Friday
Had a hard time waking up for my manicure session as usual.
Ended up taking a cab.
My eyes were
swollen from crying when I was heading back home after the talk.
It's just way too depressing.
This time, I'm going to have plain clean nails for a month.
Exam. Oh well.
Rare to see this. LOL.
Went to town for my Datsumo Labo appointment then shopped around.
It's boring to shop alone but I think I need some peace for myself.
Decided to buy my
Ferragamo headband for myself.
Couldn't decide. The poor salesman Kelvin from ION branch was trying his best to give me his opinions.
Saw this and I couldn't resist it.
Ended up buying both the headband and the bracelet.
One more new pink arm candy ꒰ღ˘‿˘ற꒱❤⃛
YAY! I'm done with shopping!
Walked around town while waiting for Krista to end work.
Had dinner at
Five Tapas Bar.
Oh ya, on a side note, I PASSED MY SMELLING TEST!
YEAH!!!!
Moscato.
Foie Gras.
After dinner, I went around shopping with Krista.
It's sooooo fun to spend my day with my favourite girl (:
Dropped by The Black Swan for awhile as I wanna put my new flats there (for work).
Had some drinks before meeting Joycelyn.
Trying one of our new cocktail, The Flying Swan. Loving it.
With my lovely sister.
Another new cocktail, Vice Chairman Vice.
Went to Pub Samurai to meet Joycelyn.
Singing and drinking session.
With Joycelyn.
Decided to try texting someone.
I know, I don't mean that much to that person.
I know it all along, after all these years.
Sorry; this word can't solve every problem.
Oh well, it's just my wishful thought.
And at this point of time, someone else texted me after he saw my facebook page.
Sigh~
我不需要别人的同情。
Why bother when you have someone else?
Part of my shopping loots. HAHA.
My arm candy & headband from Salvatone Ferragamo (:
Saturday
My eyes hurt soooooo badly from crying.
I've been crying very often...
一直在骗自己，说什么没关系。
不知道自己在撑什么强。
Trying to conceal my eyes with specs.
Met my lovely girlfriend, Atiqah for dinner before work.
Before work.
Quotes of the day:
Trying very hard to be myself at work.
But someone was trying very hard to smash the hard work.
我已经不知道该怎么办了。
After work, everyone decided to go out for some drinks.
At Pub Samurai.
With my fellow colleagues.
We also went out for a part 2.
Oh well, what's new.
Many things happened...
Had a talk with someone again.
I really cried non-stop.
喜欢或不喜欢，想念或不想念，真的有关系吗？
全世界都知道，除了你。
Either way, I'm glad that I've said what I need to say...
I'll just tell myself not to look back.
Let it go.
Sunday
Looking damn ugly for the whole day.
Eyes swollen like goldfish eyes.
Couldn't see very clearly in class.
Had a hard time copying the exercises.
Quote of the day:
Bought all these to calm my soul.
I was mentally, physically and emotionally tired.
And I still have my ballet exam stress to deal with.
My dinner.
回忆；好或坏，最终还是美丽的。
Monday
Couldn't sleep well due to exam stress.
But I dare say that I slept better than my CSTD grade 4 and RAD grade 8 exam. LOL.
The recent events, exam stress and gastric were giving me problems.
Quote of the day:
Reminded myself for the whole day;
Shan't let other things affect me. I can't disappoint those people who have faith and put in effort for the lousy me.
All prepared.
With the ladies from my group.
My ballet bun!
It's one of the worst Monday blues.
Light headed and cold sweat before exam.
During the exam, I did made some mistakes.
However, I managed to pretend and continue with the exercises.
My muscles trembled badly during barre work...
Worse, my teacher saw everything from the CCTV.
SIGH~
With Jasmine.
Best sister in class; been through with her for all my 3 exams and we are always in the same group.
I don't know how to survive through my exams without her...
Mahjong session at night with Don, Eric and his wife.
Played till late and I LOST. zzzzz.
Oh well, at least it kept me occupied.
Yesterday
Another journey to the west for my
P&G interview.
Managed to catch some sleep till I reached Joo Koon.
2 hours for travelling from my place to the location.
Honestly, I don't know if I can survive though for a month...
The interview session was really a killer;
Asking those situational questions which kills my brain cells.
Quotes of the day:
After interview, I travelled all the way back to Raffles.
Met Fel, Yichang and Sherwin for lunch.
My first time eating at
PAUL.
Fel and Sherwin went back to work while Yichang and I went to town.
Shopping with the little boy was fun.
Accompanied him to buy things.
Super vain. HAHAHAHA.
We went to
Arteastiq for a tea session.
My favourite lychee tea.
After that, we went back to TBS for some drinks while waiting for Fel to end work.
Nothing much.
Was having gastric but someone got me
a cupcake and cajun fries.
ありがとう。
We went to some pub at Boat Quay to have some drinks.
It's nice to chill with my usual cliques.
The others came over to join us after work.
Some drama happened again.
I think all of us made a scene.
Ran away, not willing to see what happened to others.
Cried so much that I really didn't know what to do.
I'm sorry for pushing someone away who cares and been there for me when I need him.
Because I chose someone over him;
That someone who takes my breath away.
Emotional.
The heartbreak, the pain I'm feeling right now.
I rather die.
Today
Looking
ugly after another day of crying.
Horrible.
My eyes :/
Spent my day at home, trying to make my eyes look better.
That's for crying too much....
Brought my mum out for her
birthday dinner.
SUSHI TEI!
Quote of the day:
With mummy (:
要去天堂的捷径就是要先懂得怎么下地狱。
Ok, that's all for now.
with love,
Selina ほたる
