich .


me and clarissa .


helena and kiat . kiat looks sooooo spastic .


kendrick and me ((:


another 'NA' , Selina (me) and Sabrina ((:


she looks very cute right ?


candid shot of fiona .


me , nizam , weijie , fiona , clarissa and qiuhui .


me and aaron . the 2 genius siblings .


class photo with mrs see part I .


class photo with mrs see part II .


nizam . isn't he look like an eygptian ? LOL .


me and Farhan .


aaron with the 'dao' look . genius and nerd . LOL .


my little brother , aaron , says that genius looks nerd so cannot smile . LOL .


geeee . toooo spastic already . hahaha .


a mini class photo with mrs see .


aaron gaying with weijie . hahas .


OH MY GAWD ! what is elsen doing ?!


ok . that's all the photos from my camera . i will post up more when i receive or grab it from my fellow classmates ((:

the buffet was pretty fun ! we eat , talk , laugh , camwhoring and play around like nobody's business . hahas .

it seems to me that it has been such a long time since i have such fun . i never get such enjoyment in YJC . i think secondary school life is the best !

this is our so called class gathering . i think most of us except yan , shan , xinying , the jin brothers , caline , rasyiqah , aisyah and emilia didn't turn up .

after the buffet , kendrick , seekhei , elsen , michelle , lihui , sabrina , yizhen , helena , lingle and i went to bedok for supper . lingle went home without going supper with us .

geeee . actually , i want to eat . but firstly , i am afraid of getting fat . next , i have no appetite . lastly , I HAVE NO MORE MONEY ! hahas .

around 10 plus going 11pm then i went home . the day is sooooo fun !

I LOVE 4/6 of year 2007 !!!

and thanks mrs see for the buffet !!

happy day ((:

i am soooo in love with you ♥



Friday, June 20, 2008♥
a misfortunate event for competition ♥


xinying and i ((:


her newly painted toe nails .


us again ((:


wednesday
finally , i get to go out with xinying .

actually wanna ask stupid girl out but she is sooooo 'hardworking' , so no choice lahhs . hahas . dumb dumb girl .

in the morning , we met at bus stop to go to school to collect o'level certificate . curse that idiotic office lady . she die die don't want to let me take because i never produce my IC or ezlink card .

but it's like WTF ? i lost it lehhs . then ask whether i got birth certificate . If is that case , i can easily collect anyone's certificate as long i can produce their birth cert . this is rather stupid . moreover , she is fucking rude .

the school thinks that i am sooooo free to drop by the school ? don't take then forget it lohhs . i just want the testimonial nia . not interested in the results since i have the paper kept properly . stupid school .

anyway , we went to eat lunch at white sands then went to far east plaza to shop . geee . we can't find anything nice to buy . no nice clothes or shoes . geeee . but it was fun to walk around lahhs .

after that , she accomapained me to buy my cosmetics . hahas . i bought a MAC mascara and lip gloss . ((:

later on , we decided to go to bugis to walk around . we went to shop at bugis junction then go to bugis street . i saw shaowei and then jewel when shopping at bugis street .

well , i didn't manage to buy anything except for a black cardigan . LOL .

after that , we went to eat strawberry strudel . it is soooo nice can . my favourite ((:

we went to do our pedicure next . we painted the same nail colour . it is soooo nice . i think we have spend a long time there . hahas . it's fun to do pedicure of manicure with your sisters .

after shopping , we went back to pasir ris , bought our lunch and go home .

thursday
It was CIP day !

i met dear dear in the morning to eat breakfast and did clay figurines for our history project . eeeeeek . the clay is like .... YUCKS . hahas .

we went to school to meet carla they all before going to joy centre . after decorating the place , we went to KFC to eat our lunch .

some people are just sooooo inconsiderate to throw things to other tables after eating at their table . moreover , the person is a disgusting ugly man . geeee .

anyway , the old folks who turn up for the birthday celebration weren't much . playing games with them is quite interesting .

we ate the remaining food after the old folks have eaten their shares and have went back home . i only ate the cake since i don't like to eat laksa . hahas .

after that , dear dear and i went to northpoint to by something and went home .

today
i was pretty nervous for today's competition as this is my LAST U17 .

