It wasn't a great day to begin with . Dear has gone to Australia and I have no one to cry on when I wanted to .
I guess I was throwing temper all day .
And I have to say that those middle age women were my jinx for the day.
One seemed to purposely stepped on my feet on train just for wanting to sit down . She didn't need it, but her husband need.
Yet, she sat down. Selfish woman.
The second case was when I came out from the ladies, I accidentally blocked a woman's route when walking out. It just happened that when we tried to shift, we moved in the same direction.
and this stupid woman 'TSK' me.
It's damn sickening to meet such people .
Yesterday
I didn't go to school as I was trying to finish my forensic chemistry formal report. I slept till late and I did other stuffs like watching Nodame Cantabile.
Conclusion: Nothing was completed.
Put work aside.
As time goes by, I find that I am no longer as close to my friends. In another words, I am getting lonelier as compared to the past.
To me, everyone has changed after we have separated from the original class. It's no longer as fun as it is .
I just find that I need to get used to it, in case anything happens in the future.
Sighh~ Recently, my mood has always been like that. I wish I have a piano with me . No choice, I got to use my old keyboard as substitute.
Although when I am upset, I am supposed to play some sad pieces , but sometimes playing some happy piece isn't that bad too .
So I decided to play my favourite piece, Mozart's Piano Sonata K545, First Movement.
Back about 4 years ago, that was the first time I started to learn this piece . Up till now, I haven't really master it .
Nevertheless, it's a cheerful piece .
Music is the best thing to heal one's heart (:
Today
I didn't sleep well at night, which I don't know why too .
In the morning, I wasn't feeling very well . I felt that gastric juice in my stomach is making me feeling unwell.
When I reached Dover, I immediately bought something to eat .
However, this didn't work out well. I felt hungry again but I couldn't eat as I don't have enough cash with me .
What's more that my classmates chose to eat at FC 1, which is far away from ATM.
Luckily, Nala lent me some money to buy sandwich at around 12pm . But still, my stomach feels weird.
Until around 2:30pm, Yiwen accompanied me to FC5 to have a Roasta meal . We even ate frozen yogurt afterwards.
Still, at 5:10pm, I felt worse and my stomach hurts.
So when I was on my way to my grandma's house, I quickly went to the supermarket to buy bread to eat to suspress the pain .
At night, I ate a full meal but after about 20minutes, the pain came. I ended up taking some antacid to neutralise the HCl in my stomach . It did feel better though .
Up till now, I am having stomachache. Tomorrow is gonna be a hell day .
in pain :(