well , there were many fencers . if i didn't remember wrongly , it's about 34 fencers . there were 6 poules . my poule have 5 fencers , including me . there was only one national fencer , that fugly bitch .

though she is not the person i hate the most like i written in the quiz , i guess i would like to do the same thing to her . idiot .

she kept on saying that i love to dodge my body when she attacked . i think that's a common reaction . anyway , it's not against the rules as long as i didn't turn my head . i think she is just merely got pissed off because she thought she can win me 5-0 .

awwwww , thats too bad then .

anyway , i won 3 lost 1 . this is my best results that i ever get . hahas . i ranked 10 out of 34 for the round robin . yayness !

i managed to get through the first elimination rather very easily . thank goodness that my opponent is ranked 23 . phewww .

after that , i got to fence yanyu .

i was leading at first , by 3 points ; 13-10 . if it's not because of that fugly bitch who interferes , i MIGHT win . i lost 15-13 . i was damn pissed off . not with yanyu , but with the fugly bitch . curse you .

i cried after that . i just can't accept the fact that i have lost the match . anyway , i lost at top 16 . perhaps it isn't really that bad .

thanks dear , mei , wenxin for comforting me . thanks mei for winning that fugly bitch . i know you fence very hard just to help me win her . thanks alot . i appreciate it .

anyway , congrats wenxin and mei getting a gold and silver respectively for this competition .

tomorrow there is chemistry tuition . i am soooo tired after the crying and fencing . i better rest early . poor me , i got a big big bruise on my arm . got 3 colours somemore . geeee .

sadness .

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Rules and Regulation of this quiz :
1) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace 1 question with a new question formulated by themselves .

2)Tag 6 people to do this quiz . Those people must state who they are tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by .

*Tagged by Ms Lim Qiaoyan a.k.a 笨蛋

Q: If your lover betrayed you , what would be your reaction ?
A: I will scold him fcuk off and whack + kick his ass and balls . bloody hell =p

Q: If you have 3 wishes , what would that be ?
A: Pass my A Level with flying colours , be a successful freelance model and be with my love one (:

Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you ?
A: Yes , terribly afraid .

Q: Would you change yourself for the one you love ?
A: Yes , i have been doing that for soooo long .

Q: Which one is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone ?
A: being loved by someone ((:

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love ?
A: if time/situation permits , i would like to wait for as long as i can .

Q: If the person you secretly like is already attached , what would you do ?
A: Try to forget him , though i always think that i am better than the girl . LOL .

Q: Is there anything made you unhappy these days ?
A: Yes , tons of it .

Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you are around the guy/girl you like ?
A: Yepps , definitely =P

Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head ?
A: Yes , definitely . It is too hard to forget lerhhs .

Q: Who are currently most important people to you ?
A: Dear , family and friends .

Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't ?
A: Yes , but i am too persistent .

Q: What's the ideal relationship to you ?
A: With the word 'Forever' applies to it .

Q: Are you happy with your life ?
A: Happy ? like i will ever be .

Q: Would you give all in a relationship ?
A: Definitely .

Q: If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously , who would you pick ?
A: Well , it depends on the situations .

Q: What type of friends do you like ?
A: Understanding and accept who i am .

Q: Do you often wish there are something you could change ?
A: Yes , my O level results and my previous relationship .

Q: What will be the thing you dislike the most ?
A: Some bitches who loves to backstab/bad-mouthed/spam me .

Q: How you wish to deal with the people whom you hate the most right now ?
A: I would like to give her a tight slap and scold the hell out of her . curse you bitch .

6 people who are tagged by me:
#1 See Khei
#2 Riona
#3 Yuan Shan
#4 Cheryl mei
#5 Kendrick
#6 Michelle

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Thursday, June 19, 2008♥
bad mood , bad day . ♥

i guess i am just super moody right now .

shall blog tomorrow with yesterday's photos when i come back from the competition . wish me good luck ((:

bad mood , bad day .

i am soooo in love with you ♥



Monday, June 16, 2008♥

alright , this will be my 600th post ! yayness !

it seems to be yesterday when i started blogging . but *BOOM* , it has been 4 years plus lerhhs . hahas . time fly pass real fast .

at this moment of time , i become a little sentimental . i just can't help it . though this blog has changed many address , it has not only become my diary but more of fragments of my memories .

i miss the time when i was in secondary school .

i miss the days when i was in PRCS fencing club .

i miss the days when i suffered with my fellow friends .

i miss the days in 1/4 , 2/4 . 3/6 and 4/6 .

i miss the shopping days with joey , yan , xinying .....

i miss my mugging period with my fellow jie meis .

i miss the time when i was with piggy .

i miss the time when i was with a particular yellow boy .

i miss the time when i was crying when out of love .

i miss the time when all the people were there for me .

i miss disturbing yan with aaron .

i miss the singing session with kendrick and the girls in 4/6 .

i miss the bowling session with wenying , jing and kendrick .

and many many more .

it just seems sooooo much to mention . really uncountable .

just like i can't count how much tears i have dropped , how much love i have given out , how much i care for my friends and some particular people and how much time it has passed .

till now , i am very happy with my life . well , not exactly with my friends in school though there are some which i am comfortable with .

of course , i am happy with dear dear right now . but that doesn't mean it stop me from remember all the things in the past .

i want my friends in secondary school . they are much more caring than people in YJC , though there are some people who are also quite caring lahhs .

but i just can't help it . haiiz . now i feel kinda of upset .

i got to say i somehow feel jealous about some people .

feeling upset .

i am soooo in love with you ♥



Sunday, June 15, 2008♥



now i am spending my time to watch xxxholic kei , since i have finished the 1st season long time ago . it is soooo nice . i just simply love it . such a waste that the comic haven't come out yet . hahas .

today marks the end of the 3rd week of the holidays . start to mug whenever i can already . thanks to the tuition classes , i can save my time for revising the others . but i think this week i am not that free either .

monday - free
tuesday - free
wednesday - collect O level certificate + testimonial and go out with xinying .
thursday - CIP
friday - competition
saturday - tuition and buffet at mrs see's house .
sunday - outing with besties .

geee . other than exams , i have to do homework too . haiz . sooo many things to be done . but how i wish there is a photoshoot . getting too excited , am i ? hahas .

but i guess i just can't help it lahhs . i just love to take photos though i know i am still not up to standard . more hardwork to put on definitely . no one is perfect ((:

anyway , i am super tired right now .

it seems like after the competition , i am having muscles ache . worst of all , henry hit me pretty hard and i have many bruises on my arms . but mostly is my owe distance wrong lahhs but it's still painful lehhs . geeeee .

i must admit that i am not that independent . when no one correct my mistakes , i just simply won't get it right . sometimes when things just throw back to me , i just feel sooo upset when no ones understand my feelings at the state when i was standing at the piste .

ok , guess i have to rest early . i am super duper tired . after this holiday , it will be purely mugging for promos . no more playing till the end of year holiday comes .

perseverance .

i am soooo in love with you ♥



Friday, June 13, 2008♥

i lost today's competition . i feel absolutely upset .

NOT BECAUSE I LOST BUT BECAUSE I FEEL SOOOOO HELPLESS .

starting at the round robin , i won 2 lost 3 , though i lost to ferlin and yanyu were pretty close ones . i won that chii*naa 5-4 . imagine she can be kena force out of piste for twice . geeee .

i was pretty unlucky to rank in the middle of the 25 people , which is around 17 . worse thing was , i have to fence that chii*naa again .

well , not that i can't win . i swear that if that yellow shirt guy was not around , i think i can win .

put yourself in my shoe . i am the only one standing at the other side without anyone helping but she has someone to guide her . how can i win this way ? i don't even know what's wrong .

when i asked jeremy , that dumbdumb just said this "your bind and parry is like *what the fcuk sign* " this doesn't help at all .

when people have their coach to be around , i don't have . now i am not under zhao or some other coach , no one can give me any advices .

i rather lost to people whom i admit that they are indeed good then to lose to someone whom i can win . i know that even i win , i will lose to ann . but the fact is , i won't feel sad at all because ann is really very strong .

i know i am a little 幸灾乐祸 . but still , i am glad that ann thrashed her 15-2 . served her right . i see if the yellow guy shirt can help much . curse you . geeee .

though i didn't train much , but that does not mean that i can lose my pride at the same time .

i have to admit that i feel very lonely when i represent YJC compared to when i represent PRC for fencing . though my PRC juniors cheered for me today , i still feel very lonely .

i guess if it's not because of the school timetable , i would rather fence under PRC or even DP . haiiz . that can't be help .

i prefer the crowd to cheer for me , coach to guide me and mr neo to scream at me than to stand there like an idiot , looking the opponent being guided by their coach .

still , thanks dear for being there for me and cheer me up . if it's not because of him , i will feel much more worse than the feeling right now .

upset .

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Thursday, June 12, 2008♥

geeee . i am soooo bored at home .

yesterday , i went for the PW group meeting . this time , everyone was present on yesterday's meeting . thank goodness .

actually almost everything are done , just that we still left we some experts ideas and stuffs . we will have to visit the farm . luckily we don't have to do any survey . sooooo siians .

this morning , i went to meet dear and dexter at hougang to get the things for our history project . no choice that dex have to go for tuition . sigh ....

dear and i went to have our lunch before going back to my house .

actually , we wanted to watch kung fu panda but i didn't bring my specs . we rested at home and checked the time 1st . unfortunately , not every place got show that movie . saddened .

in the end , we didn't go because mummy wanted to bring us out for dinner .

tomorrow , there is competition . geeee . i am sooooo nervous .

nervous like hell .

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Sunday, June 08, 2008♥

in life , things will not always go in your way . i guess it happens to me all the time .

yesterday , i went to kbox with mummy , uncle rom , cousins , sisters and uncle rom's nephew and children . well , it was not as bad as my sisters and i have predicted . all thanks to damien's cousin , jiawei , who filled the kbox session with sooo much fun .

the way he sings just quite similar like gary cao , though my sisters also say that he sings like jay chou . whatever it is , his singing voice is good ((:

we went back home at midnight . can't remember when lerhhs .

today , i went to blade club for training . it is fun ! i just love fencing team with the people there , though i am the only girl .

but siians . tomorrow , i will have to go there for training with my fellow YJC fencers . not that i don't like to train with them , it just that i will be soooo lonely training alone .

hopefully , there are some epeeists go down there to fence . if not , i will be bored to death .

competition is just around the corner . i am kinda of nervous . hopefully , i won't do as bad as 2 years ago whereby i fence the national junior championship for the 1st time . hahas .

tomorrow , i will be going tuition with dear . after that , i will be going to toa payoh to take my allowance and visit my grandma for awhile before i go for training . after training , it's shopping time ! i just want to go out walk walk for awhile .

it's bored to stay at home . of course , i got to do some research work for my PW . lots of things to be done in this week . plus , i am sooooo excited for the photoshoot . hahas . i wonder how the pictures will turn out to be ((:

i know this few days my blog is super boring without pictures . but i guess it can't be help . i will try my best to fill this blog with pictures .

one more thing , CONGRATS DEAR DEAR FOR WINNING A GOLD MEDAL FOR BREAST STROKE AND SILVER FOR FREESTYLE IN THE SWIMMING COMPETITION !

i always know that he can do it . just with a little of confidence without saying die , i am sure he can win lots of medals , regardless the size of the competition ((:

packed with lots of stuffs in the holidays .

i am soooo in love with you ♥



Friday, June 06, 2008♥

yawn . i am super tired .

now i come back home , hopefully everything will be perfectly fine , just at least for the moment . i am kinda of tired with many things already .

pw doesn't seems to go well with lots of nonsense around . i am going to spare one or two days of my precious tight scheldue for it . i guess that can't be help .

i still have to study for all my H2 subjects , especially history and econs . i just can't afford to fail it . i must put in effort and do my best .

competition is coming soon , the coming friday . i guess i must be hardworking to train on sundays . oh god . i am soooo tired but that just can't be help .

and i want to watch KUNG FU PANDA !! i am going to drag dear dear to bring me out to watch . muahahahhaha . EVIL ! it just seems so cute lohhs ((:

arghhh . come to think of it . HOMEWORK ! it is a killer ! i will start next week . worse come to worse , i will have to burn midnight oil . geeee .

shall blog tomorrow again . hopefully there will be some pictures ((:

super tired .

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Thursday, June 05, 2008♥

this afternoon , i went to meet dear and dexter at compass point for SEA history project . dexter brought cheri along too .

nothing much . we are done with the basic discussion . yayness ((:

i went to comics connection to buy kamichama karin chu 4 . it is super nice alright . really fall in love with kazune . of course , there are some unexpected things happened in book 4 .

i can't wait for the last 2 book to come out . if it's not because the last book cost very expensive in singapore , i would have bought it ; the both extra editions for each book . muahahahaha .

now i am kinda of bored at home , with nothing to watch . internet connection here is just too slow .

i don't even know what should i eat for dinner . eat out till too siian lerhhs .

just now , i saw carol's baby , wayne's photos . he is just soooo cute . i shall post his pictures when i go back home . hahas .

tomorrow still have to go to school . siians . if it's not because of the 3 hours of project work , i don't even care bahhs . boring lehhs .

siians . still left with around 2 weeks of holiday . i wonder if i am able to finish revising .

guess later shall finish some of the assignment . this few days too slack lerhhs .

in terrible bad mood .

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Wednesday, June 04, 2008♥

HAPPY 3rd MONTH ANNIVERSARY !!

yayness . time do past very fast . hahas . hopefully , it will be counting on and on and on . hahas .

today is sooo boring . nothing much . it just that i finally pass my econs quiz ! i got 12/20 . YEAH !! didn't know that i will do well too . guess i just have to study hard .

i am sooooo tired . i slept for the entire afternoon . hahas .

anyway , i just can't stop playing pokemon . too bad this version cannot travel to kanto or johto . hahas .

i have just updated a list of dates which i will not be free . this holiday , i am kinda of packed with stuffs .

wahh . just now my auntie help me trimmed my eyebrow . pain narrr . sob sob . but i guess it's neater now ((:

nothing much . yawn yawnnn . i am soooo tired .

and... as the new vice captain for YJC fencing club , i know what should i do . i am not a god . so please don't demand anything from me . the things for the notice board is done by me . so don't expect me to do anything much .

Dear dear: hello darling love u so much ... muahx!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3>

sleepy .

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Tuesday, June 03, 2008♥

it's quite late right now . somehow , i can't sleep .

now i am at my auntie's house . thought i can rest throughout but i cannot with all the school stuffs . everyday got to wake up at 6:30am . boring life .

yesterday went to eat breakfast and watch movie at our super duper long break time . we watched The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian . i will give the rating 8 out of 10 . it's nice alright ((:

i wanted to put the poster but unfortunately , the internet access at my auntie's house is very slow . no choice . hahas .

stupid dexter . he cahoot with darren and lied to us that we were caught for not attending lecture . hahas . we really believe it . guess he is a good liar . LOL .

today , i am in a very bad mood . i think i screwed up the econs quiz , which will be included in the CA .

whatever . i don't care lerhhs . i just know that i am tired .

pissed .

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Sunday, June 01, 2008♥


yan , dear , me and kendrick . taken by kendrick ((:


"it's hard to see that singapore got such a nice background " , kendrick said .


grabbed from kendrick , the deisgn of the concert ticket .


yan and me , taken in victoria concert hall .


aaron and me . he look smart in that ((:


yesterday , dear came to my house before going to the concert . we met yan at pasir ris mrt station and kendrick board up later on .

we nearly lost our way . hahas .

it seems like many people from PRCS got got to the concert to show the support to our fellow friends: aaron , rachelle , trivia , jonathan and weixing .

well , there were performance by two musical groups , guitar ensemble and band .

guitar performance was great , especially when they played 孤单北半球 . it is definitely many times better than YJC guitar ensemble though they are great too . TPJC guitar indeed deserve Gold with honours for last year's SYF .

the band performance was terrific . it's real good , especially the solo part for certain instruments . whereas for the encore , i find that the 1st song with the dance was super cute lahhs , especially when weixing dancing with trivia . hahas .

but i guess i still love the 2nd encore , 珊瑚海 . it's super nice . didn't know that this song can be played by a symphonic band .

after the concert , many of us were taking photos . we went to bedok for supper afterwards . the food there is super nice ((:

i reached home at about 11:45pm since bedok is sooooo near my house .

i miss my friends alot . gonna see some of them real soon ((:

later , i will be going to my auntie's house and stay . hopefully , it won't disrupt my beauty sleep . hahas . i still have school tomorrow . hopefully , it will be a nice week .

anyway , thanks dear for supporting me for the upcoming shoot . i guess without his support , i won't be able to do it well bahhs . hahas .

tired arhhs !

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